Here we are! I hope you all enjoy is I want you this story gets very angst, and somewhat depressing like. AND KAGOME IS NOT GOTH or EMO in this story…..well…you'll just have to find out now wont you! HA! Plez review I don't have a lot and I want more! I think I will after this chapter.
Such a Lonely day
Part 2
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Inuyasha, struggled to break free but it was almost impossible under the priestesses grip. He knew Kagome had been there and heard what he said, but he hadn't meant her to hear, he hadn't even meant to say them. Kikyo had set some kind of spell on him, and he couldn't control his body or mind. She forced those cruel words out of his mouth, and she kissed him on purpose right in front of her!
"K-K-Kikyo…W-Why did...you…D-do that!" he stuttered trying to break free of the descended priestesses control.
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Such a Lonely day…
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She smiled once more.
"You said it yourself Inuyasha, you don't need that girl." She raised her head and glared at him,and smiled that devilish smile once more.
"…And obviously she understood." Inuyasha cringed at her evil words. She chuckled and rested her head in his chest once more tightening her grip.
"You need me, and you know it."
Inuyasha couldn't take it anymore; he thrust his head back, and growled fiercely.
"STOP IT!" he yelled throwing his head back and forth, side to side. Trying to rid Himself of the priestesses' control. He suddenly used all his strength and pushed the priestess to the ground. She landed with a grunt and no sign of pain.
Inuyasha continued with his actions. He now had his claws grabbing on his head, and he thrust his head back once more. His eyes were white as they rolled into the back of his head. He snarled and he was brought to his knees, when suddenly a blue light that appeared around him shattered in the air. Sending clear pieces of glass through the flying. When they landed they evaporated in the grass.
Inuyasha kneeled in the grass, one hand supporting him up, and the other against his chest. He tried to catch his breath. The priestess stood as if she had never been knocked to the ground in the first place.
"Fool…" she muttered.
Inuyasha stood as well and faced her, giving her a cold stare.
"Why'd you make me say those things? Knowing Kagome was there the whole time!"
"Because, that girl needed to be put in her place, learn the truth…and now that she has I assure you she will never return. She does not belong here."
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Shouldn't exist…
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"Neither do you! Your one of the dead!" Inuyasha shouted his anger rising.
"True Inuyasha, but I will not rest in peace until I bring you to Hell with me."
"Kikyo…IM NOT GOING TO HELL WITH YOU! NOT NOW! NOT EVER!"
Kikyo was taken a back, but she couldn't respond before Inuyasha dashed off.
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Kagome barley made it out of the well, she was breathing heavy. When she entered her house she found it completely empty. Her legs gave in once more and she had no choice but to crawl up the stairs into her bedroom.
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It's a day that I'll never miss
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When she finally got there, she stopped in the middle of the room and laid there helpless. She cried for what seemed like forever, she felt useless, the pain she felt in her heart she couldn't control and it was slowly tearing her apart. She just wanted to get rid of it, cut it all away. Feel the pain just flow out of her. She managed to get up on her knees, but she just sat there, her arms draped to her sides, and her hair messy and almost completely covering one side of her face.
"I am useless" she whispered because her full voice didn't seem to be coming out.
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Such a lonely day
And its mine…
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"I'm useless to everybody…especially…Inuyasha. I'm….I'm all alone, and if it makes him happy… then so be it."
Admitting that once again stabbed her chest throwing her back a little, and sending a jolt of hurt. She clenched the red tie of her uniform.
"p-please…" she begged "PLEASE STOP!" and she fell to the floor once more. She could not stand the pain any longer; she crawled over to her desk drawer, and nudged it open, still not moving from her position on the floor. She rummaged around until she pulled out a black pair of scissors.
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The most loneliest day of my life.
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How? How could she rid herself of this heartache? These horrible attempts to bring her and her heart into darkness. She had finally stopped crying somewhat, she was totally focused on something else now. All thoughts cleared her mind. Her mother, Souta, gramps, all her friends at school and the feudal era, Kikyo…and even Inuyasha. She stared lifelessly at her wrist, and then at the scissors.
She propped the scissors mouth open, so its pointed tips face the opposite directions. She just wanted to get rid of it, slice those sources of pain out of her body, see it ooze as she lost all senses.
She dug the tip of the scissors into wrist, and slowly pulled it down. She had to admit she was a little nervous. When she brought the scissors up there was only a long red line indented in her skin. She frowned, that's wasn't what she wanted and she still could feel the pain.
"INUYASHA!" she brought the scissors down hard and sliced her pale skin.
"..nnggh!" it still wasn't enough. She placed it on her wrist and tried dragging it slow again. It formed an 'X' shape, and she was finally satisfied as she saw the scarlet droplets drip onto her lap.
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And if you go,
I wanna go with you
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The cuts stung, but she continued. Line after another only caused more blood to spill soon staining the carpet as well, the pain was now going full in her wrist and no longer in her chest. But she wanted to make sure it never came back…ever, that those horrid daggers never pierced her heart again. Tears formed in the rims of her eyes again as she stared at her bloody arm.
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And if you die,
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"Why Inuyasha? Why?" she yelled, and that stabbing feeling retuned adding to the pain of her sliced arm. She closed the scissors accidentally snipping a bit of her hair. She raised them up above her head, complete and utter fury in her eyes. She brought it down and it's stabbed through her hand sending a spurt of blood everywhere.
"GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" she let out a deathly scream. That pierced Inuyasha's ears as he appeared at the bottom of the dirty well.
"KAGOME!"
