Episode 2: Photograph
Kenshin
The blood was rushing to my head, making my temples throb
and probably reddening my cheeks, but I didn't want to move just yet. Most of
my body was draped across my bed and my hands were resting on my stomach and
the ruffled sheets. The bed was made, I made it every morning, something I had
to do. It was very strange for someone to be living such a chaotic life under
club lighting and alcohol to be such a control freak, but I was.
I disliked my room being a mess, I hated to leave something unfinished, and I
couldn't do sporadic things without thinking them through, if not scheduling
them. I was just a bundle of contradictions. I lived this wild life of various
lovers and, I regretfully admit, various drugs, only to return to my apartment
that always remained spotless and organized. It was like I lived two separate
lives...
I rolled over and onto the bed completely, closing my eyes as I buried my head
into my pillow. Around me sounds of the mysterious DJ Mystic played. I still
admired the DJ for his hit against the music business. It was pretty brave for
a DJ to make up a faceless name on top of their legitimate one, just so he
could create music without profit and without having to worry about royalities
when he covers songs like "Unchained Melody" or "Hall of the
Mountain King." I smiled; no one, knew exactly who he was, but I had my
suspicions.
"Kenshin?"
I bit back the moaning growl that threatened to escape from my throat. Although
I doubt Sanosuke or Yahiko would be as neat as Aoshi, I really didn't enjoy the
fact that Real World decided to room us together. I shifted my head looking
over my shoulder to where he was sitting at a wooden desk. All the furniture
here was simple, but stylish, and the desk was big enough to place Aoshi's
laptop on it and still have room for a phone and elbow room. He had been typing
quietly on the computer for the past hour and I found if I concentrated on my
music, I could just pretend he wasn't there and ignore the feeling of familiarity
his presence gave me. "Yeah?"
"Do you want to call your parents? E-mail them?" He glanced over his
own shoulder, blue eyes attempting a soft expression. He was never very good at
making his emotions known. I remember I had to 'teach' him what warmth was. He
was taking it literally; said that yeah he felt warm when I hugged him, that it
was only natural as he had another body with a high temperature pressed to his.
I had laughed and hugged him again, leaning my head on his shoulder and patted
his chest at his heart. "It's not a felt by the nerves, Aoshi. It's felt
in here." I poked a finger to his chest and chuckled. A bit confused, he
pushed me away. "I'll keep that in mind, Kenshin."
I caught myself before I smiled at the memory and shook my head. "I left a
message on the first day, that's all they need."
Aoshi frowned and stood from his laptop, walking over to me, but leaning
against my dresser and shoving his hands in his pockets. "Still having
trouble there?"
I nodded, somehow feeling it was okay to talk to Aoshi about this. He had been
there. He knew what it was like for me. "We don't talk much and most of
the time it ends up with an agrument. I guess I'm not what they wanted."
His hands slipped out of his pockets and crossed over his chest. My parents
were nice enough people, a little snooty, but likeable, I guess. The Himura
clan owned various businesses all over Kyoto and were well known, prestigious,
and well..rich. Yeah, I was a rich little boy. After I was born my mother was
told she physically couldn't bare any more children, so I was it. Their one
chance. You can imagine their anger when they found out I was dating a guy. Not
pleased.
They didn't know about Fukumi, until I was dating Taro three years later,
between that I had another male lover and two female. They only knew of the
females and blew a gasket or two when they found out about the guys...well, two
guys out of about...six, I believe. I suppose I was a bit of a player, huh? But
rest assured that I only had a total of ten relationships, and a few of them
led to nothing, a couple were one night stands...
Anyway, I was the Himura heir, I needed to produce them perfect little babies
to continue with the company. I suppose that agrument we had when I came out as
bi was not a good time to tell them I had no intention of working at the
companies. Eighteen years old and I was kicked out of the house. I didn't mind.
I never liked it much there anyway, and they helped me financially even if they
tried to pretend they didn't slip money into my accounts. They stopped doing
even that when I became a bartender. Apparently that was an even larger insult,
but I got by and I enjoyed earning my keep rather than letting it fall into my
lap.
Aoshi understood my feelings towards my parents. He saw me struggle, during the
year I knew him, as I tried to become what they wanted while remaining to be
myself, or, at least, someone I would like to be. When I stopped talking to
Aoshi and I distanced myself from everything, I gave up trying to get my family
to understand, I gave up trying to understand them. Which is why they were able
to see my affairs a little more easily.
They continued to try and show their love, their efforts were taken to heart,
but it wasn't the same. They still denied my bisexuality, they still refused to
believe I wasn't going to continue the company and I let them. I was old enough
to fend for myself and they were helping me with my education. It was like a
partnership now...I didn't really mind.
Aoshi touched my shoulder gently, pulling me out of my revere and I sat up as
he settled down on my bed. We had been giving each other (well, I had been
giving him) the limited silent treatment, where we would only speak if we had
no choice but to. Having him close brought a barage of feelings upon me and I
was still sorting through the good ones and bad ones. His mouth quirked up and
he tucked a few strands of my hair behind my ear. "You know they love you.
Some people just have a hard time expressing it."
I did smile at that and pushed his shoulder gently. "I know a few people
like that."
"I'm sorry...if I'm making you uncomfortable by being here."
I thought about this for a moment, turning my head from him and searching my
mind for a conclusion that I could give him. "You...you are making me
uncomfortable, but also...comfortable. I don't know how to explain it." I
paused and looked back at him, smiling slightly. "Even though, it was only
about a year we'd known each other, you were closer to me than my own family. I
loved that...you were like my brother..."
"Does it have to change?" Aoshi asked, bringing me to meet his eyes.
I was almost proud when I saw a glint of compassion there. He had changed over
the years, grew more emotional and I was glad for him. I listened intently as
he tilted his head and spoke again, in a smooth tone. "To me you will
always be my little brother. I will always feel the need to look out for you
and be here for you. I don't care if it's revealing old memories or creating
new ones. I just want things like they were before..."
I was dumbfounded and nostalgic. We spoke like this so many nights that year.
Speaking without propriety, without limits, without hindering anything and it
felt good to be sitting beside him, his eyes trying to be expressive where his
face would not and his words pressing deep into me. I leaned into him and
wrapped my arms around his neck, my weight against him. He took my waist after
a moment of shock, we hadn't done this for many years after all, and smiled
into my shoulder. "Thank you, Kenshin."
"I'm sorry, Aoshi," I whispered and pulled back. "I didn't want
to admit how much I missed you."
The knock on the door brought both of us to start and I clamored off my bed to
answer it, calling out "Hold on!" before swinging it open and smiling
warmly.
"Hey-hey-hey!" I grinned, sauntering into the
room with a wink to Kenshin. I stretched, flopping into a cushy chair with a
large yawn.
"Good morning Aoshi," I smiled warmly, trying to get him to stop
scowling at me...no luck. I shrugged, turning back to Kenshin. "So did you
sleep well? It's almost noon and no one else has ventured out of their
rooms...I think we partied a little too hard for them last night." I
laughed, remembering how we had to practically drag Misao, Kaoru, and Yahiko
home, they were so tired.
The ship had thrown a sort of start-of-the-trip party on one of the decks, and
we didn't get back to our room until about four in the morning, it was great.
It was great to see Megumi let loose, she had a whole other side to her that I
loved even more. Behind the cool calm collected beauty was a fiery and spirited
woman I would really love to get...uh, better acquainted with.
Kenshin also knew how to party, to say the least! He could dance like nobody's
business and outlasted us all...remaining awake even as I crashed as the sun
rose. We had some good times ahead of us, we seven...six months of partying.
That's what I'm talking about! I smiled at the thought, waiting for Kenshin's
reply before I could ask what was on the schedule for the day.
Shutting the door behind him I glanced warily at Aoshi,
before replying. "I slept well enough. I'm used to getting to bed at a
very late hour. I worked at the bar from 10pm to 5am, then had to get to class
by 10am. My body is used to lack of sleep."
My voice was cheerful, though my eyes flickered over to Aoshi every few
seconds, trying to judge his reaction. The tension between Aoshi and Sano had
not loosened, at least Aoshi still remained as taunt as a bow, ready to shoot
Sano's head off at a pin drop.
I didn't want Sano's presence ruining the truce the two of us just made, but I
wasn't sure if I should offer to take Sano elsewhere, worried that it would
anger Aoshi more. I settled on letting the tension remain and waiting for Sano
to leave or drag me out of the room. I just hoped he didn't try to pull off any
flirting with Aoshi present. That would *not* go over well.
I know I had visibly tensed up as soon as Sagara had
entered the room, but somehow I couldn't, even upon seeing Kenshin's worried
glance at me, bring myself to pull my glare away from the lanky male as he
settled himself in a chair near the desk.
My mood changed quickly from concerned for Kenshin and my relationship to
furious at this man's intrusion. Sometimes I wondered how thin the line was
between brotherly protectiveness and the jealousy of a lover. I certainly had
no attraction to Kenshin, but for some reason I acted like a child refusing to
share his favorite possession with the other children.
His actions upon Kenshin in the pool hall had not been forgotten, on the
contrary they were recalled and replayed every moment I saw this male. He had
almost kissed Kenshin, granted Kenshin was accepting the advance, which
infuriated me even more, but the boy couldn't possibly have seen what was going
on. Kenshin was naive...*was* naive, Shinomori, listen to yourself!
Kenshin had been living out fling after fling since I had last seen him. He
worked at a bar, for kami-sama's sake. He was bound to know what he was doing,
hell, he might have even started it. But there was still that possessiveness;
that train of thought that made me refuse to think Kenshin could be so
seductive and forward. And I couldn't help but scowl at Sagara as if it were
all his fault.
With a soft growl, I tore my eyes from Sagara and concentrated on working a
knot out of my shoulder with one hand. "Good morning, Sagara. What do you
want?"
I pouted, leaning over the arm of the chair to look at
Aoshi. "I was loooooooonely! I told you, no one else is up, so I thought
I'd hang out in here...not that you guys are my second choice or
anything." I winked at Kenshin, actually at both of them, but I didn't
think Aoshi cared what I did with my eyes, so it was more for Kenshin.
"Actually, I was wondering if you guys had any plans for
today...personally, I think we should all hit the pool, I can't believe we
haven't gone yet, it looks great."
I chuckled at his claim, finding his puppy-dog eyes
absolutely adorable. Although I think Aoshi was less than thrilled. I smirked;
Aoshi was never a very good swimmer, he used to get so mad a Fukumi and I when
we would race, leaving him in the wake. He could swim well enough, and perhaps
it wasn't a question of how good he was as much as how he liked to swim.
I never thought of it before now, but Aoshi was quite placid and I wouldn't be
surprised if he could dive like the best of them. Maybe it was just that he
liked to relax and not play. I laughed inwardly, knowing that with this group
that better change. "Sure, that sounds like a great idea. Should we go
now? The sun's probably warming up the air enough that we could."
There was a reason I never suggested swimming. I was
horrible at it. I could do the basics, but speed was never one of my strong
suits underwater; long legs and arms made it awkward instead of easier. And
Kenshin with his slender form usually zipped through the water, often showing
off, while I tried to relax in the calmer waters irritated, but somewhat amused.
With a sigh I waved them on. "I'll pass." I really didn't feel like
being humiliated in front of Sagara at the moment.
I grinned wickedly as soon as she made herself comfortable, leaping onto the
bed between she and Kenshin and socking her over the head with a pillow.
She groaned, rolling over, but I grabbed her by the stomach and flipped her
onto her back, laying my head against her belly with a sigh. "You're a
good pillow," I commented, breathing in slightly her soft comforting
scent. "But you can't sleep now! We're going swimming!"
I shut my eyes again, at least this was better than loud
incessant anime theme songs right in my ear. On the other hand, I really did
NOT want to go swimming. Actually, I was very relieved no one had suggested it
thus far, and now someone did.
"Not I," I said, trying to keep the grog in my voice, hoping if they
thought I was going to fall back asleep, they would leave me alone.
Yeah, I had four hours of sleep. Yeah, I had been up all
night dancing and drinking, but oddly enough I was hyper and very
playful. So without hesitation I clamored onto the bed on the other side of
Kaoru and cuddled against the crook of her neck. Kami-sama knows what she was
thinking right then. Sano at her waist, myself inches from her lips.
I whined softly, and nudged my body closer. "Come on, Kaoru. It'll be fun.
We'll spend the entire time dunking Sano."
I rolled my eyes, trying not to smirk at the trio, tangled
on the bed. I had stood from the mattress as soon as Sagara climbed on it to
harass Kamiya, and now crossed my arms over my chest and moved back over to my
laptop.
"I'd help you Kamiya, but then they would drag me into this," I told
her, wondering what antics I would witness should I go with them. I knew very
well that Kaoru was not an audacious kind of girl. She seemed reserved enough
if not downright innocent, and I trusted that Kenshin wouldn't do anything too
scandalous with her, but Sagara was another story. I still didn't trust him
much, especially with my dear friend who seemed to get rather sensual around
the tall male. Yet, Kamiya would be their buffer. As long as she stayed with
them the cameras would be picking up PG material. So I felt it safe for them to
drag her with them. All the better for myself.
Kaoru burst into giggles, her twitching stomach muscles
causing my head to bob up and down to the pace of her bell like laughter.
I smiled, peering up at her. Her arms were slung over her head, falling off of
the bed, and her eyes were pressed closed as she grinned. What a lucky girl she
was, to have Kenshin and I cuddling her so...and at the same time, too.
