Without a Muse

by rephiamluvers123

Derek, Simon and Tori were starting at a new school. Chloe struggles with her powers and her identity, and all Derek really needs is a muse. The real summary is in the first chapter. AU but they all still have powers.

6. Part 6

This is going to be another smutty chapter! Prepare yourself. This story is rated M for a reason.

Part 6: Confusion

"Don't you think it's kind of clingy to ask her to go to California?" Tori mused at the dinner table when Derek finally told everyone about his summer plans.

"What?" Derek hadn't even thought of that, and he hated to admit that Tori could actually make a decent point.

"Well, you guys are around each other constantly. She comes with us on vacation, you celebrate all your stupid little things together. Do you think she'd maybe want some space? Or like, isn't this the opportunity to test if distance will make the heart grow fonder, or whatever the fuck the saying is."

"Language, Tori."

"Sorry, Daddy." She said with puppy eyes towards her father, who they all knew would give in. He just shrugged and motioned for her to continue. "I'm just saying. Being together all the time isn't always a good thing."

"As much as I hate to admit it, I think Tori might be right." Simon faked gagging after saying that. "I know I was the one who told you to ask her, so it's not like I have a right to argue it."

Derek felt extremely nervous. What if his family was right? Sensing that Derek's anxiety was spiking, Kit tried to do his best to ease the situation. "Well, every relationship is different. While I agree that you do spend a lot of time together, I wouldn't say you are constantly around each other. You still do things outside of school separately. Like how you've stuck with working out, you make time to study on your own. Plus, you guys are still in the honeymoon phase. Maybe being away from everybody and not having those kinds of obligations will show you if you guys will work together well when you're out of high school."

Somehow that did actually calm Derek down a bit. He thought about how even though Chloe and him weren't together for very long, he very much knew that her being his mate would never change-it literally couldn't change. He was better off knowing Chloe more intimately and how she would live if they were on their own. Plus, it wasn't like they'd be living together if she was going to go with him. She would be getting her own place since he was going to be living with other interns.

Plus, Derek wasn't naive. He didn't think he would have all that much time to spend, anyway. While he wanted Chloe to come with him, he did know she would mainly be on her own. He didn't want her to think he expected her to wait around for him until he was available to hang out or be together. Listening to his family gave him something to think about, and something to talk to Chloe about.

Plus, her birthday was coming up. She had been waiting for her dad to be in town to ask him, and while she wasn't entirely sure on the exact day, he would be coming home any day now.

As if summoned by the mere thought of her, Derek's phone vibrating from a phone call. His screen flashed Chloe and for some reason he felt nervous all over again. She rarely ever called him out of the blue, especially this early in the morning.

Derek and Chloe never felt the need to constantly call and text each other. While they were away from each other, it was almost romantic how much they thought of each other and how excited they were to see each other again. There was something about waiting for each other that just felt… right. Not to say they neve reached out to each other, but it wasn't so important.

So a phone call like this could mean trouble.

Derek excused himself from the table and walked up stairs and answered his phone as he closed the door to his room.

"Chloe? What's up?"

"My Dad's home, and he said I can't go to California with you."

Derek's heart was beating like crazy. It was as if his breath was being taken from him. He was going to have to spend three months away from his mate. Away from the love of his life. From his mate. The feeling that bubbled up felt overwhelmingly intense and it took all of Derek's will power not to let it take over.

Derek heard a sniffle on the phone, and his ear perked, hearing his love was in pain made it all go away, and that was suddenly all he could care about. "Are you okay?"

"No! I wanted to go with you. I just… I can't believe he's not letting me, it's not fair. Ugh, I don't want to be home right now. You want to go for a drive or something?"

"Sure. I'll be ready in twenty."

After he hung up the phone Derek took a deep breath. He knew that being around his mate would cause him to have some mood swings, plus it being a while since he changed; he didn't think it could take over him like that. Even though he didn't say anything out loud to Chloe, it made Derek a little nervous about whether he would be able to last being away from her for too long.

As Derek began to get dressed he tried to rationalize the situation as much as possible. She'll be able to visit. I'm sure I'll have an opportunity to come home for a small break. Derek did his best to think as positively as possible, because he didn't want to mess up the perfect thing he had going on in his life.

