Chapter 3: …Going…back…?

"I have something very important to tell you." Yuki looked up at Kyo. He had a serious face on, and Yuki never saw Kyo behaving seriously. Kyo took in a deep breath. "Me and Tohru are… expecting. In eight months." He slowly let it out. "And we're getting married next week."

Yuki looked at him, shocked, not able to breath. His mind clouded, and he pushed his chair back and stood up. Kyo couldn't see his face, but he knows what was in his mind right now. Yuki stood for a while, Kyo sitting opposite him, praying that Yuki will take it in without having to shout at him. "I know what he's going to do next," Kyo thought. Yuki walked away without looking at Kyo. "Just as I thought." Kyo sighed and stood up.

"Yuki, please," he said, trying to hide the boredom of having to stop him every time he gets mad. "Don't be mad." Yuki turned around, his eyes full of tears.

"How can I not be mad, huh!" he screamed at Kyo. Kyo tried to approach him but Yuki grabbed a thick plastic cup and threw it at Kyo. "Get away from me, you bastard!" Kyo cornered him so that he won't get out of the kitchen. "Leave me alone!"

"Yuki, please, calm down," Kyo said. "I didn't know he would act like this. I thought he would just scream once, punch me, cried on me, and then asked for forgiveness. Yuki's… changed," Kyo thought sadly.

"How can I calm down! You… You…" He grabbed the nearest chair and threw it at Kyo, who caught it easily. He aimed it at Yuki, and moved it in a motion like he was going to throw it. Yuki fell to the floor, guarding himself. Kyo put the chair down and went to Yuki. He tried to hug him but he pushed him away. "Get away from me!" he shouted again. "I hate you! Go to your precious wife and baby. I hate you! I hate you!" Kyo was able to hug him tightly now, even though Yuki was hitting him and pushing him away. Yuki cried, like he always did when he was on the ships. Kyo hugged him tighter and Yuki punched and cried in Kyo's chest.

"Why? Why?" Yuki sobbed. "If I hadn't met her, this would be our wedding, wouldn't it?" Kyo stayed silent. Yuki hit him. "Wouldn't it!" Kyo kissed Yuki's eye.

"Yes, it would," he said, also crying. "I'm so sorry, Yuki." They cried again. "I love you. I still do. I really, really love you. So much. But I love Tohru, too. And I'm going to have a baby." Yuki pushed him away and he fell backwards, shocked.

"If you made both of us pregnant, who would you choose?" Yuki asked, the question unexpected to the both of them.

"But you're a…"

"Don't think about gender! If you made both of us pregnant, who would you choose?" Kyo crawled towards him. "Who would you choose, Kyo!" Kyo was getting closer to him, and he hit him on his chest when he was near enough. Kyo crashed his lips against Yuki's, and they both trembled. They had forgotten how it felt to be kissed by the other, and now when the moment came, it just had to be when they are fighting. Kyo licked at Yuki's lips, demanding him to enter. Yuki opened his mouth hungrily and thrusted his tongue into Kyo's mouth. Their tongues touched and a one and a million volt jolted through their bodies.

Kyo pushed him towards the floor and kissed him harder. They stopped a few minutes later, feeling really out of breath. "You…" Kyo whispered against Yuki's lips, and Yuki smiled happily and kissed him again. Kyo broke their kiss. "We will die if we don't breath." Yuki smiled and just wrapped his legs around Kyo's waist and nuzzled in his neck.

"Will you really, Kyo? Will you really choose me over her if we were both pregnant by you?" Kyo licked his ear.

"Of coarse," he whispered. "I want the baby to have both his mother's and father's blood in him." He felt Yuki wince. "I'm sor…" Yuki pushed himself away from him and stood up.

"She's the only hope of ever giving you babies," Yuki said coldly, hiding his face from Kyo. "I hope you're happy with her." As much as he didn't want to, he had to leave him. He reached for the doorknob, but Kyo took his hand and made him turn around. He kissed him and felt Yuki giving up into him.

He guided the both of them to the floor, and they both started stripping each other's clothes. "Aaahh…" Kyo moaned when they were stark naked and touched each other's skin. He breathed heavily in Yuki's neck. "I-I forgot… how this feels… Yuki…" he said. He touched him more, and Yuki moaned when Kyo trailed his fingers up and down his thighs.