"Yes, I must agree Jou-chan. Being dunked by both of you will be so much
more fun than just one. Really."
I managed to stop laughing soon after, although still
highly amused by having these two men so close to me at once...maybe I was
still dreaming...
I lifted my arms, one of them stroking Kenshin's arm and the other threading
through Sano's wild brown hair while I thought for a minute. "Hmmm I don't
think so, but thanks for the offer...Kenshin, you'll have to dunk Sano twice
for me."
Sano snorted, tightening his hold on my waist. "Uh-uh Kaoru, you must dunk
me in person. C'mon, it's nice out! A great day for swimming!"
I sighed, this was true. Sadly, this was true. "I'm not in the swimming
mood...but I'll hang out near the pool and watch you guys. I could even get
some dunking in if I really tried..."
I would have laughed at that and cuddled closer, if her
shirt hadn't dipped slightly on her chest and I caught sight of a nasty looking
scar that ran jaggedly across her collar bone.
What in the world?
I saw another one, thinner and paler below it still partially hiding under the
fabric of her shirt. Kaoru? What happened to you?
I wanted to ask her, I wanted to demand to know and all the while I prayed it
was a few too many missteps while hiking or in kendo, she said she was an
assistant. I hugged her closer, nestling my nose to her skin, my eyes
flickering over her exposed skin noticing now even the faintest white scars.
Was this why she wore long sleeves? Was this why she was refusing to reveal
even her arms? And the pool...she was ashamed...Kaoru...
"It's okay," I muttered quickly. "You don't have to go if you
don't want to. I'm sure you're still tired."
Sano looked oddly at Kenshin, raising an eyebrow as he blew
a raspberry into my stomach over my shirt, causing me to giggle slightly again.
"What are you smoking boy? Of course she has to come!"
I had noticed the sudden change in Kenshin's tone, and wondered why he suddenly
changed his mind. I smiled slightly. "Well...if you don't want me to go,
then sure I'll stay here. I really don't mind hangin' by the pool though, it is
a nice day."
"No, no...I would like you to join us, but...its okay
if you don't," I sighed, unable to say anything that wouldn't put her in a
spot that I doubt she wanted to be in with Aoshi and Sano looking on.
*"You don't have to explain yourself either... everyone has their
reasons to be angry..."*
She had her secrets and I had mine. There was no reason for me to pry when I
threw up walls every time Aoshi mentioned our past. I pulled myself away from
her body, sitting up on the bed and looking down at her. Sano eyed me with
confusion, his head still resting on Kaoru's stomach. They were a sight, so
adorable, I'm lips quirked upward slightly. "So are we going?"
"Of course we're going!" I used my nose to push
the hem of Kaoru's shirt up slightly on her stomach so I could bite her, but
her hand moved from my hair to push it back down instantly. I laughed and tried
again, thinking she was just playfully resisting, but she pushed back down more
insistently. Grinning, I tried again, but this time she held her hand over
her shirt so I couldn't make another attempt.
"No, Sano," she said quietly, firmly. "Please don't."
I squinted up at her, at her lips pressed firmly together, her stony
expression, then shrugged slightly, reaching up to tweak her nose and causing
her smile to return a little. "Ok Jou-chan, whatever you say."
I slid off the bed, reaching my arms tightly around her waist and slinging her
over my shoulder. "But you're changing into your bathing suit! I know once
you get down there you'll change your mind."
She was laughing again, beating her fists playfully on my back as her braids
fell toward the floor. "Ok," she giggled. "Ok, I'll change, but
I'm not swimming."
"Suuuure," I said, shifting her slightly and making my way towards
the door. "We'll convince you yet Jou-chan, it's surprising you can resist
us now...but when we're in swim trunks...you don't stand a chance."
I smiled, but no one could see it since my face was turned
against the small of Sano's back. An interesting six months these would be, if
things continued like this. Not that I mind or anything, having them gang up on
me is not something I'd object to! Well...on most issues of course.
Sure, I would change but...there are such things as bathing suit cover ups! As
long as I made it seem like it was normal for me not to want to swim, I'd be
fine, and changing without really changing could help with my cover. I could
make it, I could hide them all, it would just take a little extra caution.
***
KenshinThey separated from me and I changed quickly asking Aoshi
only once more if he wanted to join us. He answered with a muted shake of his
head and I let it go. My mind was too busy milling over other things...
She had a past, well...all of us did, but hers was more significant than most
it seemed. At once I felt relieved to know this. Though that could be something
we shared without words, because heaven knew I didn't like to talk about my own
experiences, but now I wanted to know. Someone hurt her, or she hurt herself
for one reason or another and I wanted to know why, and where, and when, and
how to make it better.
I'd known Kaoru and the others for only three days and already I was growing
attached like I used to when I was young. I felt protective of her and
defensive when Aoshi attacked Sano. It was amazing that I could jump into this.
I usually didn't let myself get like this, I usually kept it the basic
instincts of excitement, lust, and fear...those at least seemed to be the most
common for me.
But with Kaoru and Sano it was different...I felt protective, concerned,
appeasing, defensive, the need to help them and then need to...dare I say it,
love them. I shook my head clear of the thought, I couldn't love, that was
proven to me over the years and it wouldn't change just from being around these
two.
I smiled softly as I turned the corner into the pool area. Kaoru and Sano had
already arrived and were presently arguing over something, though they were
both smiling and clearly playing around. Sano had one hand on the hip of his
black trunks, flames dancing up the sides, and the other was flailing about in
exaggerated gestures. He was shirtless and his upper half was very pleasant to
behold. I felt my smile turn to a smirk, before I shook the thoughts away and
leaned against the pool house.
I frowned when I saw Kaoru had merely changed into a long sleeved cotton shirt,
her black suit visible through the worn material, and her legs were covered
with green swishy pants. She was still covering herself, and I felt the dread
conclusion that the scars could quite possibly be covering her body. Once
again, I wanted nothing more than to hold her in my arms and demand to know who
had hurt her so.
"No, the point to swimming is that you don't have to
wear pants."
Kaoru and I were playfully arguing by the poolside, I was still trying to get
her to strip down, but she wouldn't budge. Catching Kenshin walk up out of the
corner of my eye, I smiled slyly, sauntering over to him. "You see
Jou-chan, once you get in, you'll be fine." I had slung my arms across
Kenshin's shoulders and was now walking him closer to the pool. "Take
Kenshin, for example." I used my arm around him to shove him forward into
the pool, grinning as I watched Kenshin come up sputtering. "Your turn now,
Kaoru."
Kaoru shielded her eyes from the splash and stepped back, shaking her head with
a smile before taking a seat on a lawn chair. "Nope, sorry," she
said.
I shrugged. "We'll get you yet, only a matter of time. Resistance is
futile." I tossed my head before diving into the pool myself.
His mistake was pushing me in on the deep end, then diving
in after me in the same area...where his feet can't touch. So as soon as he
came up after his graceful dive, he was promptly dunked under, barely given
time to take in a breath.
Served him right. I swam quickly over to the side gripping it and hauling
myself out of the water, just as Sanosuke came up for air again, coughing as I
knew he had pulled some water in with air. He swam over to me, glaring at me
with a wicked smile.
I returned his grin with a much more innocent one, Kaoru giggled behind me at
our antics and Sano settled himself...between my legs. Kami-sama, Kaoru was
only four feet away from us what was he thinking?!
I swallowed hard as he lifted himself out of the water, his eyes locked with
mine and glinting rather sensually, making me shiver despite the warm
temperature. "S-sano--"
Then I was pulled in. This time instinct allowed me to take in enough air that
I could wrestled him away from me underwater and swim away quickly, nearer to
the diving board. I was surprised no one else was in the pool, but it was nice
to have it to ourselves. Sano tried to come at me from below, but as soon as he
reached to snatch up my legs I grasped the diving board and pulled myself out
of the water. I swung my weight and flipped up onto the board, smirking down at
him, who was still in the water. "Too sloooowww."
I smirked, cocking my head at Kenshin as I waded in the
pool, thoroughly enjoying the way the pool water beaded over his taut muscles.
If Kaoru wasn't so close, things might be different, but I didn't want to do
anything that might scare her away so early in the trip. I'd let her ease into
the whole idea of our...um, "open mindedness."
I did a surface dive, swimming to the ladder and climbing out, walking slowly
and purposefully over to Kenshin. I would win this war, I haven't lost one yet.
I smiled slightly, enjoying the show they were putting on,
but part of me was a little sad. I was a perfectly good swimmer, I loved the
water, I loved to play around, and I wanted to join them very badly, but...but
people make mistakes, and I had paid the price, and swimming was just not an
option anymore. It's alright, I was still enjoying myself...
And boy, were these guys nice to look at! Two completely perfect builds,
muscles shiny from the pool, chests slightly heaving from their play...I could
practically feel my cheeks burning at the interesting ideas coming to my mind.
Bad Kaoru.
I stepped back to the edge of the board as Sano advanced onto it and waited until I could feel his weight making the fiberglass-plastic dip and shake. As soon as he was within reaching distance of me I leapt, arching into a backward dive and turning under water to glide out to the shallow end. I heard his splash as he followed and smirked coming up of air and waiting.
SanoI grinned and dove under, swimming quickly along the bottom and grasping Kenshin's ankles and dragging him under, pushing him down to the bottom before high tailing it out to the ladder, climbing out, and dashing to the high dive, climbing up as Kenshin surfaced.
KaoruThey were so cute, I could just sit here and watch them all
day...the sun was kind of warm though, and I shifted uncomfortably in my seat
before pushing it away from the pool in anticipation of Sano's splash. I was
straightening my shirt when Sano grinned down at me from the high dive, pool
water still dripping off of those picture perfect muscles of his.
"You think I'm seeeeexy, don't you Kaoru?"
I raised an eyebrow at him, taken a back slightly by the question. "What
kind of question is that?" I laughed.
Sano placed a hand on his hip, leaning on one foot casually, at the top of the
high dive. "Oh, I don't know...you're so readable Jou-chan, look at you,
all hot and bothered." He teased with a toss of his head.
"It's hot out," I defended, crossing my arms over my chest...but he
was sexy.
I gave up on our game of 'one-up' and rested against the
side of the pool near her, arms folded and head tilted to the side. "Why
don't you come in then? You can always swim in your clothes. It's not like you
don't have others to change into."
I pulled myself out of the water, one leg remaining in and kicking at the
water, the other tucked around my body as I faced her. "I mean I've swum
in my UFO pants, although it was pretty difficult and I was pretty drunk...it
was still fun and you could cool off that way."
I sat down at the edge of the diving board, peering down as
I towered over them. Again, Kenshin received one of my weird looks. Go in with
her clothes on? When was that the issue? It was that she didn't want to go
swimming...right? Oh...
I smirked at Kaoru. "Babe, is it just that you don't want us to see you in
your bathing suit?" My, Kenshin sure was observant. "Don't worry
about it! I'll restrain my cat calls."
I swallowed nervously, my eyes flicking between the two.
How had Kenshin caught on so quickly? Where had I faltered? I smiled, in my opinion
successfully covering any anxiety. "No no, there's no problem, I'm not
worried about that. I just don't feel like swimming, that's all."
Sano laughed again, his feet dangling over the diving board. "Wasn't I
just saying how you can't fool us? Kaoru, you're too sexy for your shirt! Take
it all off!!"
I blushed, pulling my knees up to my chest. "Really, it's just my mood,
maybe some other time. I'm really not much of a swimming type of girl." I
smiled reassuringly, but I don't think they bought it. Ugh, why can't I lie?
Damn, I shouldn't have said that. Now Sano thought she was
self-conscious of her body...well, I guess she was...
I leaned back on my hands, glancing up at Sano, while I tried to think of how
to bring the playful mood back without teasing Kaoru about her choice of
clothes. I smirked gently when I found a way out and settled my gaze on the
female of our trio. "You are pretty easy to read sometimes--"
I heard Sano's slight scoff of "Sometimes?" but continued regardless.
"But I like you like that. There's something nice about a person not
trying to hide their emotions," I chuckled slightly, biting my tongue
before saying 'something that is very different from me'.
I smirked. "Oh, she's trying to hide them, look at
her." She was blushing terribly now, her fingers spread over her face and
her eyes peering at us from between them. "She's trying, and failing
miserably."
I shrugged. "But I agree, it's great to meet someone who can't do it. I
know way too many people who I don't actually know because they never
let themselves show." Like um, a certain red head maybe? How obvious was
it that he was definitely hiding something big?
I let my hands fall to my lap as I stretched out my legs. "Well, I don't like it. I hate it actually, it drives me crazy. I wish my thoughts could just be my thoughts..." I trailed off, deciding not to make more of a fool of myself.
KenshinI stood from the side of the pool and wandered over to her. Picking up my towel I was unable to resist the urge to sprinkle drops of water upon her. I wrapped the towel around my waist and sat in the chair next to her. "Well, I could help you. Teach you lessons or something."
SanoI laughed, climbing down from the high dive and laying down
on my towel in front of Kaoru's chair, my feet near Kenshin's. "Teach her
how to hide herself?" I smirked. "You love her openness and yet
you'll teach her how to stifle it. Now that is generosity…or
stupidity."
"Generosity." Kaoru stated, smiling at Kenshin. "I'd love to
learn, I can't seem to teach myself…" she sighed. "But you don't have
to do that, I'm not so sure it's something you can teach. I think maybe I'm
stuck like this."
I hummed lightly in my throat and tilted my head. "I'm
sure we can figure out a way to teach you."
