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On wit the show y'all!
Last Chapter recap
"Sakura, I have something else to tell you…I'm…"
She laid there on the floor beside him confused and momentarily saddened from the absence of heat and warmth that was just holding her in a death grip. She kept staring at the ground, frightened from the tone he was speaking in, it couldn't mean something good.
"I'm…I'm leaving Japan, I'm moving back to Hong Kong…"
Her eye's widened dramatically, and tears were threatening to fall once again, nothing could ever stay good in her life...she thought bitterly.
He knew he could do nothing to prevent his moving back to Hong Kong, and he knew she was going to be crushed-whether she loved him or not, they both were so ecstatic a moment ago and now…he had to do something, shouldn't he? He thought of an idea.
He took her chin delicately and turned her face so she would face him and look into his eyes. He saw the tears and the heartbreak and he was willing to punch himself right then and there, the girl he loved – was…was…crying, he felt like an utter jerk, he was making her cry…how could she even love me? He thought, she doesn't deserve me…and a whole chain of thoughts erupted in his mind of self pity and hatred.
"Sakura, you don't know how much I love you, how much this moment means to me, you don't deserve me….(his voice cracked) I was a cold-hearted boy, you changed me for the better, you're the one who makes me smile, the one who I wait to see everyday and the only one who fills my thoughts, you're my everything and my one and only love. I can't do anything about me leaving, my mom is forcing me, but I know I'll do everything in my power to come back to you- EVERYTHING!(he yelled out)….Please don't cry Sakura, I love you…."
Her eyes were as wide as saucers, she pulled away from his grasp.
He was surprised and his hand went limp.
She sniffed and let her tears come out full force, she felt colder than she ever had before. But suddenly a pair of strong arms wrapped around her and held her close, her eyes widened and looked up to see Syaoran resting his chin on her shoulder and his eyes closed tightly and tears slowly starting to leak out.
She stared at him in awe, and then smiled bitterly and leaned her head towards his and cried in his embrace-how could he be so sweet and cruel at the same time…
They stayed there till the darkness was about to start taking over the city, and she slowly took one of her hands and lifted it towards his cheek and cupped his face, causing him to open his eyes in surprise and smile faintly.
"Syaoran, you make me the most happiest girl in the world, I feel the same way towards you- I'm sorry I couldn't say this all to you before. I'm still coping with the fact my first love is leaving me after he just confessed his …love for me…"
He smiled his one and only smile for her- and was about to say something, when she put her finger on his lips to shush him. He quietly obeyed.
"When are you leaving?"
He looked away momentarily, gathering up his courage and let out a large breath of air he was holding and said quietly-
"Tomorrow…"
"I see. Syaoran, I also have one more thing to say, face it Syaoran…Will we ever see each other again? If you can't even stop your mother now, how do you hope to pull it off in the future! Tell me! How! Tell me….how…"
He sat there stunned, his mouth agape. His mouth went dry and he licked his lips and replied.
"Please Sakura, please-just have some faith in me…"
She smiled faintly and tears started streaking her face once again and leaned towards his face.
His heartbeat quickened…was this…is she really? ...millions of questions floated around in his head.
She closed her eyes, and he gulped…god this is happening…
She stopped all his thoughts as she placed her lips onto his own, he was awestruck for a moment and then responded, his first kiss and it was with her, he couldn't have been more happy…
She let go reluctantly, and whispered
"Syaoran, I don't know if you will come back for me, and…I…just I don't know what to believe, I know this isn't like me…I …just…am very confused right now with my emotions…I love you with all my heart and I'm sure I couldn't love another the way I do you…please…I just have this gut feeling telling me-it's just too good to be true…I don't want to lose something else precious to me…I'm sorry I need time…I just.."
He understood, yet he was so confused all at once, he nodded numbly, and stared at her walking figure into the distance…
He suddenly bolted from the ground and ran towards her…
"Sakura! Wait!"
She stopped and didn't turn to face him, and waited for his answer.
"Sakura, please-I don't want this to be the way we end! Please! Just…just let me see you before I leave….Please meet me at the airport tomorrow, meet me at the entrance same time today…please? Sakura…."
She nodded and walked away….
Please tell me this isn't how this is going to end…Syaoran thought.
WOOOOT! Wow I wrote this so fast…considering it's late at night.. I hope it makes sense…sry if it doesn't… LMAO anywayz I hope you guyz like this! And trust me there's WAYYYY more to come so yep! please keep reading and reviewing! Ill update next chapter if I get 10 reviews…hopefully…! LMAO! Unless I'm extremely bored or sum1 really wants a new chap! PPL REVIEWWWWW! Thnx
sakandliluver signing out!
