Chapter 9

Someone knocked on the door in the morning...

"Come in" Yuuris sleepy voice sounded.

"Heika...Wolfram...I need to tell you something...you wanted to know 2days ago..."

Yuuri held Wolf in his arms, slowly the blonde woke up.

"What is it Gisela" he asked.

"Well...Wolf...you are pragnent! But it's not Yuuris-"

"Gwen..." Wolf looked at Gisela.

"That's what suprised me...it's neither Gwens nor Yuuris!"

"WHAT?" Yuuri looked to Gisela then back to Wolf angry "What the hell are you? How many people fucked you?"

Wolf looked at his fiancé, sad with tears in his eyes "With noone else...As far was I know...The only one coming close to me other than you and Gwen was...your brother...but we didn't..I mean he told you..."

"But...how can that be? Wolf, you know that you have to fuck to get pragnent...okay...I believe you...but if it's not me or Gwen...you said you and Sho were sleeping in the same bed once?"

"Yeah but wha-" he stopped suddenly...would his brother do something like that? Fuck him while he's asleep?

"No...I don't mean that he fucked you while you were asleep...It would've hurt you...you would've noticed that! But you say that it's none of us..."

"Gisela...could it be...the maous?"

"No, that would be Yuuri then...so no!"

"Couldn't it be that...Yuuri and the maou...are two persons?"

"What are you talking about Wolf?"

"Well, Yuuri look you don't remember what he does, he doesn't know anything about you...so I thought maybe you are two different persons...also in that case!"

"Wolf...your talking nonsense...how about simply giving in and telling me who else you fucked with?"

"Yuuri...I didn't...honestly!"

"Sorry to interrupt you two, but how about just testing how long you are pragnent and then...testing again with Yuuris, the maous, Gwendals and Shoris blood, if you say that it can't be anyone else, we have to believe that it is one of them, and if you think that it makes a difference between Yuuri and the maou then we'll give it a try!" Gisela said smiling at them.

"Why Shori?"

"Because...There's still the possibility that more happend between you two!" Yuuri said still looking angry.

"I'm glad that everyone believes me so much..."

"Don't act like that...who claimed to be virgin throughout all this time?"

"Well...maybe but...you claimed to be too!" Wolf bit his lip, he knew he shouldn't have said that, he knew it wasn't Yuuris fault at all.

"If you think I'm a liar...think what you want...but you should know better then anyone else that I had no idea..." Yuuri looked out of the window, he hated beeing reminded all the time...by the one he loves the most, tears filled his eyes "Gisela you may go now...you know where to find Shori..." Since Shori was in the castle again, after his little expedition through the kingdom, Yuuri stood up, got dressed and left without saying another word to his fiancé, who was just sitting on the bed watching, he was scared, he'd rather have Yuuri screaming at him then...saying nothing. He knew it was unfair from himself...he knew it's the worst thing he can say to Yuuri...silent tears dropped onto the bed after Yuuri left the room.

"Why did I have to say that..." He let himself fall back onto the bed "I'm sorry Yuuri..." he whipsered into the room.

After 4 hours Yuuri came back, obviously from the sword training with Weller. He dropped his sword onto the floor and sat next to Wolf on the bed "How are you Wolf?" he asked quietly.

"I'm okay..I...I'm sorry Yuuri" he whispered softly.

"I'll get something to eat...you want something too?"

"No...it's okay.."

"But you haven't been in for lunch too" Yuuri walked out of the room again, leaving his fiancé behind.

Seems like...what I said was harder than I thought...Wolf looked at the door waiting for Yuuri to come back. After almost 30minutes Yuuri finally came back, with two plates in his hands, giving one of them to Wolfram.

"I hope you like it..." Yuuri seemed cold, he tried his best to sound as he always did but he constantly thought about that damn party.

"It will, I'm sure...what's up with you Yuuri?"

"Nothing..."

"Where've you been the whole day?"

"Sword training with Conrad...and I had some things to discuss with...someone..."

"With whom?"

"With Shori..."

"What did you talk about?"

"Not you..."

"Yuuri...I...I just wanna know! I wanna know you're alright!"

"But..I'm not...and it wont change that fast..."

"What were you talking about?"
"Everything that happened at that damn, fucking party...Why you wanna know that anyone...you didn't seem interested in anything..."

"What?"
"Well...you were the only one never even trying to help...you just kept reminding me...constatly...as if it was my fault that it happened!"

"It's not your fault that you are beautiful...It's not your fault that some people are simply...insane...It's not your fault at all...I didn't mean to give you the feeling that it was...I'm stupid...I know I should've never said it...I know that I shouldn't always remind you on everything..."

Yuuri sat there in silence...what did Wolf know? Nothing...Well it's as much as I know...It's not as if I'd know more than nothing..I can't understand the mind of that guy...neither could Wolf...And none of us ever will be able to understand it...is there even anything to be understood at all? Is there anyone who'd ever understand what someones thinking when he rapes another person...does the one doing it actually understand himself?