She seemed to blush lightly at my gaze and turned her eyes to safer objects
like the sky or the deck railing. I raised an eyebrow, knowing that her blush
was from --as Sano had pointed out earlier-- attraction. I leaned back on my
arms and nudged Sano's feet with my own. "And as for the
stupidity/generosity comment. It doesn't really matter what I like. What
matters is if she's happy or not and I would imagine, not being able to 'have
your own thoughts' would be irritating, if not uncomfortable. I'm doing it for
her."
"Doing it for the alone time with her." I smirked, more amused than jealous by Kenshin's attraction to Kaoru. It was obvious the girl was interested in him, as obvious as it was that Kenshin was interested in me. She didn't know that of course, I doubt she even had any suspicions, poor girl. Kenshin has mentioned that he was interested in Kaoru on some level at least, although it remained to be seen just what level that was. His goals were higher than her, and higher than me…whatever that meant.
KaoruArgh! I needed those lessons, and I needed them very very
soon. I knew Kenshin knew why I was blushing, I knew Sano could see right
through me, and I couldn't stand it. With as many unpleasant secrets as I have,
I should come with some great bluff skill or something, buuuuut…
Alone time sounded good actually, very good. Sigh, he knows what I'm thinking
about. Crap, but no surprise. I should just stop thinking all together.
My confidence was getting quite a boost from her reaction,
the down turned eyes and pink blush that graced her cheeks and the bridge of
her nose was enough to tell me that she didn't mind the implication in Sano's
words either.
I was able to keep my own flustered reaction in check, through her blatant
emotions, and smiled at the thought of being alone with her. It was so much fun
with the entire group and with just our trio, but when it was just she and I,
it was nice a relaxed. I enjoyed those brief times we got to lay back without
trying to impress each other.
There go the weird emotions again. I never before wanted to lay back and enjoy
the moment. Pausing left you vulnerable, you had to keep moving, yet with her I
felt so comfortable...
Raising an eyebrow at Sano, to cover for the wheels turning in my head, I gave
him a coy smile and went as far as countering with, "You feeling ok, Sano?
You look a little green."
Man, did I hope Kaoru wasn't offended. Better yet, I hope she didn't get that I
wasn't entirely joking.
I raised an eyebrow, my eye narrowing at Kenshin. Green
huh? Well, isn't he so confident. Take a curve ball, buddy. "Hell yeah, I
wish I could play school with Kaoru." I laughed as Kaoru let out a sort of
"meep!" sound and covered her face again. What a cutie, what a cutie.
Interesting that I can wish I was in both of their shoes at the same time...
I'd get the chance, I had a thing or two to teach each of them...alone or
together.
Ahhhh! Were my hands blushing too? No, just my cheeks practically glowing red onto them. I was really not used to this, having taken myself completely off the "market" for about two years, jumping back in was not as easy as I thought it would be. It was great fun, and it felt wonderful to be so free again, but the transparency issue kept coming back to haunt me.
KenshinMy eyebrows raised a little higher at his comment. Smooth
little devil wasn't he? My initial impulse was to crawl over to him rather
seductively and make him eat those words, but that was quickly squeltered by
Kaoru whimpering in laughter.
"I'm always up for some competition," I muttered, amused by the way
Kaoru curled in on herself more, flustered by us fighting over her. I wondered
if she ever had this happen before...
I turned my attention back to Kaoru completely and leaned onto my knees, closer
to her where she was in a sort of fetal position on the lounge chair. "So
what do you say? I'll teach you the miracles of a poker face...end of the week
some time?" I couldn't help myself adding on. "Is it a date?"
Kaoru nodded slightly, smiling as she bit her bottom lip, her blush fading to a pretty shade of pink. I moaned in mock defeat, sitting up and clutching my chest, one hand to my forehead damsel-like. "Oh, score one for the red head." Dramatically I fell back into the pool, surfacing with a grin. "You sure it has to be a private lesson? This is something I gotta see."
KaoruI shook my head slightly, tilting it to the side a bit.
"No, I don't think I'd be able to learn with an audience..."
Sano raised an eyebrow, looking pointedly at Kenshin. "You watch out for
her, Red. She just wants to get you when no one is looking and then..."
I tossed the first thing I could think of at him --which
happened to be his worn sandle-- then walked to the edge of the pool to scold
him further. "Don't insult Kaoru by saying she would use your own
tactics!"
I normally pride myself in my quick thinking and intelligence, but why I knelt
beside the pool then is beyond me, and I regretted it immediately.
I grinned wickedly. "Oh, I don't need to use tactics, everyone just falls into my lap..." I reached up, wrapping my arms around Kenshin's slim frame and leaning backwards, tossing him over my head. "...or just up and over me."
KaoruI laughed, enjoying the smirk playing on Sano's lips and the small yelp Kenshin let off as he tumbled back into the pool. I was in a good mood all of the sudden, with a "date"/therapy-esque session planned for the end of the week, and Sano glancing at me and motioning to Kenshin conspiratorially, things seemed to be looking up.
MegumiI walked down to the pool, sunglasses on, a towel and a magazine under my arm, and saw Kaoru-chan sitting on a lounge chair by herself watching Rooster Head and Kenshin make fools of themselves in the pool. I dropped my towel on the chair next to hers and smiled at her. "Morning, Kamiya-san!"
KaoruI looked up from the pool and saw Megumi take a seat beside
me, smiling brightly. "Hi Megumi-san!" I greeted, leaning back
slightly and smiling back at her. "Good morning."
And suddenly I felt a slight pang of odd jealousy…Megumi looked so beautiful in
her form fitting black bathing suit with a single strap that crossed over her
shoulder…her long black hair was down her back in ebony waves and her
skin…well, it all showed and it was perfect.
I covered my small wave of envy with I cheerful smile. "I love your
bathing suit!."
I spread my towel on the lounge chair. "Thanks!" I winked at her and flipped my long hair on my back, lying down on the chair. "Please, let's drop the formalities and call me Megumi." The day was lovely and the sun was warm, promising a long and more than satisfying sunbath. Perfection. Water suddenly splashed and I turned my attention to the pool, where Rooster Head and Kenshin were playing. Kenshin seemed to have noticed me and I waved at him, trying to ignore Baka Rooster. I turned back to Kaoru and asked her: "Why aren't you with those two in the water?"
KaoruI felt my smile falter slightly, and shrugged, laying back
down on the chair. "I dunno, just not in the mood to swim I guess."
On the contrary actually, it was getting awfully hot out here, and the pool
looked so inviting…
Kenshin had said I could jump in with my clothes on, but that would basically
verify that I wanted no one to see me without cover, so no swimming for me.
"Ne," I started to blush a little, but still..."Can I call you Kaoru-chan?" I stammered, only to add quickly "I mean, I'm the only child of my family and I've always wished for a little sister..." Oh, great, Takani. Well done. Now, she's forced to say yes, otherwise she'll sound rude... Crap. I felt my cheeks turning red from embarrassment. If my mother was there, she would have wash my mouth with soap... Megumi, big girl, you have to at least know her before calling her like that! Stupid me! What in the seven hells possessed me to ask her that? I hope she won't feel offended...
KaoruI grinned, shading my eyes with my hands so I could look up
at her. "Of course you can call me Kaoru-chan," I laughed, happy that
Megumi and I were seemingly becoming such fast friends. "I'd like that,
actually."
Sano swam over us, resting his arms and chin on the side as he smiled slyly at
Megumi and then me. "If she can call you Kaoru-chan, can I call you hot
stuff? Hey hot stuff! Take your clothes off and get in the pool!"
Sano looked up at us with a sly smile on his sexy lips...
Yiiiiiirk!!!!! Sexy? Who said that? I scowled at him and turned to Kaoru-chan,
ignoring the Rooster as I reached my bag to pull out my sun cream. "Ne,
Kaoru-chan, what do you want to eat for lunch? What about a fried
chicken?" I asked her as I put some cream on my pale arm. "Hum, maybe
not. You know there was an illness running around, attacking chicken... I think
people who ate some lost most of their brains." I added, showing Rooster
with a nod towards him, trying to grin a little. I don't know who invented the
sunglasses, but if I ever meet him, I should kiss the floor where he walks... My
friends all say they can tell whatever I'm feeling through my eyes, my face
could remain impassive but not my eyes. My dad thinks it's because I'm not cold
enough... However, if one of them had lifted my sunglasses, they would have
seen my eyes gleam with hurt... Damn it. I was jealous of sweet little
Kaoru-chan... From the corner of my eye, I watched Rooster and, well, I must
admit, I couldn't actually get mad at him since, it was actually difficult not
to like her... Damn it. Stupid jealousy. And I don't even know why I'm jealous!
Grr! Damn Rooster! All your fault!
I smirked as I tugged on Kaoru's sandaled foot, noticing
Megumi huff and put on her sunglasses out of the corner of my eye. That girl
wanted me bad, that much was obvious. Kaoru was blushing wonderfully, and for a
moment I felt a little bad for basically using her to annoy Megumi, but she was
enjoying it too I knew, and she could probably tell I was playing around as
well.
I mean sure, I was attracted to the tiny sprite of a girl, she was absolutely
adorable and I'd never been with anyone like that, but I was honestly looking
more towards the fox and the red head. I cocked my head at Megumi, my smirk
changing quickly to a "charming smile." "Well fox, if you'd
rather I call you hot stuff, I can arrange that."
THE NERVE OF THAT GUY!!!!!!!! Alright, you got the first
battle but not the war. Strategic retreat for now!
A pleased smile crossed my lips and without answering him, I turned to
Kaoru-chan who was blushing furiously and told her. "Kaoru-chan, could you
put some cream on my back, please, I don't want to look like a fried chicken.
As for you, mister, that kind of name, coming from you would make any girl look
like a slut. So, no thank you, I'd rather not." I smiled at him again,
trying to sound cool and cold.
Some red hair caught my eyes and I gazed at the slender form of the bartender.
My god, he was damn gorgeous. "But, coming from a gorgeous man like
Himura-san!!!!!!!" I sighed happily, turning on my stomach, gathering my
hair on one of my shoulder in the meantime. "What do you think,
Kaoru-chan?"
I pulled myself out of the pool, sitting on the edge near
Sano and wringing out my hair. At Megumi's words a bit of a blush touched my cheeks
and I found myself stuttering. "Eh...well...Megumi-san...I'm not sure if
that would be very proper..."
Sano snickered at my stumble and Megumi smiled coyly over her shoulder. I felt
the blush rising. Goodness, why didn't I see it before!? I knew Megumi had been
goading Sano on because she was attracted to him --hehe, I certainly
couldn't say anything against her on that one, but she was flirting with me!?
My eyes flickered over the group of them as I fiddled with the ends of my hair.
They were attractive...all of us on this trip were, and I had been told I was
desirable often enough. Still I was too modest to admit it. I didn't see what
was so great about me. And I was so focused on Sano and Kaoru that didn't even
see that...oh, this could get messy...
I smirked, clasping my hands behind my head and laying back
in my chair, eyeing Kenshin as he played with his hair and blushed. He was so
different around Megumi and Sano than he was when he was with just me in the
pool hall. Actually, his attitude only really changed when Megumi entered, like
he's shy…hmmm I wonder if I'm not the only one he's gonna ask on a
"date" today…
I peeked a glance at Megumi with a slight sigh. Well, she had the body of a
grown woman and she had great skin. Who could blame him?
Kenshin was blushing! How cute!!! I tried to steal a glance at Rooster to see his reaction to my flirting so openly with Kenshin, when I heard Kaoru-chan sigh. I turned my head in her direction and found her looking at me. Hum... Maybe I should tell her that yes, I found Kenshin extremely gorgeous, but that he just wasn't my type... Maybe if he was a little taller, around Rooster's built... Oh, crap, Megumi big girl, you really are all over that guy! I winked at Kaoru and smiled gently to her, trying to make her understand that I had no interest in Kenshin.
SanoI exaggerated my annoyance with a narrow of my eyebrows. Kenshin gets all the action eh? "Hey fox, the midgets have a date tonight, and instead of us sitting around doing nothing, I say we make one of our own, ne?"
KenshinUpon hearing that comment I stopped wringing out my hair,
felt my blush leave immediately, and promptly shoved Sano under the water with
my foot. He coughed as he came up and tried to snatch at my feet, which I pulled
up before he could grasp them.
"What was that for?!" he snapped, his smile showing no hard feelings.
I forced a glare and tried to ignore another blush from rising to my cheeks
that he had announced that Kaoru and I had planned a date. "Who are you
calling a midget?! I may be short for the time, but I'll have you know that
long ago I would have been in the average."
Sano raised an incredulous eyebrow, then laughed. "Sorry, Red, I don't
think so."
I crinkled my nose and flagged a pool waiter guy, asking for a lemonade. What was with that face Megumi gave me? Why was she smiling like that? Was it like a "ha, you've got competition" or a "ha, you don't stand a chance" or a "ha, my boobs are bigger than yours and I don't dress like a nun so there" which ha was it? Which ha was it?!?!
MegumiThe waiter came back with Kaoru-chan's lemonade but she
kept on staring or rather glaring at something far away... Rooster called the
waiter to order something and Kenshin jumped on the occasion to ask for something
too. Worried for Kaoru-chan, I moved closer to her. "Kaoru-chan? You
okay?"
She seemed to perk up out of her thoughts, her gaze returning from random space
to my concerned face. "Hm?"