"I'm going to hang out with Chloe today." Derek shouted to his father from the stairs.

"Okay! Be home by 10 tonight, you have school tomorrow."

Derek didn't respond as he closed the door behind him, Chloe was already out front. She was wearing a black thrasher hoodie with black batman sweatpants. No makeup on her face and her hair tied up in a ponytail. Derek got into her car and leaned towards her with a kiss.

Chloe wrapped her arms around me and began to cry. They hadn't even left Derek's house, but it seemed like she just couldn't hold it in.

Derek was upset, too. He was really hoping she'd be able to come with him, but he shouldn't have had his hopes up, he should have realized her dad would've never let her just live in another state with her boyfriend, that spells bad news all over it.

Derek couldn't help the tear that fell down his face as he held Chloe, letting her get all of it out. She was saying things, but he couldn't really make anything out, he'd make sure to apologize for not knowing what she was saying, but he didn't think making her repeat it all in this state was a good idea.

It was a good five minutes before Chloe calmed down enough to make words that actually sounded like the English language. Looking at the tear-stricken, snot clogged face that looked up at him, he was almost glad she didn't wear any makeup because it would've no doubt been ruined by the crying session, and would have maybe made her cry even more.

Derek moved a strand of hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead. "Everything is going to be okay."

Chloe's eyes went bright. Somehow, that was exactly what she needed to hear. She leaned her head against Derek's chest for a second, taking in his warmth. Derek didn't mind, he loved these small moments together, even if they were in the most uncomfortable positions in the car.

Chloe finally took a deep breath and started the car. She began pulling tissues out of the tissue box she stashed by her feet and wiping away at her face before tossing them into a grocery bag tied to the back of her seat.

"Let's go to the fields."

The fields was an hour away. It was all of the farmland that surrounded the area. There were plenty of spots to pull off where you could sit on a grassy hill and just look up at the sky. Which was a little different than the trees that surrounded their homes. Derek nodded.

"Let's get food, first."

"Oh! How about Subway!"

After getting subway they began their drive. Derek held onto Chloe's hand and stroked it softly with his thumb.

"So, what happened?"

"Ah, I guess I wasn't making much sense earlier, was I?" Chloe giggled.

"No, sorry. I could not understand anything you said."

Chloe sighed before starting. "He came home last night, so I decided to wait. This morning we were having breakfast together and I brought it up. He just shot it down immediately. He said I was still just a kid and I couldn't just go spend a summer with my boyfriend. Ugh. I'm literally home alone all of the time!

"I tried to convince him I'd be okay, but then he yelled at me! My dad has like, never yelled at me. So that's when I called you. I just didn't talk to him and washed my face and left. I texted him tho right before you got out of your house that I would be home for dinner, so we can't be too long."

"My dad told me to be back by 10, so I'll be here as long as you need me to."

"Thanks."

They shared a quick kiss so Chloe could keep her eyes on the road.

"Did you ask if you'd be able to maybe visit?"

"No… Maybe I should have. I just reacted so quickly because I just felt super mad."

"Well, maybe when things calm down you can ask him? I… I am also very sad that you can't come, but I guess it makes sense, technically. But, if you could at least come visit, I'll get to show you California, what little I'll probably see of it."

"Either way, you should be able to have the best time! You're going to be at Space X. As much as I'm not a personal fan of Elon Musk, it's a big deal that you got the internship."

Derek smiled at Chloe's excitement for him. It felt like things were going to be okay. After some small talk and a mix of music of both their liking they made it to the fields. They pulled off the road and parked and walked a while towards a grassy hill. The smell wasn't always the best, but the view was amazing. It seemed like grass and crops for ages before the heavy tree crowds in the distance. They laid against the grass and looked up at the sky. It was littered with fluffy white clouds and there was a small breeze. The weather had gotten a lot nicer the past month, but the breeze kept things cool. Spring was here and so was the end of their junior year. Soon, it would be summer and they'd be apart. After that, senior year which meant college applications and figuring out the future. Chloe cuddled into Derek's chest and they held onto each other in silence, feeling comfortable in each others arms.

Neither realized when exactly they dozed off. They woke up to Chloe's phone vibrating and when they opened their eyes the sun was already setting.

