Hey guys, Lina here. Well I have to say im rather disappointed with you guys! I asked for 20 reviews and I only got 8… hahh o well I don't reli care all I have to say is thanks for trying! and since ididn't follow through with the "I don't get 20 revews and you don't get a second chapter thing" (which I prolly never will wenever I threaten it lol), I think ill just have to give you a different, maby even worse punishment. And don't worry… you'll know what it is soon enough… ( (laffs evilly) )
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha… but… I really REALLY wish I did… (prays to God) Okay well on with the story!
The night of shattered dreams…
"So how do you think the party will go tomorrow?" Kagome was spinning the cord from the phone around her slender finger while waiting for Inuyasha to answer.
It was about six at night and they had been talking for a good two hours about random things… and some not so random. She had to admit that he was acting pretty strange, well, stranger than normal.
"I'm not sure… have you ever even been to one of Rin's parties before?" He, personally, didn't really want to go to the party, but if Sesshomaru was going, then so was he.
"Well no not exactly. But I'm sure it'll be great!" Kagome was rather confused at the moment. Inuyasha had seemed to be trying to get her to think falsely of Sesshy all night. First he asked her if Sess had done anything inappropriate to her. And then he asked if he had talked to her about doing anything inappropriate to her. And then he asked if maybe sometimes inappropriate thoughts were coursing through his mind about her. Kagome was just dumbstruck at that one.
What a stupid question.
How would Kagome know what was going through Sesshomaru's head?
"Hey Inuyasha? How come you have been acting so weird?" She wasn't sure if he'd get mad at her for asking, him sporting such a short temper and all, but it was too odd not to be asked about.
"What? I'm not acting weird at all!" he asked in an uneasy tone.
"Well I mean… just all those weird questions about Fluffy and well…" She just decided to stop. It obviously wasn't going to do any good because she knew Inuyasha was the most stubborn person in the world if not the universe. She just wished he'd stop beating around the bush on what he was really trying to tell her about Sess—
"Sesshomaru is a f…in' jerk." Kagome sat wide-eyed at on the other end of the phone as those words reached her ears.
Okay.
That was pretty direct.
"Inuyasha why would you say something like that?" She was kind of hurt about the fact that her best friend thought that about her boyfriend. "I mean sure they were brothers and if he doesn't like his bro then fine, I respect that, but does he have to try to make me think that too?"
"Because it's f…ing true! Holy crap Kagome just open yours Goddamned eyes! Everyone sees the jerks that Rin and Sesshomaru are except for you! Why don't you just let yourself believe what deep down you know is true!" Inuyasha was full on yelling into the phone now.
There.
He said it.
But at the moment he could almost here the tears falling down her perfect cheeks he wished he hadn't.
"So Rin's a bitch too now?" Her voice was low and almost inaudible soft and he could tell she was trying to mask the fact that she was crying as well as she could. "What is it with you trying to turn me against all of the people that I care about?" She wiped the tears off of her face.
She refused to cry anymore. She wasn't sad now, only pissed beyond reason that Inuyasha would try to turn her against her other friends. She tried to yell as loud as she could as she said the next part, "Where do you get off saying that about them! Who the hell do you think you are!" She was clutching her fists so tight she could have sworn her hand was bleeding from digging her nails into her palm.
"I'm someone who doesn't his best friend getting hurt…" His voice softened. He did not want Kagome angry with him, in fact, that was the last thing he wanted. "I have known Rin for a lot longer than you have okay? I know what she is capable of. And I know that she can do some pretty bad traumatizing damage to a girl's mind. And Sesshomaru, well, he can do some pretty bad traumatizing damage to a girls' body. And I just want—"
"Sesshomaru would never hurt me!" She wasn't really yelling as she said this but she sounded as stern as a mother telling her child not to play with fire.
Holy….
Okay screw the trying to not yell crap.
"Kagome you haven't lived with him your whole damn life! You haven't seen the things that he has done. You haven't witnessed the girls whose heart's he completely destroyed!"
Silence.
This time he couldn't tell if she was crying or not. He just knew that she wasn't saying anything. What if she was in the process of like, killing her self or something because how much he had yelled at her? He knew how sensitive she was…
Oh God.
Nice going Inuyasha.
"I really really don't want to have to see another one of those girls… especially if that girl is you." He tried to make his voice sound as soft, calm, and caring as he could possibly make it.