"Kaoru-chan?" I titled my head to one side, not understanding her at
all. We were getting along quite well before. It suddenly changed when I...
when I made that stupid comment to annoy Rooster on Himura-san! That's it! That
must be it! I smiled a poor little smile. "Kaoru-chan" I whispered in
her ear. "I'm not interested in Himura-san. I'm..., well, I
prefer..." I stammered, knowing a blush was coming up my cheeks.
I raised an eyebrow. Not interested? It seemed I was not
very good at understanding people these days. "Sano?"
Her face could have been in competition with a tomato and she quickly bent her
head to hide her face under her heavy black hair. But not before nodding
quickly to me, not meeting my eyes.
I smiled, pushing some hair behind my ear. "Oh...ok..." I said, not
knowing what else to say. I decided to stick to the new subject. "I
think you guys would make a really cute couple."
I blushed even more and bit my lower lip, placing my hand
gently over her mouth. "Shh! He'll hear you!" I whispered. I knew I
looked like a complete fool, but I couldn't help myself.
Kaoru laughed, elbowing me slightly. "Don't worry about it, they aren't
listening to us...hey! You never answered Sano! You're going to say yes, aren't
you?"
"Ack! WHAT?" I yelled, attracting the attention of at least the whole
boat. I glared at Kaoru-chan, who was laughing of my red face and embarrassment
and asked her, less loudly. "What?"
"Well, you like him...aren't you going to say yes?" "Oh,
Kaoru-chan, he was just kidding. It's not like he really wanted to!" I
kind of felt a little depressed but smiled bravely to her, not thinking that
maybe, after my yell, the two idiots behind us could be listening to us.
I shrugged and smiled slyly at Megumi, pressing my tongue into my cheek and enjoying her growing blush. "I dunno. I really think he was serious actually and I really think you should say yes."
MegumiI blushed like hell! She was enjoying getting me
uncomfortable! I laughed bitterly and flipped onto my back. BAD mistake: my
eyes fell on him. He had his arms resting on the edge of the pool, grinning
with his oh so handsome smile... oh, well...
"Maybe..." I told her quietly, lowering my eyes, not wanting to get
caught staring.
"Maybe what?" Sano asked with another grin, shaking some water from
his bangs.
I jumped in my chair, startled and started to feel that damn blush coming back
full force! Oh my god! What am I gonna do! I couldn't say a word to him and
turned to Kaoru-chan.
Kaoru grinned at Sano, winking. "Maybe she'll go out with you...you still
want her to, don't you?"
Sano nodded as he cocked his head. "Definitely. Maybe or yes fox? What'll
it be?"
Ah! Traitor!!! I glared daggers at Kaoru-chan who only laughed in response. Oh,
sweet lord! What am I going to do? Wait. He said he wanted to. Argh. How does
he want me to answer him while he's looking at me, that smile on his lips?
"It depends on what you're offering, Rooster." I swallowed hard.
Sano shrugged slightly with a smile. "I dunno, there's a pretty cool cafe
at the other end of the ship that I checked out the other day. They have
dancing and stuff on Fridays, we could check that out if you want, and if it
sucks we can just hang out."
I stole a glance at Kaoru-chan, who was still smiling, and I sighed in defeat.
Oh, well, why fight it when I wanted it so badly? I tucked a lock of my hair
behind my ear and smiled up at him. "Alright, then."
There. Said. Accepted. Agreed. No way to back off. Oh, my god, I just admitted
I was attracted to Sagara Sanosuke, AKA Rooster Head. If ever my dad is
watching this show, he'd skin me alive when I get back home.
I smiled as my eyes darted between Megumi's flustered
attempt at acting cool and calm and Sano's successful cocky little smirk, then
sipped at my drink not wanting to embarrass Megumi anymore nor feed Sano's ego.
I was still sitting on the edge of the pool with my feet dangling in, enjoying
the sun on my back.
I felt very content, if not a little jealous that Megumi's flirting with Sano
was being reciprocated, and to show my glee I kicked at the water gently. I
probably looked like a little boy sipping innocently at a glass of grapefruit
juice, but lets not forget to mention that the 'juice' was what I and my
bartending comrades called a Greyhound and no boy could handle the amount of vodka
slipped into the drink.
Although the drink was a bit weaker than I was used to, I couldn't complain
considering they didn't ask me for ID. This got me to start thinking about how
they didn't seem to ask anyone, even Sano, though he did look 21. Then
considering we were on a ship in the middle of the ocean most of the time,
there weren't really authorities to nail us nor was there much trouble we could
get into in the confines of the ship. It made a strange sort of sense that I
benefited from, so I wasn't about to complain. But drinking the alcohol made me
long to be twirling glasses and shaking together a Rum and Coke, and also got
me into formulating a plan.
Jealousy forgotten, I began plotting a insane night that would rip to shreds
all our inhibitions.
***
MisaoSore wa, sore wa... Kaoru's gone with those blokes and I'm all alone with my weasel plush toy... NO FAIR!!! I'm the genki one!!! I can't afford to be lonely! So I search the rooms for the others. But I can't find a single one... Poor me... Hang on! How's 'bout Shinomori-san? I bet I can get him into conversation with me! So I head for his room and knock on the door...
AoshiI didn't realize I had been falling asleep before my laptop
until the light knock on my door jarred me alert. Blinking away the grogginess
I rubbed at my face and shook my head. I was definitely still feeling weary
from our behavior last night and something told me that parties like that would
be occurring more and more often. Running a hand over my face again, I glanced
over at the door calling out. "It's open, come in."
She peeked in timidly at first, one blue green eye flickering about, then the
door swung open complete and with a chipper: "Ohayo!" Miller bounded
into the room.
"Konnichiwa," I corrected, jabbing a thumb in the direction of the
digital clock on the desk. The red numbers shown that it was 12:45pm. She
didn't seemed phased as she leaned over my shoulder to see what I was doing. I
was just looking through the art supply sites to see if there were any sales,
so I didn't push her away as I would have if it had been private. She was a
curious girl and something about her made me more tolerant and a little more
carefree-- if I could be such a thing. "Can I help you with anything?"
I laughed apologetically at my mistake. It was past
lunch... and out of the blue my stomach grumbled and I laughed again. Probably
Aoshi-sama is thinking that I'm weird... "Anyway," I started with my
happy smile, "I'm pretty much lonely on this ship ever since Kaoru-chan
and the rest went to the pool." I looked down and saw my weasel plushie in
my hands and hid it.
And then I wondered again if Aoshi-sama would think I'm childish... Never
mind... "So, Aoshi-san, you wanna have lunch? It's way past 12:00 anyway."
I checked the contents of my wallet (which luckily I brought with me everywhere
I go.) and smiled and said, "Your drink is on me! Or would you rather go
to the pool with the others?"
I doubt she saw the smirk in my eyes, as it rarely reached
my mouth, but seeing her hide the stuffed animal behind her back was adorable.
Unfortunately, it also reminded me that I was the oldest one on this trip. Both
she and Kaoru were extremely innocent and I found it both endearing and
refreshing.
"I suppose I should get up...I'm falling asleep at the computer," I
confessed, looking at the screen. I saw her perk up out of the corner of my eye
and realized suddenly that I had inadvertently agreed to go to the pool. Women
had a tendency to act on what they really wanted to do as the final choice and
I just set myself up into agreeing to it!
"I...uh, well I'm not sure about the pool thing..." Nice save,
Shinomori. Moron.
Yippie! Pool! Oh... no? Not the pool? "Perhaps you can't swim, ne, Aoshi-san?" I said as I tried to see what was the reason with him avoiding the water. "Well, if you can't....... Nah! I can go easy on a bloke like you! The last time someone told me that he couldn't swim, I teased him so hard that he almost drowned in the water! Bwahahahaha!!!" I could tell through his coldness that he was thinking that I was evil.... very evil.... evil weasel people back at home would call me....(cue evil weasel pushing tsurara-san [*icicle] into the pool!) "So, would you like to tell me why you can't swim over a glass of Ginger Ale? I promise by my stuffed weasels fur that I will NOT try to push you into the pool!" I held out both my hands and weasy-chan (the name of the weasel) to show that I wasn't crossing any fingers. "Do you trust me or not?"
AoshiI raised my eyebrow at her and watched her twisted the toe of her foot into my carpet as innocently as she could. Trust her?...right...there were very few people I trusted and most of them I knew longer than a week's time. Although she was very adorable when she tried to act sweet. Even in this short time we all knew what a trouble maker she could be, even though she meant it all in fun and game. I let her question hang for another moment before smirking, though I doubted she would notice it. "Miller, I barely trust Kenshin who I've known for almost five years," I told her, then shook my head. "And don't assume I'm defenseless in water. I can swim fine. I'm not fast or fancy, but I can survive well enough. And although it would be amusing to see you try and get the best of me, I think I'll pass."
MisaoI sighed in defeat, knowing that a small weasel like me couldn't overpower an older guy. "O.K. I give up..." I said, "But at least you're smiling!" I perked up looking at his smug face. "C'mon! Let's just get some lunch, shall we? I haven't eaten in a long while!"
Aoshi"Alright,
I guess I could go for something to eat...but we'll do it by the pool," I
replied. I could see her eyes widen in surprise and smile flashed over her
features. "Yeah, yeah, I can see that look in your eyes. I can's promise I
will swim though. You can have fun with Kenshin and Sano in the water."
She was bouncing slightly out of my room as she declared she would go change
and I dragged myself halfheartedly out of my chair to get on my own swim
trunks. Kami-sama, knew one of them would force me into the water, might
as well be prepared...
I was shutting down my computer when Misao bounded back into the room and
snatched up my arm, literally tugging me out of the room and down the hallway, all
the while happily declaring that the sea air would be good for me.
When we reached the pool I already regretted allowing her to con me into this,
for the look on Kenshin's face told me: I was going in the water...
Soon the girls went back to their yammering, shaded eyes
darting between each other and us boys, no doubt gossiping like the best of
them. My sister was the queen of girl talk in her day, and I used to listen in
on her conversations over the phone just to annoy her. Sometimes I wonder how
things would have turned out if I hadn't always been so set on making her
angry, if I'd been a little more like a big brother and a little less like a
little one.
I yawned, slipping back into the pool and letting the cool water jar my mind
from those thoughts. There was no point thinking them, there was no point
thinking about her at all.
I did a surface dive, swimming to the opposite end of the pool and leaning my
elbows on the side, my gaze flitting across the row of empty deck chairs yonder
to settle on one very spunky looking red head splashing the water playfully
with bare toes. I smirked, again enticed by the rapid mood changes this guy
participated in, determined to make him change again. I focused one very sexy,
intense stare on the top of his down turned head, knowing it was only a matter
of time before he felt it and looked up.
My plotting came to an abrupt halt as did all other
thoughts in my mind when I glanced up to where Sano had retreated. The last bit
of alcohol burned on its way down my throat as I swallowed hard. My, that look
is one instant turn on. I raised an eyebrow at him, and threw a discrete glance
over my shoulder at the girls, before I placed my empty glass close to the
chairs, then jumped back into the pool. The water swirled over my head and I
let myself float briefly before I pushed off the side of the wall and swam over
to where he was.
I came up for air beside him, latching onto the side of the pool quickly before
he could try to dunk me and smiled. "What mischief are you planning?"
I shrugged nonchalantly, laughing slightly at his adorable
behavior. I knew he would sense my look, but I didn't expect him to be so eager
to discover its source. Honestly, I was a little annoyed that he didn't seem
very phased at my hitting on Megumi. In fact, I barely caught any reaction at
all, and it's quite possible that I dreamed what I might have seen.
I bumped his hip slightly with my own under the water, raising an eyebrow and
giving him a sly look. "I should be asking you the same thing, what were
you scheming over there? You're cute when you think really hard."
I smirked, knowing if it was any other person that said
such a thing to me I would have blushed. Well, if it was a female. For some
reason, I react differently to the two genders; I guess you could say I'm more
aggressive when it came to males.
I swam out toward the middle of the pool and saw no shame in telling him my
plan. "I was just thinking it would be fun to play bartender for you guys.
Butter up one of the guys at the bar here to let me have one of the mini clubs
for the night to have a few drinking games or something."
I grinned, ruffling his hair playfully with one hand, the
other still holding onto the side. "Now that sounds like fun!"
I considered the orientation of the group…let's see, we have attractive
straight girls, attractive straight guys, and attractive bi guys, so unless the
bartender is a lesbian, which I suppose is plausible, we shouldn't have any
trouble getting them to lend us the bar. But, even if the bartender is a
lesbian, I'm sure we could get one of the girls to act for a little while with
enough persuasion… I turned back to Kenshin, my smile scheming now.
"Something tells me we won't have any trouble buttering up the bartender."
He nodded, and I looked over at the girls. Dear god…they're doing that
thing…that thing that girls do…
Megumi was holding her hair up and splashing her toes gently in the pool, while
Kaoru laughed and rubbed some sun tan lotion into the smooth tanned skin of
Megumi's back. I licked my lips to make sure I wasn't drooling and sighed.
"Something about girls rubbing each other always gets to me…" I
raised an eyebrow, my gaze flicking over to Kenshin again, my suggestion sly
with a slight laugh, "Hey, do you need any sun tan lotion?"
That was a very tempting suggestion, but considering how
much Sano tended to unconsciously invoke my most primal lust, I knew I had to
pass. I didn't think our causing such a display within the first week would be
the best impression on the girls. I swam back over to him, nonetheless, smiling
coyly. "Maybe later. I put some on before I came out here and contrary to
my fair appearance, I don't burn that easily."