It's not my fault...I could've run away just like Murata did...and nothing would've ever happened...I didn't know that person...why did I stay where I was? Why didn't I defend myself...I wasn't much more weak than now...but then..could it happened again...I don't ever wanna be helpless like that again...

"yuuri?" Wolfram looked into the deep black eyes of his king, they looked empty, as if Yuuris soul was just gone for a walk outside..."Yuuri?" he shouted into the maous face, shaking him on one shoulder. 10minutes passed...Wolfs head was burried in his fiancés chest, tears from his eyes directly dropping onto Yuuri.

"Wolf...help me..." soft, slowly spoken, quiet words from Yuuri.

"How can I help you Yuuri...tell me...please!" Wolf was helpless, looking at his fiancé...desperate.

It didn't seem as if he would reply but after some moments "Please...help me..." it sounded desperat, helpless, like a little child...a little child...was he remembering all those things again?

"Yuuri...come to me! I'm always by your side...I'll protect you...noone will ever do anything to you again! I'm here Yuuri...hold onto me...take my hand...my whole body if you need something to hold onto...Nothing will ever happen to you again..." he softly whispered it into Yuuris ear, noticing Yuuris eyes coming back to normal after few words, noticing Yuuri holding onto him as he told him he could "Just talk to me Yuuri...I'll listen to you..." he added softly as Yuuri turned aside to face him.

"Wolfram..." his voice was sad...quiet...almost not there..."please...stay with me!"

Wolf took Yuuri in his arms tightly, but still gentle "I'll always be with you, Yuuri! And nothing will ever change that!"

Comforted by gentle touches of his fiancé Yuuri lay there on the bed, almost falling asleep after some time. But someone knocked on the door, it must've been a few hours that the two boys were beeing there, Gunter came in telling them that dinner was ready, but the two boys didn't even listen.

"Hey, Heika, Wolfram...listen to him when he's talking to you!"

"Shut up Aniue!" Wolfram said softly, quietly to his brother "I heard him...but we wont come down"

"You will...Hahaue had lots of work with the meal!"

"Hahaue? As if she could cook..."

"At least she tried! We awaite you in 10minutes!" Gwendal and Gunter left, Wolfram had no chance to discuss with them.

"Yuuri.." he whispered into the maous ear "wake up, Yuu-chan!"

"What is it?" Yuuri asked, looking into those green eyes, the most beautiful eyes he'd ever seen.

"They're waiting for us, we have to go down for dinner."

"Okay...can you help me put that black jacket back on?" Wolf nodded and helped him into it befor dressing himself. He put one hand around Yuurs waist, and guided him downstairs.

He'd totally forgotten about that...today was Yuuris birthday, that's way they had to come there! He was glad he noticed in time, they were just at his old room, where everything he bought was resting until he needed it.

"Yuuri, wait a second I need to get something from my old room!" he went away, it took him less than a minute to find his present, he put it in his pocket and came out of his room again, going into the dinning hall with Yuuri.

"Konban wa Heika!" Cheri cuddeled the maou as always befor she said "happy birthday Yuu-chan!" Yuuri looked around finding the room decorated with black, green and red balloons. On the table was a big black cake, decorated with sugar flowers violet and golden flowers. Around it there were some birthday surprises for him.

"Arigato..."he whispered slowly.

"Come on daddy, open your presents!" Greta said, of course a child like her couldn't wait to know what's in the presents, and pulled Yuuri, and with him Wolfram, towards the table.

Greta took one of the presents and gave it to Yuuri, he unwrapped it and opened it, it was a baseball signed by his favourite player "Arigato Shori!" he said, knowing that he was the only one who could give him something like that.

The next was a...knitted black dressed...pig? and a blue dressed...dog? He guessed it was supposed to be him and Wolfram "Arigato Gwendal!" he said smiling handing it to Greta, like the present befor. The next one was..obviously from cheri, it had some special scent around it that could just be Cheris. It was a parfum...from the flower she named after him. "Arigato Cheri, it smells bautiful!" he said as Greta put the next present in his arms. It was a neckless with the blue stone Conrad once gave him on it, during the fight against Wolfs father the neckless broke and droped to the floor. Conrad stood up and gave it around Yuuris neck "happy birthday Heika" "Arigato Conrad!" Yuuri replied smiling. Gunter gave Yuuri some books of course...and Greta gave him a pillow with a kitty picture on it.

Wolfram handed him his present at last, part of it was already in the room (Cheri sama had taken it with her) it was a beautiful sword, (what else would a soldiers gift be?) it was standing on its blade, the shaft was a mix of Gold and silver, on every end was a black stone looking like the eye of a snake, the shaft to be exactly looked like three snakes intertwined. There also was a neckless hanging around it, it was silver and had a glass bearbee hanging on it, but where it was supposed to be pink it as blood red, it was filled with...Wolframs blood.

"Arigato Wolf" he kissed his fiancé happy.