"Dad? Sorry. Derek and I went out to the fields and fell asleep on a hill. We are heading back now."

With a gruff sigh on the other end of the phone, Chloe hung up and they finished the day with the drive home.

For Chloe's birthday she would be taking a few select friends to a concert out of town. Her father was getting two hotel rooms. One room would be for Kit and Steve, the other for Chloe, Derek, Nate and, surprisingly enough, Tori.

Derek was surprised to hear from Tori that she had been invited to go. She mentioned it over breakfast before heading out for school. When Derek asked Chloe about it, she seemed a bit sheepish.

"Well, Tori was actually the person who suggested this band to me. I thought it would be a great way for us to get to know each other."

Derek was even more surprised. "You and Tori talk?"

"Yeah, of course. I've had her number for a while now. I also have your dad's number, Simons number."

"Oh, I don't have your dad's number."

"Well, it's not like my dad's around all the time. I thought you knew I had their numbers."

"No, I didn't. I guess I never really thought about it. So, are you guys friends?"

"Tori and me? We mainly just swap music suggestions and make fun of people together. I was hoping inviting her would make us friends."

Derek didn't know how he felt about Chloe being close to Tori. Tori was notoriously mean, bad-tempered, and would do anything to get her way. Derek knew from the many years of growing up with her and watching as she would perfectly manipulate the people around her. Ever since they all reached high school, Tori picked her clique deliberately. There was never much of an opportunity to be together unless they were at home. At home, Tori was on her phone most of the time and rarely talked unless she was lashing out.

As Derek laid in bed that night, he couldn't keep thinking about the fact that Chloe was wanting to be friends with Chloe. He thought about how often he clung to Simon as a friend, but wondered how it must have been for Tori not being able to connect with anyone in her own family. He knew Tori was, but he realized he knew nothing about her. He had been listening to this band for two weeks in preparation for the concert and discussed it liberally with Chloe and Nate, but could have been talking about it with his own sister.

He stood up in bed, a newfound mission in mind. It was late, but not late enough that Tori was asleep. If Derek took a deep breath and focused on his hearing, he could hear the clicking sounds of a laptop coming from her room. He stood up out of bed, giving himself a glance over to make sure he was in appropriate attire before quietly leaving the room to walk down the hall to Tori's room. He knocked on the door as quietly as possible and was surprised at how quickly Tori scrambled to answer it.

"Are you okay?" There was worry on her face, something Derek had never really seen before.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Can we talk, though?"

Tori shrugged, opening the door wider so Derek could walk inside. "I have a bean bag chair."

"Wow, your room is so much more decorated that ours."

"I have a style I like. I mean, it seems like we are going to be here for a while, it only makes sense to make it homey."

Derek plopped down on the bright blue bean bag chair and Tori sat on her queen sized bed that took up a good chunk of the right side of the room. The side of her bed in between the wall was a desk. The walls had been painted. Tori had been able to create 3 out of the four of her walls to look like a forest. Above her bed were two branches that were bag holders. On the left side of the room was a large dresser and her closet that was filled with clothes; hanging off the rack and piled up on the floor of the closet. There was a small, but tall, table with a mirror and a ring light where makeup was scattered. Posters of different bands and movies littered the wall as well as other drawings and painting.

"Did you do this yourself?"

"Yeah, you and Simon aren't the only artistic ones. I prefer crafts, though."

Tori watched as Derek took in her room. She had put a lot of effort into it for the first few months after they moved. The move was a lot harder on her than she cared to admit, and this was her way of dealing with it. Derek thought it was beautiful, and then he suddenly was sad.

"You know, after that fight that happened a couple years ago. I was petty and rude. I mean I never apologized. I'm sorry. I know it's not much of an excuse, but the whole puberty on steroids thing was just starting to happen, and I was dealing with all this pent up anger and I ruined my chance of helping you while growing up, like an older brother should."

Tori felt shocked. She had never expected this to come from Derek. The Derek she knew was uptight, never apologized, and a broody, emotional mess. But now, she realized just how much he had changed since he met Chloe.

"I should have apologized too. I'm sorry. And thank you."

"So, Chloe says you were the one who suggested this band to her. I didn't know you liked that kind of stuff."

