Chapter 5: Nnoo!
Kyo, Yuki and Tohru came back to work after a week of relaxing and no work. They were all twice as hyped up than ever before, except for Jim, who was always locked up in his office when he wasn't with all of them. Kyo and Tohru didn't realize this, because they were happy with each other, and with the baby that was going to be born in seven months, but Yuki noticed it, but didn't want to disturb Jim about it, or tell Kyo and Tohru about it.
There were three times as many customers as ever, but they couldn't fit them all in the restaurant. Another room was nearly finished on the other side of the restaurant, which can fit in the number of customers that were coming.
During the walk home that night after they finished the day's work, Yuki was all smiles. He thought how happy Kyo and Tohru looked together. A few nights before he wanted to tell himself that he wasn't really happy with the way things were, but when he thought harder about it, he realized he really was happy about them, and that it was okay for him to let go of Kyo. He also thought about Jim. "Why is he so mad and sad looking?" he wondered, and kept thinking what they did to him to make him like that.
He opened the door to his room, and froze. Jim was standing in the middle of the room. "J-Jim?" Jim looked up. Yuki saw a tear trail down his cheek. Jim turned around and wiped away the tear.
"You didn't saw that, okay?" he said harshly. Yuki slowly closed the door behind him and locked it.
"Yeah…" He sat down on the bed and looked at him. Jim was thinner than last week, and there were bags under his eyes, and he was paler, as if he wasn't white enough. "What're you doing here, anyway?" Yuki asked. Jim slowly advanced towards him, his eyes hidden under his long hair. "Jim?"
Jim pushed him down on to the bed. Yuki gasped and tried to release his hands from Jim's strong ones, but his grip on him only got tighter. He felt something wet on his cheeks. He looked up and saw that Jim was crying. "They say…" he started talking. "They say that first love feels great. They're right about that. But why didn't they say that it was going to hurt… real bad?" More tears fell on Yuki's cheek. "I can't have him, because he's already married to that woman, and I can't have you, either, because you love him too much to forget about him and look some other way." He shook him hard until Yuki felt he was going to barf. "I've never done anything like this before, and I already failed! Why does He hate me? I didn't do anything!" He fell on top of Yuki and cried on the bed.
Yuki couldn't believe it. "All this time he was sad… because… of Kyo…" he thought. "And… me?" The weight on top of him was getting heavier, and he tried to move Jim away from him, but he wouldn't budge. He comforted him, but Jim took his hands. With one hand, he held Yuki's wrists together, and with the other one, he started unbuttoning Yuki's shirt. "J-Jim? No!" Jim started to suck and nibble at his neck, and Yuki moaned and threw his head back. He hadn't been touched by anyone for about three weeks already now, and this felt… good. "No! This is Jim! This is wrong!"
He moaned louder when Jim trailed his tongue down to his chest. Yuki thrashed around, trying to kick Jim away from him, but Jim was bigger than he is, and Jim only sucks on his nipple as an answer. He flicked his tongue on Yuki's nipple, and kept licking it while his free hand undid Yuki's trousers. Yuki tried to kick at him more, but it only helped to take off his trousers.
"Jim! Stop this!" he screamed. Jim went up to him and shut his mouth with his hand.
"Be quiet!" he spit on his face. He sat on top of Yuki, his one hand closing on his mouth and the other one taking off his own trousers. Yuki tried to kick at him, or make him fall to the floor, anything but this. Finally, both were naked on the lower half and Jim cradled Yuki's hips in both of his hands, and forced himself inside Yuki.
"AH!" he screamed, and Jim punched him across his face.
"Shut up, you whore!" he hissed, and continued pumping himself in and out of him. Jim was hurting him. He was bigger than Kyo, and he is tearing him apart. They weren't even wet, and forcing himself inside Yuki like that just made him bleed. Yuki coughed out blood while Jim just raped him.