He shot out of the well like a bullet; it wasn't hard for him to find where the scream had come from. He appeared at Kagome's window in a second. He nearly was swept of his feet at the horrid stench of blood, and Kagome blood at that.
"Kagome! What are you doing? Put that down!" he leapt in and snatched the scissors out of her hand. He dropped them as soon as the blood had appeared in his palm.
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I wanna die with you
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He stared at it in for a second, then at the blood stain carpet.
"KAGOME! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"
Kagome didn't replay, she just sat there in front of the puddle of blood, cut and sliced arm drooping to her side. Her eyes had lost there shine and looked like brown glass. Her skin was pale, and she had black bags under her eyes. Her hair was half way draped over her face and it frizzed everywhere like it was straw. She wasn't Kagome anymore, not the Kagome he knew. Her sanity had slipped long ago, and now she sat there lifeless as if she was actually dead…or wanted to be.
His heart skipped a full beat as he saw the cuts andscraps along her arm, and the stab wound in her hand that was oozing blood.
Its eyes filled with pure guilt "Kagome…why did you…" he trailed of.
Kagome still sat there as her head titled to the side, her eyes finally moved as they stared at the bloody scissors by Inuyashas foot,she began to slide her hands towards them.
"No! Stop Kagome!" he stomped in the scissors and took Kagome wrist in his grasp, she flinched and her head fell down to her shoulders. He was beginning to wonder if she was even alive anymore.
"This is crazy kagome! STOP!" She looked up at him her mouth drooping open, and her eyes still in that glassy gaze. He could now see the drips of Blood on her cheeks. She looked down again, and paced her hand towards the scissors only brushing Inuyasha's foot. He pulled her away releasing his foot form the scissors and held both of her shoulders.
"Kagome what's wrong with you! Why did you do this to yourself!" she showed no sign of acknowledgement, but lazily swung her head over to her other arm and rubbed the blood on her fingers, she then stared at them. Inuyasha was dieing at the scent of her blood, it was everywhere. Kaogme started to lift her blooded fingers to her chin when Inuyasha grabbed it.
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Take your hand and walk away
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"Stop it Kagome! Why-."
"WHY! WHY INUYASHA!" she brutally cut off, she snatched the scissors before Inuyasha could and held them to his face. Inuyasha didn't back away, even though she pulled out of his gripped. She stood holding them with the hand that didn't have a hole in it. She gasped as the daggers returned, but she still kept her footing. Tears filled her eyes and she threw her head back.
"WHY WON'T IT GO AWAY!" her scream nearly made Inuyashas ears explode but he didn't bother to rub them, he slowly made his way towards Kagome.
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The most loneliest day of my life!
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"Kagome...I….I didn't say those things! It wasn't me!" Kagome backed away each time he took a step; it looked as though she had completely gone mad. I middle aged girl standing there with a pair of scissors, blood dripping for her hand and arm. Her eyes baggy and her hair everywhere. Maybe she had gone mad?
"NO! STAY AWAY FROM ME!" she warned.
"Kagome I would never say those things!"
Kagome was growing weak; she was in so much pain. Inuyasha saw her hands begin to shake, and her skin turned even paler.
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The most loneliest day of my life!
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"It was Kikyo! Kagome I would never dream of saying those things!"
"And how can I believe that!" She attempted to ball her fist but then a jolt of pain rushedup her arm from the hole that was placed in her hand, it caused another gush of blood to squirt out. Blood wasoozing from the tips of her fingers, and absorbed into the carpet as they fell.
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The most loneliest day of my life!
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"How? How can I believe you! So you're telling me that you DON'T love kikyo, and that you NEED me! Huh?"
"I-." she cut Him off again.
"Are you saying that you DON'T need kikyo...AND THAT YOU LOVE ME?"
Inuyasha was taken back, his eyes widened and his heart raced in his chest. He could have sworn he stopped breathing for a moment. Kaogme dropped the scissors and fell to the floor once again. Her tears turned red as they mixed with the dots of blood on her face. Inuyasha fell to his knees as well in front of her. He tried to see kagome face but as her head hung low and her shoulders drooped her hair fell in front of it.
He stared at the blood on his hand, and then turned his head to as his bangs covered his eyes leaving a shadow on his nose and cheeks.
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Such a Lonely day…
And its mine…
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"Yes…"
Kagome stared up with her mouth still hanging open.
"I…I do need you…a-and…I DO LOVE YOU OK?" He wiped his head around to face her as small tears flew onto Kagome bed…But they weren't Kagome's.
"I...Inu…Inuyasha." was the name the sputtered through her mouth as those shiny white orbs returned to her eyes. Her sanity was slowly flowing back into her, and the stabbing pain in her heart had finally stopped. Her head titled down and she started to fall backwards into the ground.
"Kagome!" He caught her and pulled her back up, it was only a matter of seconds before he embraced her, wiping away the small nestle of tears in his eyes. He wasn't used to crying. His dog instincts took over has he licked the small droplets of blood from her face. She had gone out cold, but she was safe and well. He smoothly brushed his fingers along the cuts of her arm.
"I'm so sorry Kagome, This…this is all my fault."
"N-No…" she mumbled
"What?"
"Thank you, its not your fault…I…Love you." He gawked at her with guilt still in his eyes, but she only smiled and fell back into his arms.The sun was setting and it made the room have a yellow-orangeishtint making to small puddle of blood around them glow.
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It's a Day that I'm glad I survived.
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End
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Well, that only took all day to write, I guess I really got into this story. Please click that lil button below and send a review! Plez! I worked super hard on this! Took me hours!
If you haven't heard the song used in this "Lonely day" by System of a Down I left the link on my profile, it is a very very good song.
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