Chapter 4 why can't we

The next morning Yuuri woke up finding Wolf lieing in his arms, a sleeping beauty he'd never expected to have.

"Ohayo Yuuri..." Wolfram said yawning, his eyes still closed.

"Ohayo my beauty" Yuuri whispered softly running his fingers through the blond hair under his chin.

Wolfram purred at the soft touch and rolled on top of the maou.

" Yuuri whispered softly running his fingers through the blond hair under his chin.

Wolfram purred at the soft touch and rolled on top of the maou.

Smiling he pulled the still sleepy catlike Wolfram into a tender kiss, just then he noticed that both of them still didn't wear clothes, it felt strange, because he really liked it that way.

"Take me Yuuri..." the young mazoku whispered and rolled onto his back, now letting Yuuri be on top him.

Yuuri didn't want to deny any wish his beloved told him.Actually he loved hearing those words from the blonde.He'd wanted to do that the day befor but he wanted to hear Wolf saying that he wanted it too.

He let his hand slide down, between the legs of his beloved, which spread imediatly allowing him to move on towards his entrance. He made slow circles around it befor trying to enter.

Just as he tried something struck through his ody holding him back from doing anything.

"What is it Yuuri?" Wolf asked looking into Yuuris big eyes, that now weren't filled with happiness anymore, the happy shine was now replaced by nothing more but fear.

"I...I'm sorry Wolf...I can't...I..." Yuuri bit his lip, he didn't want to hurt the blondes feelings in any way, so he rolled off him and went into the bathroom, shuting the door behind himself.

"What was that supposed to be...why did you hold me back.." he asked out loudly, not knowing who he was actually talking to.

Wolfram stood on the other side of the door listening to what happened behind it.

"Why didn't you just let me...make him happy...and make myself even happier..." Yuuri, getting more mad and angry with every word he said, yelled at the mirror. Not knowing what he was supposed to do he finally screamed against his reflection "I'll figure it out...for Wolf..." but did he really want to? He hit his own reflection with his fist, breaking it into thousends of pieces.

Shattering...Wolf got scared as he heard the mirror break, he couldn't hold back anymore and went inside the bathroom, to find Yuuri lieing on the floor, covered with his own blood, glass stuck in his body "Yuuri" he screamed as tears filled his eyes.

Gwendal entered the bathroom a few seconds later, alarmed by his brothers screams which were filled with fear. "Heika" his deep voice came from the doorway.

Wolfram didn't care that Gwendal was probably more surprised to find both of them nude in the bathroom than the fact that Yuuri was hurt badly, he just looked at his brother helpless.

"Guards get Gisela here.Fast!" without raising his head from his brother he screamed it at the two guars infront of the bathroom "And you brother, get dressed, and get some clothes for him too." He nodded in Yuuris direction at the last words.

Gisela arrived as Wolfram came back into the bathroom, he usually would have disliked anyone seeing his maou like that but now, it was more important that nothing happens to his beloved.

As Gisela was starting to help the wounds heal, she looked at Wolfram "What happened?"

"I...I..."he was shivering, how could he say what happened...he didn't even really know what Yuuri had felt. "He just ran off...he...he was...yelling at the mmirror asking himself strange questions...and...and then...I just...heard the mi...mirror break." Conrad, who was also there by now took his younger brother in his arms trying to comfort him "It'll be okay, He'll be fine, don't worry to much." Wolfram broke down in his brothers arms, crying, Yuuris blood on his hands, still shivering, everything went black infront of his eyes.

As he woke up he found himself in a bed, covered with white sheets, he turned his head only to find Yuuri in a bed next to his own also covered in white sheets, turning his head the other side, he saw Conrad, Gunther and Gwendal.

"A...Aniue...is Yuuri.." he was to weak to talk.

"Yuuri is asleep...he didn't wake up since that accident 2 days ago."

"I...was.." his voice faded...his throat was dry.

"Yes, Wolfram, but Yuuri will be all right, Gisela said he'll wake soon too."

Wolfram turned back to look at Yuuri 'how could this happen, it's all my fault' he thaught, tears ran down his cheek as he looked at Yuuri and the bandages on his arm and his chest.

