"Good morning" Cheri entered the dining room, everyone else was already sitting around the table.
"We found Yuuri last night." Conrad began slowly, his eyes down, aware not to look in anyones face.
"Oh my- is he okay?" Wolfs eyes wideed as he heard his husbands name.
"Depends...how would you define okay? He's alive if you mean that...but he almost died there...I'd call it 'last second safe'...we found him in the woods where Yozak said they left their horses. He looked..or well...looks horrible, wounds all over his body as far as I saw it, covered with blood...Morgif was sort of crying about a mile away from where we found Yuuri, he must've fled into the woods at some point, Belals soldiers couldn't find him I guess. Gwendal will come in a few hours he took a carriage with Yuuri, we didn't want to hurt him any more."
Wolf stood up and left the room without another word. He pushed the gate open fastly, hard enough to make one of the doors crack as it met the stone wall from the castle, he stormed outside screaming into the sky "Doshite Yuuri?" as he let himself fall to the ground, clouds of sand around him.
Shori, who followed Wolf outside, slowly came closer to Wolfram and took him in his arms when he reached him. "Shhhh...calm down Wolf" always the same thing everytime he was with Wolf, he had to comfort him somehow "What is it?"
"Don't you understand that yourself? Because I'm a damn idiot, Yuuri almost died! If I would've never said anything..."
"Almost, yeah...but that's not your fault! It was his decision to go...he wanted to get you back home. And the most important thing is, he's still alive!"
"You don't understand it Shori! If he would ave died, it would have been my fault, just mine and noone else'!"
"You would've gone there if you weren't fighting too!"
"No, because he wouldn't have let me! And...it's always Yuuri who gets hurt the most..."
He stood up as he saw his oldest brother stepping towards them.
"Aniue, where's Yuuri?"
"In the carriage...don't be to shocked when you see him Wolf" Gwendl said to Wolf as the blonde quickly ran past him.
Wolf opened the door of the carriage slowly "Yuuri..." he breathed as he climbed in.
"Hey...Wolf..."
"Sh..." he stroked softly over Yuuris bloody cheek, barely touching it, afraid he could hurt him.
"I'm...glad...you're okay!"
"I wish I could say the same Yuuri...but I'm glad you're back alive..." he stroked the black hair, that was hard from the blood it was covered with, out of Yuuris face. "Please Yuuri...forgive me...what I said...it was stupid...I love you, and nothing would be better for me than having your child."
A small smile came across Yuuris face as heard those words from Wolf, the words he wanted to hear so badly in the last days "I love you too...Wolf-chan!"
"What is it Yuuri?" Wolf saw Yuuri trying to move but he held the boys hand down gently.
"Could you...kiss me Wolf..." the blonde leaned forward and kissed Yuuri's warm soft lips gently, surprised that it felt like it always did, wonderful. Wolfs eyes were closed, he lost himself in the soft kisses, the warm, wet tongue of Yuuri playing with his own. All his thoughts vanished, everything that lingered on his mind befor was now gone, in this beautiful moment where everything was okay, everything was like it always had been.
"I'm sorry to interrupt you, but I want to have a look at Yuuri!"
"It's okay Gisela, there's no need to. I'll just have a bath later..."
"Heika, you look awful, please let me-"
"No Gisela! Just go back okay, if something happens I'll come..."
"If you wish it Yuuri Heika!" She left again looking a bit sad.
"Yuuri probably-"
"No, it's okay Wolf, can you help me, I want to go to my bathroom..."
"Okay!" Wolf helped the king to climb out of the carriage, one of Yuuris arms around his neck he supported him as they walked to his bathroom.
He let Yuuri sink to the floor leaning against the bathtub, he let the bathtub fill with water and sat down infront of Yuuri, slowly unbuttoning his shirt, undressing Yuuri slowly, carefully trying not to pull on his clothes to much.
"Arigato Wolfram..." Yuuri looked into the blondes eyes, pulling the boy closer, kissing him tenderly. He opened Wolfs jacket and shirt, pushing both things over his shoulder letting it fall to the floor, where Wolf pulled his hands out.
