Hey people..! Currently I am bored out of my frickin mind! I cnt do any of my hwk, and it's the long weekend and I cnt do anything! My latest obsession is youtube, and ive been trying to make this vid, but to do that I need the anime episodes, yes im making an AMV, I make movies at school, so I think I know wut im doing. Lol im waiting for the evil episodes to load, I got one, but my internet just went..so im kinda screwed and ill have to wait…I started makin the vid, and gosh my comp is so slow and such lil memory I cnt see half the things I put together! Im bored and sad as well cuz I got only like…4 reviews which saddens me. Lol its like I started my fanfic from the beginning all over again trying to gain attention wit this fanfic…sigh oh well. For those of you read, I hope u enjoy, yah yah im like the worst writer ever, so no need to rub it in. well here I go…
DISCLAIMER: do I seriously need to keep putting this up? Either way CCS does not, and doesn't now, or in the past belong to me! U hear me? Wait..read me! I do not own it? Ok we gud now.
Chapter 8 Recap:
"You mean to say, he knows what he's doing! Is he fighting with something? What has he told you?" Eriol literally yelled at me.
I was surprised at his reaction, Tomoyo was just staring of into space, trying to comprehend things.
"He told me that, apparently if I came any closer to him, his bad side would take control and hurt me…That he didn't have much time before the bad side came…that…some dimension…I don't know!"
I grabbed my head in frustration.
Tomoyo ran to my side and wrapped her arms around me, trying to soothe me…
"Shhh…Sakura-chan…I'm here…We're here…"
I felt tears coming down my cheeks once again. Lately my life has been an emotional rollercoaster…
(A/N: lol, I always have such looong recaps, either way ill try making my chapter longer than the recap. Sry if it bugs u to have a long recap.)
Chapter 9:
The next day I woke up feeling groggy. Last night was a blur to me, all I remember was me and Eriol fighting whether I should even be near Syao, and them leaving with worried glances towards me..They came back…Life is going to be an emotional hell.
I slid off the bed, and placed my feet on the floor, clutching my head-from the headache I knew was going to come on. I walked to the bathroom, I check the clock, 8:00. Wow, I might actually make it to school on time…For once I wished I could be late for school.
I reached the school in no time, I was so lost in my own little reverie. I was walking up to the school doors and about to reach for them, when a hand grabbed mine, I looked up to see Seiji.
"Seiji, let go"
He immediately let go, and knew something was bothering me.
"Saku- I"
The rest of his words were tuned out for a moment, 'Saku' triggered a memory. I remember Syaoran was the one who first called me that…Just Saku…
My eyes started watering up at the memory of Syao and me when we were kids.
Seiji was speaking, and stopped when he saw crystal tears falling, he reached up towards my face and started stroking the tears away.
I relaxed for the slightest moment, until I tensed up, realizing how could he…
He knew how much I cared for Syao…
I turned my face away from his hand, "I'm sorry Seiji, I have to go."
A hand was placed on my shoulder, I turned around on instinct to see Eriol with his hand on my shoulder, and Tomoyo at his side
"Sakura, may you introduce your friend to us?"
I sniffled and replied,
"This is Seiji-kun."
I turned to Seiji and my eyes cast downward and told him
"These are my childhood friends Eriol and Tomoyo."
They smiled gently towards Seiji, and he lifted his hand for them to shake.
They gladly accepted. I was just standing there in the middle, like some sad kid who had their candy stolen from them.
"Sakura, I don't know how I made you cry, but I am too surprised on what Syaoran did this morning."
My eyes widened,
"What do you mean! What did Syaoran do?"
"Didn't you hear me Sakura? I told you, apparently Syaoran this morning hurt a girl that had morning duty with him, her name…being…uh…I think it was Cla…rissa?"
I gasped, oh my god. What did he do? Clarissa?
"Apparently she broke her arm, when the teacher came, he said 'she slipped on water and lost her footing and broke her arm', he said he was out of the classroom. The teacher believed him, but everyone is saying Syaoran did it, Clarissa was trying to hit on him, and insulting you, so he took her arm and dislocated her bone."
I stood there shaking, Syaoran was serious. I thought he wouldn't go THIS FAR. But he did.
"See Sakura?"
Eriol asked me with a knowing glance towards me, and I stared at him with shock written over my face. What should I do? What should..I…?
Just then, outside our little group, I saw Syaoran walking towards this door, but as soon as he saw my face, he turned and ran to the other door.
I had an impulse to run after him, even if he broke Clarissa's arm…I must be insane…or just blind because of my love for him.
I was about to, when Eriol tugged on my hand. I stopped and sighed loudly.
"Sakura, stay away from him…"
Eriol kept telling me, whose next? Seiji?
"Yah, Saku I think you should."
I clutched my head, god, help me.
"Seiji, I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't call me…Saku…Syao was the one who called me that."
He bowed his head,
"But, are you still with Syaoran?"
"I don't know, but I still want to be…After everything…Syaoran…he's my first love, and hopefully my…"
Seiji ran into the front doors, and into another hallway.
My mouth was still in mid-sentence…
"my last…."
I suddenly felt my stomach do flip-flops. I had just did it, I knew he had feelings for me, but I never wanted to hurt him…
"Seiji…kun…"
I whispered. Eriol suddenly spoke in a hushed voice behind me
"Sakura, maybe it wasn't meant to be with Syaoran…He's too dangerous. What about you're friend Seiji?"
I turned at him and raised my eyebrow,
"You think just because for once Syaoran is in trouble, and he's dangerous I'm going to back away? And Seiji-kun is a friend, I could never..see…him as anything more…"
I stomped off into the school, leaving Eriol and Tomoyo turning what I had said, and digesting it. While I reached my locker, and swiftly opened my lock and opened the door of the locker.
Something I hadn't been expecting was a tiny little note to fall out from it.
I gasped, oh my god. Another note! Just like…before…I wonder what it says now!
My palms turned sweaty and I was shaking as I picked up the crumbled paper, and started reading furiously.
"Sakura…Please..I love you, always remember that…Don't leave me alone in the light…Only you can save me"
I was so confused, before he told me to leave him alone, and I thought the light was a good thing…not a bad thing?
Either way I'm not going to give up!
Syaoran, I'm coming!
I think I just officially confused everyone once again, and the plot thickens! MUAHAHA
Lol anywayz please leave a review reflecting your thoughts on this story, thanks
Keep reading, ill try to update if I get reviews and sum1 actually wants me to continue…and if I have time as well. Sry if theres any mistakes, andits short cuz i kinda rushed, Iwas typing furisously--
Love u all sooo much
sakandliluver