Well she definitely wasn't dead and he was so not expecting what he got next. He thought that she would be in one of those really-quiet-holding-back-tears-almost-inaudible modes.
Haha.
Well she definitely wasn't.
"I DON'T NEED PROTECTION FROM F…ING ANYBODY! ESPECIALLY NOT FROM YOU!"
It was his turn to be wide eyed on the other end of the phone. He didn't even know his sweet little Kags could say that word… or yell that loud.
She wasn't yelling this time but she definitely sounded stern. It almost sounded like a warning, "Stay away from mine and Sesshomaru's relationship and just… leave me alone." Now he could tell that she was most definitely crying again as she said that last part, just as if she knew it wasn't what she wanted, but she also knew it had to be done.
"Wait no Kagome I—"
"Goodbye Inuyasha," she said almost painfully sad sounding as she hung up the phone.
He heard the click on the other end. "Damn it to f…ing hell!" He threw the phone across the room and it hit the wall and slid down. Lucky for him he was the only one in the house or he would have been in so much trouble.
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"Kagome are you alright? I thought I heard you screaming." Kagome's loving mother walked down the stairs to see her daughter crying almost uncontrollably with tears dripping allover the phone that sat in her lap.
She didn't even bother to look at her mom, as she seemed to be trapped in deep thought.
"Oh Kagome honey what's wrong?" She went to hug her weeping daughter as Kagome told her everything that had happened, still crying the whole time.
"…and… hiccup… and n-now I don't think that w-we will ever… hiccup… talk to each other e-ever again!" She cried into her mom's shoulder as they hugged. She knew that she was overreacting and that it was most likely her fault if they never talked again, seeing as how she was the one who told him to leave her alone. But what if he never wanted to be her friend again after she had yelled at him like that? She had said that she didn't need protection from anyone… especially him. What if he thought she hated him? She was so mad, she very well actually could have hated him in the moment she said that. But now that she was calmed down she knew that she definitely did not. What if he hated her now?
It killed Kagome to even think of that.
Just because he was being a jerk about what he thought of Rin and Sess didn't mean that she should never talk to him again. But what if he never wanted to talk to her again?
So many questions!
She could see it now…
"Hi Inuyasha." Kagome walked up to him with a small smile.
"What do you want, bitch?" He looked at her with a cruel smirk on his face and his arms crossed against his chest.
"Well I… I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for talking to you like how I did on the phone the other night. It was wrong of me and I'm sorry. Do you forgive me?" She looked at him with a hopeful gaze.
He decided to ignore her last question completely, "You should be you f…in' whore! You almost broke my damned eardrum with how loud you yelled!"
She decided to stop her thoughts there, afraid of what her imagination might bring next. She thought that sadness would ensue her but instead it was more of angering feeling that number her body.
How dare Inuyasha even think of calling her a whore!
Well it was more of what she thought of him thinking of saying… but same difference!
She hated that word more than anything ever… whore… that was the lowest thing you could call a girl in her mind.
If Inuyasha wanted to talk to her then he could do the approaching. He was going to have to explaining himself to her not the other way around. After all, he was the one who started it… he yelled first!
And she wasn't going to make it easy for him either.
Oh no.
Now all she had to do was silently hope for him to want to come up to her and do the talking…
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About an hour after she got off the phone with Inuyasha she decided she needed to do some serious venting to Rin.
"Hello?" Rin was, and sounded, bored as heck on the other end of the phone as she waited for a reply from the caller.
"Rin? Hi it's Kags." She sounded sad and downright depressed. Rin thought that maybe she should ask what was wrong.
"What do you want?"
Not!
She couldn't give a damn about what Kagome was feeling at that moment.
Now Kagome sounded ever more hurt at the abruptness of her best friend. Normally she would at least say "Hey Kags!" with a cheerful smile that could almost be heard, or "Hey! Sup?"
"Well… I just got off the phone with Inuyasha a while ago and—"
Rin honestly could care less about what she was talking to Inuyasha about. Kagome was always on the phone with that obnoxious jerk that just so happened to be gorgeous, sexy, and just downright hott. But he also decided to become smitten with Kagome after about the first two weeks of getting two know her. Oh… how it pissed Rin off…
She cut her off, "Kags, I need to go and… um… feed my cat. I'll talk to you at school tomorrow ok? Bye." She didn't even wait for Kagome to say "Bye"; she just hung up as quickly as she could.
