A/N: This is chapter fourteen. I pretty much have no clue what so ever what to do for the next chapter but Capybara 773 suggested this (The Pashmina thing.) so thanks so much! YOU'RE A LIFESAVER! Okay, now on to the story. Uh, even though I'm not in the writing mood. -Sigh-
Disclaimer: I own nothin'. God I hate disclaimers.
Behind The Eyes Of A Juvenile Delinquent by Laura McConnell
Chapter Fourteen: Revenge Is A Funny Thing. It never seems to work.
Since U Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson started blasting out of Pashmina's alarm clock. "Uhhhh," she yawned, hitting the off button. She got out of bed & walked down the hall. "Hey, maybe me & Stan can go out for breakfast this morning."
She dialed Stan's phone number in two seconds. "Hey Stan," she said, "Do you want to go out to breakfast with me?"
"Shure."
"K, meet you there in a few." Pashmina started to get dressed. Little did she know she was being watched. By girls. Three girls to be exact. Flora, Bijou, & Veronica to be exact.
"There's the target of doom." Bijou said.
"Destruction." Brainy Veronica corrected her.
"Vhatever." Bijou said.
"Don't 'whatever' me!" Veronica said.
"I'll do vhatever the 'ell I vant to!" Bijou told her.
"You little b-" Veronica started to say.
"STOP IT!" Flora yelled, "You two are acting like idiots."
Veronica & Bijou glared at each other. "Who died & made you the leader?" they both asked.
"Pashmina will." Flora said evilly.
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Amanda pulled up in her blue convertible in a driveway. Gerard was driving it.
There was a guy in Goth clothing walking on the sidewalk. Amanda saw him in the rearview mirror. "Wait here." She said.
She got out of the car & walked in front of him & music came on. Then she started dancing.
"When you walk by every night
Talking sweet and looking fine
I get kind of hectic inside
Baby, I'm so into you
Darling, if you only knew
All the things that flow through my mind
But it's just a
Sweet, sweet fantasy baby
When I close my eyes you come and take me
On and on and on
It's so deep in my daydream
But it's just a sweet, sweet fantasy baby
Images of rapture
Creep into me slowly
As you're going to my head
And my heart beats faster
When you take me over
Time and time and time again
But it's just a
Sweet, sweet fantasy baby
When I close my eyes you come and take me
On and on and on
It's so deep in my daydream
But it's just a sweet, sweet fantasy baby
Sweet, sweet fantasy baby
When I close my eyes you come and take me
On and on and on
It's so deep in my daydream
But it's just a sweet, sweet fantasy baby
I'm in heaven with my boyfriend
My laughing boyfriend
There's no beginning and there is no end
Feels like I'm dreaming but I'm not sleeping
Sweet, sweet fantasy baby
When I close my eyes you come and take me
On and on and on
It's so deep in my daydream
But it's just a sweet, sweet fantasy baby
Sweet, sweet fantasy baby
When I close my eyes you come and take me
On and on and on
It's so deep in my daydream
But it's just a sweet, sweet fantasy baby "
He ignored her. She took out some Pepsi & started drinking it. He walked over & put his arm around her.
"Sweet, sweet fantasy baby
Sweet, sweet fantasy baby
Fantasy"
The commercial ended & Amanda groaned. "That was the stupidest commercial ever!" she said.
"No," Tre' Cool said, "You looked great." He kicked Billie in the leg. "Doesn't she?"
"Yeah." Billie said quietly, looking at the ground.
Mike Dirnt kicked him in the leg also. "Tell her." He hissed, "She deserves to know you s-------d!"
"Tell me what, Billie?" Amanda asked.
"I'm NOT telling her!" Billie said.
"Tell her!"
"No!"
"Tell her!"
"No!"
As they fought on Amanda finally yelled tearfully, "TELL ME WHAT?"
"I want to break-up with you." Billie said.
Amanda dropped the Pepsi & it spelled out on the floor.
"F---'s sake Billie!" Mike said, "You really have a way with words don't you! You freaking tell a girl you love her in the shower for the love of god & then you say 'I want us to break-up.'. What the HELL is your problem?"
"Amanda… I'm sorry. I wanted to date some other girls that's all…" Billie said.
"WHY? I'M JUST NOT F---------G GOOD ENOUGH?" Amanda screamed causing Mike & Tre' to jump five feet back.
"I'm sorry… I didn't mean to say it like that." Billie said. (A/N: I swear that this will affect Sandy some how. I just don't know how yet.)
"Well guess what?" Amanda snapped, "You did." She then ran threw the Pepsi splattering her jeans. But she didn't care. She just ran & ran & ran. In front of cars. In water. She banged into people & didn't stop to apologize. She finally wound up at Sandy's house. She had cried so much she felt like her tears would run out. She knocked on Sandy's door.
Sandy answered it. Her hair was tousled & she wasn't wearing anything but lingerie that her & Amanda had bought at the mall a couple months ago. Kether was lying on the couch under a blanket.
"Amanda, go do something else. I'm busy!" Sandy said, closing the door. (A/N: Sorry, I just had to put something in that was Kether/Sandy.)
Amanda ran back to her house & ran through the kitchen where her brother, Pashmina, Stan & Mike were talking & ran into her room, burying her face on her glittery pillow.
Pashmina was the only one that noticed her. She walked upstairs & knocked on Amanda's door. "Amanda?" she asked.
"Go away." Amanda's muffled sob came.
Pashmina did not listen as usual & opened her door. "What's-" Pashmina started to say but from the state Amanda was in she already knew. Amanda's jeans were soaked & ripped. Blood was dripping slowly off her lip from biting it. Her hair was a mess & her tears never seemed to run out.