He nodded, but seemed slightly disappointed, and that thought made me smile
even more mischievously. Treading water a slight ways away from him, I watched
as he leaned his head back onto the cement, shutting his eyes tightly to ward
out the sun. His back was pressed to the edge of the pool and his arms were
stretched out in the edge to balance himself there. I drifted over to him
saying, in a playful sing-song tone: "Hey, Sano..."
One of his brown eyes peeked down at me, squinting in the sun, but soon his
head snapped up from its resting position in shock as I brushed against him. I
could feel him inch back slightly, but I just readjusted my grip on the edge of
the pool, grasping it on either side of him. Our bodies were so close I could
feel the heat of his skin and part of me was asking in disbelief how I could be
so forward with this man.
Sano was staring down at me with and unreadable expression as I pulled myself
out of the water a little bit, bringing our bodies even closer. "We never
did determine the winner of our little water game..."
He opened his mouth to speak, but before he could get his voice to work I
released the edge of the pool and wrapped my arms around his neck. My legs
braced against the side of the pool and I pushed off to pull him under with me,
but I suppose he had more time to ready himself for my attack, because he
didn't budge and I was stuck dangling from around his neck rather comically.
We stared at each other for a brief moment, before we both burst into laughter.
"Well," I chuckled, not bothering to release him, as I was enjoying
out contact. "That didn't work."
Alright, I'll be honest, I was not thinking. I was not
thinking at all. I wasn't thinking about the two girls nearby, or the
cameras circling around, or my own social intelligence. All I knew was that those
violet eyes of his were gorgeous, and they were wide and sparkling at our
behavior, and his arms were around my neck and his skin was pressed to mine…
I leaned my forehead to his, smiling slightly, my voice low and throaty.
"No, it didn't."
I shivered; I'm sure he felt it, and fought my best not to
take that sexy smile off his lips with my own. Kami-sama, how I wished the
girls weren't there at that moment, then I could just…
Himura, down boy!
I smiled softly, brushing against him once more as I released him and pushed
off the side, gliding under the water backwards, and turning beneath the
surface. The entire time, my heart was racing and my body rising in
temperature. I swam under the water for a little while, then vaulted off the bottom
to surface, paddling back over to the side where Sano remained, though not
nearly as close this time. My smile was still as sly as ever and my tone was
mischievous and playful. "What's the matter? Don't want to play any more?
Am I too fast for you?"
My eyes drifted to the sky innocently, and Sano sank silently under the water,
surfacing on my other side, his hands instantly latched beneath my ribcage and
tickling mercilessly. "Nope," he scolded, "too slow."
I cried out in surprise; I was surprised by his grabbing me, well not exactly,
I was mostly surprised that he was able to catch me in the first place. I guess
the encounter a few moments ago left me more thrown off-guard than I thought,
but now he was trying to find a ticklish spot on me. I was laughing, yes, and I
was squirming to get out of his grip, but I have never in my life been
ticklish. It was probably the feeling of no solid ground below me, and his body
to mine was definitely another factor.
When he gave me a spilt second's opening I used his arms to throw myself under
the water. Once there I snatched up his treading feet and pulled down hard. I
didn't wait to see if he went all the way under, as I torpedoed away from him,
retreating to the shallower end of the pool.
I cocked my head at him, raising an eyebrow scoldingly. "Now, what's the point of playing if you keep running away?" I chided, crossing my arms over my chest. Truthfully, I wanted to ditch our lady friends for a little bit and ask Kenshin if he wanted to join me in the penthouse hot tub. That little moment there had really fired something up inside me, and I don't like to deny myself. At the same time, who knew how far I could go without scaring him, seeing how he was such a fickle person. I settled for holding my head under water for a little while to try and cool off, taking a deep breath when I surfaced.
KenshinOne breath in and then its gone. I laughed to myself as I
dunked him again, barely waiting for him to get in a full breath when he
surfaced. I didn't think I was the most silent when it came to swimming, but he
certainly didn't notice that I had raced back over to him, just waiting for him
to surface.
I treaded away from him, only a few feet this time, and waited for him to
emerge. When he did I threw his words right back at him. "And what's the
point of playing if you keep giving me easy openings?"
I smirked, studying the slight pant of his breath, the mischievous twinkle of his eye, and that contagious smile of his. "Easy openings?" I questioned, shrugging slightly and splashing him a bit. "Who said I didn't want you to come in?"
KenshinMy voice caught in my throat for a second, my mouth gaping. He had not just said that! "I can't believe you just..." I laughed and shook my head, splashing him back. "Something tells me a line like that should be discussed elsewhere."
Sano"Have it your way, but I don't think the girls are paying any attention to us," I jerked my head towards the females, who were talking quietly in what looked to be quite a deep conversation. "On the other hand, maybe making two dates in one day is too much for you."
KenshinI raised an eyebrow at him, swimming over to him until I
was mere centimeters away from him. He was smirking the entire time, watching
me with those sexy dark eyes that reminded me of some sort of expensive
chocolate. "Excuse me?" I growled, not feeling half as insulted as I
should have, but more and more playful and --I'll admit-- turned on by the
minute. "I am a nineteen-year-old male, whose job is bartending,
and you don't think I've juggled more than one date in one night?"
"No, I don't"
Both eyebrows went up this time. "Try four," I retorted, poking him
in the chest, then going as far as to push him back with my own body. "As
well as finding a date for one of my ex-girlfriend's, who she later
married."
"How noble of you," I commented with a nod, eyebrows still raised. "Did you get any of your dates' names mixed up?" I sighed, raising my arm and pointing to an extremely tiny scar along the outside of my elbow. "I did once."
KenshinI chuckled. "No, I'm good with names."
My smile faded quickly when his eyes flickered to my cheek. I should have been
ready for that one. It wasn't as if the two crossing scars on my cheek were
unnoticeable, they were deep and looked quickly drawn, purposeful even.
When my hand brushed over the scars, Sano narrowed his eyes a moment and I
realized he didn't have any hidden meaning towards his words. That it was just
my imagination and slight self-consciousness of them that made me think
differently.
"These were just accidents. One from a sparing fight when I was young and
the other...was just a slip up during a fight with an ex-boyfriend," I
explained, then swam by him over to the edge of the pool.
I felt my heart sink at those words, and my eyes lower in sympathy. I had seen the one or two scars scattered across his body, and the two standing out on his cheek, but I had thought they were more or less like my own scars: rough housing, stupid accidents, etc etc….but this… I wondered if this ex boyfriend was the same one he was arguing about with Shinomori the other day…I wouldn't be surprised. I swam over to him, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder. "Hey…" I said quietly, "please don't think you can't tell me something, I won't judge you."
KenshinA smile quirked the corner of my mouth for a moment, before
it faded again and I folded my arms over the edge, resting my chin upon them.
It wasn't that I thought he would judge me, it was that I didn't see the need
to make him upset or pity me. He was carefree a moment ago, joking and flirting
and look what I had done; I had made him worried, probably gave him frown lines
or something.
"It's nothing really. Some people are just more rough than others,"
when I glanced over at him, he was giving me a skeptical look. I forced a
smile, that I knew could pass for an honest one any day and nudged him with my
elbow. "Hey, maybe I'll get to find out if you're one of those
people." I turned to him completely, still holding onto the edge, and came
within a feather's width from his lips. "They can be quite fun
sometimes."
"Fun"? I choked thinking about how much I despised those kind of people, thinking of how many mug shots I'd gone through, reading their descriptions, wondering which one took my sister. I shook my head firmly. "I'm not one of those people."
KenshinI heard the edge in his tone and I backed off immediately,
retreating back to my position with my arms over the side of the pool.
"Sorry," I muttered, letting off a deep sigh. "I didn't mean to
insult you...I just...don't like dwelling on things you can't change..."
I felt sick to my stomach right then, too frightened to ask Sano what was
wrong. I knew my words would only cause a reaction like that from him if he had
once had to deal with a situation where one of those 'rough' people hurt him. I
didn't want to ask, because his sharing involved my speaking too. My story went
unsaid, my story was non-existant until that damned Shinomori...no...stop it,
Himura. Aoshi was good to have here, you could be friends again. And nothing
said you couldn't fix this situation as well.
I pulled myself up, out of the water to sit on the edge, and leaned back on my
arms. "So are you going to help me plan the mission to take over the bar?
I have a few concoctions I'd like to see if you could handle."
I swallowed, taking a deep breath, willing away the anger and frustration that always accompanied thoughts of my sister. I looked up at him, forcing a small smile. "I can handle anything you can dish out," I choked. Damn it, suck it up Sagara. I ran a hand over my face, before pressing my palms into the cement to lift myself up so I could sit beside him and question. "So, where, when…how?"
KenshinI closed my eyes, my brow knitted. His eyes were on me,
awaiting my reply, but I found myself unable to get past the sadness and anger
in his tone. I couldn't be sure that it wasn't aimed at me, yet I doubted it.
And he may not have been as easy to read as Kaoru, but I could still tell he
was under a massive amount of stress.
Thinking my words through twice before I even opened my mouth, I finally turned
and looked to him, "Listen, Sano...I don't like to talk about my
past, but you wouldn't be the first person to confide in me. I mean, I may be a
night club bartender, but I still got some strange stories...and I still
remember everyone of them." I tilted my head, my voice shaking slightly as
I spoke. "So if you need to talk...talk. Just...don't expect me to do the
same."
I narrowed my eyebrows at him, crossing my arms over my chest quite childishly. No, I did not appreciate his cool therapist attitude, did he actually expect me to? Um yeah, I am two years older than you buddy, don't go acting all high and mighty just yet. I sighed laboriously. "I have nothing to say. Now, how do you plan on getting that bar?" I could use a drink about now.
KenshinI smiled genuinely now, trying not to laugh at the cute
little pout he had on at that moment. I nodded once, showing him that I would
acknowledge his privacy. Then I put my thinking cap on, fiddling with the tie
in my hair while I did so. "As great of a way drinking games are to break
the ice between people, I think we should at least wait until after we find out
what our job on this ship is before we do it. Maybe we can claim it's a
celebration or something..."
I pulled out my hair tie, once again busying myself with squeezing out the
chlorine water and running my fingers through the tangled mass. "We could
ask to use the bar in the Avenue Saloon on the Tiffany deck, but I think its
open 24 hours...I guess we could use the small bars in our penthouses..."
I could feel the pieces drifting together and enjoyed having something
constructive to think about as I ran a hand over my forehead to get the bangs
out of my eyes. "I'll still have to get in touch with a bartender, because
I don't think I saw grenadine or Bailey's in that cabinet, also the bottles are
small and I'll need grapefruit, lemon, and peach juices and why are you looking
at me like that?"
I smirked, letting the sound of his babble relax me, taking my mind from morbid thoughts. "Oh I don't know, you're cute when you fiddle with your hair." I laughed at the face he made, nudging him with my shoulder to show that I was just kidding… sort of. "I say we go for the penthouse bar, more privacy and the beds are nearby so the girls can pass out comfortably… Jou-chan doesn't look like the type who could take a lot of alcohol." I though for a minute, rethinking what I had said and considering the other things they might have implied. "Seriously, that's all I'm saying."
KenshinI chuckled at his words and pushed at his arm where he had nudged me. "I'm sure that's all you're implying," I joked, smirking the entire time. He tried to narrow his eyes and act angry, but it only looked amusing to me. "Truth be told, having bed so close by may mean that I keep myself sober." Sano looked at me oddly, making me laugh and explain. "I'm a cuddly drunk."
SanoI raised my eyebrows, my head leaning back with laughter, how adorable was this guy? I mean sure, I felt my body respond to those words quite a bit differently than my mind, but all the same, a cuddly Kenshin, let alone a drunk one, has got to be quite the cheek-pinch provoking sight. I ruffled his hair, smiling warmly. "Well, I'll look out for you then, especially if you're a disoriented cuddly drunk. Who knows who you might end up snuggling." An image of Misao and Kenshin and Aoshi cuddling each other popped into my mind briefly, causing my laughter to increase a bit.
KenshinI joined him in his laughter, recalling one or two very
awkward situations that occurred when I was in my 'snuggle mode'. "Yeah,
gender, age, doesn't matter one bit when I'm like that. The problem is that
unlike most people when they get like that, I don't fall asleep for a very long
time, most of the time I sober up before I pass out."
I was about to ask him if he had an horror stories of drunken nights, when I
spotted Mr. I-hate-the-pool himself being pushed toward the pool area by cute
little Misao, both of them clad in swimwear. I couldn't contain my laughter at
the look of sheer pain in Aoshi's eyes, it was clear he was conned into this.
"Well, well, look what the weasel dragged in," Sano teased, seeing
them as quickly as I had.
"Shut up, Sagara or I will drowned you."
I mock gasped, one hand retreating to my chest in fake distress. "That hurt, Aoshi-sama, that really hurt." It was actually quite a spectacle to see him with Misao, such a contrast really. I wondered if perhaps her over genki behavior could be hacking away at Aoshi's icy exterior. Oh-well, I didn't care, as long as I got to watch him squirm.
AoshiMy expression as Miller tried everything she possibly could to get my body to move a few inches more to the steps of the shallow end was most likely completely and utterly impassive. Consequently, my lack of expression and the scene of her charging and bouncing against my back with all the momentum her small body could muster made everyone break into amused laughter as they were momentarily interested in our actions. All the while she was becoming more and more aggravated. At some point a mischievous little devil that closely resembled...well, myself, plopped itself down on my shoulder and my actions thereafter can only be blamed on him. Abruptly, I stepped aside with Miller in mid-vault and, as she used instinct to balance herself to stop from falling into the water, I scooped her up around the waist and tucked her under my arm. Miller promptly started to shout and struggle, but where I normally would have backed off out of shear annoyance of her screaming, I instead walked with her still captive over to the deep end and deposited her into the water with a toss that would keep her from the edge. The shouting silenced, I turned and sat myself down next to Kamiya, still trying to suppress the laughter and amusement as the others cracked up. Miller emerged laughing herself and endeavored to splash me a few times, before she gave up and swam over to where Sagara and Kenshin were.
