Stella's Diary

Chapter 2 A month later

'Hey welcome back Stel' Danny said to me

'Thanks Danny' I replied 'anything happen while I was gone?'

'Yeah me and Montana we're you know…'

'…Dating?' I finished of for him

'Yeah'

'How bout Mac?' I asked

'Well yesterday he umm came in all happy and that. He's umm…He's getting married Stel'

I was shocked I thought he'd wait a bit longer to propose to her. I guess not.

'When you see him Danny tell him congratulations from me will you please' I asked

'Sure. Oh and Stella?'

'Yeah'

'He wants to see you as soon as you came in so I think you'd better tell him'

'Thanks Danny'

I walked up to Mac's office and knocked on the door

'Yeah' I heard him say

'Mac' I started when I walked through the door 'Danny said you wanted to see me'

'Yeah. Take a seat Stel'

I sat down opposite him. 'What do you want Mac?' I asked

'You going to have another fight with me?'

'Probley not Mac. It depends.'

'On what Stel'

'On you, us, her' I said quietly but loud enough that Mac could hear 'I don't want to lose you're friendship Mac but I honestly don't think we can be friends if she keeps being the reason for all our arguments'

'Stel…'

'I hear congratulations are in order'

'Who told you that?' I could tell from his voice that he wanted to be the one to tell me

'Danny. I'll see you around Mac' I said. I got up and walked out of his office. I was hurt and angry that he didn't tell me yesterday about this but I guess he didn't want to be shouted at. Again. Instead of going back to work I walked out into the car park. I wanted to get home. I arrived home five minutes later. I walked into the room and got the diary out.

Now he's getting married I guess my dreams of being with him are only dreams. I'll never get the chance to tell him how I feel. Even though he's hurt me again I still love him. I'll always love him.

Someone outside knocked on the door. I went to answer it. When I opened the door I saw it was Mac.

'Mac. What do you want' I asked him.

'Stel we need to talk'

'We've talked enough don't you think' I said stepping to the side to let him pass

'No we haven't. Why did you leave'

'Mac I wanted to clear my head'

'So you came home.' He was waking up the hallway. He stopped outside my room and looked in. He walked in and it wasn't till I saw him come out with my diary that I realized I left it open.

'Stel what's in this?' he asked

'Read it and find out' I said softly

He turned to the first page and I saw his face go from confused to shock to hurt in the space of ten seconds.

'Stella is this how you really feel' he asked

'I…Well…'