ok..sorry that i just really and literally left you all hanging...i got a review, and i decided that i would continue!

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Olivia sat down at her desk, more like fell down into her chair. She was having a bad day, a really bad day. Across from her was her new partner...more like Elliot's replacement as she liked to call it. "Detective Steve Miller" the name plate on his desk read. "Detective Steve Miller" was one of the main reasons why she was in such a pissy mood. He always had to disagree with her. Even if they both knew she was right, he would have to find some reason to disagree with her. He was good, Liv had to admitt it, but not as good as Elliot.

The other reasons why she was in such a bad mood was because today was the 4 month anniversary of Elliot's death. Everyone on the squad knew she wasnt over it, and they all knew very well not to bother her when she was in these moods. John Munch remembers it very vividly.

"John I thought I told you to SHUT THE HELL UP!" Olivia said in a very high raised voice.

"Well im just saying that the government is trying to kill its own citizens because then it has less life insurance to give out...blah blah blah"

Olivia had had enough of listening to John talk about all that crap, so she decided to take care of it her self. She pulled open her drawer, pulled out a roll of Duck Tape, and casually, but meaningfully, walked over to John and ripped off a piece of tape, and stuck it over his still moving mouth.

"When I say shut up, I mean it"

All Olivia wanted was to go home, soak in a nice hot bath, and let all her troubles go away. But sadly, she had the night shift tonight...so that wasnt going to work out.

Over the past 4 months, Olivia Benson has changed. Both physically and mentally. She would go to the gym before and after work, and work out for 2 hours, go to work, and eat basically nothing. It showed, very well. All her clothes that once fit her perfectly, not hung off of her. She also became more obsessed with her work. She didnt want to think about anything in her personal life, so she put work before everything.

Everyone noticed the changes in her, but she was the only one that didnt want to notice...

short i know...umm yeah review please!