"But… But what about… Tohru?" Yuki asked, despite the fact that he couldn't breath properly.

"Forget about her," Kyo said and started kissing Yuki everywhere on his body. "Let this moment be just us. Us…" Yuki arched himself closer to Kyo when he licked his cock.

"Put it in me, Kyo!" Yuki moaned. "Put your…" Kyo kissed him and spread his legs wider. Kyo breathed in Yuki's neck for a while.

"You can hit me if it hurts, okay?" he said. Yuki wrapped his arms around Kyo's neck and spread his legs even wider. Kyo slowly put it in his entrance. They both bit their lips, and then moaned as quietly as they could. Kyo thrust it in slowly, and then he got faster and faster, and they both came at the same time.

Yuki had his arms and legs wrapped around Kyo, and Kyo was breathing in his neck. "Kyo…" he said. "I forgot what sex feels like when you weren't with me." Kyo looked at Yuki and licked his cheek.

"I forgot how we always have sex, all those times on the ships," Kyo said, recalling back memories. "I can't believe I forgot them."

Yuki smiled. "It's okay, Kyo. I forgot a bit of them, too. It just… hurts remembering you… when I can't have you." He started crying a little. Kyo tried to calm him down. "It's okay, Kyo. You can have lots and lots of babies with Tohru. I know how much you love them. And you know that… I can't give you any…" He started crying again, harder this time. "And then I would be staying on the side, watching you build a happy family, while I… I would be alone for the rest of my life, having no one to share my life with."

"Don't say that, Yuki," Kyo said, kissing his face to calm him down. "You'll find someone. I promise." They started kissing again, and a few seconds later heard something outside the door. They quickly looked at the door. It was opened, and someone was scurrying away. "Oh, shit!" They both exclaimed. "I forgot that this is the restaurant!" They quickly stood up and put their clothes on.

"That was Jim, wasn't it?" Yuki asked.

"Duh. Who else is here after this place closes? Damn that man," Kyo said. They finished putting on their clothes and headed towards the office. "Here we go." They took a deep breath, let it out, and then entered.

Jim nearly jumped when he saw both Yuki and Kyo entering his office. "What's up, boys?" he asked as calmly as possible. "Come on in. Sit down." They came in and sat down on the chairs in front of the table.

"Um… Jim…" Yuki said, blushing slightly. "About that… scene that you saw just now…"

"What scene?" he asked. "Damn! Too fast!" he thought.

"We know that was you just now, Jim," Kyo said, as if threatening him. Jim fumbled with his papers, and then finally put it down.

"Alright," he tsked. He looked down, recalling them kissing just now.

"We're very sorry you saw that," Yuki said.

"What about Tohru? Isn't she your fiancée, Kyo?" Jim asked, not feeling embarrassed anymore.

"Oh, she knows about us," Kyo said, and Jim was dumbstruck. "Wanna hear the whole story? Okay, here it is…" They talked about the times when they were in the Titanic, when they met, everything, except for them kissing and having sex, of coarse. Kyo and Yuki smiled like a couple in love, which they are, when they finished telling him their story.

Jim trembled a little in his seat, a bit disgusted by their love life. "I-I need to finish my paperwork today, you guys…" he said.

"Sure. No problem. We'll leave. See you tomorrow." They went out of the office, a little shaken by what they just told him. Inside the office, Jim hid his face in his hands and said to himself, "Well, aren't you disgusted by yourself, too, Jim?"

"Wow!" Yuki said and stretched. "That was… Um… I don't know…" They were walking home to Kyo's apartment, which was at the end of the long street.

"We finished earlier than I expected," Kyo thought, and then an idea came into his head. "Yuki, come here." He grabbed his hand and ran towards the nearest apartment.

"Huh? Kyo? Isn't your apartment that way?" Yuki pointed at the opposite direction. They weren't even halfway there yet. "Kyo?" They stepped inside an apartment. Yuki followed where Kyo went.

Kyo looked at the sign next to the counter. "Thirty bucks a month," he said to himself. "What about…" He shrugged and turned to the guy standing at the counter. "Can I rent a room for two hours please?" he asked politely. The guy looked at him.

"Twenty dollars," he said lazily.

"What!" Kyo shouted and banged the table in front of him, and Yuki jumped at the suddenness. "But it's thirty bucks a month! If two hours it'll be way less than that!"

