This is my first fanfic EVER! So please go easy on me. I am only posting it because my friend Violet from Twilight Lexicon and my friend at homeare telling me that it is good. And I trustthem completely. So. PLEASE Read and Review! Be honest, but not to the point of where I'll break.

Disclaimer: Twilight is not mine, I'll admit. So I am sorry to all those people who were confused. Truly Sorry.:p

Chapter One

2 weeks after Prom...

Bella PoV:

"Bella! We have had this argument a countless number of times! How many times am I going to have to tell you? I will not damn you!"

We had been going a it since that night at prom. I kept bringing it up when the conversation was light and leaning towards vampires and Alice's visions. And things always went downhill from there. But I was stubborn, and I would not give up if it meant I was staying with him forever. Not until he gave in.

"Why not Edward," I whined. But I was getting angrier by the second, so the whining soon turned into heated talking. "Don't you love me? Don't you want me to be with you forever? Because I sure as hell know I want to!"

"Bella, don't you ever question-"

"Edward STOP! I have heard this speech a hundred times! 'Bella don't question my love for you' blah blah blah. But if you really love me, and want to be together forever… you'll change me." My voice had gone from a yell to just a whisper. And I would've gone on, but I didn't want him to hear it crack.

The point was that I loved him and he obviously loved me, so why won't he change me? I was crying now, but I had been looking down, trying to hide my tear-stained face from his beautiful god-like one.

"Bella," he said softly.

I looked up only to find him a few inches from me. His eyes that had steadily been growing darker and more filled with anger, were changing back to the topaz I'd known and loved. He did a blinding move, and all of a sudden, I was on his lap, and he was cradling me like a baby, to his chest.

"Bella," he repeated soothingly. "I love you and I always will, you know that. But I am afraid and I am sad. I love the blush in you cheeks. I love it when you take your little 'human minutes'. And I even love to watch you sleep."

He lifted my chin for me to look at him, for I'd had my face in his rock hard chest. We looked into each others eyes for a while until I had started crying again. Then he caught a tear with his little finger and stared at it menacingly. I secretly loved when he did this. I don't know why, but I thought it was cute when he tasted them.

My face must've given something away because right then he caught a tear, tasted it, and smiled. Then he continued. "But when you ask me to do such things, I know I'll never be able to see you do any of that stuff ever again. Especially crying," he added with a wink, which made me smile. Then he turned serious again. "Which is why I will ask you once and only once. Do you want to be damned?"

"Oh Edward. Damned is such a…nasty word. Can't we use… changed, or something along those lines?"

"Bella, I don't think you have completely made up your mind," he said almost astounded.

And he was right. I hadn't made up my mind completely. I was just so wound up with being with him forever that I hadn't thought of the consequences.

So there we both sat, staring at each other, as silence enveloped us.

Mkay. I know this is short, BUT (!) i have some other short ones, then I have some really LONG ones. SO! Don't fret. Review. NOW! I don't know why you're still reading this! GO! SHoo! GET OVER TO THE REVIEW BOX! Jeez.