Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA ENOUGH SAID

Author Note: Ok I currently have no bata reader and I am so sorry for the long over due on starting part two of this story, and there has been a change this may not be a Reishi Kagome pairing I am sorry about that but it may be.

I am also going to start part two even though I did not mention this in part one Naraku is indeed dead this will be more explained later on.

Please forgive me for the miss spelled words and stuff I hope you enjoy chapter one even though it is a tad bit short.

Ch.19

Dark ones love and a Miko pain

Kagome

I looked to the darken clouds hoping beyond reason that he would come home to me.

I felt the tears slide down my pale cheeks as they had a thousand times.

My clawed hands pulled into balls as I tried to hide my pain from the demon standing not so far from me.

My friends where here in my time of need My tears where for my mate my friend whom had disappeared two full moons to the day.

Sesshoumaru my heart cried, my pain I could not hide. No one could help this pain, not even Inuyasha with his golden eyes and prideful stance.

I felt his worried eyes on me as the tears kept falling. I stood where I had stood every night since he had left me, every lonely night since the bed that had once been warm had grown cold.

The past

Kagome

I felt his arms wrap around me and pull me closer. I felt on the verge of tears even though I tried to hide them from my powerful mate.

I knew it would cause him pain even though he would not show it, I also knew he needed me to be strong. As his Miko demon mate he needed me to be strong.

I knew this but at the same time I felt my heart pull loose knowing even as a powerful Youkia lord I might never see him again.

The war was great, the power beyond comprehension. How had one so good turned so evil. Demons against Demons humans against humans the blood flowed across the lands like hot lava.

I closed my sea green eyes pulling in his sweet scent knowing it would be a long time before I smelt it again. I felt his voice flow through me.

" My mate I know this is hard for you as it is for me, but I must protect my lands from that which was once good and right." "But remember if you need me I am in your heart as you are in mine."

My words where like echoes of thunder in there intensity

" I love you and I will wait for you to come home to me right here where I stand I shall stand every night until you come home to me!"

I felt his warm lips on mine the sexy heat building in me once again, but sadden by the thought of this as our last kiss.

I closed my eyes as he pulled away and I felt him leave I turn my back hoping he would not see my tears. I slowly walked back feeling the dooming rain fall on my dark head.

I turned at the last moment hoping to see him and found him watching me and realizing he seen my tears I shook my head as I walked inside the castle that had once been our home, but would be the empty shell until he came back to me.

The present

Inuyasha

I watched my sister as I had started to call her since she mated with my brother. I felt her pain as if it where my own .

I watched her tears as they fell in silence down her hollow cheeks. Knowing her pain was great I cursed the fates yet again for the fact that she was in so much pain.

I knew the others Sango Miroku and even the two dark-ones whom where inside where very worried about her if Sesshoumaru did not come back.

The evil was indeed great, it's hatred for what had once been growing and devouring everything good and right.

The greatest of the good now turned to the worst kind of evil. Even Kouga had fallen pray to it, as had many others and now possible his brother whom he had come to respect.

I looked at the female standing next to me seeing clearly everything she had been through, knowing just how strong she really was almost brought a smile to his face.

" Kagome, do not give up hope I know my brother if there is a way he will come back."

I felt her beautiful green eyes land on me as she brushed the tears from her eyes.

" Inuyasha, this evil was spun from what I truly am it was created from the purest of energies Miko energy which was corrupted by jealousy and malice starting with Kikyou, and we both know that this evil is far greater then Naraku himself even though his hatred and everyone else who holds a fraction of hatred or jealousy in their heart. Rather they be human or demon has contributed to this evil. So tell me how are we suppose to defeat this evil, How is my mate suppose to come home to me? Tell me Inuyasha how am I suppose to hold hope when I fear there is none to hold."

I started at the beautiful Miko demon my sister my friend my once thought love.

" Kagome, this evil did indeed start with Kikyou, and also the shikon-no-tama we know now of the evil that hid itself behind the purity that you made it become. But that is all we truly know. Yes, I still think Kikyou is out there somewhere I know she is but rather or not she is involved even though we know her hatred help create this evil because of how the jewel was a part of her body when it was burned with her. I still do not know if she is still apart of it."

I knew then I had hit a sore spot with my friend when her now green eyes turned on me.

"Inuyasha I know that the jewel was burned with Kikyou, but why did I not have an affect do to the fact I was born with the shikon no tama inside my body, was I not pure enough to keep the evil at bay?"

I felt my clawed hands grab her shoulders as I shook her.

"No, you where pure enough Kagome the evil was there it was created we don't know why it was not purified when you destroyed the jewel so long ago but it was not, but this is not your fault."

" Not my fault, is it not my fault Kouga died trying to find Sesshoumaru for me, yes Inuyasha I know how he died. Do not look so shock I am a demon. That evil killed him so what is to say my mate is not dead as well."

As I listened to her desperate voice I heard Reishi footsteps come running toward us. His scent gave him away before he walked out beneath the starry sky.

Kagome

I felt Reishi presence before he almost ran out in front of Inuyasha and I. I notice how his pale complexion was even paler and his normal stoic disposition was now livid with what seemed to be worry.

" What is wrong?"

I felt his dark eyes slide across my face, knowing this demon still had feelings for me.

" Kagome Inuyasha it's Jaken he's back, but...."

I knew before the dark one said anything that my mate was not with his loyal green servant and that could only mean one thing. I felt the fear the anger build up as a scream came from my throat, my world grew dark as my mates name left my lips.

"Sesshoumaru."