"Oh my god," Pashmina said softly, "I'm so sorry." She sat next to her.
"I can't breathe." Amanda gasped, "I feel like I can't breathe." She said.
"I'm so sorry." Pashmina said, "If I ever lost Stan… I think I would die."
"That can be arranged." Flora said from outside.
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Amanda showed up the next day at school with circles under her eyes. She looked as though she hadn't brushed her hair in weeks. She was wearing a slutty blue ruffled micro mini & a matching slutty shirt.
She saw Larry & nearly burst into tears again.
FLASHBACK
"LARRY!" Amanda yelled, "LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"But why won't a slut like you go out with me?" Larry asked.
"Number one: I'm not a slut. Number two: You're a pervert. Number three: I already have a boyfriend." Amanda said.
"Who?" Larry asked.
"Billie Joe Armstrong." She said, walking out to the curb.
"Yeah right." Larry laughed.
Billie then pulled up by the school in a black convertible with some kind of rap blasting out the stereo. He lowered his black sunglasses.
"Billllllie!" Amanda whined, "This guy is bothering me! Make him stop!"
"Piss off," Billie said, "If you know what's good for you. And if you don't… piss off anyway."
"I'm g-going!" Larry said, running off.
Amanda got in the car. "EEEE!" she said, "Thanks!" she hugged him.
END OF FLASHBACK
Amanda got more depressed looking, if that was possible, & kept walking. Larry slapped her on her butt when she passed.
Amanda just sighed & kept walking.
"Did you see that?" Larry asked, "She just… kept walking! Cool! We can treat he anyway we want now!"
Amanda heard them but didn't care at this point.
I can't believe Billie did this! I mean… Billie loved me. Uh, I'm never going to say that name again! Hey do you remember when Billie-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! She thought.
She screamed in frustration. Someone had had the lamebrained idea to turn on the radio & you'll NEVER guess what she heard. Actually, you probably will.
"Thought I ran into you down on the street.
Then it turned out to only be a dream.
I made a point to burn all of the photographs.
She went away & then I took a different path.
I remember the face but I can't recall the name.
Now I wonder how whatsername has been."
She bolted out the doors like the devil was after her... just in time to see Stan kissing Pashmina! Sandy & Kether were walking holding hands. Bijou was talking about Hamtaro.
She ran down the street... & banged into Flora! "Watch where your going you whore!" Veronica yelled.
"No!" Flora hissed, "Amanda's going to kill you for seeing that."
But Amanda didn't even say anything. She just continued running down the street. Tears flew out & she ran even faster. It seemed like everyone was happy. Like she was invisible. No one cared. And she couldn't stand it!
She collapsed in her house & heard a piano. She didn't have a piano in her house.
Meanwhile...
Billie was sitting with a blonde on his sofa. "Sooo..." she said, wrapping her arms around his neck, "What do you want to do?"
"I don't want to have sex with you if that's what your getting at. If you want to go screw someone go find Mike or Tre'." he snapped, pushing her off of him.
"I never!" she huffed. She walked out the door & slammed it.
A piano was playing.
"What the hell?" he asked, "I haven't got my new piano yet."
He realized it was the radio.
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Meanwhile...
She realized it was her radio. She began crying more.
'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side Right here, 'cause baby
Meanwhile...
"The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together"
Meanwhile...
"I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me "If You Think You're Lonely Now"
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin' to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I Only Think Of You" and it's breakin' my heart
I'm tryin' to keep it together but I'm falling apart"
Meanwhile...
"I'm feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin'
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby"
Meanwhile...
"When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together"
Meanwhile...
"When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together"
Meanwhile...
Who the hell was listening again? Okay, let's just say Billie was"Uh..." he moaned, "Bloody hell." he put his face in the pillow.
Meanwhile...
"Hey Amanda," Amanda's ex-boyfriend Mike said, "I heard you & Billie broke up."
"Yeah. What about it?" Amanda snapped.
"Well... you could go out with me." Mike said trying to cheer her up.
"Mike. There is NOway I'll ever go out with you." Amanda said. Mike looked hurt. "But thanks for trying to cheer me up. I just don't think it will work."
"Well if you need anything, just ask." Mike said.
"Thanks." Amanda said.
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Pashmina & Stan were walking home late that night when Veronica, Flora, & Bijou jumped out in front of them.
"Hey Bij. Flora. And... Veronica?" Pashmina asked, "Oh my god! I haven't seen you in... forever!"
"Well good thing you got to see me one more time isn't it?" Veronica asked, taking out a gun & pointing it at Pashmina's head.
"Veronica, what are you doing?" Pashmina asked, backing up.
"Getting revenge." Flora answered.
"BIJOU! HELP!" Pashmina said.
"Sorry Pashy." Bijou's eyes flashed with guilt.
Pashmina took off in the other derection hot on Stan's heels.
"YOU CAN RUN! BUT YOU CAN'T HIDE!" Veronica said.
The three walked after her.
Pashmina kept glancing over her shoulder & finally she tripped onto a very unsuspecting Stan causing both of them to tumble to the ground.
Veronica stood above her. "Sorry Pashy." she said, "Wait... who the hell am I kidding? No I'm not!" she was about to pull the trigger when...
"BIJOU! I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND?" Pashmina yelled.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Bijou yelled, jumping in front of Pashmina, the bullet going deep into her chest.
She fell to the ground in front of Pashmina. Dead.
"BIJOU!"
A/N: Truely sorry about Bijou's fate. And I'm trying to shake up the story a little bit by having Amanda & Billie break up... Sorry this was such a crappy chapter. Next one will be better, k? If you review that is.