"What are you doing Yuuri?"
"I want you to come with me into the water..."
"But wouldn't-"
"Please Wolf!" he looked deep into Wolfs green eyes while he opened his pants.
"Okay" Wolf smiled and let his pants fall to the floor after he took them off. He slowly helped Yuuri up leaning him against the wall while he pulled his pants down. After helping Yuuri into the water he climbed into the hot water too.
He shifted closer to the king, softly washing the blood off the boys back and his chest.
"Is it okay like that?"
Yuuri smiled innocently, like a little child, but he shook his head slowly as he took the blondes hand and pushed it down between his legs, he bit his lower lip as he felt the young boy touching his member.
"I don't think this is a good idea Yuuri"
"It isn't? But it feels so good Wolf...may I show you?" he smiled as he moved his hand through the water directly between Wolfs legs, moving it up and down the others dick slowly.
"Yuuri..." he moaned softly, doing the same motion with his hand on Yuuri "Argh" he swallowed heavily "Stop it Yuuri..."
"I'm sorry Wolf...does it still hurt? I'm sorry...I shouldn't have let them hurt you...I'll never let anyone hurt you again!"
"It's okay...just..don't" he pulled his own hand back as he bit his lip softly.
"Shhh, just relax Wolf..." he pulled Wolf closer to him, placing his legs around Wolf and moving Wolfs legs around himself. He pulled Wolf closer, carefully not to hurt him, or himself, their members met, both hard, touching eachother gently. A smooth moan escaped their lips.
"Yuuri...I love you!" he looked into the deep black eyes of his maou.
"I love you too Wolf!" he took Wolfs head with one hand pulling it closer, kissing him passionate. He felt Wolf getting even harder as he pulled him closer.
"Yuuri...we should probably go...ahhh...Yuuri..." Wolf started, but ended moaning Yuuris name as he felt the soft lips of his lover on his neck, kissing sucking softly.
"Yeah...let's go to our bedroom Wolf!" he whispered into Wolfs ear.
They stumbled onto their bed together covering eachother with sweet kisses.
"Wolf...if I hurt you...just tell me and I'll stop..." Yuuri whispered to Wolf, recieving a confused look.
Yuuri reached behind himself, covering Wolfs eyes with his other hand.
"What are you- Yuuri..." again he ended the sentence with a smooth moan as he felt a feather softly moving over his hard member. Yuuri moved his hand away from Wolfs eyes to look into them teasing Wolf with the feather he held in his hand.
"I missed you Wolfram...I missed your soft moans ...your deep green eyes, when they are half closed...you biting your lower lip when you feel the lust grow inside you...the way you move your body, impatiant when you want more... moving your hips against me...towards me..." he breathed everything in Wolfs ear, making the lust grow inside of Wolf, bringing Wolf so close to his climax just with the words he used and how he used them. He looked down, his eyes moving over Wolfs body...stopping at where the feather was stroking him gently "the way...you move...you moan...when you come...all over yourself..."
"Yuuri" Wolf felt his muscles harden for a moment as he moaned Yuuris name, he shot his load all over his stomach. He was lying there like he'd just collapsed on the bed. Yuuri put the feather into Wolfs hair befor he moved his head down to Wolfs stomach, licking him clean from the sticky fluid that lingered on the blondes stomach.
Breathing heavily Wolf asked his lover "You don't seem to be as badly hurt as Conrad said befor you came here...Does anything hurt you?"
"I am hurt...just look at me...but it's okay Wolf... I'm not such a wimp you always accuse me to be."
Wolf sighed "It's not that...I know you're not a wimp...it's just that you're hurt...and still you try to...make me feel better...shouldn't it be the other way round?"
"Why shouldn't I make you feel better, when I want to do so? And besides...it's not your fault that I got hurt, but it's my fault that they hurt you..."
"It is my fault...I mean I went there..."
"It's my fault...I shouldn't have let you go there...and I made them hurt you..."
"Yeah...but you did it to save me..."
"Yeah, but wouldn't there be a better way to save you? Than make them hurt you?"
"I don't know..."
Yuuri smiled his head resting on the blondes stomach "You don't have to...can I ask you something?"