Yuki couldn't move. He was tired, and bleeding. From everywhere. He couldn't feel anything, not the pain that Jim was forcing on him, not the pain his body was feeling. At last, after a long time of making Yuki bleed, Jim came. Yuki just cried out in pain as he still continued going in and out of him. Jim grabbed on Yuki's cock and ran his hands up and down on it, forcing Yuki to come. "N-No… Don't… do that…" he whimpered, lying helplessly on the bed, covered in his own blood. Jim was doing it longer and harder now, and without knowing it, his cum just splurged out.
Jim got up and cleaned himself. Yuki looked at the wall next to the bed, thinking of nothing, just pain. Jim softly brushed his hands across Yuki's cheek, make him turn to look at him, and then slapped him hard across the face. More blood came out from Yuki's nose and mouth, and he coughed it out. "That didn't please me," he said coolly. "That time when I saw you guys did it, that made me… feel good, but why not this?"
He cleaned his hands on the bed sheets and left the room, locking the door behind him. After Jim left, Yuki looked at his bedside clock. "Was that only fifteen minutes?" he thought, feeling ready to die. "It… felt like an eternity." He got up and cleaned himself, all the time doing this without even thinking. He put on his clothes, peeked out of his door, and when there was no one, he quickly ran to the bathroom. He took a quick shower, and then ran back to his room to get the bed sheets, and brought them to the bathroom to clean them. His mind was empty. He didn't know what to think.
After two hours of cleaning the sheets, he was finally able to lie down on his bed. He thought about what Jim did to him, why he was doing this… He couldn't sleep. "I can't go to work tomorrow," he thought. "I don't want to see his face…" He didn't feel sad, nor angry, but only pain.
He came to work the next day, anyway. He was limping because of the pain in between his legs, but he tried to hide it when there was Kyo, Tohru, and even Jim around, and also when he took orders from customers.
"Yuki?" came Kyo's unexpected voice. Yuki jerked his head up to look at him. Kyo looked at him, confused. "Why are you limping?" Yuki's breathing stopped. His heart went up to his throat. He opened and closed his mouth like a fishing trying to breath out of water.
"Um… Ah… It's…" he muttered, and looked at Jim past Kyo's shoulder, who looked at him, warning him to not tell him. "Well, the… the stairs… at my apartment… When I came home last night, it… it broke…? And… And I fell through it…" Kyo cocked his head.
"You okay?" he asked, concerned. Yuki just nodded. Kyo noticed something on his face. He touched it lightly, and Yuki winced a little. "What… What about this? Why are you hurt, Yuki?" he demanded about the scratch on his cheek.
Yuki touched Kyo's hand on his cheek lightly, feeling better that Kyo was touching him. "It's… It's just… When they helped me up, there was this broken wood next to my face, and it… scratched me. But it's nothing, Kyo. I'm okay." Kyo looked sad for a while, brushing his hand across Yuki's scratched cheek. He knew that Yuki liked it, because he was sighing and closed his eyes, still touching Kyo's hand. "Be careful, okay? And get well soon." Yuki opened his eyes, and saw Kyo smiling down at him. Yuki smiled back, and they went back to doing their work.
While working, Yuki kept on putting his hand over the scratch on his face. "He must've done this when he slapped me," he thought, and then sighed and went back to work. That night, he slowly opened the door to his room, and peeked inside. There was no one. He breathed a sigh of relief. He went in and nearly plopped down on the bed because of exhaustion from work. Jim didn't come again, and the pain in between Yuki's legs healed faster than he thought.
For two weeks he had to peek inside his room before coming in and making sure there was no one in. That night was the same like the other nights. There was no one in his room. He slowly closed the door behind him without looking, but suddenly he saw Jim sprang out to him from behind his door inside the room, and his head hit the side of the bed, making him loose consciousness.
