Unseen eyes see everything and therefore know everything that goes on within the universe. They know why the wind blows, why the roses bloom in spring. They know why things happen the way they do. The horrors in this world exist solely for a reason, to bring one closer to the truth. Or maybe to bring us to some destination as we run away from the horrors of our pasts. Unseen eyes are never human for we cannot begin to understand even the simplest things in life, never mind everything that exists within the universe.
Sometimes I try to see like them, see things with no emotion, to try and understand why they happen, the purpose that they serve. Six years I have been in Nevada and some force beyond my own control had kept me from running away. Six years is a very long time to be anywhere for me. Those six years are full of ups and downs, twists and turns. And yet maybe that force was not beyond my control, maybe it was my own force, my subconscious, telling me that by staying this place could become my home. That by staying, that maybe one day I would fill my home with love, that home sweet home I have always dreamt of.
As I walk along this broken road full of pot holes and sand. As I walk along this road, with this man by my side, I realize that this is the man that I want to make my home sweet home with and fill it to the brim with love. This man that I spent years playfully flirting with, the man I spent so many nights with, holding each other and fending off one another's demons that lay within the dark.
We reach my house and I invite him in.
Maybe in this night the secrets of the dark hanging in between us will be answered. Maybe in this night we will both be whole again. Maybe in this night I will find the courage within me to speak words that had been lost in time.
A/N: I think we can all take an educated geuss at whom the man is (lets just say it's whom you all said). I didn't put his name because I felt like names didn't suit this story, at least not yet.
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