Falling in Love

Chapter 6:

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The last part of chapter 6

"I knew I was forgetting something to tell him! Sorry that it's taking so long for them to make you your food sweetie." I loved it when he called me sweetie; it brought a cool tingle down my spine.

"It's ok, and is my stomach really that loud?" Before he had to answer the waiter can back with my cheeseburger and fries.

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As I finished my lunch Edward bought for me I began to think about my nightmares that I was having a few days ago. Where had they gone and would I be free from them forever?

I finished quickly and I secretly left a tip and then Edward drove us to our mansion. We got to the house about 3:00 so I still had a few hours to spend with Edward before he went out to hunt.

"I don't think I will ever get use to this exorbitant house!" I got out of the car Edward rented and ran to keep up with him. When I looked at him to see why he hadn't answered me I saw his eyes. They were a very dark black, darker than coal and so dark that you couldn't see his pupils. His face was paler than it was the first day I ever saw him. I could feel the fear crossing my face; I didn't want him to see it but I didn't know how not to show the fear I felt.

"Bella…I need to leave right now." He struggled to say.

"Ok, is everything alright? Alice should be calling soon right?" I didn't want to be alone for to long.

"Yes, I love you and please be safe. Don't open the door for anybody and don't go out to the beach, just stay at the house please." He couldn't look at me I could tell.

"Yes Edward I will and I promise." I would have stood on my tiptoes and kissed his cheek before he left but I could see how much pain he was in so I didn't. The pain that I wished more than ever that he didn't have to feel. The pain was my entire fault.

"I will be back soon, I promise."

"I love you too." Then he disappeared. I turned to see if he was really gone. I then pulled myself away from the place that he left me and made myself walk to the very large house that I knew I would be very afraid once I got in. It was so big and so…..scary. The fear for myself was no where as extreme as the fear of what I did to Edward every time I was around him. The pain that I brought to him whenever he saw me.

I walked slowly and sadly to the empty house longing with hope that there would be a miracle that Edward would already be fine and in there waiting for me.

But I knew that that was nonsense. If Edward was really that pale, and his eyes were really that dark he would have to hunt for at the very least hours until he would be able to return.

I walked up to the door and opened it with the key that was inside of my pocket. The door opened noisily since I was so quite with fear that I wasn't even sure of. I walked inside of the pitch black house, I barley could see my hand that I flashed near my eyes. I stumbled to the light switch that I knew was only a few feet away and turned it on.

Once light filled the room, yet again, I stumbled to the leather chair that was sitting in the middle of the oversizedliving room. I sat down and took off my tennis shoes that were starting to blister my feet.

After sitting for what seemed to be five minutes I got up from the chair and walked inside of the dark and silent house. I decided that it would be best if I knew where the phone was before Alice called. I searched the house but found myself not really looking for the telephone because I my mind was too clouded with so many thoughts.

But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't help to have a certain hate for myself while I was walking in our huge mansion without Edward. I didn't hate myself and I knew that it wasn't my fault that I brought Edward never ending pain when he was around me but I still wished that I didn't have to put him through all of the pain and agony.

I cleared my mind and walked to the kitchen in hope that I would find it there and wouldn't have to search the whole house for a simple telephone. When I got in the phone was on the center island in the kitchen. Just before I picked up the phone it rang; so I slowly answered it hoping that there wasn't anything to worry about any longer.

"Bella, is that you? Are you alright?" Alice's voice sounded a little worried which made my heart race and I knew that she could hear it through the phone.

"Yes, is something supposed to be wrong? Alice you're scaring me? IS everything alright?"

"Oh….yes sorry Bella everything is fine. How are you?"

"Ummm…..fine I guess, I'm all alone thought…..in this gigantic mansion!" I walked back to the living room and sat back down in the leather chair.

"So Edward already left?"

"Yes….Alice he looked really bad, worst than I have ever seen him. Do you think he is ok?" I felt my stomach tighten when it took her a few moments to answer.