Misao'OMAE WO KOROSUUUUUUUU!!!!!!' ran through my head as I was
thrown into the pool. Demo, I kinda felt sweet when Ao-san picked my up...
"Kyaaaaaaa!" I wailed when I reached Kenshin and Sano.
"Are you ok, Misao-chan?" Kaoru asked from the deck.
I shook my head and blushed, "Nah, I'm fine, Kaoru-chan!"
"I know there's a someone on your mind..." Sano sneakily said.
I dove under and pulled Sano down with me in frustration. In the water, I could
hear that Chicken-head curse at me. I giggled with delight in the water.
So I planned something more devilish...
'Sousa! Get revenge!' the little weasel on my shoulder said.
And so I got out of the water and rushed into my room, there I found a nice
pack of water balloons... I could have sworn I laughed like Hotohori from
Fushigi Yuugi
And so, I came back into the pool, offered Chicken-head the balloons as a peace
offering, filled them up and tried to hit Ao-san, but someone was in the way...
"IIYAAAAAA!!" I shrieked.
***
YahikoI couldn't
help but curse loudly and involuntarily as the sting of a water balloon hit the
back of my head, causing me to fall abruptly from my perch on the side of the
pool and into the water. When I resurfaced, the first thing I saw was Misao-
hiding her face in her hands, giggling slightly. I, on the other hand, was far
from amused. In one swift movement, I launched myself at her, taking hold of
her waist and flipping her over myself and into the pool. Her giggling stopped
quickly as she sputtered in the water, looking up to glare at me. I glared
back, fuming. From behind me, Aoshi coughed, cleared his throat and settled
into his seat. This only made me more aggravated, though it may not have even
been directed toward me. I spun around, pointing an accusing finger at the
older, black-haired, and much stronger man behind me.
"Just what's that supposed to mean, old man?!"
Aoshi said nothing, taking hold of my hand and twisting it just so that it
ended up behind my back. I grimaced at the pain that shot through my shoulder
and Aoshi hissed into my ear. "You need to keep your temper in check, my
friend," He allowed a moment for those words to sink in, before twisting
my arm again, the way he'd brought it, so I was facing him, still pointing with
a limp arm. He pushed it away. "Don't you know its not nice to
point?"
I huffed, marching away, glancing back at Aoshi to see the twisted satisfaction
of bullying someone younger in his eyes that I expected, but none was there. Instead,
he looked calmly ahead, watching as Misao climbed out of the pool, prancing to
his side. He was a weird one, that Aoshi, and I never knew what to make of him.
Was he being mean? Or constructive? I shook my head, settling again with
Kenshin and Sano, who had long ago left the topic of taking over a bar and
allowed me to sit nearby. Sano paused in talking to Kenshin for a moment when I
approached, looking up and asking; "Yahiko, you know someone at the bar,
right?"
"At the bar?" Someone had left an unopened Coke nearby, and, thirsty
from my outburst at Misao, I cracked it open, sipping it. Sano nodded.
"Or, at least, she said she knew you..."
"She?!" I was almost certain I didn't know any girls on this ship
other than those in Real World, hell, I didn't really know any girls, period!
Well, there was one, but she was...
"Tsubame?"
I spit the Coke all over him. He scowled, swiping at the drops of soda that
stuck to his face. "So...you know her?"
"Y- yeah...she's...the only one I left behind,"
Sano chuckled, "You mean to tell me that you have only one friend?"
"I have plenty of friends, thank you!" I snapped, before quieting
down, slightly ashamed. "But she's...different."
"Ah, she's your woman!"
"My what?!"
Kenshin whacked the back of Sano's head. "Don't embarrass the poor
kid!" He turned to me. "All we want to know is, can she get us the
bar sometime?"
"I...I don't know, I didn't even know she was here!"
Sano rubbed his chin, grinning, "The plot thickens..."
Kenshin ignored him. "Could you talk to her for us?"
"Yeah, I could do that." Kenshin smiled, "Thanks, we owe you
one." With that, I stood, turning away from the others- I had some
thinking of my own to do. Tsubame was here? How? Why? Not that I didn't want
here, it would be great to have someone nearby that I knew I could trust, but
what was she doing here? Oh well, things would work themselves out soon enough,
there was still plenty of time left for that...
***
KaoruI sat in a white whicker chair across from my bed, desperately
trying to control my obvious emotions. First of all, I was embarrassed about
how easily everyone could tell exactly what I was thinking all the time,
second, it's kind of pathetic that I have to actually get someone to teach me
how to keep my feelings undisclosed, and third, here I was, sitting in my
bedroom blushing like a complete and total dork in the face of the first person
who made me feel anything at all since...well, longer than a girl should go
without having a crush.
Kenshin looked at me warmly, smiling reassuringly as he reached over and pulled
my wrists gently away from my face, which I was attempting so desperately to
hide from view. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Why are you so
flustered?"
"I'm embarrassed," I answered quietly. Wasn't it obvious? I avoided
his deep violet gaze, knowing the second I looked into those eyes of his I
would lose all hope of hiding anything from him. But then, he probably can
already see right through me. The thought was painful for me to conceive. He placed
his index finger softly under my chin and slowly tilted my head back, forcing
me to surrender and let my humble blue eyes meet his amazing amethyst ones.
He proceeded to tap me delicately on my chin as he smiled and leaned back a
little on my bed. I felt my cheeks redden further. There was something about
the way he moved, the way I could see his muscles tense and clench obviously,
even beneath his endless baggy clothing. I chided myself silently. What would
he think of me? I probably had girlish admiration scrawled all over my face,
well, that and the embarrassment of course.
Goodness, if I wasn't so good at controlling my own
emotions, I would have been blushing right then. She looked at me with those
beautiful eyes that held such innocence and trust and I felt my heart flutter.
Honestly, I thought she was so endearing when you could read her so well. I
wasn't quite sure why she wanted to change the fact that she was so open with
her emotions, but if she needed my help I would be there for her. Besides,
hiding emotions was one of my specialties. It came naturally for me; I didn't
want people to know when I was upset 'cause I found that it upset other people.
I hate it when people worry about me, they have their own worries, why waste
energy on me? Although that train of thought doesn't stop me from concerning
myself with others. Go figure. I'm a hypocrite!
When I regained my train of thought, I smiled at her, clucked her under the
chin and leaned back. The pink on her cheeks deepened to a crimson color.
"There is no reason for you to be uncomfortable with me. I was the one to
bring this up and offer my...services, for lack of a better word."
She smiled at that; that enchanting small smile that made me want to tickle her
sides to provoke a laugh. Kaoru's blue eyes lowered a moment, then she set
herself in a straight backed position on the cushioned chair in front of me,
her blush fading. I was sitting on her bed, we had decided to have the lesson
in her room so we wouldn't be interrupted and she would be less aware of what
was around her. Having people passing before and behind her on one of the decks
would be distracting and most likely make her even more uncomfortable.
Of course, here, I was slightly uncomfortable, being so close to her and
in such intimate quarters made me slightly flustered on a different
level. Lucky for me, I have a tendency to were jeans and pants that are much
too big for me; raver pants that are called, and they hide any evidence
of...heh, well...anyway. I'm in the clear, for the moment.
Sitting before me in the whicker chair, her neck was held as straight as her
back, showing me its thin elegance as her hair was still up in its ponytail,
making me want to pull down her hair and taste that soft skin...geez, there I
go again. I didn't realize I was this hormonal.
"Okay," I said, trying to cover up the wave of arousal that overcame
me at that moment. "I'm not sure exactly how to go about doing this, but
for one I can tell you are still embarrassed."
I sighed, my perfect posture crumbling in defeat. "You
can tell? Oh geez, I give up!" I sighed and stood up in frustration,
making for the door.
He laughed and caught me by the shoulder, allowing me to move no closer to the
exit. "Kenshin, I can't do this!" I exclaimed as he towed me back and
sat me on the bed, standing over me and raising an eyebrow, scolding me with
his expression. I slumped reluctantly and nodded. "Teach away."
He let out a tiny huff and sat across from me in the chair this time, our
positions reversed. "Honestly, having me do this is quite unfair to
you."
"How so?"
"I know kenjustu, and have been taught to read people's emotions. So not
only do you have to hide it from an average person you have to hide it from a
chi-reader." I giggled. He made it sound like he was some sort of tribal
mystic, like it was a huge achievement to be able to read my mind. His gaze
turned sharp. "Don't laugh at me."
I raised an eyebrow slightly, stifling another giggle. "I'm sorry, but
that sounds so...fantastical. You can read emotions...are you an empath?"
"No, I'm not an empath in the truest sense, but I can read
emotions. It's how I know what mental state my opponents in, and what move they
will make." He looked slightly insulted.
"I understand." I nodded, smiling in amusement as I studied the
expressions that quickly flitted across his face. I wish I could read chi, then
I would just sit and study Kenshin for hours. All of his features were so
fascinating to me. Not only did he have stunningly unique good looks, but every
one of his actions and facial expressions seemed oddly muted, as if his
thoughts and feelings were tucked away unexpressed somewhere in the back of his
mind. His attitude and personality was one that at first glance seemed to be
somewhat what you see is what you get, but after spending just a little time
with him it became obvious that he was a very complex person. He seemed exactly
how I wanted to be: one person on the outside, and able to keep whatever I
didn't want to share hidden.
That's another thing about Kenshin; nothing ever seems to trouble him, except
other people being upset. Whatever unsatisfied needs he had remained unknown to
me, and everyone else that I could see. He never hinted at his dislike for a
situation or a person. He never complained or was cruel or rude. But the second
someone else had a problem, he was doing his best to help them solve it. Like
being here with me in my room, assisting me with my own mental incapabilities,
when he could have been anywhere else. We were on a cruise ship and he was a
drool worthy gorgeous guy! He could be in the hot tub right now with six or
seven bikini clad starlets...and yet, it was just the two of us, in my room
away from the parties and the sun, and his attention was entirely fixed on me.
I stretched my neck, deciding to be a good student and learn quickly so that he
wouldn't have to waste anymore time on me. "Ok, I'm ready."
Geez, I was having a hard time concentrating. I had
switched seats with her when she tried to spring for the door, figuring it
seemed more legitimate for her to be sitting on her own bed, but now, since she
had first sat in the whicker chair, her sweet floral fragrance was enveloping
me and making my mind wander off the subject more than once in the span of a
minutes. Then there was my idiotic comment about chi. She must think me a
mental patient. Well, at least I made her feel more comfortable with my
idiocy, considering her hindered smile, but now I had to bring myself out of my
hole of embarrassment so I could help her. I shook my head free of her scent
and thoughts of my baka self and focused my attention on Kaoru, as she
stretched her neck. Why was she stretching her neck?
I smiled at her, biting back my laugh. I could see her shoulders shake as she
tried to hinder her own laughter and before long both of us were doubled over
cracking up uncontrollably, close to sobbing. I leaned my head against the arm
of the chair, my sides hurting from the wracking laughter. I wrapped an arm
around my stomach as I tried to stop myself, before I passed out. Taking in a
few deep breaths and ignoring Kaoru small giggles as she too endeavored to stop
herself from laughing. I let off a groan and sigh then looked back up at her.
Her smile was small, but her eyes were a shade darker. I blinked in confusion
at her expression, a frown marring my face slightly. What was she thinking
about to have a look like that?
My laughing had died out slowly, but before Kenshin's, as
my gaze fell to the floor in remembrance, recollections that hadn't plagued me
for months returning at the oddest of times.
*"You're cute when you laugh...did you know that?"
"Really?"
"Yeah....but then, you're cute when you don't laugh too...and when you
blush. Did anyone ever tell you that you're beautiful?"
"No."
"You are."**
He was the reason I left my home. The reason I joined The Real World. All to
forget about him...
Kenshin's tired groan woke me from my troubled thoughts, and I looked up to see
him frowning curiously at me. I used to think about old times a lot when I was
looking in the mirror, and my strange disturbed expression didn't escape even
me. Kenshin must think I'm pretty strange right now.
I smiled weakly at him. "Sorry...ok, now that we got that out of our
system. Let's get this lesson over with."
His gaze was penetrating as his lips quivered. I prayed he wouldn't ask. I
always stunk at lying and I had no wish to speak the truth right now. He nodded
slowly and sat up straight in his chair, obviously thinking about something. I
chewed nervously on my lower lip as my face remained the focus of his eyes.
"Right," I said, my soft smile returning.
Whatever was going through her mind was gone now it seemed. No, never mind her
eyes still looked a bit darker. Hmmm...I was tempted to ask her what she was
thinking, but thought better of it and nodded to myself before sitting up
straight, trying to think. She was gnawing n her lower lip, a nervous gesture,
I suppose. Of course, my attention was then drawn to those lips. With a small
smile, I wondered what she would do if I kissed her right then. But no, I was
here to help her, not put the moves on her. I sighed inwardly, "Right,
okay. Why don't we just have a normal conversation and see if you can hide what
you are feeling from me. I will try and play fair by not reading you."
