Passion, Hatred, Love, and Denial

A/N: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING OF JUDGING AMY ALTHOUGH I MIGHT MAKE MY OWN CHARACTERS. RATED MATURE FOR ADULT SCENES.

(This is a POV story so if you do not like it, then do not read it.)

Summary: (Leaving off on season five) Eric is coming back to stay with Sean after an incident that had happened between him and Mark. Amy and David are getting engaged leaving Bruce extremely jealous……He's always loved Amy but he was never man enough to admit it. Maxine and Ignacio Messina are still seeing each other very happily, although Maxine is dealing with her very confused boss, Sean………Kyle is still on his search for Heather but something else came up unexpectedly. Lauren does something that she isn't supposed to……(Then again, when is she NOT doing something that she's not supposed to?) Have fun reading! RATED R FOR LATER CHAPTERS AND ADULT CONTENT AND SEXUALITY. DON'T LIKE IT? DON'T READ IT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

KYLE'S POV

Earlier that day, after the incident with Heather, I decided to talk to Amy about what had happened. We used to be really close but not as much anymore. I found her in the kitchen making a desperate attempt to cook breakfast but all I could see was smoke.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm making pancakes and bacon!"

"The smoke alarm is going off!"

"I know!"

"You're not a very good cook, Amy!"

"What!"

"Never mind!"

We tried to get all the smoke out of the kitchen and finally right when we finished, Maxine came home.

"Mom, where have you been? I've been trying to get a hold of you ALL day!"

"I was with Sean and Eric, we went out for a bit."

This surprised me, considering the fact that we haven't seen Eric for so long that I decided to ask when he got here.

"Wait, when did Eric come home?"

Maxine looked guilty as charged…

"Aunt Max? What's going on…" I decided to ask her.

"Eric is home because…He had some problems with Mark."

"The gay boyfriend?"

"Don't call him that!" she yelled at me. "He tested positive for HIV."

Oh my god. This can't be possible. Eric is the most responsible person I know.

"How could this have happened?"

"Well you know how it happens Kyle, people have unprotected sex like idiots. That's why the religious law for premarital sex is a sin but nobody listens because they are selfish and stupid."

She was upset about Eric, I could definitely tell.

"I can't believe this…Was he here?" I asked her.

"Yes, he was…Why do I smell smoke?"

The alarm went off again and let's just say that we had burnt pancakes and black bacon for breakfast.

ERIC'S POV

Sean insisted that I stayed with him instead of the Grays so I was busy unpacking up in the guestroom that used to be my room. I heard Sean knock on the door.

"Can I come in?" he asked me, and I nodded in reply to his question.

"I'm sorry, Sean…I didn't mean to make you upset."

"Hey, listen to me, you don't have to tell me everything. But this was really important. I'm actually relieved that you told Maxine first because now that I think about it, if I were in your shoes, I would have done the same thing."

This was a shocker yet I felt better instead of guilty this time.

"If you don't want me to live here, I completely understand but…" he interrupted me.

"Eric, HIV isn't something that I can catch unless we do inappropriate things and I'm your foster parent so not only is it inappropriate, it would be sick." He gave me a hug and this made me feel guiltier than before because I hadn't told him the entire story…

"Sean, wait, there's something I have to tell you…" This made him look curious and worried. "I didn't get it from Mark…"

"What do you mean? Mark was your boyfriend."

"Yeah, but…it wasn't him."

"Then who was it?"

I broke down in tears. I didn't want him to be angry with me, even though it wasn't my fault.

"Eric…What happened?"

"Nothing, forget it. Don't worry about it…I have to finish unpacking."

I never knew that it would be THIS embarrassing to tell someone that you got raped. I'm a guy…Guys don't get raped…Apparently, they do.

"Eric, what happened? You can tell me anything."

I took a deep breath before saying, "All I will say is…That I didn't cheat on Mark."

He now looked confused before asking, "Then how do you suppose that you got HIV? Did you and him break up?"

"No, no, we were always together."

"Then…You must have cheated on him in order to get it if he didn't have it already."

"I can't say it. I'd have to write it down."

"Then write it down."

I grabbed a piece of paper and started to write, "I took a swim class down at the public pool. I always showered when I got home but since I had my work uniform and was already late as it is, I decided to take a shower at the public pool. Right when I stepped out to grab a towel, this guy came in, and a guy that I didn't even know. Apparently, his name was Ned. I don't know his last name but let's just say that I was forced into doing some sexual activity that I didn't want to do in the first place. I told him that I had a boyfriend and he didn't listen. He didn't care."

I saw him reading the note over and over again as he put his hand over his mouth and said, "Oh my god."

I could do nothing but hide my face in my hands and a few minutes later, when he didn't say anything, I walked out of the room.

"Eric, wait."

"No, forget it. I'm out of here."

"What did Mark say?"

"Mark didn't believe me. He threw me out because my name isn't even on the lease of the apartment even though I was helping him pay rent. He thought I did it willingly."

"Eric…Come here, please? I care about you. If you left, it would leave me very heartbroken…Not that I already am because of what I just found out but because I would miss you and I would be very worried about you."

I lost my temper and punched the wall leaving a huge hole in it.

"I'm sorry…I didn't mean to…"

"It's alright, come here."

He pulled me into a hug and let me cry. After a few minutes, he let me go and then said, "You know you're gonna pay for that hole right?"

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