"I thought you would like, hear into my earbuds or something with your super hearing."

"It's not that good, especially when you rarely ever take it out of your ear."

"Oh, I guess that makes sense. So, can I ask you something, since we are being so open now?"

"What's up?"

"Do you and Chloe have sex when you are a wolf?"

Derek's sputtered. If he was drinking something he would have choked and died on it. He almost wish that was the case because he never thought he'd be asked something like that. Tori watched as the steam was about to come out of Derek's ears. His face turned beat red and he almost fell back from the physical whiplash he was giving himself.

"N-n-o! Ohmygod Tori."

"What? I was just wondering! I know you guys had sex that night at the vacation. And, you stormed out because of the whole change thing. I was wondering if maybe those other wolves caught you guys in the act and then you had to run away."

"That's what you thought? No, no. That's not what happened at all. We… Well I did have to change, that's why I was acting so moody. I think my body was just reacting to having another Pack nearby. But, they tried to attack us after I changed and one of them… they tried to…" Derk's blood boiled, and his face was red for a whole new reason. "He touched Chloe and I…." Derek ran a hand through his hair and took a deep breath, trying to steady his breath.

"He had his hand in Chloe's pants… she was crying for help. I got him off of her and they left after that. I changed back and then…" Derek gulped. "Then we had sex."

"Woah. That's crazy. I can't believe that! That's somehow worse than what I even thought happened. It seems like Chloe has been okay since then, though."

"Yeah, she says she doesn't want anyone to know it happened. I'm telling you because I trust you, so please don't bring it up to her."

"I won't." Derek smiled a bit, happy to feel like he was starting to bond with his sister again. "As long as you guys don't have sex while I'm still in the hotel room. I'll get Nate out of there or something, you can have your time. Just please."

Derek chuckled. "I think I can promise that. Besides, it's not like we have sex that often."

"I assume you have sex every time you are at her house."

"Tori!"

"What? What else am I or any sane person supposed to believe? You guys just like cuddle and watch movies all the time?"

Derek nodded, rolled his eyes.

"Gross."

Derek rolled his eyes once more before hugging Tori and heading back to his room. While he finally felt better about the whole Tori situation, now he was stuck thinking about what she had asked him. Would it be weird if they had sex when he was in wolf form? Would that still be considered beastiality even though it's him still? He began to imagine what that would even look like.

When Derek was in wolf form, his sense were much more heightened. And he can't deny he has definitely been aroused by Chloe when he's changed. That plays a big part in why he feels so horny after changing back. He can smell Chloe in different ways. It makes his spine quake when she pets him in the right spots. He could nuzzle and lick at her. He'd lap at her soft skin under the night sky. She'd be bent over and-

Derek looked down at the tent in his pants. He was still not going to sleep anytime soon. He snuck out of bed once more and walked to the bathroom. He locked the door and turned on the lights, standing in front of the mirror. His features were tight, his whole body looked tight and tense, needing release.

Something deep inside of him was urging the fantasy. As though it was something his body had begun to crave. The idea of taking Chloe in his wolf form, in the form he felt powerful in. His skin rippled, but he didn't notice because he was pushing his pants down and pumping at his throbbing member.

He pictured Chloe underneath him, how she'd moan and scream from how hard he would fuck her. His hips buckled, as though he was attempting to do the movement there in the bathroom. He squeezed his hand a bit, trying to mimic how tight Chloe was when he was inside of her.

Derek's body convulsed, just like when he was about to change, but the wave of it allowed him to finished and he sprayed his hot cum onto the bathroom floor. He sat on the closed toilet for a second, catching his breath and then stood to look himself in the mirror. His eyes had gone bigger and his muscles had thankfully relaxed. He took a deep breath in and everything was still like how it was when he was a wolf. He could see more clearly, the light even bothered him a bit. He could smell all the different soaps in the room and he thought for a second he just looked bigger in general.

It took another good session of jerking off before it went away. But even as he was falling asleep he felt like his mouth was craving her.

The next day was a Saturday, they would be packing up and heading out. The drive was only two hours, but they wanted to get checked in the motel and have enough time to eat before the concert started.

