She snuggled down deeper into the bed trying to warm up. She groaned as she heard a knock on the bedroom door. "Who is it?" She called. There was no answer.
She rolled her eyes and climbed out of bed, pushing the blankets to the foot of the bed. Slowly she made her way to the bedroom door. Putting her hand on the doorknob pulling it open it quickly. She groaned. "You." She said pulling away. "How did you get in?" She demanded.
"Your son let me in.' Klutzy replied looking her over.
"Christopher." She grumbled. "Damnit." She said touching her hand to her forehead. "Let's go back to the front room."
He followed her into the next room, looking her over. He sighed remembering the time before he left. He quickly pushed those thoughts out of his mind. There was no way it was going to help him now.
Evelyn walked over to the couch and sat down. "Have a seat." She said gruffly.
He did as he was told. "look." he started. "I'm so sorry about last night. I'm so sorry about the past 9 years. I made a mistake."
She kept her eyes away from him, she just glared at the coffee table, burning holes in it. "you did.' She replied. "I big one."
He sighed and stared at her. " You're never gonna forgive me are you?" He asked.
"Look you left me. You left me with something that is never going to leave me that's always going to be a part of me, but you don't even care!" She shouted.
Klutzy closed his eyes. "Sor, I've been paying for that for the last nine years."
She jumped to her feet. "No you haven't! I have!" She sat back down on the couch and put her head in her hands, sobbing. He reached out touching her hand. SHe quickly pulled away. "Don't."
Sighing he sat back on the chair. "I would move heaven and earth for you still." He said.
She looked up and glared. "Can't you see it's too late? I loved you and you ran. Now nothing can happen."
He closed his eyes. She was right. He ruined it. He had been the one to chicken out and run, now he could never have her and the fact killed him. He sighed and stared at her long brown hair as it fell down her back. It was the same shade as it had once been save a few gray strands here and there. Her eyes no longer shimmered they way he remembered them He had loved to stare at them for as long as he could. Now they were hard and cold, no feeling in them. When he had first came back there was a glimmer but that had now faded.
He sighed and stared at the floor. I'm sorry " he said quietly. "I know it's not going to fix .anything. but for what it's worth I am."
She climbed to he feet using the back of the couch to help her. "You can see yourself out." She said walking away not even sending a glance his way.
He watched her as she left, the bedroom door shutting behind her. She was now gone forever. The Sorrow he loved had died and now was the cold empty shell of a once wonderful woman. He groaned and stood up taking one last look towards the bedroom. Turning around he head for the door, leaving promptly.
In the bedroom Evelyn threw her self down on the bed, grabbing the pillow putting it over the back of her head. She cried loudly, tears falling down her cheek. She was in so much pain, just the sight of him now sent daggers into her heart. How could she ever tell him about her secret? It wasn't like she could be with him now and he wouldn't be able to have any part of it. IF Oscar found out, forget about it.
Climbing up further on the bed she moved the pillow into her arms holding it tightly. She curled up in a ball as good as she could with her large stomach. Closing her eyes she wiped away the tears, although it did no good, more eventually fell to replace them. Time went on and she ended up crying her self to sleep.
A/N: Another story not finished. So sad. Gotta do better.