Okay this is the second part of Birthday, if you didn't get that but it's from the Doctors point of view, also if the Doctor is all happy go lucky in the next series then I've given him a reason just to spare all of out little Doctor Who obsessed hearts.
The Doctor sat in the control room thinking about Rose. Today was her birthday he would never have been able to celebrate it with her even if she was still in the TARDIS. But he hoped she liked her present. He loved that scarf and hoped she would love it too. He gave her the scarf because it was something that was very special to him and she could have something of one of his past incarnation. And he gave her his jacket from his previous incarnation because she knew that Doctor and that was her Doctor. The one she first fell in love with, he's so different now. His ninth self wouldn't let that happen to Rose for her to be so sad, he would still have tried to get her to the parallel world to be safe and all that time ago he wouldn't have left Rose and Mickey to see Reinette, and would have never let Reinette fall in love with him. The Doctor rubbed his eyes to stop the tears forming.
"Doctor?" asked a voice from down the corridor, the Doctor knew it wasn't Rose but couldn't stop hoping "are you okay?" she asked him stepping into the control room.
"Couldn't be better" he said turning towards Lucy putting on a fake smile. He would never tell her about Rose, about how he felt about her or how he missed her. Rose healed him all that time ago, in his ninth self after the time war. She broke down the walls taught him how to love again, to love a human, one of those stupid apes and he didn't want anyone else to do that; to take her place. That was why he loved Rose so much. She was there when he needed her; he didn't want anyone else to try. Rose was the one he needed and would always need.
The TARDIS shook; she hadn't been the same since Rose left, Lucy could sense the atmosphere but he was just going to take her home and they where almost there. He didn't want to get close now. The TARDIS came to a halt and the Doctor turned away from Lucy to face the consol as he did his smile faded. He wasn't full of life anymore. Rose gave him the energy, and he gave Rose hers now they had both left him. He waited for the sound of the doors to open and Lucy to leave before turning back around, and as he heard her voice he looked up to see her walking out the doors then he looked back down.
"Bye Doctor it was fun" as the doors closed the Doctor set off for new coordinate, he always moved on he never stays. He never got to stay with the women he loved.
"Rose Tyler" shouted the Doctor "I love you and I will find you!"
I hope you liked it, if you ask I might do a third chapter also Lucy is someone you make up, she's just a non important person in this, she could even be Donna the bride at the end of the last episode.