Passion, Hatred, Love, and Denial

A/N: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING OF JUDGING AMY ALTHOUGH I MIGHT MAKE MY OWN CHARACTERS. RATED MATURE FOR ADULT SCENES.

(This is a POV story so if you do not like it, then do not read it.)

Summary: (Leaving off on season five) Eric is coming back to stay with Sean after an incident that had happened between him and Mark. Amy and David are getting engaged leaving Bruce extremely jealous……He's always loved Amy but he was never man enough to admit it. Maxine and Ignacio Messina are still seeing each other very happily, although Maxine is dealing with her very confused boss, Sean………Kyle is still on his search for Heather but something else came up unexpectedly. Lauren does something that she isn't supposed to……(Then again, when is she NOT doing something that she's not supposed to?) Have fun reading! RATED R FOR LATER CHAPTERS AND ADULT CONTENT AND SEXUALITY. DON'T LIKE IT? DON'T READ IT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

(We are starting from where we left off. In my Judging Amy story, Sean has a foster daughter named Melissa.)

SEAN'S POV

I cannot believe they did this to me.

"Sean, wait!" Maxine sounded sorry but I didn't care. I didn't stop, I kept walking until I had reached the door.

"SEAN POTTER YOU GET BACK HERE THIS INSTANT!"

Maxine's tone is what made me stop, only because I'm a little frightened of her…I tried so hard not to cry. I thought she was actually my friend.

"Maxine…It's okay. I already knew that coming back here was a bad idea." Eric said.

"No, no it wasn't. Sean, listen to what Eric has to say…" Maxine sounded serious and then I said,

"What? An apology? Coming to you first telling you that he was back and not telling me? That's his apology?"

"Sean…Please just listen to him."

"No, I don't want to hear it. I'm outta here."

I started to walk away towards the door and that is when the first tear fell. I was such a baby about this whole situation. However, I would like to know the reason as to why he was back. Did he need a place to stay? Did him and Mark split up? I don't know and at this point I couldn't care less than I already did. I just wanted to go home and get AWAY from the Grays. Suddenly, my phone rang, although I wasn't going to answer it. It was Maxine. When I was stopped at a red light, I got a text message from Eric saying, "I need to tell you something…I might have HIV."

My heart stopped for 3 seconds. During those 3 seconds, all I could do was breathe heavily and almost fell over. It's as if someone had just punched me in the stomach as hard as they possibly could. At this point, I was in tears and had to pull over. I called Maxine up and asked her to meet me.

"Maxine?" She couldn't even tell who it was because I was crying. I don't think she's ever seen or heard me cry before.

"Yes? Who's this?"

"It's Sean."

"Oh my goodness, you sound terrible! Are you okay?" I took a moment to calm down and to catch my breath before saying, "Meet me at the bar." She agreed not to bring Eric along and met me there within 2 minutes. What a great friend, Maxine. I felt like throwing up though.

MAXINE'S POV

When I got there, I saw Sean sitting at one of the tables already having his third beer and second shot of vodka. He looked miserable.

"Sean…Stop. Look, I know you're just as shocked and upset about this as I am, I couldn't think of a way to tell you as to how he got here or why he was here. I figured I would just let him tell you, I really didn't mean for you to find out this way…I really am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart and more than you could know. I really am sorrier than you can know."

He smiled at me and that told me that he was alright.

"Maxine, you have no idea, do you?" He asked me.

"An idea about what? What are you talking about?"

"You've never seen me like this, nor has Amy or Eric. Do you have any idea how lonely I truly am?"

I was a bit puzzled at this but I felt sorry for him. I guess I hadn't realized how lonely he gets, maybe I should have known…

"No I don't know how lonely you are. You'll find someone out there for you eventually…"

"It's not just that, I have…literally no friends to talk to about anything."

He put his head down looking at the table and then looked directly at me.

"Maxine, do you even remember when the last time we actually talked?"

"Sean, we talk all the time!"

"No, I mean…really talked, having a conversation that doesn't involve WORK."

It had been a while, he had a point. This made me feel bad for neglecting him but I have my own life to worry about…Although my emotions were a bit stronger this time than my common sense because I was really close with Sean, or so I thought.

"No, I don't remember…"

"Do you want to go play pool?"

I was completely thrown off at this question but figured he needed a night out with a good friend and I agreed to play pool with him, which by the way he was very good at.

By the time 3:45 in the morning came around, we decided that it was time to pack up and head out.

"Do you want to come over and watch a DVD or something?"

I was having a very good time that I wasn't thinking about anything else and accepted his offer. Surprisingly, I was nowhere even near tired. We went into the living room and decided to watch The Pianist with Adrien Brody. Losing track of time, the movie ended at about 7a.m. and we had both fallen asleep. Neither of us had woken up until noon. I had actually woken up first in a panic. Amy will wonder where I've been all night. I looked at my cell phone and saw that I had more than 25 voice messages from Amy, Eric, and Ignacio. I decided to let Sean sleep while I went outside to have a cigarette and to call everyone back to let them know that I was alright. When I went back in, I left a note on the table telling Sean that I had left. I felt as if Sean and I had become much closer than we were ever before.

AMY'S POV

As soon as my mother walked in through the door, I immediately started asking questions.

"What were you doing ma?"

"None of your business."

"Were you with Sean?"

"Amy! Keep out of my personal business!"

"What were ya guys doin?"

"If you're looking to get slapped Amy then you're doing one hell of a job at it."

"Ma…What happened between you guys?"

"Absolutely nothing! We went to the bar, got tipsy, played pool, went to his house to watch an incredibly long movie and fell asleep! Other than that, these clothes have NOT left my body since I had put them on. Besides, I love Ignacio and Sean is my BOSS. It is against policy to date someone you work with."

"No, its not. What about David and I?'

"David is NOT your boss and if he was, you'd be around him constantly whether you were in an argument or not. THIS CONVERSATION IS OVER."

Suddenly, we heard and felt a loud crash. The floor underneath our feet shook. My mother and I immediately realized that it was coming from the garage and ran straight for the door. We found Lauren in my car!

"LAUREN! WHY DID YOU…HOW COULD YOU…YOU ARE SOOO GROUNDED FOR 3 MONTHS!"

"Mom! I was just…"

"Just what? Trying to steal my car!"

"I'm sorry…"

"Sorry isn't going to pay for the garage and my car! Get upstairs RIGHT now. You are NOT going to Victor's party tomorrow night!"

"MOM!"

"GET UPSTAIRS! NOW!"

I cannot believe that she had the nerve to even THINK about stealing my car! It wasn't dented too badly but my garage door was practically torn down…I was so angry that I hadn't even bothered to notice that Lauren was injured from it.

"Amy," I hard my mother say, "Get me some wet wash cloths and band aids."

"Why? What happened?"

"Lauren hit her head off of the steering wheel pretty hard."

I freaked out when I saw her head, she had a cut the size of Europe!

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