Dear Wes,
I woke up today and I was here, in the future. It really feels awful, knowing the man I loved died before I was born and I can never see him again.
Every once and a while, I look up your datafiles. I love reading about how you made your own destiny and didn't let anyone tell you how to live. I wish I could be there now to be with you as you defended our future and your own time. Seeing you on datafiles isn't the same. It doesn't really seem like it's really you doing all those things. Just an actor playing the role.
I've never finished watching your datafiles, Wes, I want you always to be alive in my mind.
Today, in Psychology, we were painting pictures as an expression of how it feels leaving the past. I painted a crashed timeship on a beach with a man in red among the rubble. That man was you.
After Psychology, Alex invited me to Derevko's, a new restaurant in town. We talked for a while and while talking to him, it almost felt like I was talking to you. Silly, I guess. Then I remembered how he wasn't you; that he may have your face, your eyes, your laugh, but he'll never be you.
I love you,
Jen
So what do you think? Do you like it or not? I'm thinking about either doing a collection of letters for certain ranger couples or continuing this thing with Wes and Jen where Wes and Alex switch places for a while. Please tell me what you think. If you are for the whole ranger letter thing, either review or PM me if there are any certain ranger couples you would like me to do.
Thanks for reading.
YRAM
