Stella's Diary
Summary: Stella's starts putting her feelings into a diary. What happens when it goes missing.
Chapter 1: Stella's POV
Dear Diary
The bastard. How could he not tell me about her. Maybe if he had told me about her I wouldn't be so angry. I'd just be hurt but as it is I'm hurt, angry and upset. I don't think I can trust him anymore. He doesn't know but when he went out with Rose I only went out with Frankie to make him jealous I guess it didn't work. I love him but I can't tell him. I don't even think he feels the same for me. I shouted at him today I'm scared of what will happen tomorrow.
I closed the diary after I'd finished writing. I so wasn't looking forward to work tomorrow. The morning arrived to quick for my liking. I got up and had a shower. I arrived at work five minutes late. I knew that this would probley go against me but it wasn't my fault. Okay maybe it was but he had a part in it to if he hadn't of started dating what's her face I wouldn't be in this mess. I saw Danny walking towards me.
'Stella Mac wants to see you in his office now' he said
'Thanks Danny' I replied
I carried on to his office. When I got there I knocked on the door.
'Come' I heard him say.
I walked in and closed the door behind me 'You wanted to see me Mac' I said
'Yeah. You're late Stella'
'I know Mac'
'Stella I hate to do this but I'm going have to suspended you for what happened yesterday and you're lateness'
'Sure' I was excepting that so I wasn't to surprised
'I'll see you in a months time'
I wasn't expecting that. I walked out of his office and to my car outside. I drove home breaking almost every driving law. I opened my door and walked to my room and got out my diary I began to finish what I started last night.
That bastard. I knew I was going to be suspended but for a whole month! Fuck him. He can go and fuck his girlfriend. I can't remember her name but oh well. Shit I wonder how the team you'll react when they find out. I thought I loved him. I guess what happened today was proof that he was a fucking cold-hearted bastard the others said he was when we found out about her but I didn't want to believe them. Danny told me that he along with everyone else thought we'd get together. So did I. Knowing him he'll probley propose and tell the others not to tell me that he'll tell me but I've got very loyal friends who would tell me if the bastard did. If he did then he can forget about me coming to the wedding. Apparently he's been seeing her for the past three months and he didn't mention one fucking word.
The phone rang. I got up to answer it. It was Danny.
'Hey Stella' he said
'Hey Danny what's up' I replied
'Mac just told us that's she's pregnant'
The bastard 'Thanks for tell me Danny'
'It's okay Stella. I'll see you next month'
'Yeah see you Danny' I hung up and walked back into my room
Hegot her fuckingpregnant. Damn him.I hate her but most of all I hate him!. I'm glad Danny phoned and told me the news. I guess he'll stick with her from now on.
A/N: Please tell me if I should carry on. Thanks.