"Don't...cry...please..." a deep, weak, slow voice came from the other bed, and everyone looked there.

"Yu...Yuuri" Wolfs voice echoed through the room.

2 days later the two boys were allowed to go back to their own room. Lieing in their bed, against Yuuris chest, listening to his slow heartbeat Wolfram tried to talk "Yuuri, can I ask you something?"

"Of course, Wolf"

"What happened?"

Yuuri opened his eyes to look at his fiancé, but closed them again after a second "I don't know...you heard me Wolf...I have no idea...But I promise...I'll figure it out...I want to make you happy, I want to do whatever you want me to do to you."

"You always make me happy Yuuri..." he wanted to tell Yuuri something but he was cut off by a knock on the door and someone entering the room.

"Heika" the young lady bowed and let the food for the two boys stand on a table next to their bed befor she left again and someone else entered the room.

"Ohayo Aniue" Wolfram said tired.

"Ohayo" the deep voice came from the doorway.

Yuuri didn't say anything, he was already eating.

"Wolfram, would you mind leaving us alone for a bit?"

Wolfram nodded, took his plate and left.

"Heika, why did this happen?"

"I...don't know Gwendal.." Yuuri said, almost honestly.

"Well, usually people don't just hit a mirror that hard."

"Well...yeah, but I was...I was just angry, that's all..."

"And why were you so angry? It's not typical for you to get angry without any reason."

"There...was a reason...believe me, but I don't feel any need to talk about your brothers sexuality with you..."

"My bro...WHAT?" Gwedal looked at Yuuri shocked, of course he knew that both of them were 16, well at least Wolfram would be if they were on earth...but did he really want to know aout his brother having a sexual life with Yuuri? He was forced to find out why Yuuri did that, so he had to go on asking... "Yuuri, no matter what happened, well don't go into detail too much please, but Gisela forced m to find out why you did that..so...just tell me okay?"
"Wolf wanted me to...well...you know what I mean...but I couldn't...it was like something struck through my body..."

Gwen tried not to look shocked again "You get angry because of...well something like that?"

"Anything to say against?" Yuuri asked annoyed.

The older man just shook his head and left the room quiet.

"What did he want Yuuri?"

"He just wanted to know...why I hit the mirror that's all."

"Did you tell him...everything?"

"Would he want to know about your sexual life?" Yuuri asked Wolfram expecting a big no from him.

"Yeah, he would want to know...that's why I'm asking!"

"He...what? why would he want to know that?"

"Because he..." how could he tell Yuuri this..."Befor you came here...Aniue and me were...let's say pretty close.."

"Or in other words you fucked eachother?" Yuuri said, thinking to himself 'He calls me a cheater and a wimp and he fucks his own brother..'

"Well...yeah...but please Yuuri, don't be mad at me..please" Wolf looked at his fiancé pleading for forgiveness.

"Why did you do that?" he asked, his voice monotone, sad.

"I...don't know...it was...I needed him, I needed someone to comfort me sometimes, somene I could hold onto.." Wolfram didn't know what to say.

"Do you still...have...this sort of contact?"
"No, the last time was...a day befor you arrived here...believe me Yuuri...I...I'd never cheat on you, not with him or anyone else!" he grabbed his fiancés arm tightly.

"I...I'll take a walk outside.." Yuuri stood up putting on fresh clothes he went to the door, as he noticed Wolfram followed him "You'll stay here Wolf!"

Sad he stood there looking after his fiancé "Yuuri..." he sighed and got back in his bed, pulling the blanket over himself.

Outside the castle Yuuri was looking at the flowers, touching the beautiful golden one lightly "Wolfram..." he sighed as the beautiful flower found a place on his ear.

He walked on, to find Gwendal and Conrad at their usual fighting training.

Seeing Gwendal now, hurt him so much, his mind was going crazy, slowly he was going insane. He took Morgif and ran towards his fiancés brother, Conrad landed on his lower back as Yuuri stormed past him, and hit Gwendals shoulder hard enough to make him fall backwards.