Derek woke up relaxed, but still concerned about how his body had reacted the night before. Was the wolf part of him trying to dominate Chloe? Yes. It was obvious from the start that some animalistic part of him was physically drawn to her and tried to push him to do things to her, like completing the mating process and biting her during sex. But, this was something different all together. The idea of taking Chloe while in another form had overwhelmed his body and made him into something else, and it made him nervous knowing that he and Chloe were most likely going to get intimate on this trip.

But, who could he talk to? The ultimate questions in his life. He knew that if he went to Kit, he might try to force him not to go to the concert for her birthday, which would hurt Chloe and most likely force him to tell her what was going on as well, and that was too much for him. Derek, sadly, had no one to go to for these kinds of things. At least when they were back home, there was a larger community of Supernaturals that had some documented stories and history. Here, Derek was left with trial and error.

Suddenly, he remembered something that he should have thought about long before. He hurried to get dressed in running shorts and a baggy T-shirt. He rushed down the stairs towards the door yelling an, "I'll be back!" before slamming the door behind him and taking off to the other side of town.

It took him about 15 minutes of jogging to get there, and he jogged pretty fast. He did his best to catch his breath before knocking on the door.

Beth opened up, the old woman giving him a small smile. "I had a feeling you'd be coming to see me. Come on in, I have some coffee if you'd like."

Derek was surprised at how open the woman was. She was the only older supernatural in town. Outside of Chloe, she was the only other person that knew about other beings.

It was Derek's first time in her house, though. Chloe had described it to him before, but he just couldn't picture it. Seeing it up close, everything made sense. She had pink walls with yellow polka dots and tapestries with different symbols and drawings on them. She had multiple shelves that had all different kinds of trinkets, snow globes, herbs, and other random things Derek wasn't even sure what they were. Some of them were cute, some of them were creepy. She had an old brown leather couch and a weird chair next to it around a coffee table. She had a large TV that had been turned off and a large coffee table in the center. Derek sat on the brown couch which very much clashed against all of the bright colors in the house.

"Here you go."

Derek took a sip of the small cup of coffee and smiled. It didn't have any cream or sugar in it, which was what he preferred. Plus, it seemed pretty strong and in a small cup, an espresso possibly.

"Alright, now tell me what you are here about."

Derek's face went red with embarrassment, he wasn't sure how to say it. "I was wondering if you knew anything about werewolves. Or if you had any books or anything like that? I don't know anyone else that is like me and I… I just want to figure something out."

"I do have some books on werewolves that I've acquired over the years. I've had a few stop at my shop, too. Why don't you tell me what's going on, and I can send you in the right direction."

Derek gulped and took another sip of the coffee. "It's about… mating."

Beth smiled. "Oh, I see. So it seems you already know Chloe is your mate."

Derek nodded. "Yes. But there are things about mating I still don't understand, and I feel like I need to."

"Well, I can tell you what I know. I know that you mate for life, and that you can't control it. It's rare to meet your mate, especially so young. I've met wolves traveling their entire lives to find the one that's meant for them and never finding it. But, in reality, all supernatural beings mate. Werewolves feel things that are stronger than most. That's why mating is such an intense experience, even when it's not completed. I have heard that you can often go blind with territorial urges and needs. Derek, you are a wolf, at your core. This part of you that's human, that is the part that ties you to us. But, really, what your mind and your body wants is to be a wolf-to be one all of the time.

"I do have a book that you can borrow. But my suggestion? Don't fight your wolf too much, because you are fighting against yourself in your truest form. When you change, you feel more, no?" Derek nodded. "You're still you. Your personality, the love, the good, the bad. These are things that will always stick with you, regardless of your form. But you can't be afraid of your wolf, and you can't pretend to be human all of the time. Until you figure that out, then one is always going to try to control the other."

Derek took another sip of coffee and thought hard about what Beth had just told him while she stood and left the room to retrieve her book.

So, essentially, he needed to find his balance with his wolf, and needed to stop viewing the wolf part of him as separate. But, he couldn't act like a wolf when he was in human form, could he? What would that even look like?

Beth gave him the book and Derek jogged his way home. When he returned home, his father was packing up the van. "Everything okay?"

"Yeah, let me just go take a quick shower and I'll be back down."