Yuki woke up, blinking at the bright light above him. He adjusted his eyesight, and looked around, but he couldn't move. He looked up and down and saw that his hands and feet were tied tightly to the bed. He was naked, and he saw Jim, who was smoking at the side of the bed, fully dressed. " 'Bout time you woke up," he said gruffly. He put out his cigarette, took out a bottle of water from somewhere, drank a bit of it, and drained the rest up and down Yuki's body.
"Jim!" Yuki said. "What are you doing!" Jim casually bend down and took a ball of cloth, a little bit smaller than his fist, and forced it into Yuki's mouth.
"Shut up, bitch," he said. He stood up and undid his trousers. Yuki thrashed around as Jim crawled on top of him, but the tight knots just kept him being prisoner to this beast in front of him. Jim snickered and licked at Yuki's long, smooth neck. "You taste beautiful, you know that, Yuki?" he hissed. His hands went down to Yuki's entrance, and forced three fingers inside.
Yuki's head was thrown back, moaning in pain, the ball of cloth still stuffed in his mouth, already soaked with his saliva. Jim quickened his pace in moving his fingers in and out of Yuki, and finally, he couldn't take it anymore. He moved down, tried to make Yuki's legs spread wider, but instead hurt him more because his feet were tightly tied with the thick clothe. But he didn't care. He pushed in, anyway, and his pace just got faster and faster with every thrust, until he came. But he didn't stop there. He got in and out faster and harder and came again and again, and finally stopped when Yuki came too.
All the time, Yuki tried to hide in his moans, afraid that his neighbours might hear them, but every time the pain got worst and worst, but instead of crying out, he just cried. Jim finally went out of him, leaving back a trail of blood, and cleaned and adjusted himself. He went to Yuki's desk and picked up a cutter. Yuki could see it, and tried to free himself.
"He's gonna kill me!" Yuki kept shouting mentally to himself, and kept thrashing around. Suddenly, Jim was standing in front of him. He pointed the cutter to Yuki's face. Yuki pleaded for him to stop, but then the cutter moved up and cut through one of the cloth, releasing one of Yuki's hurting hands.
"You still haven't satisfied me yet," he growled in front of his face, dropped the cutter next to Yuki, took out the disgustingly wet ball of cloth from his mouth, and left the room, locking the door as he went out. Yuki lay there crying for a while, and then after a few minutes picked the cutter up and slowly cut through the cloth that still tied Yuki's other hand to the bed, and then the ones at his feet.
He sat up in bed, feeling dizzy and ready to die. "Why is he doing this to me?" he kept thinking. He stood up, cleaned himself, put on some cloth, went to the bathroom to clean himself again, and also the bedsheet.
The next day he went to work. He didn't really want to go, but there was nothing to do at his place, or anywhere in this town. The area in between his legs hurt more than the last time, and Kyo noticed it.
"You're limping again, Yuki," he said, sadness and worry written all over his face.
Yuki just chuckled. "Nah, it's nothing," he said, making up another lie. "I slipped last night and hurt my ankle, that's all." Kyo looked even more worried, but just smiled and they went back to work.
That night, after a routine check of his room, someone came knocking at his door. Fear gripped Yuki's heart. "Oh no! Please don't let that be Jim!" he pleaded, and slowly peeked out the door. Instead of Jim, he saw the landlord's daughter, Cindy. He sighed a relief and stood up straight. "Yes? May I help you?" Yuki asked her, trying to hide the smile on his face.
Cindy looked at the floor, playing with her hands, and blushing madly. She's only two years younger than Yuki, sixteen, but she looked more mature than her age. She's kinda pretty, and most of the tenants in the building is in love with her, but she doesn't know that, because she has her eyes on Yuki. Yuki, on the other hand, doesn't have any feelings for her, just friendly ones. It was odd, of coarse, but Yuki said to himself that he's only attracted to guys, which is only no one other Kyo. "Um… Will… Uh…" she kept muttering. Yuki waited patiently. She looked up at him and smiled shyly. "Will you join me and my family for dinner, Y-Yuki?"