"How could you do that?" he screamed at the older man on the ground.

"What are you talking about Heika?" Gwendal asked as Yuuri held Morgif against his throat.

"Wolfram...how could you do that to him? You're his brother goddamnit, why did you have to...fuck him?" Yuuri shouted right down at him, Conrad was still to shocked to move, now hearing that his eyes widened even more.

"I...I loved him..." the green dressed man said honestly.

"I don't care about your feelings for him. You still are his brother! And above all...he is MY fiancé! If I ever find out you touched him again...You are dead!"

Wolfram who had heard Yuuris voice was watching through the window of their bedroom, tears ran down his cheeks again...what had he done?

Conrad, at his feet again, held Yuuris arms tightly "Calm down Yuuri, please! Look at that flower in your hair...do you think he'd want that?"

"He had what he wanted...him!" Yuuri screamed, his eyes like the mirror of his mind showed his insaneness, nodding in Gwendals direction "Conrad...I love him, but...how could he do that?"

"It's not like we'd still do anything...He loves you...Yuuri yameru!" Gwendal shouted as Yuuri wanted to hit his throat with Morgif, Yuuri was falling down to the ground, blood dripping from the man in front of him.

"Yuuri...Aniue..." Came a breathless scream from the blode who was running towards the two men on the ground.

"Wolf, no...he's unpredictable" Conrad yelled, his hands running over Gwens wound, which wasn't that bad.

"Yuuri" he held his beloved close to him, he smelled the sweet scent of the flower in his hair, holding Yuuri, who burried his face in Wolfs shoulder, he tried to comfort him.

Yuuri didn't move, didn't say anything, but Wolfram felt his shirt warm, wet on his shoulder, he bit his lip so he wont start crying too.

Conrad and Gwen just looked at the two young man, surprised that Yuuri seemed so calm, as if nothing had ever happened.

Wolfram took the black haired boys face between his hands "Yuuri, look at me...stop crying, noone's mad at you, okay? You-" but Yuuri cut him off, his voice vibrating of rage "As if anyone of you had any right at beeing mad at me...Calling me a cheater...Against you I didn't just say I'd be a virgin...at least...I wouldn't know anything else!"

Wolf listened and just finished what he wntd to say "You have any right for beeing mad at us Yuuri, but that's not how you should show it!" He wiped away Yuuris tears "Please Yuuri, that's not like you!"

Yuuri still had some sort of insane look in his eyes "But...lying to me is your style Wolf?"

"I know I should have told you the truth...but what would that have changed?"

"How can I trust you..Gwen...Wolf...if you even lie to me because of something like that?"

"Heika, you can trust us..." Gwen said weakly.

"Shut up Gwendal!" Yuuri hissed.

"Yuuri, please, i know it's hard, but...you can trust me, I'll never lie to you again, I do what you want but...please Yuuri, forgive me what I did!" if he wouldn't have been on his knees he would have fallen down to the ground now.

The king pulled Wolf close, with one hand on his neck, he whispered into his ear "I...Wolf, will ou come with me? I bagged Ulrike to send me home, I thaught I could solve my little problem there..." he kissed his fancés cheek after he'd nodded slowly.

"I'll get Gwendal to Gisela...maybe this insane boy should take a look there too..." Conrad said and helped his older brother to his feet.

"Shut up Weller...you've got no idea about anything..." Wolfram answered.

"Shh Wolf, let's go!" Yuuri stood up, but his knee broke down again.

"Yuuri!" he caught his fiancé befor he fell down "Weller what've you done?"

"Oh..I hit him with my sword to keep him from hurting gwendl to much!"

"Weller!" Wolf screamed at his brother.

"Wolf, it's okay...Let's go...please!" he held onto Wolfram as he stood behind him,knowing that the prince wouldn't do anything if he just signalized that he needed his help.

So Wolf just took Yuuris arm around his neck and went to Ulrike with him.

"Heika!" Ulrike smiled at the two boys "So, you are ready then? He'll come with you I expect?"

"Hai...he will!"

The girllike woman nodded slowly.