Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters (Kingdom Hearts/Final Fantasy) in this story. All of these graphics belong to Square-Enix!
Warning: Shounen-ai, yaoi, slash, male/male relationships, gay, homosexual... whatever you want to call it. Oh, and split personality disorder..
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ChApTeR: fIvE
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"It hurts a little.." Sora blushed a deep shade of red as Cloud stroked his cheek.
"I know.. I know it hurts.." the blond pushed the brunette down on the bed, his lips crushing against Sora's in a gentle, chaste kiss.
The younger boy wrapped his arms tightly around Cloud's neck. He didn't mind having his shirt and pants off now... he felt safe with his older brother. Sora felt confident around Cloud, hell.. He'd get naked for Cloud.
The blond pulled back and gazed at Sora's stomach, flinching slightly as he did so. The burn marks on his young brother's stomach bothered him.. Not because of how they looked.. But because his father had given him them..
"It hurts.." Sora whimpered and tangled his finger's in Cloud's hair. He wasn't afraid of being caught anymore.. He didn't care if their mother or father found out. Sora liked laying on their bed in their room, having the older boy worship him with kisses and licks and affection.
"I know.." the blond looked into Sora's blue eyes, "how far... do the burn marks go..? Why did dad give them to you..?"
The brunette hooked his thumbs onto the inside of his boxers and pulled them off. He tossed them to the floor on top of his other clothes and watched Cloud's eyes wonder up and down his body. Sora liked that.. Knowing Cloud was checking him out.
"They go down to here.." he grabbed the older boy's hand and slid it down his body and over the marks. He brought Cloud's hand all the way to his thigh before letting his hand go. "And dad gave them to me.. Because.."
Cloud couldn't help but blush lightly. Sora was.. A little desperate for attention.. And he knew the older male would give it to him. And Cloud did.. He rubbed the younger boy's thigh very gently, receiving purrs from the other.
"Because why, Sora?" Cloud reached down and kissed his young half sibling's forehead, "tell me everything. I want to make your pain go away. I want to take your pain away, Sora.. I want to love you.."
"Because I wouldn't let him fuck me.."
The blond blushed, he hadn't realized Sora had picked up such a colorful vocabulary over the few months. Then again.. Sora was thirteen.. He probably heard those words at school or from their father..
"Is... is that what he said?"
Sora shook his head, "daddy said he only wanted to fuck me so momma could watch." he paused and watched his brother's eyes, "he said momma liked that kinda stuff.."
Cloud swallowed the large lump in his throat. It bothered and worried him that Sora was unfazed by any of this. And that his mother... wouldn't stop their father..
"Does momma love us?" Sora's innocent eyes were suddenly filled with deep sadness and sorrow. "Cause.. Even if momma doesn't love me.. And even if she is mean, I still love her.."
Cloud cupped Sora's cheek, "momma doesn't love anyone.. Momma isn't even really a woman, Sora.." he paused and watched the tears roll down his brother's beautiful face, "you're naive, Sora.. Momma and dad.. They don't love us. Neither of them have ever loved us.."
"Stop it, Cloud.." the brunette sniffled and shook as more tears fell down his cheeks.
The blond sat up on the bed and watched his now crying brother sit up as well. He blushed, seeing that Sora was still naked.
The older of the two opened up his arms and Sora quickly scrambled into them. Cloud only had his pants on due to Sora who had complained that his shirt hid his beautiful body.
"You love me, right..? Please say you do, Cloud.."
"Of course I love you, Sora. I love you so much.." he held the other closely, the feel of Sora being naked turning him on slightly. And for that, he felt guilty.
The younger boy looked up at Cloud and after a moment or so, he closed the gap between them. The kiss wasn't chaste this time.. This time, Sora took control and the kiss became tongue filled and hot..
And Cloud felt even more guilty as his pants stiffened.
"Who are you?" Riku felt sick as he continued to look at the picture.
Sora frowned, "I'm Sora, doctor. Something wrong..? You look sick.." he tilted his head to the side, his childish innocence hadn't left him. He always had it and Cloud was to partly blame for him never growing up.
Riku quickly pocketed the picture, wanting to keep it for now. "No. I'm fine." he paused, wondering if he should start questioning about the phone calls, "..Sora.."
"Hm?"
"Sit.."
The brunette sat down on a cot in the room, his legs hanging off of it and swinging slightly. He intertwined his fingers and put them in his lap as he looked around the room, acting as if he had never been here before. Sora bit down on his lower lip as he gazed around, a cute look for the boy.
Riku hesitantly took a seat next to him.
"Tell me, Sora.. Tell me about yourself.." Yes. He'd start here. Riku feared that suddenly yelling about the phone messages would scare Sora, and he didn't want to do that..
"My father was a rapist and child molester, my half brother loved me, and my best friend blew his brains out all over my bedroom floor.." Sora became dazed looking.
"Tell me about your friend.." Riku wondered where the brunette's mother was.
"We were fighting because he wanted to commit suicide. So after awhile, I gave up and told him to do it. I don't remember what happened because I blanked out.. But when I came back, there was a bunch of blood and stuff on my floor and my friend was dead.. I remember screaming and Cloud came in, thinking I caused the murder.. Probably because my hands were covered in his blood.."
Riku blinked, he hadn't expected Sora to be so open. "Blanked out? And how did you get blood on your hands?"
"Yea. I blanked out.. I wasn't there. I think Riku took over my body, but I don't think he killed my best friend.. I think Riku did touch him though. That's where the blood came from.."
"Sora.. What about your mother?"
Silence.
"What was she like?"
Silence.
"Sora?"
"My mother... hated me.."
Author's Note: Yep. Half-incest between Cloud and Sora. Man.. It'll go into detail about their mother being the way she is. Their father.. Well.. Sora pretty much summed their father up. In the next chapter or so, you'll start to find out how Sora developed "Riku" as a second personality. It'll make sense, I hope. Oh.. And don't kill me if my facts aren't totally right.. Don't start sending me reviews with bad grammar and English that say things like 'Ur fackts r wrng!' yea, well, your spelling sucks ass, but I don't complain. R&R.