Chapter 8: Epilogue

Hermione's POV

I knew it was wrong reading Blaise's diary, he kept all the personal information in there but i needed to know if he had a little feeling for me. It was also very surprising that Blaise had kept a diary.

-Hermione, shall we read?

-Yes please

-Oh and Harry, don't read from the beginning, read thelast 2days...

-I know Mione, you want to know if Blaise had feeling for you?

-yea - I admitted

"18th October 2006

Strange thing happened today. It was a fine normal day until the granger girl bumped into me. Stranger thing was that she called me Blaise, she supposed to hate me. Normally she would say "Get away death eater" or "If you come near me, Draco will make your life miserable". I bet that Malfoy had lied to her that i was a death eater.

-Hermione, are you ok? - Harry asked

-No, I'm just regretting of my stupidity, i trusted Malfoy, and i was being nasty to Blaise, hey Harry I'm alright, carry on.

She looked hysterical imbecile, i bet that Malfoy had kicked her out of his way. But stranger thing to come, she told me she's from the future and has used the time turner to come back to kill Draco Malfoy. I didn't believe her at first, i thought that she had an argument with Malfoy and wanted revenge but she was crying hysterically, she said Malfoy was using her to get information, Malfoy also killed her friends the Weasleys. Then I began to console her, but not my expertise, i was very rough but in the end I promised her that I would help her not to fall for that git anymore, don't know what has gotten into me, I'll have to talk to this granger girl soon.

Blaise Zabini"

-ha, he didn't believe me - hermione half laughed half cried

-hermione, I'm sure he had fallen for you, you see, he wrote"I would help her not to fall for that git anymore, don't know what has gotten into me"

That was why Harry became my bestfriend, he said what I wanted to hear

-hey Harry, did I fall in love with that ferret so madly? - I asked in wonder

-ooo...I'm sorry to say this, but you were deeply madly in love with that git, you listened to everything he said!

-sorry, it was all my fault

-Oh please Mione! stop blaming yourself, you saved us, come on lets read his last day experience...

" 19th October 2006

today happened to be the strangest day, all sorts of feelings come to me at once. I overheard about Malfoy's big plan for tomorrow, he suspected the granger girl and informed the old fool. They will attack the school tomorrow, I told the granger girl about it at late night. She has been intelligent like normal

-Hermione, take it as a compliment -harry teased me and I blushed

she's going to tell her two bestfriends Potter and Weasley, I hope they will take this easy. Granger happened to change the hsitory and i wished that she would succeed. So first thing tomorrow, tell Dumbledore along with other professours. I don't know if this will work. 'Till the end of the conversation, Granger was acting... not herself, Granger often answers things in full detail or sometimes adds extra information. Eventually, she said "i think i like you" I was shocked. Only smart girls could get over Malfoy that easily. I don't know if I have feeling for her, i don't talk to her a lot and i consider her as a friend. I've been thinking about her lately...

Blaise Zabini"

-That was touching Hermione

I was silent for a minute, he didn't know if he had feeling for me, Blaise after all was a cold boy, he never revealed his emotion, never had a girlfriend and frankly, never liked any girl before.

-He had never liked me Harry, he kept "Granger this, Granger that"- again i could feel my face burning with tears.

-Hermione, noone can be sure about that, and even if he had feeling for you what could you do about it? he died Mione, you have a future in front of you, cry Mione, I'll be here for you.

Harry was a great friend, i could cry in front of him anytime and still he always tried to make me feel better by using very soft and convincing advices.

-Harry, show me his grave. I need to go there right now.

Without any hesistation, Harry showed me Blaise's grave, kissed me on my cheeks and left me there. The tomb was very clean there were alot of red roses. Blaise had finally died in honour...

-Blaise - I knelt in front of his tomb - I don't know how to thank you, you have saved my life and just before the death moment, i was scolding at you. I was a small girl and please forgive me, of course your courage and honour are more important than my feeling, without your courage and honour, I couldn't change the history. Imagine if you listened to me, ha, don't even want to think about the consequences. Blaise, do you know when you saved Harry, i have thought of you as a hero, harry wasn't even your friend! and i knew that I'd fallen for you but destiny...I never got a chance to tell you how i felt and now everything seems too late. I wish you could tell me if you feel the same way - at this point, my eyes burnt like fire - Blaise, I can't carry on without you, I know this is true love, why saving me? why? can't you see I'm collasping. Blaise I love you and I'll always love you...

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that story happened 5 years ago, about a hero saving his princess but his feeling is never to be revealed because of his stubborness, He once has quoted "women are trouble" and when he admitted his feeling, it was all too late, all what he could do for her was to sacrifice...She never knows, she will never know his true heart... and right now she is preparing for her wedding, she is going to marry a man who really loves her, Harry Potter, but she'll never love him back no matter how hard she has tried and she knows she will hurt Harry as much as how Blaise has hurt her. Her heart bleeds so much, but there's acertain someone whose heart bleeds even more than hers, and he's looking down from heaven, apologising for his coldness towards her:

-Forgive me...I love you Hermione

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May.F.Norris