Kagome looked at the phone, "Yea… thanks for your help…"
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At school
The whole next day was frikken heck for Kagome. She was pissed and confused and she just wanted to be alone. And being, well, her that was out of the question. Every waking moment people had been asking her why she was so upset. They were crowding around her and she was trying to get away from them all day, thank God it was just after her last period and time to go home.
When she wouldn't tell them what they wanted to know, she was sure that people were making up rumors instead. People were probably saying things like, "I heard she and Sesshomaru broke up" "Well I heard that she got mugged and raped in the alley way behind the school" "Didn't she kill her mom or something? And now she's really sorry and sad?"
She had heard almost everything and she was getting so sick of it.
"What's wrong Kags?"
Holy…
She was about to slap whomever the hell that was that just asked her that. She turned around with the world's scariest glare on her face, and then it dissipated instantly.
"Oh, hi Sango." She hugged her second best friend tight, glad to see someone who wouldn't try to pry into her personal life.
"I have been hearing things all over the school," Sango said worriedly.
"Figures…" Kagome breathed with a sigh as she walked into the girl's bathroom knowing Sango would follow.
"Mind telling me which one of the many rumors is the true one as to why you are so down today?" She knew that if Kagome were going to tell anyone besides Rin, it would be her. She was the type of person that had no problem being vented to. Ayame wasn't really good at listening and most of the time you would be listening to her vent if you needed to tell her something important.
Kagome shrugged for the umpteenth time that day, "Mind if I tell you later maybe? Right now I'm just sooo not up to it."
"Sure no problem," she said as they exited the bathroom. She didn't really know why they had gone in there in the first place; probably just to get away from the crowd… she knew Kagome had a lot of trouble with crowds.
Her being the nicest, prettiest, slenderest, most poised, and most popular girl in school and all.
The second Kagome exited the bathroom she wished she hadn't. It was too late to go back in though; he had already seen her. She had no choice…
"Hi Koga," Kagome looked at Sango with a pleading look which said, "Get me the hell outta here!"
It's not that she didn't like Koga, he was actually really sweet and her pretty good friend, but he was a lot to deal with. He always acted like he had this weird obsession with her in a way that was more than friend. He would often say things like: "So Kagome did you break up with Sess yet? Cuz you know I'll be here waiting when you do." or "What color panties are you wearing today? Oh won't tell? Well then why don't you just give me a peak so I can see for myself hm?" It would always make her giggle and she loved the way he'd smile when he'd get that laugh out of her.
But she could never tell if he actually did have that obsession with her. Sometimes she was convinced he was kidding and other times she was positive he really did love and want her like said/joked.
She really did love him to death as a friend, just sometimes he had an overly witty and joking nature that is kind of hard to handle when every living being just so happens to be pissing you off.
"Hey Kags," he moved in to hug her tight. When they embraced he poked her butt with his pointer finger hoping to get his normal giggle from her that he usually got when he preformed this witty gesture.
Nothing.
All he got was her tensing a bit at his touch.
"Hey what's wrong?" he asked her with genuine concern. Kagome was one of his best friends and he wanted to know if something was bothering her. She started to squirm a bit and he knew that he wanted him to let her go cuz he was still holding her.
He looked her in her eyes with his arms still around her, "Come on Kag's, you know me better than that. I ain't letting you go until you tell me what's on your mind." He looked at her with a wry smile yet again hoping to get his small giggle.
Yet again nothing.
She just looked as pissed and as sad as ever.
"I really don't wanna talk about it, Koga." She squirmed a bit more forcefully trying to get out of his grasp. "Can you just let me go now please?"
Damn he was persistent.
This was just the kind of Koga-behavior she didn't want to deal with right now. Normally it would have been fine and he actually would have gotten the giggle out of her. Just not now.
"Not until you tell me why you are so sad." He held her tighter completely unaware that he was kind of hurting her. Not much, but enough to get a whimper out of her.
"Just let me go now, Koga." She shot him a warning glare. He knew better than to mess with that. But he couldn't give up now. Not when he was so close to being the first to know why she was so distressed.
"Come on Kags, just tell me why your upset and then I'll let you go." She squirmed even more and he tightened his grip more than he ment to.