"Okay."

Tori eyed Derek as he headed into the house with a book. It was weird how he had come into her room last night, and even weirder that he was now jogging with a book. What was going on with him? While she knew she couldn't say anything in front of their dad, Tori decided to keep an eye on Derek.

Once they were all settled to go, they drove to Chloe's house where Nate was already at, he had spent the night at her house the night before. Both Chloe and Nate had no makeup on, they were going to save that for when they got to the hotel and could take their time to get ready for the concert. Steve jumped into the passenger seat, Tori and Nate sat together in the middle row and Derek and Chloe were in the back. Chloe must have stayed up late with Nate because it only took five minutes for her head to be against Derek's shoulder and sleeping soundly. Derek could hear the faintest of snores escaping her mouth, and it made his heart feel warm.

Derek pushed what had happened the night before to the back of his mind. He didn't even bother to bring the book with him, because he knew he wanted to spend this time with Chloe, and she would have his full attention. Except when they were all doing their makeup. Tori had even asked Chloe to do something for her that was more fitting for the concert. Derek had nothing better to do so he just started doing push ups and sit ups in the hotel room. Steve and Kit were laying in their beds watching TV and talking amongst themselves. It took about two and a half hours for them to all get ready. Derek was able to work out, take a shower, and get dressed. Chloe had asked if he'd be willing to wear all black, regardless of what was on it and Derek had agreed. He wore a plain black shirt that was a bit more tight fitting than what he usually wore and he had black jeans.

Chloe looked stunning. Her hair was in two buns on the top of her head and both had hair sticking out in a messy but purposeful way. She had black and red eyeshadow and liner underneath her eye that pointed downward. Her lips were outlined black with red in the center and her foundation made her look white with a dramatic bright red blush. She wore a T-shirt from the band with purple and black checkered tights and knee high platform buckle boots. The others were dressed similarly. Derek could imagine Chloe's lips wrapped around him at the end of the night, and it almost made him hard. He pushed it down and complimented her before they all went out to eat and then to the concert.

Derek refused to keep his eyes off of Chloe for the entire night. So many things ran through his head. He thought about how amazing she was, how accepting she had been of him, and how much he loved touching her, hearing her laugh. While he knew that the concert was important to her, he was barely keeping track of the songs. He made sure no one touched her, no one even gave her a sideways glance. Kit and Steve decided to sit back, hang out at the bar while Chloe, Nate, Tori, and Derek were in the midst of the mosh pit. Derek was looking over everyone else, keeping an eye on how the mosh pit swayed back and forth, causing the group of kids to stumble and elbow the people around them. Derek hovered over Chloe, taking all of the punches.

"That was one of the best concerts I've ever been to!" Chloe announced rather loudly. Derek had made sure to wear ear plugs, his sensitive hearing would have been the death of him if he hadn't. But, it was funny to watch his friends yell at each other after the concert was already finished. Even Steve and Kit looked disheveled from being bumped into so much at the bar, and also because they had both had a few drinks during the show.

They had all made it back into the hotel rooms. Chloe took the first shower, then Nate, Tori and Derek were last. The parents had gone to their own room, planning on continuing their drinking and bonding throughout the night.

Just as she had planned, Tori whispered in Nate's ear and made an obvious move to leave Derek and Chloe alone.

"We are going to go check out the jacuzzi." Tori said, grabbing some towels from the bathroom and a pair of shorts. Nate did the same and gave Chloe a cheeky smile before leaving the room.

"I feel like that was painfully obvious." Chloe mumbled. She had on a sweater and thin pajama pants. Derek was wearing grey sweats and a plain white T-shirt. They laid together in bed for a minute, just holding each other and enjoying being alone in the quiet room.

Derek's skin became hot to the touch. Images from his imagination of dominating Chloe completely flashed through his mind once more. He remembered how Beth had told him not to resist, but he couldn't treat Chloe like that, right?

Chloe pushed her hair behind her ear and leaned towards Derek, locking their lips. Derek's logical mind melted away at the softness of her lips. He put his hand in her hair, and pulled her closer to him. They were feverishly making out for a few minutes, Derek's hands on Chloes ass while she straddled him. Derek squeezed aggressively making Chloe squeak, but smile. She liked when Derek took the lead. She knew he was hesitant with sexual things because of the mating situation, but Chloe couldn't help but feel like she wanted Derek to push her around a little bit during sex. But, this was new territory for the both of them, and communication wasn't as clear as either of them hoped.