"Twenty dollars," the guy said again. Kyo held in his anger, took out his wallet, and banged the money on the counter. The guy gave him a key and Kyo snatched it from him. He then grabbed Yuki's hand and they walked up a stairs and entered a room. Kyo locked the door and rubbed his temples.

"What're we doing here, Kyo?" Yuki asked, still doesn't know what was in Kyo's head. Kyo walked towards him, wrapped his arms around Yuki's waist, and kissed him.

"What happened to that perverted mind of yours, Yuki?" Kyo grinned when they stopped to take a breath.

"My perv…" Yuki thought, and then just realized. "Kyo!" he said and playfully hit Kyo on the chest. Kyo pushed him towards the bed and started removing his clothes. "But… But…"

Kyo kissed him. "We better make the most of that twenty bucks and this short two hours, Yuki." Yuki looked at him, and Kyo smiled. Yuki smiled back and kissed him. Kyo slid his tongue inside Yuki's mouth and he leaned in closer to him.

All of their clothes were off in the blink of an eye and disappeared somewhere in the room. Kyo kissed Yuki's shoulders, and trailed his kisses down to Yuki's hip, not touching his cock. "T-Take me, Kyo," Yuki moaned, but Kyo kept on kissing and licking his body. He stroked his fingers on Yuki's cock and entrance, the pre-cum already seeping out. Kyo licked at his cock to get the cum and then went up and kissed Yuki, making him tasting himself.

Yuki dug his nails into Kyo's shoulders when Kyo lifted one of his legs up to his shoulder. Kyo put a finger in and Yuki flung his head back. "N-No," he said, and thrashed around. Kyo took out his finger and put it into Yuki's mouth, who obediently suck it. Kyo replaced his finger with his mouth, and he slowly put the head in Yuki.

Yuki clung to him, and Kyo moved in and out, first he was fast, and then he slowed down, and then with one last thrust, he came inside Yuki, and Yuki came on both of their stomachs.

They lay down, breathing heavily in each other's necks. Yuki felt Kyo smiled against it. He giggled when Kyo started kissing and sucking and biting his neck. "I love you," Kyo said. Yuki sighed contently and hugged Kyo tighter.

"Kyo," he mumbled. "Wasn't I mad the first time I talked to you in three months this morning? Now… It's a whole different thing." Kyo smiled and pushed his cock, which was still inside Yuki, deeper into him, and Yuki moaned.

"I love it when you moan, Yuki," Kyo teased, and he saw Yuki blushed. "Wanna do it again for me?" He didn't wait for Yuki's response, but just pushed him on the bed and thrust his cock deeper into Yuki, which was already the farthest that they could go. Yuki moaned long and loud now. Kyo squeezed Yuki's cock, and instantly, Yuki came. Kyo took some of the cum and wiped it on Yuki's cheek. He licked it and then whispered into his ear, "You can't stop coming, can't you?" Kyo winced, and then he, too, came. "Oops. My bad," he said, and then lay next to Yuki. He played with his hair, and teased him.

"Actually, Yuki," Kyo said. "About two months ago, me and Tohru talked about you."

Yuki looked surprised. "You guys talked about me?" he asked.

Kyo smiled. "Yeah. She said she still loves you." Yuki looked sad.

"After what I did to her? Sigh… And you're not… jealous or mad or anything?" Kyo looked at him.

"Why? After all, I love you too, you know. I told her that."

"And did she looked sad or something?"

"No, not really. She was actually blushing and saying to herself that her boyfriend is also her rival. During that time, she loved you more than she loved me." He paused for a while. "Actually, we both loved you more than we loved each other, but now, it's the other way round." He looked at Yuki, and then started to freak out. "Damn! Why did I say that?" he punished himself. "You're not mad, are you, Yuki?"

Yuki snuggled closer to Kyo, and smiled. "Oh, I'm really mad right now," he said. He raised his head and kissed Yuki hungrily. They had sex again, and stopped a long time later. They lay down, panting hard, and Kyo's eyes went to the bedroom's clock.

"Oh fuck!" he cursed. He pulled Yuki up and told him to get dressed. "It's thirty minutes more than what we told that guy. He's gonna make me pay another twenty bucks!"

