A/N: Please read!

Well here we are, another week and another update that no one will read! Last week when I updated, I told you of my sister being pregnant, now I get to tell you that my Grandmother died. Isn't that wonderful? That was the first thing I heard when I woke up this morning, I mean just great, just wonderful. And now onto another matter, I've come to the conclusion that people don't like this story anymore, so I've thought about it once, and I'm going to end it. I mean I don't see the sense in writing something that no one's going to read. I'm sorry if you people don't like where it's going, but I can't change it. I'm sorry that it's lost it's comic appeal, but I'm just not as happy as I used to be, I haven't been for a while. And I think I know why, but nothing you should care about. I just don't know what to do anymore, I don't...and I'm scared. I don't want to end this, since this has given me so much happiness since my other Gran died last year. I'm sorry, I'm crying, and I don't even know if I mean what I'm saying, I just want everything to be all right again. I feel so horrible, God you have no idea, I didn't see her before she died, I wouldn't. And now I never will again. God, I wish I could go back to sleep and wake up and have her still be here, but I know that won't happen. Oh man, you'd think I've never gone through this before, this is the 5th death in five years, the first three were in the first year. Have no fear, it will get better, I know it will...it will. Well sorry about that, now on with the story...Oh yeah I just wanted to say that if anyone would like that they could feel free and IM me, my AIM name is The7MileRustla, and my AOL is DailyDoesofMusic, and I do use yahoo. Which is I just realized that I never ever put that on here.

Okay, if there are any mistakes, it is my fault, because I didn't let my cousin read it...who's smarter than me...lol. Anyway...yeah, I'm not perfect, so this doesn't need to be...-sticks out tongue- I love you people. XOXO Jessica.

A little bit special: Chapter Forty-Two:
Homosexual, library, flying frou frou dog!

Five weeks later.

"Okay, so Neville, tell me about the hookers again?" Dean asked Neville as he sat down at the table in the library. Draco looked up from his book and sighed.

"Not again Dean," Draco said he looked disgusted.

"Oh come on Draco it's thrilling," Hermione said walking up behind them. She sat down at the table, Draco, Harry, Dean, and Neville were all a bit surprised by her presence. Since running into the door Hermione's changes had reached her love of books, she found it hard to sit still and read them. Some people thought it was odd that her personality had gone but not her knowledge, it remained intact, well most of it had, she still didn't really know who anyone was. Hermione didn't even study anymore, but she aced every test that they put in front of her, she retained the title of 'smartest person at Hogwarts'

"Thrilling? Oh yes hearing the same story about the same blonde in the same rainbow thong, is so thrilling!" Draco said in a dramatic voice. Everyone sitting at the table laughed, Hermione was drawn away from the table, she went over to a great shelf of books, she ran her fingers down the spine of each one. Draco watched her as she did, he was always searching for signs that she was coming back to him. As Neville started his story, Hermione pulled one of the books out and tossed it as his head. Everyone turned and looked at her, she smiled and picked up another one of the books, she didn't throw it but she tossed it up into the air. She watched as it went up and came crashing back down. She wore an excited smile as she stood and watched the books fly. No one knew why she was doing this, but she was having a blast. After Madam Pince came over Hermione dashed out of the library, she didn't get the full lecture of his it's wrong to abuse literature, but Harry, Dean, Neville and Draco did.

The weather had improved, Hermione was outside playing in the water, well her feet and ankles. The water was still cold, but she stripped her feet bare and prance anyway. Draco and Harry found her playing in the water. "Hermione what on earth are you doing?" Harry asked.

"Riverdance," Hermione laughed.

"I think the correct term would be lake dance," Harry said joining in.

"Lake dance, that's right!" Hermione said, Harry pranced around in the water with Hermione, Draco stayed on shore and watched.

"It's freezing," Harry said jumping out of the water.

"Chicken!" Hermione said.

"SO?" Harry said drying his feet off.

"Hermione, come out you're going to catch cold again!" Draco said.

"If I do, I do!" Hermione laughed. In the end she came back onto land, Hermione didn't stay long. Draco and Harry were walking into dinner the next time they saw Hermione. She sat alone the entire meal she was fiddling with something, getting rather angry because she couldn't get it to work. Before supper was over she'd left, Harry and Draco found her in the Gryffindor common room. She cursed as she worked, Harry and Draco stood back as she did, as they stood watching Harry figured out what she was playing with.

"It's a CD player," Harry muttered to Draco. Hermione looked up at them, they were talking and didn't notice.

"You might a well come over," Hermione said. Harry and Draco were a bit surprised by her voice. But they walked over and sat down. "Why won't it work?" Hermione growled.

"Because stuff like that doesn't work around here," Harry said.

"I'm not stupid, I think I realized that one on my own!" Hermione snapped. Draco and Harry were asleep when the heard Hermione shriek in excitement. "It works," Hermione smiled. Hermione got up from her chair, did a victory dance and then went up to her dorm. She returned with a box that her mother had sent her, she sat down in her chair and began to riffle threw it. Harry and Draco looked at her somewhat blankly. "CD's, my mum sent them," She smiled. "Yeah, it's P and the D!" Hermione said pulling out the CD. She put the CD in the player and began to ignore the boys.

After a while Harry and Draco left Hermione, Draco went down to the Slytherin coms, and Harry went up to his dorm. Hermione sat there the whole night listening to her head phones. When she noticed it was getting light out she decided that she didn't want to go to classes today, so she didn't. Hermione crept up to her dorm and put on some of her regular clothes, Hermione grabbed her bag and some money and too, she went down to common room and grabbed the stuff she left out on the table and then she took off. She walked through the hall, not caring if she was caught, Hermione walked outside, she walked all the way down to the gates, which were locked. She looked up at the high gates, she snorted with laughter and began to climb up them, a few minutes later she was on the other side. She looked up at the top of the gates and smirked, laughed and pointed at the top. She reached down and grabbed her bag and walked off. She walked down to the village, nothing was open since it was so early. Hermione just walked around until she decided maybe she would go further, and further. Hermione spent more that half of the day walking, she found nothing for miles and miles, she finally found a bus stop, she was glad she was tired of walking and her feet hurt and she was all sweaty.

Hermione rode the bus as far as she could, she was in a small village, where she found food, which she greatly needed and wanted. Hermione chowed down like she'd never chowed down before. Hermione brought a may at the gas station, she wanted to go to London; and she needed to find out how far away it was.