Yuki smiled back at her. "I'm sorry, Cindy, but I can't," he said, looking at her, and saw her face fell. "I have work tomorrow and I really need the sleep. I'm really sorry, okay? Maybe next time."
Cindy smiled sadly. "That's okay. Yes, maybe next time." She didn't leave the spot, and started shifting her feet. Before Yuki could say anything, Jim came jumping up the stairs.
"Heya, Yuki!" he said cheerfully, seeing the look of horror on Yuki's face. "Wanna play some cards with me?" Cindy saw him as Yuki's friend, and she went back to her room unnoticed. Before Yuki could close the door, Jim was already inside his room.
"What do you want with me?" Yuki asked pleadingly after locking the door. "Why are you doing this to me? I haven't done anything wrong…"
"You don't need to do anything wrong to receive this kind of punishment, Yuki," he said, and before Yuki knew it, they were on the bed, and Jim raped him again and again. Yuki tried to push him off, but it hurts more doing that, so he cried, waiting for Jim to finish. He didn't bother cleaning himself up, and immediately went to sleep.
Yuki was really glad the next day that Kyo didn't notice him limping and nearly falling. That night Jim didn't come. Yuki was expecting him to come, because he knew he wanted to torture him every night. He didn't come again for the rest of the week. But then when the landlord was discussing about the change in rent, Jim politely came in, and the landlord excused himself, and Jim went to work right after the landlord left, and left fifteen minutes later, leaving Yuki to bleed.
His "visits" were not following any schedule. He would come for two nights in a row, and leave a two or three day gap in between, and come again for a few nights in a row, and sometimes left a week gap and came back for a few nights… There was no exact time when Jim would come, and every time he came, he would be hiding behind Yuki's door, or intruding when there was someone else in Yuki's room.
Finally, one day, Yuki's dreaded day came, but he didn't know it would be like this. "Yuki," came Kyo's voice from behind him, and Yuki jumped around. "Yuki, you're limping way too much these days. You can't always slip and fall all the time. What happened?"
Yuki looked at him, afraid, but wanted to tell everything to Kyo, but he couldn't. He just shook his head and smiled. "I'm okay, Kyo, really," he said. "You should worry more about Tohru. She's growing fast!" Yuki tried to take Kyo's mind of worrying him, but failed.
"We don't slip and fall everyday," he thought. "But what else makes our foot hurt? Well, I can't think of any. Yuki doesn't play any sports, and…" His eyes went wide, and looked at Yuki. Yuki saw that Kyo already knew, and he tried to explain. Kyo's face quickly turned to anger, and he picked Yuki up bridal style and went out of the room. Tohru could sense that this was none of her business, so she didn't come with them.
With one kick, Kyo broke the lock to Jim's office, and carefully sat Yuki down on a chair in front of the desk. Jim bolted up when they burst in. "Hey! What do you think you're doing! You broke my lock."
Kyo went around the desk, and grabbed a handful of Jim's shirt, and hit him against the wall behind him. "The next thing that I break will be your neck," he growled in front of Jim's face. Jim saw the devil in Kyo's eyes, and realized that he knew, but he tried to keep his cool.
"What are you talking about?" Jim was shaking from where he was standing.
"You know what, Jim. Why'd you do that to him?"
"D-Do what to who?"
Kyo hit him against the wall. "You know what I'm talking about, Jim!"
"No I don't! Now let go of me!"
"Kyo! Please! Stop this!" Yuki begged.
Kyo threw Jim across the room, and he went to him and grabbed his shirt and hit him on the wall again. "Why'd you rape Yuki!" he shouted at his face. Both Yuki and Jim froze, but Jim quickly recovered and shook his head.
"What are you saying? I never even laid a finger on him!" Kyo hit him harder against the wall. Yuki ran to them, wanting to stop them, but the pain made him fall. Kyo ran to him, letting go of Jim, who fell to the floor like a bag of rice.
