Hey people, I'm glad at least sum ppl stayed and I gained sum new ppl too! Lol anywayz ill try explaining in this chapter, im trying my best cuz I screwed up this story from my original plan lol…anywayz I hope u like it anywayz…and id like to thank my WONDERFUL REVIEWERS! I love u! plz keep reading! Lol anywayz sry I didn't update every1..lol sry im really busy lately exams comin up and everything ill try to keep updating 4 u!

DISCLAIMER: duh Card Captor Sakura doesn't belong to me…lol prob never will…

Recap of Chapter 7:

"Sakura….Just, I could hurt you…I'm not myself…something happened to me a while ago, when we were separated…You have to keep away from my body in this dimension, anytime my bad counterpart could come…."

I stood there, his bad counterpart? This dimension? Wait, there are other dimensions!

"Syaoran, everyone has a good and bad side….I mean I just don't understand, if this is you bad counterpart…then where is your good counterpart?"

"Sakura, I don't have much time…Last time I hurt you…That was my bad side….I don't want another chance for it to come, and really hurt you…"

I was floored. This was news….

Chapter 8:

He dropped his gaze from mine, I was so confused, shocked and still a part of me wanted to hold him whether he was evil nor good-he's my Syaoran…ne?(right?)

I stepped toward him slowly and wrapped my arms around his shaking figure.

"Syao..please, just explain this to me, step by step, I don't care if you're bad…I love you…you'll always be my Syaoran…"

His figure tightened and he wrapped his arms tightly around me, but soon it was becoming a little too tight.

"Sakura, you have no idea what you're dealing with!" He let me go abruptly and I fell to the floor from the sudden push, and I was laying there staring at him with wide-eyes.

"Please Syao…let me help you…."

His eyes softened momentarily and he then quickly ran back to class, away from me, pushing me away from the one thing that could cause me such happiness yet pain…but I know the pain would b worth it-if I could just receive his love…I love him so much…I wish he knew the lengths I would go for him….

I couldn't go back too quickly, or the teacher would be suspicious, if both students went out…And came in 1 after the other looking terrible…I sighed, I had to kill some time.

I don't know what to do anymore. I first had to find what the hell happened to Syaoran.

If only he would let me…

Time Lapse+

I was walking towards my locker, looking like a mess. I can't do this without you Syaoran…

I slowly reached for my lock and slowly applied the combo in. I'm wasting time, I need to figure this out-I kept repeating to myself. I had to admit I was scared…very…but another part of me knew that Syaoran loved me…and if he did he would never…but he already did…he hurt me…But I don't care anymore, that pain is nothing compared to how much his love means to me…

I trudged home, sluggishly grabbing the key and putting it into the lock, I wasn't even looking where I was going when I bumped into someone.

"Ah, gomen(sorry)"

I then just realized, wait…Touya's in college, Dad's off on some trip…then who is this!

I looked up to see with widened eyes only to widen them even more.

"Tomoyo! Eriol!"

I sprung on them with a gigantic hug, tears pouring out of my eyes in the process.

"I missed you guys so much!"

They both smiled faintly, I was confused. Wouldn't they be happy to see me? What's going on?

"Sakura, we missed you as well…" Tomoyo and Eriol said at the same time, but their faces showed otherwise. It was stony cold, hardened and pained.

"You guys are so sad…Is there something wrong?" I asked in a whisper.

"Sakura, we need to talk…about Syaoran…" Eriol replied. Their eyes locking into mine.

I gaped, how did they know! Was I the only one not knowing everything! What is going on? I suddenly laughed inwardly…Suddenly everything that happens to me, I'm totally clueless in, and I'm finding that I ask 'What's going on?'

They saw my sad smile, and held my shoulder in assurance, a hand from Tomoyo on a shoulder, and a hand from Eriol on the other. I hope they could help me…

"Sure, um…let's go sit in the living room…."

We all gathered our belonging and put them away, and sat on the sofas. Me on one, and Tomoyo and Eriol on the other.

"Ne, how did you get in here anyways..?"

Tomoyo giggled silently

Eriol replied with his Cheshire cat smile "I have my ways.."

"Hoe…"

"Sakura, what we came here to tell you is that…you must stay away from Syaoran."

I gaped, WHY IS EVERYONE TELLING ME THAT?

He saw my angry expression.

"Please Sakura, it's for your own good! Something happened. Apparently Syaoran went missing a few days back when you and him were separated. People say he came back completely unharmed, and at first he seemed a little distant and strange but then he came around. When ever someone comes close to him, he'll hurt them…and somehow pass out-or storm off muttering 'Sakura…Help'"

I listened, trying to make sense of what happened…This was all very confusing to me.

"Syao…When we were together at his house, after he came back to Japan, he…we were…he suddenly started crushing my hand…and also today I tried to hug him after he said to stay away from him-"

Their eyes just bulged out, right at the moment I said that.

"You mean to say, he knows what he's doing! Is he fighting with something? What has he told you?" Eriol literally yelled at me.

I was surprised at his reaction, Tomoyo was just staring of into space, trying to comprehend things.

"He told me that, apparently if I came any closer to him, his bad side would take control and hurt me…That he didn't have much time before the bad side came…that…some dimension…I don't know!"

I grabbed my head in frustration.

Tomoyo ran to my side and wrapped her arms around me, trying to soothe me…

"Shhh…Sakura-chan…I'm here…We're here…"

I felt tears coming down my cheeks once again. Lately my life has been an emotional rollercoaster…

Omgawd! I'm again sorry ppl for not writing and such a short chappie, I think I may have figured wut im gonna do, and I love u all for taking the time 2 read this, and reviewing it, and supporting me. It means a lot to me that people care. And this being my first fanfic, experimenting if my writing has an effect. I dunno when ill update, but ill try to during any free time…This chapter to me seems a bit rushed and fast, I wrote the beginning a while ago..and then jus finished everything else like 2-3 pages jus now..lol so its rushed I guess…I'm sorry if there r any spelling mistakes, if it doesn't make sense or anything! Plz review and read. I thank you all so much, and please bear with me during the times of exams!

P.S good luck 2 any1 who is having an exam or will. we'll all survive ne?

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