Disclaimer: Twilight is not mine

Authors Note: Oh no. I can't believe that I am going to have to write the saddest chapter in this story AGAIN. I must really love you guys. Hmmm. Ponder that when you are mean to me and don't review. Hint hint. Please review when you are done reading.

When Bella and Richard left the rest of the vampires left too. We couldn't move now because of whatever weird power one of them had. I really had a need to pound something into a million pieces. I mean it. The second that I could I was going to make sure that there was something gone. There would be nothing left. My Bella; my love had left me and it was my entire fault. I couldn't protect her and because of that now she was going to suffer.

After we were let down Alice sniffled. It just reminded me of the fact that we couldn't cry and Bella could. Bella. They moved toward each other. They all loved her and were mourning in there own way, but I couldn't do that. There was no way that I could just sit and ignore the fact that I had let my Bella be taken away. I was not going to take this.

I moved away from them and punched a wall. It didn't take much strength. It was just dry wall and plaster, not very strong at all. I kept at that. I was going at a furious pace. I didn't want to stop because when I did then it would be true. There would be this void I could not fill. There would be this silence that stretched on. I couldn't stop because I knew that when I did there would be nothing else for me to do. It would make the fact that she was gone true.

Eventually there was no wall left really. I had made most of it fall down and what was left was not salvageable. Carlisle put his hand on my shoulder. Such a fatherly gesture. A human gesture. I didn't listen to what any of them were thinking. I didn't want to. They were all thinking the same thing. What is going to happen to me? I knew that little by little I was going to fall apart.

The second that he touched me I attacked. I couldn't hurt him and I wanted too. I wanted him to feel the physical pain that I was going through emotionally. There was no way that I would be able to go on like this. I hit whatever I could without looking up. I couldn't look at his face or else I would fall apart. My shoulders shook with sobs and my eyes wanted to well with tears I could not produce.

I eventually stopped and just let myself collapse. I felt Carlisle slide down to the floor with me and rock me. He was mentally telling me that it was okay, and that everything would turn out all right, but he was not telling the truth. I sat in my fathers arms and cried. There was a pain were my heart used to be. In it's place was a hole. I had given my heart to her and she had taken it with her.

Suddenly I felt something slip down my cheek. I sniffed. It was tears of blood. This just mad me cry harder. No body was meant to go through this kind of pain. Not even being indestructible would solve that, no matter how much I wish it would.

Eventually I stopped and fell into what could be considered the vampires version of slumber. I layed still and saw nothing, heard nothing, smelled nothing, and was aware of nothing. There was no way I would ever be able to feel again. How do you feel if you don't have a heart? Carlisle carried me to my room and put me on my couch. I knew because the room smelled like her.

I started to sob again. "It smells like her. Everything in this room is her." Esme came into the room then and walked over to me.

"My love it is okay. We will get her back somehow. You will see her again. It's alright, baby. Just let it out."

She held me in her lap and stroked my hair, and every time that I would cry out she would be there for me. Eventually my body just shut down. There was nothing for it to do. There was no need for it to function and there was no need for me to continue living. If I were to compare it to anything I would say a brain dead person. I didn't even breathe. There was nothing and I faded into the darkest recesses of my mind.

AN2: I thought that because this was so emotional that it deserves a chapter to it self. Sorry it is so short. I will make it up in the next chapter. I am going to go to bed now. I hope that you liked this. Personally I think that this is more emotional in his POV. Much love -passionfornight