"Why would I have to hide my emotions from you if we are just
talking?" Kaoru asked, then paused her eyes widening in most innocent
shock. I smiled as she caught up to what I was thinking. "What are you
planning on asking me!?"
My smiled turned mischievous, and I saw her blush begin to creep up her neck
again. "Ah-ah," a scolded, ticking my finger back and forth. "No
emotions. You're getting flustered again."
"You're making me nervous!"
"But we have yet to even begin," I retorted coolly. Truthfully, I
have no Idea what I was going to ask her, but I knew the mystery was enough to
make her paranoid. She pouted, her lower lip jutting out. Gods, what a sight
she made. I felt my body relax as I looked over her in awe. She was so
beautiful; and it wasn't just her thick silky black hair or sparkling blue
eyes, it was her spirit too. She was so amazingly open and gentle. Immediately
at Yahiko's side when he was getting sick the first day, even though she wasn't
feeling too hot herself. So compassionate. Oh, damn it, matter at hand, matter
at hand!
I leaned back in the chair, with one hand picking at the straw of the wicker
chair; attempting to look cool on some level. "Congratulations! You've
been voted 'Most Beautiful Girl In This Room'" Kaoru looked confused as I
smiled and leaned forward. "And the grand prize is a night with me."
I glared at him, eyebrows raised. What was he trying to
pull? Not only would he never invite me to sleep with him, but he especially
never would in such a cheap cliché way.
A glint appeared in his eye as he spoke again. "Did it hurt? When you fell
from heaven."
I caught on then. He was trying to embarrass me by throwing me overused blatant
pick up lines. I could play this game. I smiled slyly as I slowly nodded my
head. He wagged his finger sternly at me again. "No reaction!"
He smiled at me. "That dress would look great on the floor next to my
bed."
I raised another eyebrow, glancing down at my faded jeans and simple blue long
sleeved shirt with white flowers. I was definitely not wearing a dress. My mind
strayed off topic as I mentally scolded myself for not dressing more
thoughtfully. I thought I looked cute when I picked out my outfit this morning
but now with Kenshin looking at me so much it seemed less than inadequate.
I was brought back to reality by Kenshin's chiding. "No reaction." He
rolled his eyes.
I was at a loss for a moment, sure this was fun, but it was
hard coming up with these things from the top of my head. My hands fidgeted in
my pockets as I leaned down low in the chair. A slow smile spread across my
face as my fingers brushed a quarter within the fabric. "Ah, here we
go." I stood from the chair and stepped forward to hand her the coin.
"Here's a quarter...call your roommate and tell her you won't be coming
home tonight."
Her mouth opened in shock and she smacked my hand away. Luckily, I was able to
keep my grip on the coin and stuffed it back in my pocket. I shook my head at
her, showing my false disapproval. "Kaoru, Kaoru, come on work with me
here!"
"I'm trying!" She exclaimed with a light laugh. "But you throw
lines like that at me!"
"Get used to it. They can get much worse and probably will, especially if
you are wanting to become a singer," I replied, shaking my head as I
remember how much verbal abuse some of the performers; singers, dancers, or
strippers, went through on the stages of the three clubs I bartended at.
"Club males can be vulgar creatures and you have to show them no mercy,
'cause some of their lines can be pretty slick."
"Like what?"
I raised my eyebrow. "If I followed you home, would you keep me?"
She almost smiled at that one, but when I merely held up my index finger she
pursed her lips together with determination. I smirked, but truthfully my mind
was drawing a blank. What other decent ones were used on me and my friends? She
was watching my expectantly waiting for me to say something, wanting to prove
she could do this. I paced to the right then turned on my heels and walked the
other way, saying the first thing on my mind. "Guys dig me; I wear colored
underwear." Bad idea, I spun back to look at her shocked expression and
held up my hands before she could speak. "Shit, sorry, forgot who told me
that one! Uhh....Was your father a thief? 'Cause someone stole the stars from
the sky and put them in your eyes."
Apparently the line Taro had given me in one of his drunken stupors passed by
because of her determination. She was getting the hang of it now, her eyebrow
rose slightly, but her expression looked absolutely stony. I nodded at her,
then turned slightly on my heel again. "Hmmm..." I smiled and turned
back to her. Her eyes met mine. "Did the sun come out or did you just
smile at me?"
I gaped at him when he said that line about the underwear,
but when I saw his shocked expression, stunned by his own words, I let it go,
not really wanting to know. Then the next line he gave me I already knew, so it
wasn't very difficult to keep my expression stony and raise only an eyebrow. He
nodded and I beamed as he turned away to think again. I felt like a kitten or
something, obedient and basking in the slightest praise. Like a nod.
He turned back and I met his eyes as he said, "Did the sun come out or did
you just smile at me?"
I tilted my head a little, for a moment forgetting that he wasn't actually
saying it to me, but as my lips parted at the sweetness of the comment he
looked at me sternly and commanded, "No."
I shut my mouth and tried not to laugh.
"I'd like to call you. What's your number?"
I smiled confidently "It's in the phone book."
"But I don't know your name."
"That's in the phone book too," was my curt reply.
He chuckled at that and clasped his hands together in triumph. I was very proud
of myself. Then I felt pathetic for being proud of something so...well,
pathetic. "Good, good, now you have the hang of it. Lets
see...hmmm...Haven't I seen you someplace before?"
"Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore."
He smiled, then moved to the next one. He brought is hands dramatically over
his heart and looked at me with a torn expression. Even when he was pretending,
he was adorable. "I'd go to the end of the world for you."
"Yes, but would you stay there?
He dropped his hands in mock hurt and turned away from me. I bit my lip,
suppressing another laugh and somehow managing to keep my expression fairly
unmoved.
For kicks I put some drama into my act. After all, this was
even more fun than I thought it would be. Kaoru was more witty and cat-like
than I could have guessed and she was catching on nicely. Not to mention just
spending this time with her was enough to make me happier than I had been in a
while. When she snapped a retort back at my 'end of the world' line, I let my
hand drop with a shocked and hurt look on my face.
She bit her lower lip, but managed to keep her expression somewhat stoic.
Walking away from her for a few paces as I searched for another line, I smiled.
Why not use the oldest one in the book? I turned back and leaned over her on
the bed, my arm supporting my weight and the bed sagging with it. "Hey,
baby, what's your sign?"
She smiled and winked. "Do not Enter"
I laughed, I couldn't help it that was a good line. Besides I wasn't the one
trying to be impassive. I hesitated a moment not wanting to pull away from her
and her intoxicating scent, but it felt it more natural with the blatant line
to lean back. So I did reluctantly, crossing my arms over my chest as I threw a
wink at her. "So, wanna go back to my place?"
I crossed my legs, wringing my hands in the comforter
beneath me. I thought once there was some distance between us I could breath
again. When he had leaned over me to use the age-old 'what's your sign' line I
had to force myself to not focus on how much my body was screaming for me to
throw my arms around him and pull his full weight on top of me as I-
ah..hehehe. And then the distance, it was supposed to control these urges, but
no, there was still that tingling in my limbs urging me to launch myself at
him. Somehow I maintained my composure as I replied to his come on. "Well,
I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?"
He narrowed his eyes at me and leaned forward again, this time so close that
our lips probably would have touched if I hadn't leaned back a little myself. I
didn't really want to lean back, but what kind of student would I be if I
kissed my teacher in the middle of an important lesson? He didn't seem to
notice the way my breath caught in my throat, because he continued on. "I
want to give myself to you."
I placed my hand on his chest, wishing I could leave it there for a while, but
pushing him away slowly, replying, "Sorry, I don't accept cheap
gifts."
Cheap? Who was I kidding? While that comeback would have worked on most people,
it was obviously incorrect on Kenshin. I could probably find at least 200
people on that very ship who would pay millions for Kenshin to 'give himself'
to them.
He blinked and stepped back as I smiled at his surprise. I was getting pretty
good at this...if only life's hardest moments were receiving cheesy pick-up
lines.
I blinked as I stepped back. Cheap? Ouch? Where had she
come up with that one? She smiled when she saw me falter. Damn, I was supposed
to be suave not sensitive! I puff out my chest, must look confident, must look
confident. I probably look like a buffoon. On any accord, I knew I had to
redeem myself. "If I could see you naked, I'd die happy." My last
boyfriend, the abusive one, said that to me at a club I was working at. It
wasn't his winning line, but it certainly got my attention.
She didn't even skip a beat. "Yeah, but if I saw you naked, I'd probably
die laughing".
"Oh!" I declared, hitting my hand to my chest and falling back into
the chair behind me. "Oh, that hurts."
"Kenshin?"
"No, no I'm done for. Overkill," I exclaimed, covering my face with
my hands. "The dagger hath struckth me dead. You win."
"Oh, Kenshin, I'm sorry. I was joking I didn't mean it!" Kaoru cried
out. I almost laughed out loud, that she thought I was seriously hurt, but she
was hovering over me now and having her that close prompted me to pout and look
pitiful, rather than tell her I was fine. She leaned down with concern, her
blue eyes confused. "I didn't mean it, I swear."
Close enough...
I could feel my heart sinking. He sounded so hurt! Didn't
he know I wasn't saying that to him? It was an auto response to the
come-on...goodness, If I saw him naked, I'd probably die the most privileged
and awe-inspired girl in the history of the world! I quickly got off the bed
and scurried over to him, kneeling on the floor beside his chair and resting an
arm on his knee, bending my head as I tried to peer through his fingers to see
his eyes. "Oh Kenshin, I'm sorry. I was joking, I didn't mean it!" He
looked at me with a pitiful pout and sad, puppy eyes. "I didn't mean it, I
swear."
He forgot my 'insult' very quickly. "What would you do if I kissed you
right now?" He said, returning to the game as he leaned forward until I
could look straight into his deep violet eyes.
I thought for a minute, keeping my face steady. "Slap you."
He seemingly ignored my comment as he leaned closer still, slipping his hand
behind the back of my neck as he whispered, "I'll take the chance."
I jumped slightly. Was he really serious? Was this actually happening to me, or
was this just another one of his tools for teaching? I sat still, head tilted
back in anticipation. His lips met mine softly, so delicately it could have
been a dream, but at the same time they displayed such checked passion it was
overwhelming. I trembled slightly, slowly relaxing and relishing in the gentle
control his lips held. I savoringly breathed in his scent...he smelled good,
like a boy. Ok, so like a man, but the last time I let myself get close enough
to a male to actually smell him, we were both still at an age where I referred
to them as 'boys'.
He slid his other hand up and across my shoulder to cradle my chin. Kenshin may
not speak much about his feelings, but he could definitely communicate with his
lips. With that one kiss I felt more safe, more cared for, more protected than
I had in a very long time. I hoped that he could sense all of my trust...for I
trusted him a great deal. I parted my lips slightly, inviting him to deepen the
kiss, but he made no sign of doing so. Part of me desperately wanted to snake
my tongue out and take the initiative myself, but the other part of me was
incredibly self conscious. I had always thought that kissing was like...riding a
bicycle: once you learn, you never forget. And yet, there I was, and I had gone
so long without practice...
He withdrew slowly, grazing his teeth against my lower lip and causing me to
shiver once more. My eyes remained closed, and it took me a minute to 'wake
up'. When I finally opened my eyes, they met Kenshin's sleepily. His eyes were
light and glossy, filled with some unreadable emotion, but I guessed I didn't
do that badly considering the small contented smile playing on his lips.
I hadn't been sure if she was serious or not when she said
she would slap me should I kiss her, but my words were true. I would take that
chance just to have her lips against mine, and by kami-sama, it would have been
well worth it even if she had slapped me.
Her skin was silk against my fingers as I ran them over her nape and her
shoulders to deepen the kiss. I met our lips softly, so not to scare her,
though my passion was high and I wanted to show such in my kiss. Shuddering
from some cold I couldn't feel, she eased into the kiss slowly, parting her
lips slightly against mine, but not initiating the use of our tongues. So I
refrained from as much as well. She would be the leader here, I wanted her to
know that. I would do nothing more that what she allowed. My other hand slid up
her shoulder to her neck, cupping her neck and chin in my grasp and grazing my
teeth upon her lower lip as we broke apart.
My eyes opened to see her eyelids fluttering somewhere between consciousness
and dream. I smiled and ran my thumb against her cheek. Her eyelids rose slowly
and she looked at me with slight grogginess. Trust me, darling, it was just as
good for me. Her lips were so soft and her smell was overwhelmingly wonderful.
I was tempted to bury my face in her hair to cling to that warmth and amazing
aroma. With my smile fading slightly to a soft grin, I released her neck and
brushed the fingers of one hand over her forehead, playing with her dark bangs,
before looking her in the those enchanting blue eyes. "Looks like you lied...no
slap..."
I smiled slightly, my eyes wandering over his face through
lowered lashes. Maybe if I just- Suddenly I whimpered slightly, squeezing my
eyes shut as I remember something from years ago...
*"Was that your first kiss?...It was, wasn't it?"
"Yes..."
"Hey, you don't have to be embarrassed about that...I think it's
sweet."
"You do?"
"Yeah...so what did you think of it?"
"You...you want me to talk about it?"
"Well sure."
"No!"
"Heh, don't get all worked up."
"I'm embarrassed."
"Embarrassed that I kissed you?"
"No...embarrassed of how I'm acting now."
"Well, you can have another shot...do you want to try that again?"*
I stood up abruptly, digging the heels of my palms into my eyes as I spun
around, pacing towards the wall. Why was this happening to me? Why was this
happening to me now? I had finally begun to forget...
"Kaoru...?" Kenshin had also stood and was now standing behind me,
his voice laced with concern. "Did I upset you?"