"Yes, yes everything is fine….don't worry about. So…..BELLA YOU'RE ENGAGED!" The happiness and excitement brought me to my feet and loosened my stomach.

"I know! Can you believe it! I'm going to marry Edward A. Cullen! Me!" I was jumping up and down putting my worries and thoughts of before behind me.

"I know! You should have seen him before you two left! He was a nervous wreck! It was hilarious!" Alice laughed at her own joke. Her laugh was so beautiful and sounded like nothing that I had ever heard before.

"Wait, Alice did you know that he was going to ask me to marry him?" I was confused why she hadn't said anything to me about it….I thought that we weren't suppose to have any secrets together.

"Oh Bella….I'm soooo soooo soooo sorry! He wouldn't let me tell you. He wouldn't even let me talk to you before you two left. That's why I never got to say goodbye to you. Edward wouldn't even let me call you until today because he was so worried about me saying something to you before. He really wanted it to be a secret and a surprise."

"He does like surprising me doesn't he! So Alice, would you have told me before Edward purpose if he hadn't said anything to you?" I still wasn't sure if she and I were as close as I thought we were.

"YES! A course I would have told you! And he knew that….that's why he said something to me. If it wasn't for my vision that you said yes he wouldn't have had to worry so much bout me "spoiling it".

"Ok" I laughed and turned on the flat screen TV so I wouldn't have to listen to the sound of nothing any longer.

"So, Bella? What do you want to do for the wedding?" The thought never really came to mind. Yes, I have been dreaming of this day ever since I knew that I would be marrying someone some day but for some reason with Edward and me the thought never really came to me.

"Oh…I'm not sure." I tried to imagine myself standing next to Edward saying our vows, and I could, but what would my dress look like? Who would be there? How would I be able to prepare for everything?

"Don't worry about it….you have me! And I'll make sure you have the most elegantdress and the best wedding that any girl could ever dream of."

"Thank you Alice." I wasn't quite sure just yet if that would be the best idea but I knew that I would love to have all the help I could get from Alice. Plus, at least this time if she went to crazy on buying everything, I would be sure that EVERYTHING would look amazing. "So now that I know that you are going to help me with my wedding would you do me the owner of being one of my braid maids?"

"BELLA! OHH MY GOSH! I WOULD LOVE TO! Everyone will be talking about this wedding….I promise you! Thank you so much Bella!" She sounded so enthusiastic and so delighted that she brought a huge smile across my face.

"Alice I wouldn't have it any other was, I'm glad you'll be standing up there with me on the most important day of my life."

"Thank you Bella, so….how's your vacation going?"

"Good, really good. I'm having fun."

"That's good….how are the malls there?" How did I know at some point Alice would ask that question?

"I'm not even sure if they have a mall here in Hawaii, I haven't been around town that much. I mostly just like hanging out and having a good time with Edward."

"I should have known that I should have come! You haven't seen a mall at all! What the heck are you doing all day!" Alice and he shopping obsession!

"Alice I don't need shopping to have fun…I like just doing nothing every once and a while." The one thing that Alice loved more than just about anything was the thrill of shopping, she had an endless supply of money so I could see how she liked it so much.

"Bella? I have to go…Jasper's getting a little angry, I told him that I would go hunting with him hours ago and he's not want to wait any longer. But I'll call you tomorrow ok?"

"Sure, bye Alice." Had it really been that long since we were talking on the phone?

"OK, bye!" I hung up and looked up at the clock that was hanging on the wall above my head. It read 6:00! Could that be right? Had I really been talking with Alice for that long?

I put the phone down and went into the master bathroom and took a long and hot shower. I brushed my hair and teeth and got into some pajamas.

I wanted more than anything to be awake when Edward got home so I would be certain that he was alright. So I sat back down on the now dripping wet chair, from my hair, and flipped through the TV channels to see what was on.

Well…..practically nothing was on! So I sat and watched the channel 4 news for a while until it started to frighten me. I decided that it was probably best if I just got out one of my books that I brought before I came and read it.

