A/N: Okay I don't know what to do! You guys don't want me to end this, yet it seems like no ones reads it, and I'm dead serious I'm thinking about ending it. I don't know what to do, I'm beyond frustrated, I know it's not as funny as it used to be, but I can't help that! I'm just not happy anymore. And if you guys want me to continue this, then I will use the new ideas that I have! Hopefully that will be good enough for you all! Because if it's not, then it will be over! So now I leave it in your hands, if you want this to continue, then show that you care, because I'm busting my ass trying to give you what you want, but it doesn't seem like you want it! I can stop writing this anytime, I'm no longer attached to it!

A little bit special: Chapter forty-five:
Wands found, watermelon make-up, and boys in tight pants!

Hermione woke up late the next day, it was okay since it was the weekend. Hermione found her wand, it had fallen underneath her bed, she laughed, she'd been two months without it. Hermione spent a little while going through one of the other girls beauty books, she needed to find a spell for her hair. She liked the new style and didn't want to give it up simply because she was back at school. Finally she came across it, a short while later she was putting on her last coat of black mascara, she put it back in her make-up bag and then headed downstairs. She looked for Draco in the Great Hall, Hermione didn't find him, but when she did he was outside with the other boys. "Hello, boys!" She said sitting down next to Blaise.

"Watermelon," Harry said reffereing to Hermione's make-up. "Wicked," Harry finished. Hermione laughed. Draco looked her over, he wore a bemused look. Hermione noticed this and raised her brow.

"What have you done to yourself?" Blaise asked.

"Nothing why?" Hermione asked.

"Changed again that's all," Blaise said.

"There's nothing wrong with change, I'm still the same old Hermione, that's all you should care about!" Hermione said. She looked around at the five of them, she couldn't help but feel hurt, she got up and walked back to the castle.

"She's wearing a skirt," Harry pointed out as she walked away from them. As she walked through the halls, everyone who walked, or stood watched her, she tired her hardest not to give them all the finger. She made it to her room finally, she made her bed and took off her shoes, she grabbed some paper and a book she laid down on her bed and began to write out a letter to Jas.

"Dear Jas,

Miss you so much, wish I was there with you, in the shower sharing some more lesbian kisses. It's not as wonderful as I thought it was going to be, (being here!) I can't help but fell like a freak, I stand out amongst them, even more than before. I don't mean to whine, but my feelings were hurt by my friends, my fiance (DRACO!) He hurt my feelings the worst, yesterday the way I looked didn't matter to them, but now it does, I don't understand. I don't know I just need to get over it, but I shouldn't have to be what they want me too. GRRR! I could kick myself for leaving you, leaving that life behind, but I actually thought I missed this place, I know now it was only sentiment. Saw my mother yesterday, she was cross of course, she yelled at me like you wouldn't believe. I missed that woman more than I thought I did.

Headmaster told me that if I'm to finish off the year on top then I must (bluntly) "Work my ass off!" Which I'm more than prepared to do! Schools always been important to me, so I'll do what needs to be done and say fu ck to everything else. I'm sorry for leaving the way I did, I'll explain why I did when I see you again, I have a feeling that paper and a pen just won't do it justice. Don't worry, I'll keep up my writing, I know how you loved it. I'll find some time to do it... after my school work. Shit I have to visit my professors and get all the work that I can, I won't let myself finish behind anyone else, I must keep my title!

Oh and by the way, tell everyone that I love them and that I will see them soon, I'm going to ask my mother if during the summer I can come down and visit! I'm sure she'll let me, I mean she should...Falls deep into thought about that... Maybe I shouldn't press her on it, mention it once let her get over me running away for two months, and then maybe she'll let me, or maybe she'll let you come up? I don't know, depends. I'm rambling I know it, I'm sorry. Well, love to stay and write more, but I have to get my ass in gear, get my shit together so I can pass this year...(yes, it's that important to me!)

Love you lots, miss you more than boys in tight pants (which we are sorely lacking here!) I'll write back soon, maybe with more exciting news!

Love Always Hermione XOXOXOXOXOXOX!" Hermione was dressing the envelope when there was a knock on the door. It was Ginny, she walked over to Hermione and said that.

"Harry wishes to speak to you, he's waiting downstairs!" That was all Ginny said. Hermione put the letter in her bag and went down to see Harry. It wasn't only him, it was all of them, Draco was looking up at her when she first began to walk down the stairs. But he turned away and crossed his arms over his chest, Hermione stopped on the stairs raised her brow again and stomped off up the stairs. It made more noise than it supposed to because Hermione's shoes were loose on her feet. She laughed as she walked up the stairs, she applauded herself on her dramatics. Hermione went back into her dorm and sat on her bed, she wasn't mad, just disappointed. After a while Hermione went back downstairs, they sat in wait of her, she walked past them.

"Hermione where are you going?" Crabbed asked. She walked back and said.

"I'm going to see the professors for the work I've missed," She said turning around.

"Would you like some company?" Harry asked.

"No, I wouldn't," Hermione said, Draco still refused to look at her. Harry noticed that she was looking at Draco, Harry slapped him upside the head. By time he looked over at Hermione, she was gone. She went and collected everything from the teachers and then went to the library to get started. She worked there for the rest of the day and when she was kicked out she went back to the Griffin and worked some more, she worked the rest of the night, and all threw Sunday. By time she went to bed Sunday evening she'd made a sizable dent in her work load, Hermione was in the shower, she couldn't believe how tired she was or how hot it was in the castle already. Hermione was leaning up against the wall when someone knocked on the door, Hermione woke up instantly, she shut off the water and grabbed her towel. She wrapped it around herself and slowly opened the door. Harry's framed eyes looked back at her. "Harry was are you doing in the girls lavatory?" Hermione said coming out of the stall, she noticed that he was dressed like a girl, they all were in fact, with the exception of Draco; Who wasn't even there, Hermione didn't talk to them all she did was grab her things and walk out of the bathroom, half way threw her trip she realized that she was only in her towel. When she got to her dorm she quickly got dressed and got into bed. When she awoke she found a letter on her bed, it was Harry she could tell by the handwriting.

"Hermione,
It was a grave mistake for us to treat you the way we did, yes we know we didn't give you the best homecoming and we're sorry for that. Please forgive us, we love you so much, you mean so much to all of us, we went crazy after you left, and I fear we've gone crazy again to push you away. Please, we fear that we'll loose you again, and none of us want that. Please find it in your heart to forgive us, we're sorry and we love you!

Love Harry, Blaise, Crabbe and Goyle," Hermione smiled and got up from bed, Hermione was in front of the wall mirror putting her hair up when rest of the girls came around.

A/N: PART TWO: Well, since no one reads this, I don't feel the need to make my cousin look over it...so the mistakes are...THERE and I don't give a FLIP! WOO-HOO! My mistakes are the best! And if you don't like them, then fuck right off...because I'M JESSICA...AND I'M THE BESTEST! HAHAHAHA! I'm also rather hyper...hehe!