Hi! This is my 1st song fic, and NO this does not go with my original story whatsoever! Lemme know how you like it! Yay!

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Sasha Collins stood in the shadowed doorway to the containment cell in Olduvai's Mars base. Her black hair was down from its ponytail, blood caused the normally soft hair to stick and clump together in areas that gave her the look of a savage. She was bloody, some hers, some Hell-Knights, some her fallen comrades.

You're sick of feeling down
You're not the only one

John came from around the corner, firing at an oncoming Hell creature. Fire. Shoot. Fire. Reload and fire. Things looked hopeless. Their teammates dead and or turned into a Hell Knight, or mutated creature. Only Sasha, John, Nathaniel, and Sam remained alive, or as alive as they could be.

I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand

Sasha turned slowly her eyes focused on the ground. She held her gun in her right hand, gripped tightly to the point where her knuckles were white underneath the fingerless gloves that were bloodied and torn. She felt Pain, and nothing more.

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work

"John." Her voice was soft and very small. She had lost so much, she was so afraid, and tried to figure what to do in a split moment she reached for him.

Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

He was running backwards as more came at him. He did not see the haunting female figure in the doorway, battered and bloody. Running for a life he was ashamed of, a life where only pain and misunderstanding ruled his days. A firm hand gripped his shoulder and he stopped only knowing pain.

Pain, without love

He turned, his mind not comprehending the features of the woman in front of him with the painful grip. He swung and fired.


Pain, I can't get enough

She screamed as the bullet passed through her chest, missing her heart. The pain dissipated on his shoulder, and not thinking he picked the writhing body up and ran to a sector that was cleared. He had no idea what he was doing. All he knew was pain. He set the body down as the familiarity of her figure dawned on him. Sasha Collins, the love of his life and he had shot her in the heat of everything. She moaned, but it didn't seem like it was a painful moan, more like pleasure. He kneeled down to put pressure on her wound to stop the bleeding.

Pain, I like rough

She reached up at him, blood streaming down the sides of her cheeks from her mouth. She grabbed his vest and pulled him down closer, her eyes were unfocused and dazed in pain. Their lips met and he felt her teeth grip his bottom lip and her hand moved to the back of his head, gripping hard, nails digging into the skin. This was what he knew. This was what she knew.

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

The lights flickered as they continued kissing. He in turn gripped her hard, and she'd break from the kiss and cry out and then she would dive back into the pain. It was all she knew. All she could know when death was down the hall.

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

Biting his neck, he groaned loudly, the sound resonating deep in his throat. He too bit down on her neck, and she cried aloud with gleeful pleas. It was another world, another place of loving pain. They could feel it in their bones, in the nerves throughout their bodies; hearts hammering, this was it.


I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you

She was dying and there really was no way to save her. No safety anymore. As they engaged in their pleasing pain, he slowly withdrew his gun from its place on his person. She was unaware, only knowing the pain.

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

TCCC. A single shot to his lover's chest.

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

He stood leaving her body there, and eternal beauty who only knew pain. "Sasha, I love you."

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all

John ran, firing as he went at the creatures that caused this agony and misery.

Rather feel pain

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