Derek moved one hand away from Chloe's ass to lift up her sweater. She wasn't wearing a bra, which made it that much easier for him to wrap his lips around her nipple. Chloe ground her hips against his. Loving the sensation of having her nipple sucked and her ass squeezed. She did her best not to scream out, knowing that their Dad's were on the other side of the wall. Derek grabbed Chloe's shoulder, pushing her off so she was laying on her back and he was hovering over her. He took his shirt off, feeling like his skin was about to catch fire from how hot he was feeling. He desperately wanted to be inside of her, to rip her clothes off and roughly fuck her deep into the bed. He did his best to keep his mind from going to far, and tried to keep a polite steady pace before getting completely naked.

Both shirtless and touching each other, Chloe sat up quickly, her face red. "I want to try something." She said.

"Uh, okay." Chloe sat up, Derek leaned back so not to be in her way.

"Sit." Derek sat at the edge of the bed where Chloe pulled down his sweats and his boxers and kneeled in front of him so her face was in line with his cock.

Derek was so hard, it hurt. His body was hot and itchy, almost the same feeling he had the night before when he was masturbating. Chloe's hot breath landed on his exposed skin and he sucked in a deep breath. Chloe grabbed his large cock in hand and began stroking it before kissing the tip and wrapping her lips around his girth. She was in no way experienced, but the hot wet feeling of her mouth just about sent him over the edge. Her breasts were exposed and he could seem them bounce ever so softly with every bob of the head. Derek wrapped his fingers in her hair and began to set the pace, starting out slow. A minute or so and her slobber was dripping down her face onto him and his balls.

"Fuck Chloe. Your mouth feels so good." Derek moaned out through gritted teeth. He suddenly smelled the aroma that came from in between her legs, and realized how she was being turned on just from sucking him off! He quickened the pace. Giving Chloe time to take deep breaths in between every few strokes, he began to push her mouth farther and farther down his length. It took a while, but soon Chloe's throat had softened and gotten used to the size, so Derek was almost fully able to fuck Chloe's throat. His body started to take control, both of his hands in her hair and he thrusted into her throat, causing her to gag and cough. He immediately released her upon hearing her struggled coughs. "Fuck, I'm sorry. I didn't mean-"

Chloe put her hand up, wiped at her face and smiled. "Don't worry, I actually really liked doing that."

"Lay on your back." Derek instructed and Chloe did so. He pulled down her pants and underwear and spread her legs open, putting his face in between her legs to give her the same treatment. Chloe was amazed at the feeling of Derek's tongue on her pussy. He rigorously moved his tongue around her entrance and up to her clit where he would suck and even bit down ever so softly, making Chloe gasp.

Derek was throbbing. He pushed his hips against Chloes, moved her legs so her ankles were next to his ears and pushed himself into Chloe. Chloe grabbed the pillow and screamed into it, muffling the sound of her voice. Derek pushed himself down with his chest, making Chloe's hips move up towards his body, and she felt like she was being folded like a piece of paper. But the position made her feel even tighter around his throbbing cock and he moved his hips to thrust deeply into her. With every movement he was pushing all the way to the base of his cock, his balls smacking against her ass with sloppy wet sounds. Derek was panting, his heart beating like crazy. He was thankful of Chloe deciding to be on birth control, which meant it felt even better when they had sex since they didn't use condoms. While it might be difficult for necromancers to have children, its extremely easy for werewolves to breed. Derek didn't really want to think about what that might look like whenever they do decide to have kids. For now, he would make sure they took all the precautions, because there was no way he would ever be able to stop fucking Chloe.

"Let me turn over." Derek didn't have to be told twice. He pulled himself out of Chloe to allow her to turn so her ass was up in the air. Derek was in a squatting position and suddenly slammed hard into Chloe, her face pressing into the bed. She had to turn her head quickly to make sure she had room to breathe. Her body felt so shaky, she was experiencing immense pleasure fromm where Derek was consistently hitting inside of her. Derek had lost control of himself for a moment. He was moving his hips like a wild dog, humping like crazy. His mind felt fuzzy and his body tensed and tensed and tensed as every muscle was being used to fuck Chloe's brains out.

