Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters (Kingdom Hearts/Final Fantasy) in this story. All of these graphics belong to Square-Enix!
Warning: Shounen-ai, yaoi, slash, male/male relationships, gay, homosexual... whatever you want to call it. Oh, and split personality disorder..
Pachinko
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The guitar music flowed throughout the house as Cloud gently strummed the chords. At the moment, the blond was playing just a small tune he had made up.. He couldn't help but smile as Sora danced slightly to the music.
"Cloud.."
"Yea?" the blond stopped playing the electric guitar, which made Sora immediately stop dancing. "What's up?"
Both males were in their room. Their father was at work, and their mother was in her room or doing housework. Neither knew and neither really cared.. Or at least Cloud had stopped caring. He had stopped caring awhile ago.
"What's a kiss supposed to be like?" the brunette bounced over to his older half sibling and sat down next to him on the bed.
"You're twelve, Sora.. You should know these things.." Cloud sighed, and put down the guitar. "A kiss.." despite his words, he would explain, "is supposed to be soft and gentle."
"Show me.." Sora leaned close to the blond, staring at him with sweet innocence.
Cloud thought it over for a moment. They were half brothers, not even full brothers.. So a simple little kiss would be fine, right? It was just going to be a soft, simple peck.. Not filled with tongue or anything..
Shrugging his shoulders, the blond leaned over, planting a simple kiss on Sora's pink lips. This simple act caused the younger of the two to giggle and then pout.
"What?" Cloud questioned, noticing the pout on his brother's face.
"That's not how mommy and daddy kiss.."
"And how would you know?" Cloud wrapped an arm around Sora, pulling the younger boy closer to his body.
Sora snuggled close to Cloud, "mommy told me and daddy showed me.."
Cloud's eyes widened very slightly and he looked at Sora. It was obvious. Sora didn't understand much about kissing or sex, he didn't even seem to understand it was wrong if your dad kissed you on the mouth (in an unfatherly way) or if your brother made out with you..
"How.." Cloud had to admit it though.. He wanted Sora to kiss him, "how did they kiss?"
"Forcefully.." Sora answered.
The blond blushed a deep shade of red, "show me.."
The brunette felt his cheeks heat up at his half brother's words. Swallowing hard, Sora climbed onto the older boy's lap and placed his small, pale hands upon Cloud's blushing cheeks.
"It was like.." and the younger boy crushed his lips to Cloud's in a very forceful and hard kiss, causing the blond to gasp slightly. It was.. Unlike Sora.. Unlike him to be forceful and slightly rough.
As Cloud gasped slightly, the brunette used this opportunity to stick his tongue in the other's mouth. It was hard and forceful too, but this time it made the older boy moan.
Sora pulled back after he just gently touched Cloud's tongue, it felt rather.. Odd to him. He was twelve, and when his father had done it, Sora had tried to pull back.. He didn't like the feeling of having someone's tongue touch his.
"Like that.." the brunette swallowed hard again as he leaned in for another kiss..
"So it was incest.." Dr. Gainsborough questioned as she looked at Cloud with questioning eyes.
Dr. Gainsborough was Cloud's psychiatrist. Kairi had suggested it, she had said when a loved one goes through tough things, a family member might become depressed.. She also said it'd be easier to express emotion if he talked everything out.. Everything about his childhood.
"No.." Cloud shook his head a bit, "well, yes.. Kind of. We lived in a screwed up household. Sora had no friends.. So I didn't feel I could have friends either.. And we stayed with each other most of time.. And.."
"Your mother.. What was she like?"
Cloud opened his mouth to speak.. "Sora's mother... was my father.."
"He left three hundred and fifty-nine messages! I want to know how he got my number, where he had access to a phone, and I want to see him right now!" Riku cursed under his breath as he stalked off down the hallway, leaving Kairi behind.
The girl had no idea.. Sora had never left his room. She had been watching him all night.. How he had gotten to the phone.. She didn't know, and she didn't want to tell Riku.
The silver haired doctor trekked quickly down the hall to Sora's room. He was quite upset.. Not about the messages.. But the fact that he felt like he was being stalked by someone who didn't even really exist. Who was fake in Sora's disorder? Sora or Riku?
Riku stopped in front of Sora's door, taking a few deep breaths. He found that going into a room and just yelling whatever was on his mind often scared the patient..
"Riku drew you a picture, Riku."
"Huh?" the doctor walked into the room, jumping slightly to find Sora right at the door. "How did you know..?"
"Riku.. Riku drew you a picture, Riku."
"..." the doctor looked at Sora, feeling a light blush creep onto his face. The brunette was a cute kid, innocent blue eyes, cute giggle.. Split Personality Disorder was screwing him up though.. The boy looked drained of energy. Deprived.
"See?" Sora held the picture in front of Riku. "Riku drew a picture for you, Riku."
Silence.
"Don't you like it, Riku?"
More silence.
"Riku.."
"..Riku drew a picture for me?" the doctor swallowed very hard, trying to get past the lump in his throat. The picture wasn't drawn, but an actual photograph and Sora didn't seem to understand the difference.
"Isn't it pretty..?"
The older male didn't say a word or even move. A photograph of himself when he was younger. A lot younger.
Author's Note: Sora has a picture of Doctor Riku from when he was younger! How cute.. Anyway, I haven't really been updating, so I made this chapter a little longer. I also made a livejournal, go me. R&R.
Oh and to Yukari Youkai, Sora has Split Personality Disorder. Schizophrenia and Split Personality Disorder are NOT the same thing. Split Personality is basically having two people in one body, except one isn't real. Schizophrenia is completely different, people with Schizophrenia suffer from hallucinations (and other things), but don't actually have another personality.
-Monsters-