Disclaimer: I'm not J.K. Rowling, and that's not going to change. :'(

It was driving Remus crazy. He had never felt this way about anyone before, and he had to tell someone. Just then Sirius came through the doors of the great hall followed by a small herd of giggling girls. Remus was used to this by now. Not that he had a fan club, but James and Sirius always had them around. He closed his copy of "Defense Against the Dark Arts; Volume 5" and joined Sirius at his side.

"Hey Mooney", Sirius said as he joined him.

"Um hello Sirius, I was just wondering if I could speak with you about something rather important" Sirius nodded his head and turned to face him, as did his followers. "could I speak to you alone?" He added nodding toward the girls.

"Oh, of course" And with that he waved the girls off. You would think they would be insulted but they seemed overwhelmed with excitement that he even acknowledged their presence.

Remus motioned for Sirius to follow him and he lead them to the library, the one place Remus loved to come, and the one place Sirius had barely ever been.

"Now" said Sirius as they sat down at a table. "What's all this about?"

"Well, I've been having these feelings...that I've never felt before. Whenever I'm around her I feel like a whole new person. Someone that I've never been but have always longed to be."

Sirius stared at him across the table with a blank look on his face. "I don't get it", he said stupidly. "Wait, who's 'her'?"

"I...I think I'm in love with Lily..."

"EVANS?" Sirius shouted in disbelief.

"SHH!" Remus and the librarian hissed at once.

"Sorry" Sirius replied. "This isn't good Mooney, this is NOT good."

"What are you talking about?" Remus replied after noticing that he wouldn't make eye contact with him.

"So is James."

"What? No he's not! He can't be! She's just another little fling to him, he doesn't have any REAL feelings for her!"

"It surprises me, Remus, how the smartest person I know has no idea about how to interact with the opposite sex."

"Do too!" Remus said, rather offended.

"Have you seen the way he acts around her? He's the happiest I've ever seen him! Even though he tries to hide it, he loves her so much, he can't help but let it show. I'm sorry" He added once he saw Remus' face.

"But...but now I haven't got a chance..." He said, more to the table then to Sirius.

"I don't know what to say to you my friend, just be yourself. Lily is a smart girl, she'll make the right choice. And if she doesn't choose you, then it just wasn't meant to be. Everything happens for a reason. Don't worry about it, ok?"

Remus simply nodded as he heard Sirius get up and walk out of the library. He rubbed his eyes and glanced at his watch. It was only 8:00 but his emotions seemed to drain every ounce of energy out of him. So he grabbed his bag and headed off towards the dormitories. Tomorrow was the last Hogsmeade trip of the year.

'Oh joy' he thought sarcastically. 'I get to spend the whole day with James as he flirts with the love of my life.'

He flopped onto his bed without taking off his uniform and fell into a deep sleep, where he dreamed of what was to come.

Author's Note: yea it wasn't very long but in the next chapter there will be jealousy, blood and tears.

please review if you read it and give me any suggestions, though I think I have the main story line pretty much planned out.