There aren't many ItaSasu fics from Itachi's point of view, so I wrote this one. It came out way more disturbing than I thought it would -.- Musical Inspiration: Matchbook Romance (I'm so emo xO) so here you are: theme 3.
Theme 3; Starlight
Title; Sweet Sasuke
I see you Sasuke, but do you see me? Your eyes are just like mine, the color of unending darkness. I haven't activated my sharingan, have you noticed? Have you noticed…dearest Sasuke? Your eyes look so sad. Did I do that to you? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. That wasn't my intention; for you to look so sad. You are so much cuter when you smile. I could make you smile. Anything I ever did made you smile. But you aren't smiling. You are glaring.
Why don't you attack me? Why don't you activate your sharingan? I know what you can do. You have more than surpassed me by now. You can kill me. So, why don't you? Come on Sasu-chan, attack me, you know you want too. I am getting impatient. I have waited my life to have you kill me, but you are just standing there glaring at me. Do you want me to make the first move? You know I wont. I told you when we were younger "Sasuke, never attack first. Always let your opponent attack first." Is that what you want? For me to attack?
I'm touched; you took my words to heart. You obviously didn't take them all the heart though, because you haven't killed me. You don't even hate me do you? Tsk Tsk. That won't do. I killed them all, hate me sweet Sasuke, you will have to hate me. You are going to exist without life if you don't hate me.
Oh…I understand. I know that look. You can't hate me can you? You love me. How adorable. That is just so damn sweet. I must be smirking because you activate your sharingan. You wont kill me though. A person does not kill one they love unless it is out of pity. Do not pity me, little Sasuke, that will only make it worse. Should I activate my sharingan? I suppose I should. It will only make you sad if I don't fight with my all. I don't want to see you sad.
Wow. I am very surprised. I didn't know you had Mangekyou. Did you really kill your best friend? The nine tailed fox? Interesting. You really must be very powerful, to have killed him. Are you going to use that technique on me baby brother, you have every reason to do so. How many times have I made you relive that night in every gory unwanted detail? Is it three times, or perhaps four? Use it Sasuke. Drive me crazy. Give me your pain. Give me the sadness in your pretty little eyes.
You throw shiruken at me. Is that all you can do? I know it's not. Use your power. Attack me. Kill me. Let me die smiling. Who are you to hold back so much? Do not love me pretty Sasuke, if you love me you will only cry more. Dodging these halfhearted attacks hurts me so much. It's your turn to cause the pain. It's your turn to cause the suffering and the damage and you just wont do it. You need to do what Nii-san says. You don't want to see Nii-san sad, do you?
My eyes have been taunting you throughout this fight, it seems to be stimulating you to fight harder. I'm not sure if you're giving it your all, but what you are giving out is better than me anyway. You could kill me now Sasuke-Otou-chan. Stop being so lenient, give me what we both want. Give me what I want. I'm tired. I don't want to exist anymore. It is your duty to kill me. It is your purpose. Fulfill that purpose. Do as I say. Fulfill that purpose.
"Just die…" I hear you murmur. You are holding a kunai in your hands and there is a sadistic glint in your eyes I have never seen before. It's so erotic. The pain is extreme. When we were children we were taught of god's son sacrificing himself on a cross. I now understand how he feels. Knives are driven through my palms and ankles and I am hammered to the wall of my mother and father's room. Ironic, this was where I caused you the most emotional scarring, and now you are here to kill me. I could literally hear my bones shatter, and I can't even begin to explain the pain. Don't you understand? Torturing me will not kill me. Is this your revenge? Leaving me dangling off a wall. You know I can survive this. That pleading look in your eyes as though begging me to hurry up and die. Are you afraid to deliver the final blow? Just kill me gentle Sasuke.
It's raining. Do you see the rain? It's washing my blood away in torrents, like a river of regret seeping through our home. Not your home. Not mine. Ours. I have long accepted my fate of dieing, but this look on your face. You look as though you are accepting your own death. Hate me. I can distantly hear footsteps. Uh oh. If you don't kill me now someone else will. You will never get your revenge and forever exist in wish you had. Eternal regret is the most painful thing a person can experience. I should know, I have experienced it myself. You solemnly look at me, sharingan boring into me. Is this what you saw when I killed them? Is this who you saw baby Sasuke? The voices are close and I know they are coming near. It's now or never. Do it.
Amazing how you reacted to me that moment. As though on cue you began walking toward me. I can hear the on-comings of Chidori. Faster. You must move faster if you intend to kill me. I can even recognize a few of the voices now. They sound rushed and scared, but I can recognize the copy ninja's voice, and the Hyuuga's voice. The others I cannot decipher. Kill me. Do it. "Do it." I say, staring into your eyes, a small smile curving on my bloody lips. Feeling your fist crash through my stomach was the most surreal experience of my life and figures it would be one of my last experiences. You are as you always were foolish little brother.
I felt everything within me shatter. My bones. My lungs. My soul. Broken by the power I have always wanted you to have. We stare into each other's eyes for a moment and, as though just grasping what you have just done, you fling your arms around me. This would be the scene of my death. The feeling as my body registered my injury, the outward sounds of screams, the smell of blood, your body so close to mine as though trying to drag me away from death. You have done what I wanted you to do. You have been a good boy. You killed me. Thank you Sasuke.
The stars sure are bright tonight.
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Damn, another short one, did you like? Tell meh if you did :-)
