Black and white

Chapter2:Geting closer yet drifting apart

Sakures Pov:

The afternoon was great i spent the dinner with syaoran he was so kind of him to spend the whole dinner with me and share is lunch as well he eithen stuck up for at the incedent.
I wanted to tell him how felt about him so i could be with him but i lost my nerve cuz i didnt wanna be rejected maybe some day i will tell him maybe i will never be with him.

i jumped down from the wall and walked to my lockers.

i grabed my white t-shirt and black shorts and red and white trainers from my locker.

i walked into the changing rooms and looked for tomoya and meiling and the others.

over here said tomoyo calling me over

i walked there not be for geting some rude coments like dont trip you clumsy slut.

some of the comments really hurt me but i never showed it cuz i didnt want them having the satisfaction of knowing that they doing a good job.

just ignore them said meiling they just jeilous.

i nodded.

i began to get unchanged i pulled off my white scarf and black shirt and white hat and white scarf and skirt and black shoes untill i was only in my panties and bra and then slipped into my usuel white shirt and black shorts. hello class said mrs timantha be for we go out side i check the attendence.

it took her serveral minutes to go though the list and told the class to head for the fields.

it was quite chilli but i didnt mind.

everyone began to warm up the teacher went to mr tate.

the guys were already there warming up several guys were topless doing press up and sit ups.

syaoran was doing hand stands mean his shirt would slip to shoulder showing off his atherletic body.

i could hear jade saying somthing like yummy yummy causing the plastics to laugh.

in fact most of the girls were stairing at syaoran saying how hot and gorgoeus he is.

but Syaoran was more intrested in working out than the stairing girls.

i did a couple of press ups my self just trying to inpress him.

Eriol was doing press ups so was Ryu and Takashi.

then as i was thinking i felt some pull me up by my hair it was jade.

i wanna talk to you you flipping bitch said jade angerily how dare you start sleeping around with the new guys they all MINE

she shoved me on to the ground i could hear the words fight fight fight being chanted.

i felt jade slap me hard around my face calling me a slut pulling my hair kicking me in the ribs.

i felt my cheeks go red and tears roll down my cheeks.

oooooooo your crying now teased jade you little babey your perfectic.

she spat on me now i was starting to get very anoyed i could shouting she was now on top of me slaping me senserless so i kicked her off and jumped her slapping her as hard as i could.

Normal Pov:

syaoran looked at wat the commontion and saw jade slaping sakura around the face and decided to go help sakura he could see meilin and tomoyo were trying to get jade but hannha and maylin were shoving them back.

rika and Naoko and chiharu were trying help sakura but still couldnt.

now sakura kicked her off and was slaping the shit out of jade who was in comepleatly shocked.

hey syaoran said eriol come on lets help sakura so she wont get into trouble.

takeshi i distracting the teachers.

Syaoran grabed sakura by the wrists and pulled her off jade whos clothes were torn and her hair a was in right mess and her lip was bleeding you could see her black bra though her torn t- shirt and black undies from torn skirt which was now on knee.

eriol was helping the others from the plastics and get them away.

you bitch shouted one of the girls in the crowd

sakura was crying and ending up fainting.

she woke up near the foutain and saw syaoran smiling at her.

are you ok sakura said Syaoran stairing at her looking quit worried.

sakura nodded

Sakura Pov:

wat happend i said

dont worry about it jade attacked and you fought back so you had quite the scrap with jade said syaoran you kicked ass you was right shocked.

i nodded

i looked in the mirror my hair was quite messed up my shirt was torn and could see part of my lime green bra and my shorts were torn and were having some trouble staying on and could see my green panties pretty clearly i looked like had just had some rough wild make out session.

here sakura said syaoran passing me my bag with my clothe in.

thanks i said smiling at him warmly you really are a great friend.

thanks said syaoran blushing red

you know you look so beutiful when your not upset said syaoran

i blushed blushed and staired into his eyes geting caught in a trance.

he cupped my cheek.

god i didnt wanna move just stay like this i thought

hey you too said tomoyo looking at them in there position i come back later cuz i interupted somthing

syaoran hands his hand to side and blushed firery red

i was so red that i most of been my own sun.

dam tomoyo why did you have to come i thought

wait tomoyo i said grabbing her shoulder

wat were you goanna tell me i said

i was goanna say you need to hurry up sports has finshed and its maths next said tomoyo

oh shit i said

bye sakura said syaoran about to leave

wait i said i havent thanked you for helping me earler

its ok said syaoran smiling at her its wat friends are for.

yeah but i would feel guilty if i didnt thank you i said

the reason why is i am despret to kiss him i quite perfectic arnt i

i began leaning in and placed a kiss on his lips instead of his cheeks i then walked into a cubicle and got changed leaving a shocked syaoran standing there.

Syaorans Pov:

did she kiss me i thought did sakure just kiss me.

i was in comepleat shock my fingers on my lips where sakura seconds ago had kissed me.

dose this mean she like me the same as i do or is that just a friendly thank you kiss.