I read my book until I couldn't read another page, Edward would leave my thoughts. I was too busy thinking about if he would ever get back from his hunting….were did he go hunting anyways!

At 11:00 I finally gave up and climbed sleepily into the large bed without Edward. I closed my eyes and was just about asleep before I heard a door slam. I sat up quickly and became frightened.

"Edward? Is that you?" Please be him…..please. Just then Edward came running in and threw him arms around me.

"Yes sorry did I wake you? How are you….did anything happen to you?" He examined my body looking for any scratches or broken bones.

"I'm fine….now at least. I curled and snuggled my body to Edward and could hear him breathing very slowly. His scent filled my nostrils and I felt my body relax.

"I'm sorry I had to leave you like that, I should've said something….it's just….I couldn't think. I had been so thirsty I thought that if I stayed with you for one more second I would……I wouldn't be able to control myself." He looked ashamed and unhappy with himself. But I wasn't upset with him, and if I was upset it would be with myself and not him.

"I'm just glad your back….Edward can I ask you something?" I had to know where he had gone.

"Sure anything." He tucked back one of my escaping hair stands and placed it behind y ear. His frozen fingers made my body ache and shiver. My heart began to race and my fingers began to cramp.

"Well first off where did you go? To hunt…there aren't that many forests here. At least not that I've seen."

"There was a tree farm a couple miles west." He didn't say anything else about the subject.

"I missed you, a lot." I said without even realizing it. I was surprised that I could even breathe with him laying so close to me, with his arms wrapped around my waistand is face resting on the back of my neck.

"I now and I hate that I had to leave, I missed you more than anyone could in this world could ever imagine." I felt his cool breath travel from the top of my neck to the bottom of my back. The more I could feel his presence the more my body tingled and ached with unconditionallove. "Get some sleep my love we have a date with the water tomorrow."

What did he mean by that? I couldn't care than because exhaustion hit me and I feel to a deep sleep by the sound of Edward's lullaby.

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When I opened my eyes the next morning my room was filled with a shining sparkle all around the room. Today the sun was peeking through my window and hitting off of Edward's beautiful skin. I turned onto my back and looked over at Edward and mimicked his position.

He was on his back and had his head lying on both of his hands holding his head up off of the pillow.

"Good morning." He said happily as he smiled largely. "You look so amazing when you first wake up in the morning." He said.

"I think I have heard you say that a few times before." I joked. "So what are we doing today?" I looked into his gorgeous eyes and observed that they were a topazcolor.

"If I was mean and really wanted to mess with your head, I would tell you that it was another surprise….but I love you to much to do that to you for the thousandth time. Today we are going to do something…wait, Bella first I need to ask you something."

"Ok, what is it?" I was very confused when he stopped in mid sentence and told me that he had to 'ask' me something.

"Do you have any fears of the water or anything? Or what about fish, do they frighten you at all?" WHAT? "Do you Bella?"

"Umm…" I thought about what he was asking. Any fear of fish or water…..I didn't have any fear of them that I knew of! "I don't think so why?" I asked.

"Good." He didn't answer my other question but I knew he wouldn't tell me so I stopped before I got started.

I took a fast shower and got dressed and threw my hair up in a messy ponytail and put on my old tennis shoes just incase. Then I put my engagement ring back onto my finger.

When we got outside the sun was shinning and so was Edward.

He walked with me with our hands crossed together and smiled when we got to a small dock.

"We're here." He said.

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A/N – I am sooo sorry that I haven't reviewed in like…….10 years! Really, I hope no one is mad and everyone still read my chapter!

First my computer wasn't working for about a week and then I had to write more chapters for my other stories...I'm so sorry.

The next chapter will be better and more funny with some cute fluff! I can't wait to write it but hope that I can find the time! I am working at a summer job so please understand that it might take a few days, but NOT a week!

Thanks, & I promise to write soon! Even if I have to write at 1:00 in the mornig for all of you! I promise I will not neglet you! I enjoy writting but...I also love sleeping!

Jessica