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Chapter 5

After the meeting with Dr. Lindstrom, she went straight to Elliot's house. She prayed Elliot would be there, and that he may remember what had happened. Olivia let out a weak sigh as she rang the doorbell. Olivia was just about to walk away when Bernadette Stabler opened her door.

"Oh, dear. Olivia? Are you okay?" Bernie asked after taking a few moments to examine the younger woman in front of her.

"Hi, Bernie… Uh, is Elliot here?" Olivia asked. Bernie nodded slowly, before turning around and heading into the apartment. Olivia followed her and shut the door behind her.

"Elliot, your partner is here," Bernie called, her voice shaking. The last time she had seen Olivia, she didn't look this upset and worn down.

"My partner? Ma, Ayanna is my commanding officer," Elliot sighed.

Elliot walked out of the kitchen and towards the door. Olivia was standing near the door, her shaking hands from where they were in the pockets of her jacket. Elliot felt all the color drain from his own face when he saw Olivia looking completely different. She looked like a shell of her former self.

"Olivia? What happened to you?" Elliot breathed.

"El-" Olivia started, but she stopped herself. Right now, she couldn't tell Elliot what was happening. Not in front of Bernie at the least.

"Do you wanna talk? We can go into my room," Elliot offered. Olivia nodded and took Elliot's outstretched hand. He led her past Bernie and to his bedroom.

Once inside the room, Olivia sat on the edge of Elliot's bed and started to cry. Elliot sat beside her and looped an arm around her waist.

"Start when you are ready," Elliot cooed. Olivia nodded as she brushed tears from her cheeks.

"After the party, I blacked out. I woke up in my SUV… my clothes were on the floor and I was very sore between my legs. It was honestly some of the worst pain I have experienced. You didn't drug me, right?" Olivia breathed. Elliot blinked a few times as he prepared himself to answer. Olivia had been attacked, so he didn't want to snap after her question.

"You can't seriously think that I would do something like that to you… Do you really think that?" Elliot asked, his voice shaking.

"I do not know what I think, Elliot. I just know that I remember little of the party or afterwards. All I know is that I woke up naked, and the rape kit found semen inside of me, and on my belly. The last thing I actually remember is that we all agreed to have one more drink, and you brought us all beers. Then I wake up and don't know what happened," Olivia rambled.

Elliot was not sure if he should be offended by her words, so he pushed that thought aside and just wrapped her in a tight hug. He caressed her hair and tried to breathe evenly to ensure Olivia would, too.

"Elliot, are you sure?" Olivia whispered. Elliot leaned back and shook his head.

"I would never do that to you, Olivia! I would never hurt you!" Elliot yelled at her. He locked eyes with Olivia, as tears slipped down her cheeks.

"I-I'm sorry, Elliot," Olivia whimpered. Elliot stood and paced for a moment before stopping.

"You said you did a rape kit, right? You didn't-"

"I always push for people to get rape kits. I encourage them to do it, so they can find out who hurt them. So I knew I had to do one myself… I drove to the hospital and had it done by myself. It was so embarrassing since everyone knows me there," Olivia frowned, her eyes locked to the ground. "They did the rape kit and found the semen. I'm just waiting for the results of the test to see if the guy is in the system or not. They gave me the usual pills, and then one to prevent pregnancy. I told them I was too old, but they said I'm not and that the pill would help."

Elliot ran his hands over his face. If he ever laid eyes on the person that took so much from Olivia the night of the party, there would be hell to pay. No one should have taken advantage of her and hurt her. No one.

"I'm sorry that I snapped, Olivia… We will find who did this to you, okay? Then that person will pay for hurting you," Elliot breathed as he sat back beside Olivia. Olivia turned to Elliot and buried her face in his chest, and sobbed.

Elliot held Olivia for awhile before her phone started to ring. She leaned back and wiped tears from her cheeks. She grabbed her cell answered it.

"Captain Benson," Olivia answered.

"Hello, Captain Benson. The lab results for your rape came back… Would you like to come down or-"

"Who did this to me?" Olivia demanded.

"We found a match in the database…"

"Just tell me!" Olivia yelled into the phone. Elliot stood and went to touch Olivia's back, but she stepped away from him.

"The match is for Dominick Carisi."

The news hit her like a bus. She felt like she couldn't breathe, only gasps were leaving her mouth. She panicked as she tried to figure out how that happened. Why it happened?

She had sex with Dominick? Her former detective and now her ADA had fucked her in the back of her SUV. Between being shocked, angry, and anxious, Olivia couldn't help but feel like her life was falling apart. She was going to lose her best friend since she slept with her boyfriend.

Did Dominick rape her? Was it something she wanted? Something he wanted?

She shook her head and hung up the phone. Something else had to have happened, but what exactly?

Olivia kept trying to shake the memories of the night from her head. Never would she have done something like that. She knew better, but who would know better if you were drugged.

"Did they figure out who raped you?" Elliot asked, as Olivia shoved the phone into the pocket.

"They did, El… I know exactly who I slept with," Olivia breathed. She walked from the room, and Elliot followed her closely.

"Liv-"

"I have to talk to him, El. So please just stay here. I'll contact you later," Olivia breathed.

"You aren't going alone, Olivia!" Elliot exclaimed.

"I have to do this on my own!"

"Why?!" Elliot demanded.

"I need to talk to him alone. This is no one else's business… Only his and mine. I'm sorry, El. But I gotta go," Olivia spoke. She quickly pecked his cheek before walking to the front door without saying another word.

TBC?