Ch.174
Too Much Info!
I decided to check my email i havent checked in atleast a week so i thought i was about time to.I sat down in my pc chair and logged on to my ename.Chi watch me and when i logged in i got an unwelcome surprise, i had over 102 unread emails my jaw dropped.
Kagome:OH MY GOD!WTF!
I said slowly.
Chi:Chi?
she said uncertainly.
I went through my email checking each one alot of em were junk mail so i deleted them and the rest were from my friends i checked the first one i was from Resmiranda
another one of my friends at Deviantart.It said:
"Hey girl wats up where have you been? Guess what i wrote a story about you 3
its here- http/ Have fun!
RM!"
(only a few ppl know about the real me)
Kag:hmm.I guess i have time to read this. i clicked the link and started reading .
I took 2.hrs 30mins to read and at the end i was soaked in my own tears.
Kag:sniffle That was beautiful.
thinking:
"I know now what i have to do..."
Chi:Are You alright?
Kag:Not really chi, i-i think im going to the graveyard for a while.
Chi:can i come?
Kagome:Not this time chi i need you to watch Sesshomaru ok?
Chi:nodding Chi.
i went to pack my bag full of the things i needed.Pills,booze,candles,matches,and red s.p.(spraypaint).i changed my clothing and hugged chi goodbye thinking:
"this is the last time i'll see her"
Kag:I love you chi.
Chi:I love you to Kagome.
She smiled and i jumped out the window and landed on the ground and ran to the grave yard thinking:
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. Now I will stop this to protect the ones i love from this certain death i will die in exchange for there lives, thank you Resmiranda, with your story you showed me the way..."