I walked to my room and when I got there I waited for Edward to come in a blink of an eye. Charlie was home and I did not want him to know that Edward was here. We both sat on my bed with our backs on the wall.

"So what do you actually want to know?" Edward asked in a very sweet voice.

"Derek was telling me about how Chad was to take me away because I was with a vampire, but then he was suppose to leave me alone after he found out that I was with you. Why is that?" I asked moving closer to him and then setting my head on his shoulder. And he started playing with my hair.

"Derek and I are brothers. But Derek was a very bad boy; he would get in trouble all the time. But what really got him into hell was he killed a man, by stabbing him to death. So then one of the guys friends came up behind him stabbing Derek. Derek was rushed to the hospital and he was pronounced dead. But after he died and entered hell he committed a very good deed and there for was sent to heaven and he was forgiven. But for some reason he always tries to get back to hell."

"And…."

"And?"

"Well what about you?"

"I was a good little boy. I always followed the rules and did what I was told. So when I was dieing in the hospital, I did die for a couple of minutes. And I was set to heaven, when I got to heaven I thought that there were no rules and I could do what I wanted. So I did all the things that I wanted to do on Earth but I did not do them because I was such a good little boy. So I was set to hell for the bad things I did in Heaven. Then I came back as a vampire and it worked when he turned me because I was in hell by then. And now we both still have some of our powers that we would have had if he was still in hell and I was still in heaven. Is that all you wanted to know?"

"Is that why Chad was suppose to let me go because you are Derek's brother?"

"No, it is because of this mutual agreement they have between heaven and hell. It is, anyone who is sent to heaven and then to hell is ignored of the heaven rules and anyone who is sent to hell and then to heaven is ignored of all the hell rules. So Derek tries to get back to hell but there is no way possible. Since you are going out with me he or anyone else can't harm you. But I guess Chad just does not listen."

"OK, I understand that now. But why did Derek keep me with him for so long, I mean it was for three whole months. We had to tell that it was for some school project. He said something about putting you to the test to get me back? What does that mean?"

"He said what?" When Edward said that I jumped a little he got really angry really fast.

"That he had to put me to some kind of test."

"Figures he would say that. He had you hostage in heaven. And the only way that I could actually get you was by using my heaven powers that I still have left over from. And he thinks that if I come into heaven and save you while using my powers will show the heaven gods that I want to be back in heaven. And then they will bring me back to heaven and Derek back to hell. But to tell you the truth I like being a vampire and so what if I have to go to hell after I die. No one will ever kill me anyways."

I knew I should have not said this but I did, I know of said it with out thinking. "If you made me a vampire we could live together forever." He was playing with my hair still, but after I said he stopped. He got up and stood up and looked at me on the bed still.

"I have to go." Edward said. And then he left. I was kind of mad at him or not saying anything on the subject, but I knew that it was hard for him. I just sat there on my bed for a little while longer, and then I walked down to the kitchen to make myself a sandwich for lunch. Of course Charlie wanted to know all about this little school project that I did for three months. I did my best to make up a lay that sounded convincing for three whole months. Of course it worked Charlie believe anything that I said. After making Charlie and I sandwich and finishing I walked back to my room. When I got to my room I sat down at my desk and started doing my homework. All of a sudden I could feel somebody behind me, I thought that it was Edward. So I finished that sentence that I was on and I turned around. It was not Edward it was Derek.

"Hello Bella." Derek said in a dark voice and in his all black outfit.

"Hello Derek, What are you doing here?" I asked trying to sound nice.

"What do you mean, what am I doing here? Did you not want to see me?"

"No I do not want to see you anymore. I am going out with Edward and I want you to leave me alone, besides you do not really like me you only want to use me so you can get back down to hell."

"Oh, did Edward tell you that?"

"No!"

"I am betting that he did. Well, to tell you the truth I do like you I like you a lot. Probably not as much as Edward but I do like you and I want to see you again. I want to see you everyday. I have already missed you in the short time that you have been gone, but it has seemed like days on end that I have not seen you. Will you not dump Edward for me? I tell you from the bottom of my heart that I do like and I want to know more about. I want to know more so I can love you and then I can turn you in to an angel and we can live forever in heaven doing good things. I know Edward told you how badly I want to be back in hell, which is true, but if it means being with you I can stay in hell. Because I know that you would rather live in heaven for eternity then in hell."

"Not true, not true at all. Not only are you lying to me about all of what you just said. But I love Edward and I would spend eternity in hell with him because I would be with my Edward and that would make me really happy. Unlike you who lies all the time."

"I am sorry to say Bella, but even though I look like I lie all the time, angel are not allowed to lie, especially the ranking of angel that I am. I could not lie even if I tried."

"You can't?"

"Nope, I can't. I really do like you Bella." He walked closer to my desk and now was standing right next to me in my chair. My heart started to race. Oh no he could not lie. That means that he really does like me, and I do like him too. I do like Derek but I love Edward to death. I would never do anything to hurt Edward. And seeing his brother, Derek, would defiantly hurt him big time and if he found out I would be dead meat, for real. My heart started to race even more as he leaned in closer to me. I was hoping he would not kiss me and for some reason be grabbing something on my desk. And I really hoped that Edward for some reason would come back and find Derek and I kissing. All these bad thoughts kept running through my head, along with my heart beating faster and faster as Derek leaned in closer and closer. Finally he got to my face and he kissed me. I kissed back forgetting how good it felt to be doing wrong but it felt so good. We kissed for a while and then he pulled away. He looked happy and I think I did too. That was a bad thing. He was satisfied now. He stepped back and then there was a flash of bright light and when it faded Derek was gone.

I started to cry at the wrong that I had done, at the horrible thing that I had done to Edward. I got up from my desk and sat on my bed with my back on the wall. I curled up into a ball and I cried my eyes out. I was crying so much when I tried to see everything was completely blurry. Then I felt someone holding me. I stopped breathing for a while praying to god that it was Edward and not Derek. I looked over at the person and it was Edward. I smiled and held on to him and cried even more all over his shirt.

"What is wrong Bella?" Edward asked in his heavenly voice.

"Nothing." I stumbled out through my tears.

"Something is obviously wrong Bella, you are crying."

"I don't and can't talk about it right now."

"Okay." Edward said as he healed me a little tighter. I was glad that he understood that I could not talk because I could not tell him what I did. How was I going to fix this? I had to get Derek to leave me alone without Edward knowing that anything that happened at all. But how could I do that?

Well things did not really go to plain. I kept seeing Derek every time he went away hunting and sometimes just in private. Are relationship escalated and we each started to like each other even more. It was awful and wrong but it was so right. I did not know what to do. I hated lying to Edward like this. So I decided that next week I would decide whom I really wanted to be with. I know like Derek just as much as I like Edward. I had to decide whom I really wanted to be with. So next week not only would I make up my mind on who I really what to be with, Derek or Edward, I would finally tell Edward what has been going on between Derek and I. If I pick Edward he might not want to take me back after that. And what if Derek really is using me to get back in to hell. What am I going to do? Who am I going to choose? I have a lot of thing to do.

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