"Ow!" She screamed and her face contorted with the pain from Koga's grip.
"Oh my God, Kagome, I am so sorry…" He was genuinely sorry. He had definitely never meant to hurt her.
"Just save it and get your hands off me!" She pushed him away from her as he loosened his hold on her. She didn't realize how loud she had just yelled until she noticed the crowd of silenced people that were standing, deathly quiet and speechless, around the two. Sango had melted into the crowd, as she did not want to be too close when Kagome exploded… like she did just now…
Inuyasha pushed his way through the crowd and saw the way Kagome was glaring at Koga and clutching her sides as if in pain.
Kagome's look softened when she saw him.
He came.
So he didn't hate her. What a relief! But wait… wasn't she supposed to be making it hard for him to get her back to not being mad at him?
Yea…
That's right.
Make him work for it, Kagome.
"What the hell is going on? I heard her scream! What did you do you to her mangy son of a bitch!" He looked like he was about to punch Koga. They hadn't really been good friends ever since Koga had pulled his "pantie" line on Kagome when Inuyasha and her were still going out… and she had actually laughed. It pissed him off that she and Koga had become friends after that and he had become more possessive of her whenever she was around Koga.
Kagome knew what was about to happen and as pissed as she may have been, she still didn't want anyone to get hurt.
"Inuyasha, don't you dare hit him!" She pushed him to one side of the circle and Koga to the other and stood in the middle of the two. She turned to Koga first. He was expecting to be yelled at but instead Kagome was back in look-at-how-sweet-and-adorably-innocent-I-am mode.
"Ok Koga, I know that you didn't mean to hurt me…" Inuyasha flinched as she said it.
"So he had hurt her…"
"…but next time when I ask for you to let me go, can you please do it the first time I ask?"
He nodded with a guilty expression on his face. "I'm really sorry Kags. You know I would never hurt you on purpose right? I hope you can forgive me."
Something about his charmingly blameless expression just made it so hard to say no. She smiled and gave him a hug; she noticed that he was unusually gentle as he touched her.
Inuyasha was appalled at what just happened, yet he was kind of happy because he and Kagome would probably make up and everything would probably be the same just like before the phone conversation the night before.
However, when Kagome turned to him, her look darkened.
That's right Kagome.
Make him work harder than that for your forgiveness.
"And you…" She crossed her arms and frowned at him.
Wait…
What?
What?
Isn't this the part where she was supposed to hug him and kiss him on the cheek and tell him how much it meant to her that he came to her rescue like that?
Apparently not.
"I thought I said that I didn't need protection from anyone…" The group of people surrounding them were listening intently and straining their ears so they might hear what she would say next. She was inches from Inuyasha's face and he, as well as everyone else, gasped at the closeness of their lips. "Especially not from you." She whispered spitefully and just loud enough that the crowds around them could hear.
With that she gave him a smirk, grabbed Sango's hand from the crowd, and walked off and out of the doors of the school leaving a very confused Inuyasha to just stand there with his mouth open starring after out after her.
His best friend, Miroku, walked out of the dispersing, yet still whispering crowd, put a hand on Inuyasha's shoulder and said, "Dude, you were right! She is still pissed!"
He calmly removed Miroku's hand from his shoulder and turned to glare at him, "No shit Sherlock…"
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Back at Kags' house…
--Sango's POV—
I watched as Ayame tried on clothes in Kagome's overstuffed closet. I had on my new clothes from yesterday when Ayame and I went shopping for party outfits. I found an outfit easily, but after raiding her closet, my closet, and every store at the mall, Ayame still couldn't find an outfit that suited her.
So now she was raiding Kagome's closet.
My outfit was something pretty simple and I made sure it covered most of my body so my likes-to-grope-a-crapload boyfriend, Miroku, wouldn't be compelled to let his hands wander over my bare skin. Miroku even groped more than Sesshomaru and that was saying something. My outfit consists of low, yet not ultra-low, black leather pants and a magenta shirt that was extremely low cut, but still looked decent, had sleeves that went to my elbows, and was long enough to wear only 2 inches of my stomach will be showing.
It matched my favorite eyeshadow. : )
Hey I can still look sexy without showing much skin.
I think Miroku will be pleased.
