Disclaimer: I own nothing. I am nothing. I also desided to add in Shalee, because I think her point of view could be very interesting :)

Chapter 2:

September 11th

Sirius is scum. I can't believe he would do that to me. He KISSED the love of my life. In the common room, where anyone could see. And people did see. By people I mean me. We were going out to patrol the halls and make sure no one was snogging in the astronomy tower or an empty classroom or something of the sort. She was yelling for me to come down, ahh, Lily yelling my name. Ear candy. Anyway, I came down and I saw that...thing with his arms around her waist. and his lips on hers. He may be my best mate, he got the best punch I've ever thrown. Lily was absolutely furious for about the first half of our patrol. But during the second half...she found it quite funny. Hilarious even. Women are confusing.
Prongs

Sept. 10

Sirius kissed me! It was so weird, we were down in the common room waiting on James, and he was talking about how me "loves" me and he just kissed me. I was so irked at him at first...and then...once I thought about the irony of the situation it was hilarious. I mean, talking about how much his BEST FRIEND likes me and all, and him kissing me? Obviously the kiss meant nothing. It was just him kissing a girl who had never liked him. James was furious though. Kinda cute when he is angry. But not as cute as...oh never mind. It's stupid to think he would ever even consider dating me. Jackie thinks we could be 'the' couple. I dunno how that would happen though. I mean...he is my best friend. It just couldn't be. Could it...?
Lily

September 10

I wish I was more like Sirius. Just take the bull by the horns...or the hypogryff by the wings...or something of the sort. I wish I was more outgoing and less shy. I mean him just going up to a girl and kissing her? I don't wanna do that, but if I wasn't this shy I would be able to tell 'her' how I really feel. She isn't just a friend anymore. Not in my eyes. She is more. She is...absolutely perfect. She is gorgeous, intelligent, kind, generous and outgoing. I can't believe I've fallen for her. James would feed me to the giant squid if he knew. After what he did to Sirius...and he is his best friend in the world. James and I aren't as close as the two of them. I'm too young to die.
Remus Lupin

A few days after the last time I wrote.

I suppose kissing Lily was a mistake. I mean...me liking Shalee so much. But...maybe if she finds out it will make her jealous and realize she really does like me! How could she still not like me! Despite my black eye I'm still a sex god, or so I've been told. Who am I to argue with that logic? Back to the jealousy thing. If that really will make her a bit jealous...maybe snogging her other best friend will drive her absolutely mad. I hear the Jackie likes me. Using Jackie seems wrong...but so does not doing everything in my power to get Shalee. DILEMMA!
Padfoot

September 10

I'm taking my own advice and writing in this thing. This thing with Sirius is driving me mad. He apparently likes me, and I like him. So why am I not dating him? Because he is a git. He has a girl for about a month that he snogs with in the astronomy tower and then once he gets tired of her he moves on to someone else. I don't want that, I want a relationship. I want what Alice and Frank have. They are young and in love. I want that. I want to have a 'frank'. Sirius...is well...far from that. He jokes about everything and is never serious. I love that he has such a great sence of humor, but I wish that wasn't the only thing there was to him. Other than his looks of course. Even with his black eye from kissing Lily he is still drop-dead gorgeous. I wish he was more serious. Or that I could trust him not to dump me after a month. Maybe I should tell him that. No...I don't think I will, I think I'll let him figure it out for himself. But if he doesn't realize thats the problem by Christmas hollies then I'm gonna spell it out for him.
Shalee

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