Stella's Diary
Chapter 3
'Well' He said
'Yes it is Mac' I said sighing
'So you really think that I'm a fucking cold-hearted bastard Stel'
'Yeah' I replied quietly
Instead of carrying on reading he threw the book down and turned to me saying 'Well if that's how you really feel then we have nothing more to talk about.' He walked to the door and opened it.
'Mac wait'
'Hurry up Stella I've got my fiancé waiting for me'
'I love you Mac. Yeah sometimes I think you're cold-hearted bastard but I still love. I always will Mac. And if you had read on you would have none that wouldn't of you.'
He froze at the door. He shut it and turned to me saying 'How long.'
'How long what?' I asked confused
'How long have you felt this way?'
'Since I first started working with you'
'Why. Why didn't you tell me'
'Because I didn't want to in case you didn't feel the same way' I said softly
'Stel…' he started
'Forget about it Mac. I'll see you tomorrow' I said walking towards the door and opening it. He walked up to me and shut the door. I looked at him confused 'Mac what are you doing' it wasn't long before I found out. He spun me around and kissed me. It soon grew deeper and passionate. ' Mac' I said pulling away 'we can't do this'
'I know we can't but it feels right Stel'
I looked at him does this mean he loves me I thought
'I love you Stel. I always have done. The reason why I started dating her was because I was scared that you didn't love me'
I smiled 'What are going to do?'
'I'll tell her it's over but I still want to be a part of my kids life you know'
'Yeah I know'
He called her why I was in the kitchen. He came into the kitchen after he had finished 'What did she say?' I asked
'She's fine with it. She said after the baby's born she's giving up all parental rights so…'
'…So you'll get full custody of you're son or daughter'
'Yeah'
He pulled me close and kissed me 'I love you' he mumbled against my lips
'I love you too' I mumbled back