"I'll… I'll pay for it, Kyo," Yuki volunteered. Kyo shook his head and grabbed his hand. They ran down the hall and stairs, and found that the guy was sleeping.

"Ooh, safe," Kyo said, wiping his forehead. He quietly went up to the counter and wrote something in the book lying on the table. Yuki peered over.

Clean room number 26. The bed is WET. Thanks man

"Kyo!" Yuki said. "You can't write that!" He went for the pen, but Kyo dropped it down his trousers. Yuki gaped at him.

"Why can't I? Now you can't change it." He grinned.

Yuki smiled. "Oh really?" he said and walked over to Kyo. He kissed him and ran his hand down the inside of Kyo's trousers and searched around for the pen in his underpants. Kyo moaned quietly when Yuki's hand brushed his cock. Kyo pushed Yuki towards a wall and undid his and Yuki's trousers. "No… Kyo… This place… It's… Nngh!" Kyo quickly entered him, wrapping Yuki's legs around his waist.

They panted heavily, and quickly put on their trousers. They looked over to the guy. He was snoring loudly now. "How could he not wake up after all those delicious moaning you did?" Kyo said, and Yuki playfully pushed at him.

"Look at me, Kyo! I'm all wet! Did you know why I took off my clothes in the room just now? So it wouldn't be wet!" Kyo grinned and ran his hand up and down the wet area, at his lump.

"The bed's wet too, Yuki," he said, grinning. Yuki rolled his eyes and put the key and wet pen on the counter. They went out and breathed in the fresh night air. "Wait…" Kyo said. "It's night already! Oh my God! I promised Tohru I'll be back around dinner. Come on, Yuki." They walked faster, but stopped for a while to window shop.

"So, Kyo," Yuki said. "How does it feel like to cheat on someone you love?" He looked at Kyo, who only shrugged.

"Actually," he said. "We also talked about you and me having sex if we ever see each other again. My hopes completely died the day before you came back into my life. Anyway, she said that it would be all right for me to do it to you, as much as I want to, anytime, anywhere." Yuki looked at him, really shocked.

"She allowed you to have sex with me!" he said, quiet loudly. Everyone around them turned their heads to them, but they didn't realize they were the centre of attraction that time. "But… But…"

"She said it's all right. She knows how much I love you, and you me. Since she can't get even a kiss from you, she's much better if she made her boyfriend be happy with another man." He looked at Yuki. "You're not mad at her because of that, are you?"

"But Kyo! She's your fiancée! How can she say things like that?" Yuki hit his own head. "Agh! I can't think! My head hurts!" Kyo laughed and they stepped inside Kyo's apartment. Yuki looked around. "Hey! This place looks better than mine." They stopped in front of a door. "Your room?" Kyo nodded and opened the door.

"Kyo-kun! Yuki!" Tohru said, walking to and fro from the small kitchen to the small table next to it. "Welcome back! Dinner's almost ready!" Tohru smiled at Yuki, and he smiled back.

"Ah! Tohru!" Yuki and Kyo saw Tohru tripped over her slipper. They ran to her and caught both her and the food that she nearly dropped. "Be careful, Tohru," Yuki said. Tohru blushed and turned to arrange the table.

"Yuki! We're still teenagers. We'll have a bigger crush on you if you do that again!" Kyo said, just teasing. Tohru blushed even more and nearly fainted, but Yuki saved her. "See?" Kyo said, laughing.

They sat around the table and talked about everything. "The food's delicious, Tohru," Yuki said, and she blushed.

"Yeah, it's heavenly, baby," Kyo said, and she blushed even more.

"Surrounded by two men whom I love the most… This is too much for me! But…" she thought, and squealed happily. Kyo and Tohru looked at her, wondering what she was doing.

"Tohru?" Yuki asked. "So, is it a boy or a girl?" Tohru looked at him, and then at Kyo.

"You told him already?" she asked happily.

"Yeah," Kyo said, scratching the back of his head. "And it was hard to calm him down." Yuki blushed and played with his food. Tohru knew what happened after that, so she changed back the subject.

"We don't know yet, Yuki. We don't want to find out until it's born," she said. "But I'm hoping it'll be a boy. A splitting image of his father, but cuter!"

"Hey!" Kyo said, and started poking her playfully with his fork. "Are you saying I'm not cute enough?" They teased each other for a while, and just realized that Yuki was with them. They stopped playing and ate their dinner.