Chloe always enjoyed sex with Derek. She enjoyed anything physical with him, they always made each other feel good. But this, this was something different. She almost became overwhelmed from the sensation, and was continuing to have to use the sheets and pillows to muffle her screams. Derek reached around her, his hot chest pressed against her curved back and rubbed at her clit. Her orgasm released in waves, but he was not going to be done any time soon. He changed the position of his legs so he was sitting on his feet. He gripped Chloe's hips and pulled them back so she was fucking him on his lap. He continued to rub and pinch at her clit, bouncing her on top of him. Her sweat smelled so sweet, like sugar water. He licked and licked and Chloe was shivering or shaking at his touch and at the crazy sensation of being absolutely pounded on the inside. She spread her legs open and planted her feet on the bed, allowing for Derek to move his hips more and the movement inside made her eyes roll to the back of her head.

"Derek… Derek! I want… I want you to bite me."

Derek's mind went into a tunnel. The rest of the world went silent and he suddenly stopped moving. The gears in his head registering what she had said, and then the feeling of his skin crawling. The confirmation, the consent to make her into his mate. Make her his, with everything that she is and everything that he is. Forever connected in mind, body and soul. He knew if he bit her, his body would feel the release its been pleading for ever since he first met her.

Derek pulled back, leaving Chloe on the bed. He smacked himself in the head and pinched his arms to attempt to bring him back to reality. "No. No I can't."

Chloe was confused and dazed. She had been feeling so good, and was so ready to be Derek's everything. She knew being mated to him was a big deal, but she felt like they were meant to be together, and was shocked that Derek was rejecting her. It being her birthday didn't necessarily help.

Chloe covered her chest. "What? No? Why? I thought… I thought you wanted to be mated to me."

The fire in his skin that had first made him feel hot with want, suddenly felt like agonizing burns. He didn't think it was the right time to do this. He was scared at the feelings he was growing for Chloe, and the kind of weird urges he's been having doesn't help. In that moment, he just had no way to explain that to her, because everything in his body was telling him to take her for his anyways.

Derek rushed into the bathroom and splashed water onto his face. "Fuck!" he yelled into the towel. He sighed, took a few more deep breaths before walking back out to see Chloe dressed and in bed, facing away from him. He had hurt her, the one thing he swore he'd never do.

"Chloe, I'm sorry. I just… I wasn't ready for that. Being mated, that means we are connected in everything. And I… I don't think that I'd be able to go anywhere without you, or be away from you longer than a day." Derk sighed, scratched at the back of his head. Chloe turned slightly to look at him and the nervous tick he's had since the day she met him.

"I thought you wanted it."

"I do. I really do. In fact, I want it so bad, stopping myself caused me literal pain. But, I just don't want to fuck things up with you, I don't think we need to rush. I will always want you Chloe. There are something things that I've been… working through. There are some things I still just need to learn about the whole mate thing, so we aren't going into it empty handed, and we don't get scared about it, you know?"

Chloe sighed. She sat up and wrapped her arms around Dereks shoulders from behind, giving him a tight hug. "I'm sorry. I never should have done that in the moment. I just… you make me feel so good, and it just felt like the perfect time."

"It really did. I've been wanting you more and more lately, and I'm trying not to be a horn dog about it."

"It's okay. I texted Nate to let them know they can come back whenever."

Derek nodded. "Would it be okay if we just laid here together?"

Chloe nodded. She still felt somewhat hurt and confused, but was also willing to be understanding. While she knew that being Derek's mate was something she'd always wanted, she really had no idea what the experience was like for Derek, and shouldn't have pushed him like that.

Once everything was settled and everyone was asleep, Derek snuck out of bed to the bathroom with Chloe's dirty underwear she had left on the floor. Derek had been rock hard since having sex, and nothing he could think about was going to get it down. He inhaled the intoxicating scent that lingered on Chloe's underwear and jerked off in the bathroom. Once he was done, he could finally get some sleep and hope he didn't ruin things with Chloe.