"How does this one look?" Ayame asked Kagome and me as she model posed for us. It was also a simple outfit: ultra-low white pants with random tares and rips in a few spots on them, an adorable V-neck halter which was the perfect shade of blue and rose up to about four inches above her belly button (showing about 8 inches of her stomach in all), and gorgeous Coach ( (no I don't own Coach! Sigh. so lay off the lawsuits!) ) high heels to make her rise about four inches.
Basically, she looked amazing.
"Wow it's great!" Kagome gave Ayame a once over, "You know, I was gonna wear those pants tonight but they look a lot better on you anyway. You can even have them if you want." I smiled at Kagome's generous nature.
She knew Ayame could never afford pants like that. Even though she looked well off, she definitely wasn't. She just knew the best stores with the best discount designer clothes so know one would every suspect that she wasn't extremely well off.
"Are you serious! But Kags these are from that designer store off of 52nd! They must have cost a fortune!" I knew that Ayame was still silently hoping that Kagome would give her the pants. I knew exactly what she was thinking: "Will this outfit catch the eye of a certain boy that happens to be named Koga?"
She was infatuated with sexy, witty, and downright gorgeous junior. I was the only person that Ayame ever told about her little fantasies with Koga, she wouldn't even tell Kagome! Probably 'cuz Koga pretended, or maybe even wasn't pretending, to be so in love with her.
It broke Ayame's heart whenever she saw it.
"Sure you can definitely have those pants and even the shirt if you like. I never wear them because they look kind of awkward on me." I knew she was lieing. Nothing ever looked awkward on her. But she was determined to make Ayame take the outfit. "But I'll have to ask you to give me back those shoes after the party, I hope that's okay, those are my favorite."
"Oh my Gosh Kagome definitely! Thank you so much!" I smiled yet again as Ayame ran up to hug Kagome. Kags and Ayame are such good friend's, I'm so glad I have them.
"Ok ok break it up you two," I said with a giggle, "So what are you going to wear Kags?"
She came out of the hug she had with Ayame and looked at me with a I'm-deep-in-thought-don't-bother-me expression, "Hmm… not sure." She smiled at me with that same adorably oblivious look that said, "What? Did I do something wrong?"
"What? Kagome we have to leave in 20 minutes and you still haven't found an outfit!" Ayame screamed frantically searching through Kagome's closet in hopes to find something quickly for her best friend to wear.
"Uhhh… nope," Kagome looked at Ayame this time. I looked the look on Kags face.
Yup.
Still oblivious.
I decided to help her, "You realize we are going to be more than fashionable late if you don't hurry up right?"
"Oh! Right! Then I better hurry huh?" She ran into her walk-in closet and threw Ayame out.
There we go.
Good job Kagome.
"How about this?" In a matter of seconds she came out with a stunningly sexy out fit. Ayame's eyes and mine widened. She was like, all leather. It was kind of… hoe-ish… but hey she still made it look spectacular and Rin had told her to look sexy right?
Right?
Right.
As her top she a tight-fitting-yet-not-too-small shiny black leather tank top with about two inch straps. It had a box neckline that was straight from strap to strap. It was definitely a mini tank top because the bottom ended about one inch below her breasts.
It was hardly a shirt at all. More like a bikini top.
On her bottoms she had a blood red, leather mini skirt. And when I say mini, I mean mini. It was almost too mini.
Almost.
It was such a dark red it almost looked like a kind of purplish black color. I guess it depends on the light. It had a zipper in the font of it with a cherry charm as the actually zipper thinger itself. Even though it was a skirt it was still difficult to get on and off, it being leather and all.
Thus the zipper.
As shoes she wore these gorgeous shiny leather boots that went up to her knees. They had an extremely skinny four-inch stiletto-like heel and a pointed toe.
She must have really wanted to impress Sesshomaru.
"So… how is it?" She looked kind of unsure of herself; probably because of the surprised looks Ayame and I were giving her.
"Wow Kags, are you sure you want to go to the party that sexy? I mean you look great and all but…" I just decided to stop. I didn't really want to hurt her feelings.
"But I look kind of like a whore don't I?" She giggled and I was surprised she wasn't offended. Kagome hated that word with all of her heart.
"Yea you do but there's nothing we can do about it now!" Ayame said laughingly as she grabbed Kagome's hands and mine and ran down the stairs. "Because we are more than fashionably late and we need to get there now!"