"Yuki, please sit down," Kyo said, bringing Yuki back to his chair. He turned around, but Yuki grabbed his hand, telling him to stop. "No. I want to kill him." Kyo wriggled his hand free from Yuki's, and went back to Jim, and picked him up and hit him on the wall again. "I know it's you, Jim. If you want to live, you better tell me it's you, because it is you. Why'd you rape him!" Kyo kept hitting him against the wall, and finally Jim gave in.
"Alright, alright!" he shouted. "It's… It's me. I'm sorry okay!" Kyo punched him on his face, and he flew across the room.
"Sorry's not gonna heal him, you bastard!" Kyo picked him up again, and pushed him on the wall. "How long have you been doing this to him? He's been hurt as far as I can remember."
"T-Two… months." Kyo's eyes were wide with shock. He threw him across the room, and punched him and kicked him. Yuki tried to stand up, but couldn't.
"You've been raping him for two months already!" he shouted, and kept punching at his stomach. Before he knew it, Yuki was holding back his hand.
"Kyo… Kyo, stop it. Please." Kyo turned to look at Yuki, who was hurting from the pain in between his legs. Kyo stopped what he was doing and supported Yuki in his arms.
"I want to kill him so much, Yuki," Kyo said to him. They left the room, leaving Jim bleeding from his nose and mouth, and went to the kitchen. Tohru saw them and put hot coffee on the table. They sat there, not talking. Tohru didn't need to ask; she could hear Kyo shouting, anyway, so why bother asking? She left the room, leaving the boys to talk alone.
As soon as Tohru was gone, Kyo turned to Yuki. "Yuki," he said, and Yuki's head snapped up. "Two months? Why didn't you tell me?" Yuki felt tears stinging his eyes, and looked away.
"I couldn't," he sobbed. Kyo brushed his hand across Yuki's cheek and made him turn to look at him. "I couldn't, Kyo…" Kyo leaned in to Yuki. Their lips were touching, but they didn't kiss. He kissed the tears that were trailing down his cheeks and lifted Yuki up easily and sat him on his lap. Yuki cried in his chest. "It hurts… So much…" Kyo hugged him closer, calming him down.
Jim didn't come again anymore after that, and Yuki finally felt safe after a long time of living hell in his own room. Kyo glared at Jim every time he passed both he and Yuki, and Kyo would bring Yuki closer to him, so as to not being taken away by Jim. Jim treated them coldly, never talking to them. Their salaries were still the same; thank God Jim didn't deducted any away. Tohru stopped trying to make peace between everybody, and just worked by herself.
Kyo and Yuki went to eat ice cream, one day, and Yuki told Kyo that Jim was only doing that to him because he couldn't have Kyo.
"Ew. You mean he likes me?" he asked, making a disgusted face.
"No," Yuki said, and Kyo was relieved. "But he is in love with you." Kyo nearly dropped his ice cream.
"What! That's disgusting!"
Yuki just licked at his ice cream. "Oh, so you're saying that what we had last time was disgusting?"
Kyo looked at him, and blushed. "No, of coarse not. We love each other, but… I don't love Jim. That's just… weird." They kept on eating their ice cream, looking at the kids playing in the park. Suddenly, Kyo felt something tingling at the corner of his mouth. He looked and saw that Yuki just licked it. "Yuki! Why'd you do that!"
Yuki grinned. "Ice cream," he said. Kyo smiled, and then pushed his ice cream towards Yuki's lips, and slowly licked them. "Kyo!"
Kyo chuckled. "Oops. I'm sorry, but there was something on your lips, and I wanted to remove it," he said jokingly, and Yuki giggled. Kyo offered Yuki his ice cream, and Yuki blushed and just licked at it, purposely making his lips really dirty with ice cream. Kyo leaned in and kissed him, darting his tongue in and out of Yuki's hungry mouth. "You taste so delicious, sir," Kyo said, and Yuki giggled and bit Kyo's bottom lip.
