If somehow he could just find away back to Rose everything would be okay, he would be whole, she would be happy everything would be fine. But the Doctor had to look on the bright side at least she wasn't dead. But if he goes back to see her it might open the wounds for both of them and there was no way he was going to let anything happen to Rose, even if there was a way no matter how much he wanted it. The TARDIS gave a sudden lurch as if to try and get the Doctors attention,

"Okay you've got my attention, what is it?" he asked irritably nothing had been the same since Rose had gone and defiantly not the Doctor

It was a boiling hot summers day but Rose still had the scarf tight round her neck and the jacket tight around her body. She never took them off.

"Are you hot Rose?" asked Pete holding his son; he was born last month, two weeks overdue. Rose shrugged

"Not really" Jackie took her feet out of the paddling pool and walked over to her daughter

"Rose" said Jackie, Pete walked into the house holding his hand over the ears of his son, Jackie's tone of voice was sure to mean an argument but Rose didn't seem to care she back in her dream world. Rose had gone into a really bad stage about four months before her birthday, her mind was in an imaginary world with the Doctor after a while she came out but has suffered from depression, then for the few months before her birthday she was just sad when he was mentioned, she didn't smile much but she hadn't that much before she met the Doctor, she took months off of work she was back now but had a lot of sick days Jackie couldn't wait until Rose was over this.

"Come on you're you'll make yourself ill if you keep that on" Rose shrugged, then turned to face her mum tears pouring down her face

"It's all I have left of him though mum" Rose choked out, Jackie's face softened at the sight of her daughters pain; she knelt down and put an arm round Rose's shoulder "He never told me mum, I told him, is that right? Should he have told me that he didn't feel the same?" asked Rose, Rose knew how he really felt about her but she was in a state and wasn't thinking strait,

"He loves you so much Rose you know that" Rose stopped crying and put her head on her mums shoulder

"Why didn't he tell me mum?"

"He didn't have time sweetie" Said Jackie resting her head on her daughters

"No before I know he didn't have time before when we're on the beach"

"He was scared" came a voice "scared you wouldn't feel the same, scared you'd get killed if you knew" both Jackie and Rose looked around and stood in the doorway was Pete. "I've just put Matthew down for a nap and thought I'd come and see if you two had killed each other" Pete was being incredible serious but it didn't stop Rose and Jackie laughing at him.

"I can't go back in time and stop that happening, it might end up in her being killed, she was taken from me for a reason and I'm not going back in time to say good bye. I don't care if I'd done it before and I know I wouldn't have done that so don't even try it" The Doctor said turning his back from the consol. Then with no warning the engines started, the Doctor turned to the consol and stared at the screen

"We are not going there, the hole is sealed there is no way through-" the Doctor was cut off as he was slammed back into a wall knocking him unconscious.

"Did you hear that?" asked Rose she stood up "shhhh listen" Rose stood still she could swear she heard the engines of the TARDIS "Mum can you hear that?" Jackie looked at Rose with a shocked face

"It doesn't mean it's him" said Jackie "it could be another time lord of something"

"He's the only time lord left mum, if it's not him then we've both lost it" Rose looked on "Should I go?" but before she got answer Jackie was running off towards the sound, she was gunna kill the Doctor for hurting Rose.

Thank you to all those who reviewed it means a lot and the same goes if you want/need a fourth chappie tell me I know that the part with Rose going into depresion and all that it so OOC and you can hate but please please Don't kill me, but I would like a cookie (ducks) I was just asking.