Break – a Darkshipping drabble

I don't think you realized how much that would hurt, but that's all right. It's what I came for. You didn't see that I love you; you simply reacted as you always do. Once again you broke me into pieces.

It's what I come to you for. Sometimes I think you don't understand why I came to you, even though I told you what I wanted. Yugi softened me, melting my darker side and letting it set as it was. Now I am free of the Puzzle, but the change my hikari made in my mind is still there. It's twisted me. I can't do anything to hurt anyone now, even if it is in self-defense. It's become difficult even to think on my own.

Something inside my mind healed wrong when the light reformed me, and as you break into my mind again and again I know that eventually you'll break that too. I don't know what I'll be when you're finished with me. I don't even know what you want, what you get out of this besides seeing your old enemy broken in front of you. Surely you've seen it enough times for the novelty to have worn off. You haven't given up, however, and I know that eventually you'll break that piece and I'll heal clean.