Normal Pov:

ok sakura i am going to math class ok said tomoyo syaoran are you coming.

he nodded and folowed

see ya sakura said syaoran i see you in math class.

ok said sakura bye guys.

3 minutes later sakura walks out of the bath room in her uniform and makes her way to the maths class.

(Maths class)

ummmm so no jade or sakura said mr pendal i wonder why

sakura walks in.

sorry i am late sir said sakura she lookes around and realises there no jade.

great no jade thought sakura.

sakura ignores the people glaring at her and sits at her usuel place.

sakura you a bludie short fused nut said silvia

hello sakura said rika smiling warmly at her are you ok

yeah i am now said sakura smiling back

Sakura Pov:

the lesson was hard and but syaoran helped with my algabra work so it wasnt that hard.

he asked if i liked him and well it didnt go to well.

Flashback:

Sakura how much do you like me said syaoran blushing but looking her in the eye

the others were looking to so i was in a perdicerment.

well i said kind of nervious i really really deeply like you

oh said syaoran showing some kind of disapointment.

i felt really bad for him he was quite for the rest of the lesson i could of told him the truth and say i love but he might reject me.

he didnt even look at me not even once but i couldnt risk ruining our friendship and being so embrassed if he dose reject me.

end of flashback:

He left the class room without saying good bye to me or anyone i felt like i should just cruel into a dark corner and die.

Syaoran Pov:

i cant believe it she still thinks of me just as a friend nothing more i thought that kiss was cuz she liked but it was a kiss to say thanks i feel betrayed worthless and like she pulled my heart out and crushed it in front of me.

i guess she likes eriol over me well but i cant hate her i could never i love her so much but that means nothing now its over.

i can only get on with my life

good bye sakura

Normal Pov:

sakura are you ok said tomoyo looking worried cuz she wasnt cheerful like usuel or talkertive

i am ok said sakura lifelessly

no your not you been like this since maths said Chilharu since you talked syaoran

yeah said Naoko your always so cheerful but now your just dull like dead flower

its nothing said sakura

is it somthing syaoran said meiling said to you

cuz hes got no right to up set you like this said meiling

yeah said takashi your make the peguins fall with your mood.

the other girls other than sakura gave him a death glare

ok ok it wont said Takashi but syaoran is over their.

eriol walked behind cashuel watching them

this quite entertaining said Nakuru watching other people problems

suppi just looked aimmlesly in front of eriol

well it might be fun to you but to them its not said eriol you shouldnt interfere with other peoples problems or make fun of them.

i am goanna give him a pierce of my mind said meiling

wait it aint his fault said sakura he just looks so upset earlyer when i awnserd is queastion that i feel guilty.

oh said meiling

syaoran just kept walking totaly ignoring sakura and the others.

eriol walks across the road towards syaoran

hello said eriol plesently

came to rub it in said syaoran have you

rub it in said eriol no no i have came to talk to you

whats eriol doing said chiharu

so grumpy wats with the face said nakaru teasely

nakaru dont push it said eriol hes in bad anothe mood anyway he dosnt need you wineding him up even more

ok ok you two are no fun at all said nakaru here suppi he droped a sweet on the floor.

he gummbled it up she chuckes a couple more making poor suppi hyper

Nakuru your jokes our way to cruel said eriol you always taunt spinal sun.

god you moan to much said nakuru walking off

so whats wrong said eriol is it cuz of sakura

syaorun didnt awnzer

ile take that as a yes then said eriol somtimes if you dont wanna be upset or dispointed at somones awnzer you shouldnt ask them in the first place.

but with you being all gloomy and upset you made poor sakura feel even worse and guitly cuz of it said eriol

he still didnt respond

you asked her a question she awnzerd you should except the anwzer

why dont you bug somone else said syaoran i dont need you to lecture me.

just think about it your making her very upset said eriol and shes not happy or cheerful cuz she thinks your angry at her you should think of wat she is going though right now.

thats all i have to say said eriol the choice is yours to make

eriol turned the corner and was gone

Sakura Pov:

god look at him hes so up set and depressed and cuz of me he probly hates me now it brakes my heart to see him like this.

tears were rolling down my cheeks

Normal Pov:

syaoran turned the corner and walked towards his home.

seya guys said meilin crossing the road heading for her home which was in the same place where syaoran lived.