Wolf looked down confused "Of course"
"Why did you say that?" Wolf bit his lip, knowing what Yuuri was talking about...
"Because...I don't know..it's just...if it was the maous everything would be obvious..if it was Gwens or Shoris...it would be obvious too...but it's too confusing as it is yours..."
"Your eyes were shut...the maou loosened his grip on you...and let me finish what he began...I should've told you but...it's shameful somehow if I just can do it when he starts it...I couldn't tell you..."
"It was...you?"
"Yeah...obviously" he kissed the prince' stomach gently.
"Gisela said she got hurt..."
"Don't worry about what she says, your little baby will be okay! I mean it's yours...it can't be a wimp"
Wolf smiled softly "What do you think about the name Tyara..."
One of Yuuris eyebrows moved upwards "You really want to call her?"
"Yeah...why not?"
"I had someone in my class named Tyara...she was nosy and acting like she'd be better than everyone else..."
"What would you like, Yuu-chan?"
"Megumi...Kaede...Ayashi..but wait how would you know it's a girl anyway?"
Wolf looked at Yuuri..."I don't it's just...I'd prefer a girl..."
"You sound like your mother must have as she was pragnent with you..."
Wolf looked deep into his kings eyes...he was right..."What would you think about the name..Toya?"
"Sounds beautiful!" he kissed his lovers stomach again befor he moved back up to kiss him, as he looked in those deep green eyes again he spoke quietly "Wolfram...can you get Gisela here..."
Wolf looked at Yuuri, feeling that Yuuri had problems with breathing...moving, his arm was shaking befor he fell onto the bed. "Yeah...of course..."
Yuuri grabbed Wolfs hand "Can you hand me my shorts befor you go..."
The blonde blushed, he got a pair of black shorts and helped Yuuri getting into them befor puting on his pants and heading out to Gisela.
"Gisela"
"Hai Wo- Wolfram...why are you-"
"Yuuri's weak he wanted me to get you to him...he was to weak to hold himself up on his arms...he's barely movin or breathing..." Wolf looked a bit depressed at the green haired woman, she nodded grabbed the young boys arm and pulled him with her as she went up to the kings bedroom.
"Heika" she stopped and looked at the black haired boy "Oh my god..."
Wolf got closer to his husband sitting next to him, stroking his cheek softly "Yuuri...please stay awake..." he ignored Gisela, just caring about Yuuri, whispering lovely things in his ear, making Yuuri smile and making him forget about the pain he felt.
"Wolfram, he'll be okay soon, don't worry so much, but...I wanted to ask if I should try to heal that..."
"Don't even try to come close him!" he glared at her madly.
"Okay, okay...calm down...I just wanted to help you...I better go now, Heika, Wolfram..." she smiled at them befor closing the door behind her.
"Arigato Wolf...wouldn't it be better if someone takes a look at it?"
"You can take a look at it if you like to...but noone else will lay a hand on him!"
"Does 'he' have a name?" Yuuri, noticing the break befor Wolf said 'him', smiled sheepish at Wolfram watching the blush spread over the blondes cheeks befor he whispered to him "Tell me...please" he moved his tongue over his ear sucking softly on it, making his beloved moan.
"I...he..." he bit his lower lip "Kami..."
Yuuri smiled "Akuma would fit better..."
"aku-what?"
"kami is japanese and means god-"
"I know, Yuuri"
"Yeah..but akuma...means devil...would fit better to him..."
Wolf looked at Yuuri...pouting.
"Don't look like that...I know...you're my little god in form of the cutest thing alive..." he pulled Wolf on top of him, pushing on his arms as Wolf tried to hold himself up.
"Argh"
"I'm sorry Wolf...I didn't mean to hurt you"
"It's okay...don't worry Yuuri" Yuuri tried to make him lie on his side, but Wolf gently pushed his lovers hands away "It's okay Yuuri"
"You're just saying that so I wont send you down to Gisela!"
"No...I just want to stay like that...and it's okay...it doesn't hurt...at the moment..."
Yuuri didn't really listen, he was caught by the beautifulness of Wolfram, the sweet scent of his flower still lingering in his hair...
