I look into my magic mirror
And my heart beats wildly,
And my mouth opens wide.
I see your eyes,
And your hair,
And your smile
I think about all that has happened along the way,
And the adventures –
The good ones & the bad.
I see the fear I saw in your eyes
(was it because of me?)
And I see the sadness too.
I think about how you gave to me,
Your heart, and your soul
And your love.
I remember how I at first pushed you away
And how t you pushed back
And never gave up.
I didn't trust you.
And I feared you
And I wanted to be afraid.
I didn't want to know what would happen if I tore down my wall
And take away my security blanket
And my 'protection' from being left.
But more over I feared myself
And feared to tear down the wall.
And letting myself get into something, only to be hurt again.
But you were there
And you didn't leave me
And you loved me.
No matter what I said
And what I did
And what I didn't do.