They lay on the bed together, staring at the ceiling. Yuki sighed. Haru looked at Yuki. "What?"

"Well, at some point, we're going to want to…you know. It."

Haru looked at the ground. "Yuki, I'm not going to do anything you don't want to do. It's not going to work if you aren't comfortable."

"I know, but, won't it, bother you?"

"I don't think so. At least, I think that we'll do it when we want to. When we're both ready."

"But I don't want you to feel like I'm making you wait."

"You're not…"

Yuki sat up and looked down at the floor. "Yes I am. I just know I am. And if I'm not now, then somewhere along the line I will. But, now I have to say, for your sakes that I am ready. I am making a decision and I am ready for this. I think." Hatsuharu sat next to Yuki for a split second and then sat on the floor in front of him. "Haru, what are you-" He was cut off by Haru kissing Yuki passionately on the lips. He noticed soon after that his top was being removed. "Harr…" He put one finger to his lips. "Hush." The next sensation that Yuki noticed was the bulging one in his pants. He turned pink. Hatsuharu sat on Yuki's knees and caressed his face while kissing him. He slowly moved his hand down his neck, and down his back, stopping just short of his waist and he moved it round to his front.

Haru stopped and straddled Yuki's lap, and he pushed him over, so Yuki was lying and Haru was on top. Haru's hands moved back up to Yuki's face and hair. They were kissing and embracing, hands moving. They kept going until Yuki felt Haru's erection against his thigh. He yelped in surprise. "What's wrong?" Came Haru's enquiry.

Yuki replied weakly, "Nothing."

Haru got off Yuki and sat on the floor. "Are you sure you're ready?" Yuki looked at Haru. He sat up and faced him.

"I think I am. I'm ready as I ever will be. If I put this off then I'll get worse. So…" Yuki pulled Haru back up and on top of him. "I'm r-ready, Haru-kun."

Hatsuharu sighed. "You should think about yourself more…" Then he resumed kissing Yuki. He traced kisses down his chest and reached the top of his trousers. He gave Yuki another look, and then undid his trousers. He felt Yuki tense under the sound of the clip, but he slowly pulled them down, and laid them on the ground. It was mad, almost like he was trying his hardest not to scare a mouse…well…wrong phrasing. He returned to Yuki's lips and soon he was relaxed again, though Haru knew that would soon come to an end when it was time to free him from his last item of clothing. He went down to remove his boxers and was easing them off when Yuki's hand touched his head. "Are you sure you're ready Yun-Yun?"

"Yes…" And then Yuki's hand went back to his side. Haru finished taking them off and then began undoing his shirt. He decided to keep his bottom half of his clothes on; he didn't want Yuki to fret about his parts.

Yuki once again touched his head, and Haru went to kiss his stomach. Yuki was tense, much more so than when he'd slid off his trousers. He went back up to his mouth and kissed him, and sooner than usual, Yuki's tongue slid into his mouth. They lay there for a while as their tongues intertwined in their new territories. Haru broke away, knowing that Yuki was having trouble keeping his mind off his erection. He slid back down and took a breath then slid Yuki's member into his mouth slowly. Haru could hear Yuki's breathing get heavier, and his body felt tense again. Yuki shuddered at the sensation and gasped when Haru took another inch into his mouth. Yuki felt pleasure take over his body and let out a low moan. Haru licked gently at his length and sucked at the tip. "Harrrr…" Hearing his name made him swallow another inch and he bit tenderly on it a few times. He felt Yuki shaking a little and he took in more of his member. Yuki felt it hit the back of Haru's throat and felt an erotic shiver. "Wh-why are you d-doing this?"

Haru drew back, "To show you I love you…" And he began to suck tenderly on the tip while stroking it with his hand. Yuki moaned loudly. Yuki couldn't hold much longer. And he didn't know what lay ahead. Haru felt Yuki get tense and he knew he was near. "Haru? What's happening-" And then, after a few more licks and bites from Haru, Yuki could no longer hold and he spilled his cum into Haru's mouth in a strangled moan of ecstasy. Haru slowly swallowed the contents in his mouth, and with a shudder he grabbed the glass of water by Yuki's bed and drank it all to take the taste away.

Meanwhile, Yuki was panting heavily and shaking, not knowing what had just happened. Haru looked at him and helped him sit up. "Enjoy that Yun-yun?"

Yuki nodded shakily, "Ye-ss."

"But, were you really…ready?"

"I didn't think I was before."

Haru leaned over and kissed Yuki. "I'm glad you enjoyed it. But that isn't all we could do. Just so you know." Yuki pulled Haru down to lie with him. They embraced and kissed and then Haru pulled away. "I should go now."

"But-"

Hatsuharu gave Yuki one last kiss and unlocked the door. "I'll meet up with you in school tomorrow, I'm doing athletics. It's a new thing I'm trying out. So meet me in the shower bit."

End Of Chapter 4