This chapter is vital to this story. This is like almost similar to an introduction of her, at least her in this particular. I will be using first person here so, bear with me. Thank you.

To understand me, you must understand what I have been through. Maybe leaving Inuyasha wasn't exactly the best choice, but given the fact that the pain was never going to go away, I never thought I'd return to the Feudal Era, certainly not so soon. I was fifteen when I fell down the well, but technically, since Inuyasha's wish, I had fallen into the well, and was in coma for all those years.

I remember waking up in the hospital bed, white all around me as if I was floating in space. Into nothingness, and I think that's what scared me, because I suddenly found myself being held down by people with no faces and I remembered screaming. I screamed—at least that's the way it sounded in my head, and then the prick in my arm and a burning.

And then there was darkness, only darkness. And I felt so alone, because in the light I could see everything, because I saw myself in the hospital bed, and my mother knitting beside me, humming my favorite song. And I was scared of the small helpless woman that lay in the bed.

I felt myself slipping into the shadows, and knew that I was dying. I couldn't move my mouth, my throat burned, and I knew that I wouldn't make it. I wouldn't get to have a family, or see mine again for that matter. And slowly, as the tear fell down my face, my skin was no longer numb and I could feel. All the aches and the pain, and then I did cry out.

I had come out of a coma that doctors assured my mother I'd never come out. And then after that it was all a blur until I found myself suddenly walking from work, and that man…the one with the beer, and he was talking saying obscene things to me that I'd never heard. I was scared, so I tried to run, but that made him anger, and I was so scared. I was paralyzed with fear as he dragged me down to the ground and kissed me, and tore off my clothing.

I felt myself screaming, and fighting and then the hard slap across my face. It stung so bad, and brought tears to my eyes. And then I knew without a doubt what was to come, and there was nothing I could do about it. He was going to rape me, and then I would take it like a "good little bitch" as he put it.

And then the man disappeared, and another came. I heard the grunts, the punches, and then the footsteps coming closer to me. I pulled myself into a feeble position and whimpered quietly. Then I felt a cool coat cover me, and someone lift me in their arms. And then I recognized that face and cried. Koga. He said he'd always be here to protect me.

But I was angry at him for letting me fall for Inuyasha and I get hurt in the end. Inuyasha hurt me so bad, and I still took it, like that man told me to take it like a good little bitch.

I begged Koga to stay with me, and then to leave me. He tried to comfort me, saying that he knew I was really from this time, he never mated and waited for me. I cried, I didn't deserve his love; I didn't even deserve life.

I was fed up until Hojo. And everything was better until he died. And those nightmares started….

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Kagome ran through the clearing—she knew something was after her. But what? And everything was happening so fast she barely recognized the crazed girl she saw when she passed the river. The blur of a demon passed her, and she scream, ducked and took off down the hill.

And then she fell, and she didn't know where. But it was dark and lonely like her heart, and then she saw everything come apart. She broke down and cried, until her tears all dried.