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Chapter 6 Recap:

He let out a low rumble and a growl from what I had assumed.

"Syao, what's wrong!" I was getting scared, this was not the Syao, I once knew.

He stepped towards me, a pleading look in his eyes. I sat there still too shocked from today's events. I started to shake uncontrollably, I was scared from Syaoran.


Chapter 7:

Tears….were those tears in his eyes?

I was frozen in my spot. I closed my eyes tightly and felt the hot tears pour down my cheeks. When I opened them, I gasped.

He was right in front of my face, that I could feel his breathe on my face.

"Syaoran!" I screamed.

"What's going on! Tell me!" I bet I looked like a train had hit me right then and there, my eyes were becoming red and puffy.

"Sakura…I-just…get away from me…please…just go.." he spoke in a gentle manner, yet you could hear the pain in every word.

I think my jaw hit the floor, I was so confused. One minute, he's hurting me-now he wants me to leave? What THE HELL WAS GOING ON?

I stood, my head bent-I was crying. How could he…I thought…

"Syaoran! I thought you loved me! I thought you did…I guess I was wrong…" I started off so strong, but in the end I was just a sobbing wreck.

"Sakura…it's just…you need to get away from me…please just..I do…I just…" Get away from him? Was he in trouble or something? Was he hiding something from me? He still loves me? Why would he tell me to leave? Why, WhY, WHY? My head was swimming with questions.

"Syaoran, tell me what's wrong…If you're in trouble or something, just tell me….I want to go through all the pain with you…I wanna be with you…isn't that enough?"

"Sakura, this is not something you can help me with...I don't know how, I don't want you to get hurt…just leave please, before I do something I'll regret…"

My eyes widened. He doesn't want me to get hurt? I couldn't stand this anymore…

I ran at him and threw my body towards his. He landed on the floor with a thud, with my body on top of his. I started sobbing into his chest.

He wrapped his arms around me, and picked me up bridal style, and walked me in his arms out of his apartment. I was still crying when we had reached my house, and he jumped up the tree, and into my room through the window.

He placed me in my bed.

"Sakura, just forget me….It's for the best…"

I lay there shaking and sobbing, he brushed his lips quickly over mine-a bittersweet kiss…Is this the end? I hope it wasn't…

He quickly left, out the window, down the tree and onto the street and ran all the way home, while I was laying there-broken….

I couldn't sleep for a while, even when sleep overcome me-I woke up in a cold sweat, today's events playing over and over again-giving me nightmares.

-Time Lapse-

I woke with a pounding headache, and I felt like crap. I got up and took a quick shower, and quickly grabbed a pair of jeans and a hoodie and slipped them on. I didn't care how I looked, it was the way I felt…crap…

I ran to school, and quickly stopped at my locker to grab my books, and ran to my homeroom.

Syaoran was sitting in his seat, surrounded by a crowd of girls….I guess they knew…what happened? I didn't know, but I felt like crying all over again….Just seeing his face, alone..I wanted to hug him so…badly

I sat in my seat silently, and I held my face in my hands, then switched positions to my face on the table my arms as weak boundaries, from the strongest force-Syaoran. He mattered so much….

The teacher walked in. Great. Another crappy day. He started lecturing, on god knows what. I raised my hand in the middle of the class.

"Sensei, may I be excused for a minute?" He had a worried look on his face, and then a quick nod of approval went back to his lecturing.

I stood up and walked out. I sighed once outside of that cramped room with Syaoran. I wish he knew how much this was hurting me….

I felt a hand being placed on my shoulder, I looked up to see Seiji.

I didn't need this right now. I sighed and closed my eyes in frustration.

"Listen Seiji, I need some time alone. Please just…leave…Can't you see I'm not interested?"

I think I hurt him with that, his face faltered and he bent his head downwards,

"I'm sorry Kinomoto-san….I just thought you would need a friend right now..You look so…."

"Pathetic.." I answered for him.

His eyes widened.

"Sakura, you're not pathetic! You're sweet, kind and…." He started blushing, gosh why did he have to like a girl like me….he doesn't deserve me, I'm sure he could find a girl, just not me.

"Seiji, listen…you can find someone better than me…we can be friends ok? I'm just not going any farther. Sorry, I'm just in a crappy mood right now…"

He smiled at the prospect of being friends. He lifted his hand for me to greet, and I shook it gently and smiled. Friends.

I heard the classroom door open, and see Syaoran walking out, he stopped dead in his tracks seeing us together. A look of pain flashed across his face and he stalked off.

"Syaoran! Wait!" he kept walking.

"Sorry Seiji, I'll talk to you some other time….I really need to see Syao right now…" And with that I ran after Syao.

When we were alone in another hall, I ran in front of him and stopped-I stood in front of him.

"Syao, it's not what you think…."

"Listen Sakura, find someone like him, you don't need me…I'm only going to cause you trouble…Please, this was over since yesterday."

"Syao! Why are you doing this? What did I do wrong…Tell me!"

"Sakura, you don't understand its not you! You wouldn't believe me even if I told you…"

"Told me what?"

"Sakura….Just, I could hurt you…I'm not myself…something happened to me a while ago, when we were separated…You have to keep away from my body in this dimension, anytime my bad counterpart could come…."

I stood there, his bad counterpart? This dimension? Wait, there are other dimensions!

"Syaoran, everyone has a good and bad side….I mean I just don't understand, if this is you bad counterpart…then where is your good counterpart?"

"Sakura, I don't have much time…Last time I hurt you…That was my bad side….I don't want another chance for it to come, and really hurt you…"

I was floored. This was news….


Gomenasai! (Sorry!) I'm pretty sure I just lost all my future chances of any more reviews…I'm pretty sure everyone is confused at this point….or saying WTH I'm not even sure where I'm goin rite now either! I had a dream, and basically I just expanded on it with fanfiction. But now I have made alterations to my story, and etc…Pls don't kill me!

Review! I tried ppl…waaa….Reviews will keep this story going…Sorry, if it doesn't make sense…I wrote it in like 2 hours or sumthin…sorry

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