Tanya chiharu and Naoko and takashi walked down the same road there house somewhere down there.

tomoyo san called somone from behind

a big black limo stoped next to them

sakura and tomoyo looked at it

mom said Tomoyo

tomoyo san we have to go somewhere quickly so you have to come to.

oh ok said tomoyo bye sakura

bye said sakura and turned to continued to walk back.

the limo drived off

hey kaijuu called toya

sakura just ignored him

hello sakura said yukito happily

hello said sakura

whats wrong with you said toya had another of those days.

i dont wanna talk about it ok said sakura

ok kaijuu just breath firer on me said toya

sakura just stared at him

come on toya she wants to be left alone said yukito

fair anothe said toya riding off towards his and sakuras house

yukito closely behind

it took her 3 more minutes to reach home she walked in and went up stairs

walked in her room closed the door and fell on the bed.

hello sakura said kero

hello said sakura almost lifelessly

wats eating you said kero looking at his friend

i dont wanna talk about it said sakura

dwelling on past problems only causes more said kero

sakura looked at him

he shruged clow told me it

come on sakura tell is it about the kid said kero cuz its usuel people who you like gets you this depressed.

she staired at him

come on wat happend if you tell somone you will fell much better said kero smiling.

ok i tell you said sakura the reson why i am so depressed is cuz i hurt syaoran he asked me how much i liked him so i said really liked but he took it the wrong way and now hes really depressed and i think he hates me now.

oh said kero i guess he means a awful lot to you

sakura blushed and nodded i love him to bits i cant live with out him hes always helped me and makes me feel more better about my self than i am.

but i guess me and him are never ment to be said sakure tears going down her cheeks.

you should tell him how you feel befor its too late said kero even if hes a bit well stuck up.

sakura glared daggers at him

yeah but you should tell him said kero

ok said sakura feeling much better but i hope he takes me back.

i am sure he will said kero why wouldnt he i hate to admit but you two are good together and your brother might not think so but he knows you too our.

yeah i guess your right said sakura smiling happily

but wheres the food i am starving said kero

o yeah i never ate my lunch said sakura taking it out and leaving in front of kero

kero began to goble them up.

dinners ready shouted Fujitaka

ok said sakura bye kero be back in a little while

kero nodded

i bring some food for you ok said sakura closing the door behind her.

hello sakura said Fujitaka i didnt even hear you walk in

oh said sakura

yeah i thought you were sulking like you did on the way here.

sakura ignored him and beganto eat her food it was pancakes.

sakura couldnt help think about syaoran she still was quite depressed about the way he looked at her after she awnzerd the queastion and the way he totaly ignored her and the others at the end of maths.

after she finshed she took a couple up stairs for kero

here kero said sakura handing him 2 pancakes

ummmmmm said kero it is deilious

sakura decided to ring up Syaoran and see if hes ok.

hello said sakura

hello sakura said girl voice

it was meiling

where is syaoran said sakura i wanted to talk to him

sorry sakura but he left a little while ago to the park hes seriolys mopeing

oh god its all my fault said sakura almost in tears

no it aint said meiling

bye said sakura she ran out of the room and out of the house with out telling anyone heading for park.

Syaoran Pov:

god everything so peaceful i thought

i would of loved to be here with sakura but she loves eriol me and her can never be.

i should of been quicker but i can put the past behind me next month i going back to hong kong and she and eriol can be together.

he whiped away the tears.

but why did he have to pic the girl i always loved the run i wanted to spend a enternty with.

hes screwd my life up

Syaoran said a female voice quitely

sakura i said shocked

i still didnt face her

i could hear her come closer.

i was still on the swing not moving.

Syaoran sakura said again

i still ignored her.

why she come i thought she would be with eriol making out.

Normal Pov:

sakura staired at him tears rolling down her cheeks

she came closer to him

she wrapped her around him and sobed i am sorry i am so sorry i dont wanna lose you its too much its too much

he could feel her face against his her warmth

he pushed her off him self

sakura fell to the floor looked shocked and even more upset

dont touch me said syaoran you shouldnt of kissed me it stings like scar which i bare of my worthless life.

come down tomorow pick up the work and leave said syaoran simply

he began to walk off

sokura looked so upset tears rolling refuesly down her face she browed her head in her hands

please dont leave me said sakura please dont i cant live with out you.

you should of thought before you broke my heart said Syaoran now eriol can confort you.

he continued to walk away.

sakura wanted to curl up in a ball and die.

he could hear her calls and cries but never look back.

(2 hours later)

sakura was on the swing syaoran was on swinging still couldnt get how anoyed and upset he was at her.

its truely over she thought

me and him will never be together cuz of fate.

sakura called Kerberos

he landed next to the swing

sakura you could of told me you were goanna run of somewhere said kerberous

sorry i worried you said sakura wipeing her eyes

whats the matter said kerberous you look even worser than earlyer

thats cuz ive been compleaty rejected said sakura droping to the floor feeling weak.

wats wrong sakura said kerberous

before she could awnzer she colasped

sakura said kerberous he picked her and slung on his back and went back to sakures house house.

he turned into his stuffed animal form opend the door and went for toyas room.

toya toya said kero

wats wrong said toya rushing out is it about sakura

he nodded he enterd her room seing her flatt on her back out cold.

sakura sakura said toya looking worried

dad sakures fainted said toya

kero had fell onto his bed like stuffed toy

Fujitaka walked in and saw sakura

wat happend toya said fujitaka

i dont know i walked in here to talk to sakura and she was like this.

toya checked her pulse shes was breathing but she was kind of cold.

toya phoned for a amberlence.

To be continued

well thats a intresting chapter wats wrong with sakura. How will Syaoran react to this? How will the others react to this?

And wats goanna happen next ?

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