I was so confused at that moment. Why right when I start making progress with
someone new am I suddenly assaulted with these memories? The only thing I could
think of was how secure I felt when Kenshin's lips had been pressed against
mine, and without another thought, I whirled around to face him, my long black
hair flying out of its loose tie as I flung my arms around his neck.
He gasped slightly, and I got up on my tiptoes, sliding one hand to his face
and trailing it across his jaw, tilting his head down towards me as I strained
my neck forward, meeting our lips desperately. This time I threw caution and
shyness to the wind as my lips immediately parted and my tongue snuck out to
trace his lower lip. His arms closed around my waist and I allowed my free hand
to wander up his arm to his back, where my index finger trailed up his spine
until it reached the back of his neck. I threaded my fingers into his thick,
soft fiery hair and tugged his head down closer towards me...
When her body hit me my first thought was to catch her and
then next...hell, I don't even remember. All I knew was that Kaoru was in my
arms and her mouth was against mine and her tongue...I thought I'd died and
gone to heaven.
My arms slid around her waist easily, fingers gripping the cloth of her shirt
as I endeavored not to rip it off. Kami-sama, my hormones are going to be the
death of me! For one I couldn't even believe this was happening. Kaoru was one
to be cautious, but open. I never thought she would take the initiative. But
there was no way I would ever complain.
Our kiss was passionate as we breathlessly searched each others mouths with our
tongues and teeth. Her hands were hastily working my hair out of its tie...oh,
if she only knew how easily she could control me should she play with my hair.
I would melt within seconds, never mind that, I already was melting! She felt
so perfect against me, her mouth to mine. I wanted so badly to throw her down
on the bed and have her writhe beneath me in pleasure.
I moaned softly against her lips and felt her press closer to me, running a leg
against my own. Any closer and the baggy pants wouldn't conceal much more. Her
skin felt so soft to the touch, like fine silk. Her scent of wildflowers was
overwhelming. I was drowning in it, but quite happily. I ran my fingers over
her spine, enjoying the shudder that vibrated against my own body through hers.
She gave off a small whimper, finally releasing my hair from its tether and
tangling her fingers within the mass without hesitation.
My hands were slipping over her back, resting on her hips to pull her against
me briefly. My body was moving without my mind to follow, that is the only way
I could explain it. For if I were in my right mind, I would have been blushing
right about then. Her temperature was rising, her warmth was delicious against
me and I could feel my pulse was probably ten times faster than usual.
Kami-sama, I wanted her right then.
Himura, get a hold of yourself! You can't be so quick! I didn't want to let her
go though, I wanted to kiss her and hold her and...I sighed as we broke apart,
but I didn't release her. No, not yet. My mouth trailed down her neck, which
she arched back in order to give me better access. Her eyes fluttered closed, a
whispered breath forming words I couldn't hear. When she tipped her face back
toward me I took her mouth again, not giving her any time to think, although it
didn't seem like she wanted to think. I could barely control the shaking within
my body, the happiness inside. She was so beautiful, such a strong soul and an
amazing creature and she was in my arms, choosing to kiss me. I
didn't know when it happened, but suddenly I felt the overwhelming thought that
I could possibly be in love with her...
I uttered the softest of moans and clung tightly to him as
I felt my knees grow weak beneath me. All thoughts of oxygen and the past
completely disappeared as I lost myself in his touch. It felt like the most
right and natural thing in the world to be in his arms, and yet, every one of
my nerves was on end as my body hummed with passion, both realized and
unrevealed. I stumbled a few steps backwards as my legs finally gave out.
Kenshin didn't let me fall, he pressed me closer to him as my arms trembled in
bliss. I felt another sound form in the hollow of my throat when all of the
sudden…
"Oh my goodness! Kaoru! Himura! I'm so sorry! I'm leaving now! I was never
here!"
My eyes flew open and I stepped forcefully out of Kenshin's arms, my face
whipping towards the other end of the room, where a flustered Misao stood,
closing the door hastily behind her as she exited. My right hand flew up to my
lips and found then warm and swollen, and I realized everything I had just
done. My cheeks burned and my eyes stung in embarrassment. I moved my hand
higher to cover my eyes and turned to face the wall, ashamed.
"Oh my god Kenshin…I'm so sorry for…imposing myself on you like
that…" I choked, tears threatening to spill out of my eyes. How could I
have done that? What could he possibly have thought about me now?
"I-impose?" I wanted to laugh. I would have, had
I not been so embarrassed with Misao walking in.
Sigh...ruin the moment...
I shook my head slightly and walked over to her, where she was starting to pace
within a three foot space. My eyes followed her, her hand to her mouth, teeth
gnawing on her nails like a nervous child. I stepped into her path right as she
spun to walk the other way. My unexpected movement made her jump, her hand
gesturing out from her mouth to keep me at bay it would seem.
"Kaoru, you weren't imposing...you don't have to apologize either," I
said calmly, pulling her chin up to look me in the eyes again. Why did she
always avoid them? I saw traces of tears in those sapphire depths. Now that was
not allowed. Without another thought I pulled her into my arms, nudging the
bridge of my nose into her hair against her jaw line. "Kaoru, mind you
that I started the kiss and I was very happy that you accepted it, but I can't
for the life of me understand why you are suddenly so scared."
I felt her relax slightly against me, her arms that were up and pressed against
my chest in defense lost their tension and she collapsed into my arms. Her face
burying into my shoulder. I smiled into her hair and kissed her temple gently.
"I enjoyed it though."
She laughed at this, the kind of laugh that is genuine through tears. The kind
that often times stops tears. With another sniff and hitch of a laugh she
pulled back slightly to look me --finally-- in the eyes. "I'm sorry I'm
being so schizo. Bad memories."
"Heh, you too," I muttered, half surprise that I would even hint
at my own experiences, but with her it seemed okay, with her is seemed natural,
like we were kindred...or soul mates. I smiled at that thought, before I leaned
in and kissed her on the nose. "Perhaps one night we can swap
stories."
"Perhaps," she echoed, then retreated back into my embrace, cuddling
her nose against my neck, her arms pressed between our bodies, while I held her
lightly around the waist. I hummed contentedly, the noise barely loud enough to
be heard by myself. She was silent there after, breathing her sweet breath over
my neck. I kept my hormones in check, running my fingers over her temple and
through her hair.
"You feel better?"
I could feel her smile, and smiled myself at the gentle press of her lip to my
collar bone. "How can you be so supportive? How can you be so
perfect?"
I almost cracked up at that. Me? Perfect? Deary, I have more skeletons in the
closet than I care to acknowledge. Heck, I'm gonna need another closet soon,
should I keep this up. My thoughts unwittingly drifted to Aoshi, before I shook
myself inwardly, vowing not to think of him and the memories that followed him,
concentrating on Kaoru and the fact that I was, indeed, laughing and she had
pulled back confused and slightly hurt. "Kaoru-chan, I am far from
perfect! I am the height of imperfection!"
Her eyes scanned me up and down, then stared into my eyes incredulously. Well,
I didn't think she would be that bold, and her stare did send a reaction
through me that I really didn't need right then. I chuckled her under the chin,
now standing before her instead if within her embrace. "Darling, there is
more than just looks, but you over-flatter me there too."
"Hardly," she muttered, eyeing me with raised eyebrows. "But I
know what you mean...trust me I know what you mean..."
"Mmm." I didn't want to ask, she didn't seem fond of giving up her
past freely, which I understood, for I felt the same way. So with my eyes
flickering from her to the door I cleared my throat and motioned with my head.
"Should we go to dinner? I think the meeting with the producer will start
soon."
"That's probably why Misao came in."
"Probably."
"Poor thing, I think we gave her a shock," Kaoru was saying as we
walked out of the room. I shut her bedroom door behind me and waited for her to
lock it before following after her. "After all, it's only the first
week."
"We're such sluts," I joked, enticing a laugh from her as she playfully
hit my shoulder. Well, the tension was smoothed, between us at least, and for
that I was happy. Hell, it was worth risking a hit by her, no doubt a
powerful slap. I was glad I took that chance and I would take any that would
follow, just to have her...
***
KaoruWe all sat around the long banquet table, our faces
illuminated by the light of the flickering candles in the center of the
setting. We were congregated in the upscale dining hall for our orientation
dinner, to get the official "why we are here" speech, and to find out
what our employment would be for the next six months.
I gave Kenshin's hand a light squeeze under the table, and smiled shyly at him.
It felt so funny, sitting here beside him like normal people after what had
just happened. That had honestly been the most passionate, electric kiss I had
ever had, and I couldn't quite take my mind off of it. I had never acted that
way before… never so…free and uninhibited.
I averted my eyes, looking back to the flowers in the middle of the table as I
refolded my hands in my lap. It didn't make any sense… before my kisses were
always saved, always significant, and they had only been for one person… it
amazed me that I could get so much from a kiss from a stranger… he really was
still a stranger. I had known him less than a week and knew virtually nothing
about him, and yet we had just shared something so… wow. Something so wow.
That's the only way I can put it.
So although I could tell that everyone around the table was bouncing in their
chairs in the suspense of discovering our new job, I couldn't help but lift my
fingers slowly to my lips, unable to tear my mind from my first kiss in two
years…
I winced at the sound my ice made as I chewed it
thoughtfully. That ear splitting nails-on-chalkboard sound always made me
cringe, but chewing on ice was a habit I just couldn't shake. Especially when I
was pensive.
What's with all those lovey dovey eyes across the table? Kaoru was being so
cute I almost wanted to throw up. Cute is good, but being too cute is not good.
And Kenshin was so egging on her little smiles and blushes I couldn't help but
sigh and roll my eyes as I leaned back in my chair.
He was a weird one, that Red. Going for Kaoru and I, two complete opposites.
What was he trying to do? He'd been giving me incredibly obvious signals in the
pool earlier… I'd have to corner him later and make him go skinny dipping with
me… that oughtta make up his mind between me and Kaoru. Poor girl didn't stand
a chance. Hah, she wouldn't even get a kiss in before I had him in my bed.
I watched Sano watch Kenshin watch Kaoru stare at the
flowers. I wanted to hit him over the head, the baka. Just because Kenshin had
red hair does not mean Sano could gawk at him all day like he was some kind of
zoo exhibit! Goodness, chicken head was practically drooling, you'd think he
was a wig maker or something.
He hadn't said anything to me all day about our plans to make a date. After
he'd asked me he'd dropped the subject as if nothing had ever happened. I
wondered if he hadn't really meant it, if it had been just some show to make
Kaoru-chan jealous.
That confused me too. What did Sanosuke see in Kaoru? I mean, she was an
adorable girl, but she certainly didn't seem like Sano's type at all. I
wouldn't have supposed he was trying to get to her, but it's not as if there
was anyone else for him to impress. It was just he and I and Kaoru and Kenshin.
I wondered if Kaoru even had any idea.
It was the first time, without the aid of some drug-related
substance, that I was walking on air. And unlike the other times with those
outside aids I was enjoying this sensation. I didn't feel out of control, or
lost in a swift river, or anything like that, but I just felt giddy. Kaoru was
smiling at me every now in then, making me return those sweet little quirks of
her lips with smirks of my own, wishing the meeting had not interrupted us.
It took a few minutes after the producer, Jonathan, began speaking for me to
notice the slight averted glare in Sano's gaze. He was trying to keep his
attention on Jonathan, but every so often I saw him flashing a narrowed look to
me or Kaoru. I tried not to chuckle, knowing very well that Kaoru and I were
putting on quite a display and he was sure to be jealous. I'd seen it before,
experienced it as well. Most of the time I found it amusing.
Opps. Himura, pay attention to Jonathan. Clenching my fists under the table I
avert my own eyes up to the producer, trying to concentrate on what he was
saying. "...every week boys and girls. You are welcome to split up the
responsibilities any way you like, but every week there needs to be a floor
show. They perform three days out of the week Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday.
You can pick up a new act at different ports and we will give them a free ride
to our next destination or we can boat them back on a small ship once they are
through. Any questions?"
"How much are they getting paid?" Aoshi asked, leaning on the table
with his chin to the palm of his hand.
"50000 yen a night."
"Damn that's pretty good," Yahiko scoffed, tapping his foot to the
ground clearly not wanting to be there at the moment. I tilted my head in
thought, trying to recall what our first stop would be and how soon we had to
work in order to get everything done. "I don't suppose we get any
percentage of their money, eh? As acting agents?"
Jonathan rolled his eyes at Yahiko and a few of us chuckled. "You will be
getting paid Yahiko, but only 500 yen for every working hour recorded, on top
of that you have this ship and your meal tickets."
"It's a very good deal, sir. Very good." My tone had been mocking, as
had my smile, but truthfully I didn't know we were going to receive any money
from the show. It was a pleasant surprise, to say the least.
A plan and
a job; that was simple enough to say, but twice as hard to do. I frowned. 500
yen was barely enough to put up with all the rudeness and paper work we were
going to have to deal with. Then again our group was pretty lax...they might be
able to handle it. If we set up the responsibilities according to persons.
Jonathan continued to answer little questions we had. When were we going to
have to start? The following week. That week's floor show was planned out
already. When were we getting to a port? What port? In two days, Malaysia. Then
upon hearing that the group went into questions about the country. I sighed and
rubbed my eyes, wishing I were elsewhere. I just wanted to get this done now.
And if I remembered correctly Kenshin had a night of drunken debauchery
planned...ohhhh boy, this was going to be a long trip!
Stay tuned for scenes from the next Real World Kenshin!
