Jude: Hey, how did I get here in the first place?
Tommy: Well you did get hereā¦
Jude: Thank you.
Tommy: But it did take you a long time didn't it?
Jude reached in her pockets and grabbed her keys out. She handed them to Tommy.
Jude:
If you just shut up I'll let you drive.
Tommy: That works. I
love you.
Jude smiles.
Jude: I know.
Jude and Tommy both went and sat in the car, Tommy in the driver's seat and Jude in the passenger seat.
Tommy:
Where is the best place anyone can go to? It might suck at times but
it rocks more.
Jude teared up a little. Tommy took his hand and
cupped her face in his hand. He kissed her gently on the lips.
Tommy: You know where don't you?
Jude: I want to go
Tommy.
Tommy: Just say it Jude. There's nothing wrong with it.
Jude: I can't everyone hates me there.
Tommy: I don't and I'm
pretty sure that not a lot of people do to.
Jude: How do you
know?
Tommy: Your sister cried about every day the whole time you
were gone. She loves you and so do I. I want you to be happy but you
need to want to be.
Jude: Tommy, you want to know te real reason?
Tommy: Only if it will help you be more happy Jude.
Jude: i'm
not sure about that.
Tommy:
You can trust me with anything Jude.
Jude: I...I...I, remember
the 2 nights before.
Tommy's face turned as pale as ever.
Tommy:
Yeah...
Jude: Well, let's just say it shouldn't have happened I
guess.
Tommy: Jude you're not...
Jude: I think I am and I..
I don't want to be Tommy. how stupid can I be?
Tommy: Jude...
you're not stupid and don't ever say that. You're perfect.
Jude:
Pshh... Me perfecct? Yeah right. Hello? I'm seventeen damn it! I...
By this time, jude was in tears and Tommy jsut stayed shocked but comforted Jude. He knew that this was all going to blow through no matter how long it took. It was all going to end up hapilly.
Tommy just sat and comforted Jude rubbing her back and kissing her on her head. This was not her fault but he wished that she would notice that.
Tommy: Jude... I love you and that's
all the matters.
Jude: I love you too and I think I'm going to do
what's right...
Tommy:
Jude, you're not serious. You can't be.
Jude: So I guess you
don't want me to.
Tommy: I love you too much for it.
Jude:
But Tommy, getting an abortion would be good for us. I mean we
wouldn't have to deal with a freakin' baby and well we would be
happier I guess.
Tommy: Ok, Jude. I know it's your body and I know you can do whatever you want with it but truly I would not mind a baby. Mostly because it's ours.
Jude slightly smiled. Tommy was so caring and Jude wanted to make it right so it was all up to her they both guessed. Pressure sucked.
Jude: Fine.
Tommy:
What?
Jude: Fine. I won't do it.
Tommy: Are you serious?
Jude: Yeah.
Tommy smiled and pulled Jude into a hug. Tommy was so happy but Jude didn't really hug back. She put on a pretend smile.
Tommy: I'm happy but you're not. Why?
Jude:
I am, kind of. It's just that how do I tell everyone but most
importantly ho do I convince myself?
Tommy: Jude, it's all real.
It's the real world. Somehow, we'll all deal but I'll be there to
help you at times of need especially now. I'm there for you Jude.
Jude: I know but sometimes I feel like I'm invisible, like I'm
gone from this world.
Tommy: You're never gone Jude. Seeing you
every day, looking at you fall but then get right back up, it's like
heaven.
Jude: So we're actually going to have a baby?
Tommy:
I guess so. But remember one thing Jude. You're never gone. Not in my
eyes.
THE END.