"Yuuri?" He noticed that Yuuri looked absent.
The milky white skin shining in the soft sunlight, his- "Wha- hai?"
"Nothing...you just looked a bit absent that's all..."
"Yeah...I'm sorry...I..." his cheeks colored in a soft pink.
"What?"
He pulled Wolf even closer and kissed him passionate, feeling his lovers hot skin against his own, feeling his blood sinking down as he got hard, his dick rubbing against his shorts, against Wolfs pants. He felt Wolf trying to move down "No...don't Wolf..." he held him gently "I was just thinking about...how beautiful you are..."
"Yuuri..." Wolf just remembered the dream he had as Shori was sleeping in their bed.
"Hai?"
"Well...I...as you...were gone...Shori slept here...he was trying to comfort me and I was lonely so he...I asked him if he would stay here for the night.."
Yuuri didn't look happy but he just kept looking at Wolf "Yeah...and?"
"I...I don't know how to tell you...I..."
"Just say it Wolf!"
"I was dreaming about...fucking him..."
"What the-" Yuuri looked shocked at Wolfram "Why? I thought you-"
"I don't want him...I-"
"Shut up Wolfram...just...don't say anything now...I don't wanna hear it..."
"Yu-"
"I said shut up..." Yuuri stood up from the bed, walking to the door, eventhough everything was blurry "I'm going out..don't wait for me..." he opened the door mumbling "As if he'd want to..."
He was sitting in the yard, nfornt of his beloved flower, beautiful Wolfram, like he always did "I thought you wanted this Wolf" he softly touched the yellow flower "I was thinking about you all the time Wolf...now I'm telling you how beautiful you are and what are you doing...you tell me that you want to fuck my brother..."
"He doesn't...that's nonsense Yuu-chan, and you know that!"
Yuuri turned to face his brother "Of course, if I was you I'd say that to! But I know, inside you are laughing at me for not noticing it befor...he never wanted me...he wants you...just go and take him...it's not like you cared about my feelings at any time...noone ever does...you've already ruined my life...so just keep going that way...it's not like you cold actually do worse than you already did...at least this wont hurt me physicaly..."
"It wouldn't...look at yourself Yuuri...it was just one day that you were gone and what happened because of him..." he touched some of Yuuris scars and wounds with his fingers "Yeah, you're right I do like the thought of Wolf wanting me...or well...I would...but I know he doesn't want me anyway!He already told me...and besides as he woke up he looked at me even more disgusted than befor..."
"And because he thinks you are so disgusting he dreams about having sex with you? I don't like the thought of him and Gwendal...but him and YOU...it hurts even more to think about that!"
"Yuu-chan...stop that...probably you should go with him...somewhere else...where you can be alone..."
"As if he'd want that..."
Shori sighed "He would want it Yuuri...you already talked about it...but after that you were unconcious for a week...I talked to him...He want's to go with you...he'd follow you everywhere you go...he always did...I just feel sorry for you that you don't remember that..."
"Gomen...I didn't know it was a sin to forget about what happened befor you fell unconcious..."
"It's not meant like that Yuu-chan...I love you Yuuri...I just want the best for you...I want to see you smiling like you did befor...well you know what I mean..."
Yuuri looked at Shori "Am I smiling?"
"No...that's what I'm talking about...the last time I really saw you smiling was at your wedding...Yuuri...he want's you...and he wants you to be happy...he even wanted to fight against me...because I'm an idiot..."
Yuuri sighed "You know what was almost the first thing Wolf and me did? He wanted to fight against me! And we did..."
"I know..."
"You don't know anything Shori..." Yuuri looked at his brother anger rising in his eyes as Shori tried to smile at him, he hit him in his face getting a surprised look.
"Yuuri..." Shori looked at his brother surprised "You're weak! You really are a wimp Yuuri!" he cought his younger brothers hand as he wanted to hit him again.
"Stop talking, asshole...it's just nonsense you're talking anyway!"
Shori held Yuuris other hand too as it flew against him. "Stop it Yuuri!" he was now pressing Yuuris hands against the ground above his head, sitting on his legs so he couldn't kick him.