"Well, hello Mr. Married Man," Yuki said, giggling. "What are you doing seducing a man when you already have a wife?" Kyo smiled and kissed him deeply. They haven't done this in a long time, and now they were starting again. Yuki wrapped his free hand around Kyo's neck, and Kyo wrapped his free arm around Yuki's waist, drawing themselves closer, their other hands holding the ice cream.
Yuki moaned into Kyo's mouth. "Heaven," both of them thought. Their tongues battled with each other, and Kyo won and gave Yuki some more ice cream, and hungrily licked at his lips. "Kyo… Kyo, stop," Yuki moaned. They knew they didn't want to leave each other, but they had to.
Kyo leaned back and sighed. "I'm sorry," he said. "I went too far."
Yuki smiled sadly. "It's okay," he said. They stood up from the bench and finished eating their ice creams. Kyo walked Yuki to his apartment. "So, see you tomorrow at work?" Yuki said, and Kyo nodded. He closed the door behind him, but Kyo held it open.
"Wait!" he said. Yuki looked back and smiled.
"What? Are you going to rape me, too? If it is you, I don't mind." Kyo looked at him and rolled his eyes.
"I'm not gonna rape you, but can I come in? Just for a while." Yuki let him in, and closed the door behind him. Kyo turned around suddenly and pinned him to the door. "Yuki," he said, before letting Yuki talk. "I can't ignore these feelings I have for you forever, you know."
Yuki looked at him and smiled. He brushed his hand across Kyo's cheek. "And since when did I stop loving you?" he whispered. Kyo's eyes soften, and leaned closer to Yuki. "But you're married already now, Kyo, and I don't want to be intruding in your marriage."
Kyo frowned at him. "But can we… kiss for a while? I miss you so much, Yuki." Yuki looked up at him, and gladly offered himself. Kyo crashed his lips on Yuki's, and kissed him hungrily. He brought him over to his bed and lay him down.
"Kyo, we're not doing that, alright?" Yuki asked.
"I promise." He moved on top of Yuki and they started kissing. Kyo nearly ripped at Yuki's shirt, wanting to feel his skin touch against his, but he held himself back. They lay on the bed, breathing in each other's neck, not wanting to do anything else except to stay like this forever. Without knowing why, Yuki started crying. Kyo started to panic, thinking that he had done something wrong.
"Ah, Kyo… No, no… It isn't your fault," Yuki said, trying to calm Kyo down. "It's just… I guess I'm happy being like this again. I really miss those days when it was just us and all…" Kyo smiled at him, tugging his hair back. "But it's just me being selfish." Yuki sighed and sat up.
Kyo sat up too, and put his legs on both sides of Yuki and hugged him from behind. He nibbled at Yuki's ear, and Yuki giggled and leaned back closer. He turned around and caught Kyo's lips in his, and they started a fierce battle, leaving both of their lips swollen and bleeding.
"Look at my lips, Kyo!" Yuki whined. "Why'd you bit into it?"
Kyo grinned and playfully bit at his lower lip. "You'd want me to bite your lip than eating you, right?" They breathed in front of each other's mouth. Yuki leaned in and they got into another deep kiss, playing with each other's tongues, until after a long time Yuki slowly pushed him back.
"You'd better go home, Kyo," he said, feeling sad that they are going to end this after a long time. "Tohru will be worried." Kyo looked sadly at Yuki, and gave him a peck on his lips.
"Alright, I'll go," he said, and made Yuki stood up from his lap. "See you tomorrow then… love." They both smiled and Kyo wrapped Yuki's hands around his waist and kissed him deeply before Yuki just had to push him away playfully.
"Go. Tohru's dinner will get cold," Yuki said, and walked him to the door out of the apartment. They didn't let go of their hands until they really had to go back to their own home.
After seeing Kyo out, Yuki went to his room and fell asleep even before he hit his pillows, his head already filled with him and Kyo being together again…
I submitted this story exactly two months after my bday! Yay:celebrates for something stupid:
Sorry late update. Something came up...