-1Chapter 6: Away from me
Disclaimer: I do not own code Lyoko at all... (Be strong... "Breaks down and cries.." ) Well at least I got that out. And I don't own Evanescence or the song "Missing" either.
Young Ulrich stern looked his watch and them began the final preparations for the trip. Going over his two backpacks he made sure he hadn't forgot anything. Clothes, underwear, Cell phone, toothbrush, floss winter coat,..."yea better check that" He said to himself Pulling out his wallet and opening it. "Sigh" He sighed in relief. as he folder it up and stuffed it in his back pocket shouldered his bags and walked out of his dorm room taking one last look at the desolate and empty room. And smiled at himself "Thank god he wouldn't have to stay there all break"
Meanwhile Just outside...
"Common you can do this Yumi, common. Yumi muttered to herself as she stood in one of the archways just outside of the dorms. S lump began to form in her throat this was going to be harder than she thought it seemed like it would have been this morning. She really did feel bad and just all icky like she were bathed in Folly and Dried in the big towel of guilt. She stood there shivering watching the sun slowly set on the horizon The sky was cloaked in an eerie Red light and for a moment all seemed if it were to be well... Then the double doors swung open Yumi pulled herself to attention and Watched the doors intently her heart skipped a beat and in slow motion a brown head of hair emerged carrying a couple of backpacks. and she started toward him.
"I'm going to apologize I'm goanna do whatever it takes to make things right I was such a Bitich...I...I...I..." But she Never got to say all that was welling up within her because just at they very moment Emily walked up to him and grabbed his arm. She smiled at him and let out a little giggle and he smiled back and they then walked off out toward the school grounds gate.
And though Yumi could have caught them easily she didn't even make the slightest movement She was crushed Her heart fell into her stomach like a one made of Jell-O where upon it was smashed on the alter of Lost love. Tears filled her Deep Brown eyes as she choked up trying to hold them back. Her mind raced through all of the things They had been through together. All of the near death experiences The XANA attacks the Sissy attacks and all the Hell and fear of Ending up all alone or worse with The wrong person Miserable and Truly alone all the while knowing that you forsaken your true soul mate because of pride and teenage stubbornness.
"Imminently she took off hoping to catch him before he left for a whole month thinking that the last week was a glimpse at forever. In reckless abandon she ran not taking notice of the people she passed or bumped into. Then they were in sight of her tear clouded eyes just packing up the car she had a chance to stop them and let the true feelings flow as a mighty river dammed up for too long and then... she stumbled and crying out for Ulrich she landed face first in the cold dirt skidding a distance before she stopped. Her tears had mixed with the dirt and she looked up just in time to see Emily's fathers car pull out and onto the road. The tears flowed like rain now accost her face slowly turning the soil to mud and it ran down her scratched face. It was final he had left her...for real this time, there would be no Second chances, restarts or returns to the past. His mind was made up, and the best girl had won.
"How could I have been so stupid!" she screamed at herself.
Yumi stayed there on her knees looking at scratched and bloody palms and cried her heart was as broken as the frozen rose that had been dropped onto a concrete floor and as hard to mend.
"Finally she was interrupted by a filmier but unwelcome voice. "So your Beloved Ulrich finally left you did he? and with Emily at that I would have never expected that little twist. Fortuanly our friends Millie and Tamia got all on this little outburst on tape so you can relive and treasure this moment forever." "And she Smiled evilly gloating in triumph. "
"Yumi looked up and at Sissy Just shudap just shut up, Damnit! she yelled Sure enough seeing Millie and Tamia standing around with a video camera. "She didn't know what to do other than try her best to suck it up and ran of into the park. "She ran Like all of hell were chasseing her Angry, afraid and just plain out humiliated it wouldn't be long until that tape got out and... well her life was over from then on. Quickly she slipped into the manhole and went to the only place she could think of to sulk in peace. the factory. There she could scream pound on things and do whatever else she wanted without anyone Knowing or caring. And there she set in the furthest darkest corner of the abandoned factory and finally let her stubbornness and pride go. Too bad it was too late for her as the Evanescence song Missing played over and over in her ringing head.
"Please, please forgive me but I won't be home again. Maybe some day you'll look out and barely conchiness you'll say to no one; Isn't something missing You won't cry for my absence I know, You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant am I so insignigant. Isn't something missing isn't someone missing me. Even though im the sacrifice you won't try for me not now, I'd die to know you love me. im all alone. Isn't something isn't someone missing me. Please please forgive me, but i won't be home again I know one day you'll dig deep and cry out isn't something missing isn't someone missing me. Even though im the sacrifice, you won't try for me not now though I'd die to know you love me im all alone Isn't someone missing me and if i bleed ill bleed Knowing you don't care and if i sleep ill wake without there. Isn't something missing isn't something...Even though im the sacrifice, you won't try for me not now though I'd die to know you love me im all alone Isn't someone missing me." ("Missing" By Evanescence) (In no way shape or form did I have anything to do with creating this song, Just so you guys know;)
I know some people are going to hate me for this chapter.
But If it makes you guys feel any better I cried writing some of this( But alas it had to be done.
You can only bumble around so long with love I know from experience, I've been in Yumi's shoes before so I know (Save the whole XANA attacks thing).
Ah but this story is Far from over so Send what you think Good, bad, Ugly whatever just tell me im always open for Questions, comments, and ideas.