"Let go, bastard..."
"No...you'll listen to me now! I'm really patient, but everything has it's end! You'll go up to Wolfram and tell him that you are going on vacation! Ulrike will bring you to earth and you'll stay whereever you like, you can even stay at you home, since we're here anyway! And when you come back I want to see, both of you, smiling! Got it?"
"Stop talking bullshit! Go whereever you like Shori, but I'm not going anywhere now, especially not with him!" he finally kicked his brother off him.
"Yuuri! I just want you to be happy, and actually I think that way would be the best!"
"As if you would thnk about me!"
Shori finally had enough and hit Yuuri into his face "Fine! Do what you like, but don't come to me crying!"
Blood was running from Yuuris nose, over his face , and finally dropping onto his clothes. He closed his eyes "I'm not thinking about doing that Shori...I'm not a little kid anymore"
"Yeah, now that you are so grown up...you go to Conrad and cry in is arms...I already know that..."
"Shut up!" Yuuri got back to his feet, blood still dropping to the ground he went back into the castle, it was already dark outside, and it was pretty quiet in the castle. He went into his room silent, until he closed the door to the bathroom behind him.
"Fuck!" he looked at his reflection in the mirror, the blood dropping down on the white porcellaine he was leaning onto.
"Yuuri..." Wolf stared at his lover after entering the bathroom "what happened?"
"Nothing...just go back to sleep..."
"I couldn't..."
"Then go back to bed..." Yuuri didn't even look at Wolfram, he spit some blood down where his blood was falling all the time. He looked down at the blood that was gathered there...a pale but beautiful hand reached out and switched the water on, not caring as some blood dropped onto it.
"Yuuri..."Wolf took a small towel and put cold water onto it, placing it in Yuuris neck, befort massaging it gently.
"Ar..." he wanted to thank him, but more blood dropped down from his tongue befor he could quietly say it "Arigato Wolfram..."
"It's okay...who did that?"
"Doesn't matter...he was right...somehow..." blood gathered in hs mouth befor he let it drop down and wash away from the floating water.
"But..."
"No...it's okay...don't worry about it..." he felt Wolfs warm, soft hands wander under his shirt, resting on his back "May we go to earth tomorrow?"
"Wha- why?"
"I thought we already talked about it..."
"It was Shori...yeah...we did..but I thought you didn't even want to see me"
"Yeah...but he was right...I'm a fool..." Yuuri gave Wolf a small smile, his lips were dark red, colored from the blood he was still spitting "Wolf...be honest...befor answering my last question...do you want Shori?"
"I...well..."
"I guess that's a yes then...do you love him?"
"No...I don't..." Wolf looked depressed, he didn't want Yuuri to know tht somehow he wanted his brother...
"Do you want him more than...me?"
Wolfs eyes widened at those words...did he?
"Shall I take that as a yes then?" he didn't want to at all.
"No..I mean...you weren't here and I didn't even think you'd come back to me...and he was...for once he was...like you...that's why I wanted him..."
"He isn't like me! He's not stupid...he's not a wimp...he's not weak...he isn't..." Yuuri spit blood down again.
"He isn't gentle, he doesn't care about anything..." Wolf said looking at his husband "You're neither stupid nor weak...He usually is nothing like you...that's true...but as you were gone he was..caring and gentle and...he was acting like you when he sat there...he even held me like you did when we were sleeping...I don't know...maybe it was just my imagination..."
"Or he just wanted you to get attracted to him an leave me..." Yuuri said looking up at Wolf again " But...I am stupid...I don't think about anything befor doing something...and you know that best..."
Wolf smiled at Yuuri "Yeah...but just think about it...how many people would have died by now, if you would thik about everything befor doing something! And I sure would be one of them!"
The blood finally stopped flooding out of his mouth and nose, and he watched the blondes face.
"Yuuri...I want to go with you! And I...want you way more than Shori!"
Yuuri held onto Wolfs shoulder as he let go of the porcellaine he was leaning onto, Wolf immediatly put his hands round Yuuris back and went with him back to their bed.