Yuki smiled sadly. "It's okay, you guys. I'm on the brink of trying to get over it," he said truthfully. Tohru smiled, and then they started talking again. "Hey, Tohru? Can I see your ring?" Tohru smiled at him.

"Kyo said this once belonged to you," she said and showed him the ring on her finger. Yuki took it and admired it.

"Yeah, once. It really is beautiful, isn't it?" Yuki kissed the ring and her ring finger. "It suits you more than it suits me." He smiled, and Kyo felt sorry, so he changed the subject and they started to talk and joke again.

"Wow…" Yuki gasped. It was after dinner already, and it was already late. "I really should be going now."

Tohru looked sad. "Oh, okay. Please do come again, Yuki."

"The food was great. Thank you again, Tohru," Yuki said, and then walked towards the door.

"Ah! Yuki! Wait!" Kyo said and ran towards him. "I wanna talk to you." Yuki raised his eyebrow, wondering what he wanted to talk about. He just shrugged and the two of them went out of the room. Kyo closed the door behind him and fidgeted a little. Yuki waited for him to say something. "Um, about that thing you said during dinner, what'd you mean by it?"

Yuki smiled sadly. "I said I'm currently trying my hardest to accept the two of you being together, and I think I already am accepting it. So, don't worry if you guys are being lovey dovey in front of me, I'm okay with it."

Kyo frowned, a bit hurt that Yuki said that. He touched Yuki's cheek, and then brought his head closer and kissed him. Yuki replied hungrily, and Kyo pinned him to the wall. They ran their hands inside each other's shirt, and if Yuki hadn't stopped him, Kyo would've ripped his clothes from him. Yuki pushed him away gently. "No, Kyo. Don't."

Kyo looked at him and frowned. "Why?" Yuki shook his head.

"We should stop doing this," he said, turning away from Kyo. "You're getting married next week, to a wonderful woman. You should be doing this to her, not me." Kyo turned Yuki's head to face him.

"Between the both of you, if I could choose who I love to have sex with, it would be you. You know, I can do anything to you because I know you and your body. Even if I'd gotten rough, I wouldn't be leaving any scars behind. But… Tohru. She's a girl, and you have to be gentle to her, and you know I don't like to be gentle when I do it." Yuki looked into Kyo's eyes, and tears nearly formed in his eyes. They went into a closet and started doing it as quietly and as fast as they could.

Kyo breathed heavily next to Yuki's face. "You really can't stop, can you?" he smiled. Yuki snuggled closer to Kyo.

"We really need to stop this, you know," he giggled, and then sighed. "Really, Kyo. It's late already! Why'd you bring me here?" He stood up and Kyo helped to arrange his clothes. "Let's stop this, Kyo," he said sadly. Kyo frowned. "It hurts when you found out I slept with her, right? And it hurts me when you fell in love with her. And she must've been hurt seeing us together. It would hurt more if you were going to marry her, have her baby and still sleep with me."

Kyo sighed. "All right," he said, and then looked at Yuki and tried to smile. "I'll try to hold myself in." Yuki smiled and they walked out of the closet.

"Thank you, Kyo. I'll be going home now. Send my love to Tohru," Yuki said and kissed Kyo's cheek. Kyo pushed him towards a wall and kissed him hungrily. Yuki replied hungrily too, but Kyo stopped.

"I'll try, Yuki," he said against Yuki's lips. "I'll try my best." Yuki smiled and gave him a smack on the lips.

"Bye," he said, and walked away. "See you tomorrow at work!" Kyo waved back, and went back inside.

For the next few days, the closest they were together was when they were alone again in the kitchen, and they were half naked. Kyo nearly got crazy not having to touch Yuki anymore, but Yuki advised him and he came to his senses.

Jim was colder and stricter to the both of them, but he treated Tohru like a queen. Jim said their salary would be doubled every month, because more and more people came, and business is getting better and better.

They didn't have to plan anything for the wedding. They're just going to get married in a church, no formal dresses or whatsoever, get a priest, have guests, only two actually: Yuki and Jim, and then get hitched and live a happy life. Just a simple wedding without having to waste all their money on buying flowers and arrange for dinners and such.

To Be Continued

I really forgot that this story took place in the early 1910s! But… You guys don't care, right? Oh well…