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--Normal POV—
They had decided to take a cab even though Rin's house was in walking distance. None of them much wanted to walk more than they absolutely had to in their extremely tall heels.
In the cab there were two giddy girls that couldn't wait to get and there, and then there was one girl in a rather sour mood.
"I don't see why you couldn't just let me change, Ayame, I could have changed really fast you know." She was sitting as far into the corner as she could with her arms crossed against her chest, trying her hardest to frown.
"Oh come on Kags you look fine," Ayame offered and she really wasn't lieing. Kagome did look gorgeous in that outfit.
"But you said I looked like a hoe! I don't want to go to a party looking like a slut!" She was trying not to shout 'cuz she didn't want to cab driver to hear her.
"Ayame's right Kagome, you really do look great. And if anyone says anything then just blame it on Rin. After all, she was the one who told you to dress sexy."
"And plus, it's too late now! Were here!" Ayame jumped out of the cab and walked hurriedly up to the steps to Rin's door.
She could here pounding music from the other side of the door. "Come on you guys hurry up!"
They walked in not even bothering to ring the doorbell. Kagome was accustomed to doing this. Ayame and Sango were marveled at how huge the house was and how nice.
"Holy crap!"
"Whooooa!"
They heard a voice from there left, "Come on you guys parties this way! Wow Kagome you look great! I bet Sesshomaru will be happy to see you tonight. Whoops!" She fell flat on her face as she turned around. Kagome, Sango, and Ayame all looked at each other and all realized each other's thoughts.
That chick was so wasted.
Come to think of it, they could smell the really strong scent of alcohol coming from the direction the girl pointed out as "where the party was".
Kagome shrugged and walked in said direction and Ayame and Sango followed, completely leaving the girl who fell to stay on the ground, she had passed out from one to many to drink.
Rin had a great party room. Kagome had never actually seen it when she was having a party. But this really was incredible! It was dark and there was a dance floor, and people where at the bar just like in an actual club.
"Wow cool!" She said thinking her friends would agree, but they were nowhere to be found. She guessed they had already gone to meet up with other people, Sango probably wanted to find Miroku and Ayame to find a cute guy to hit on.
Everyone was dancing and seemed to be having a great time and she so couldn't wait to let loose. People were bumping into her all over the place. "I'm sor—oh hi Kagome!" "Kagome, looking good!" "Wow you look, and must feel, hott with all that leather Kags!"
She didn't really see any of her close friends, of course she knew almost everyone there, but she wanted to find Rin and Sesshomaru most of all.
She pushed through the piles and piles of sweaty bodies. Everyone was dancing so vigorously; she was surprised that some of them didn't drop dead right then and there from fatigue. She could have sworn she saw some people even doing drugs and some girls that were half naked making out with their pushy boyfriends in corners.
Wow, some party.
Wilder than any party she had ever been to.
But what could she expect? Rin was a hardcore girl, thus she would probably throw some hardcore parties. But it all looked like a good time.
She continued to push through the sweating people. She heard many horny guys whistle as she walked by and felt many hands squeeze her butt as she sauntered forward. One guy even grabbed her from behind and put one of his arms around her waist and the other snaked around her inner thigh. She felt his breath on her neck and it reeked of heavy alcohol. "What the—" She started as she felt the hand on her thigh move up her skirt more and more. Her eyes widened, "Get the hell off me!"
She turned around to see who the hell it was who just pulled that rude little stunt but it was impossible to find who it could have been. There were guys ogling her all around her she never would be able to tell which one it was. "Gosh, I really need to find Rin and get out if this horn field."
She finally made it out of the crowd of dancing people and saw Rin over by one of the many tables in her party room along with Kikyo and a bunch of other people she was merely acquainted with. Of course they were just in one room. Rin's house was so big you could get lost in it… in fact Kagome remembered getting lost trying to find the bathroom the second time she came over. Her face reddened at the memory; Rin actually had to come find her.
She imagined what people were doing in all of the bedrooms upstairs. With what she had seen at this party so far, she wouldn't be surprised if people were doing more than nasty things up there.
"Hey Rin!" She ran over to her best friend and gave her a hug. Rin's breath also reeked of alcohol. She looked at the table Rin and Kikyo were at and saw a bottle of some sort of alcoholic beverage, she guessed. She couldn't tell which one because most of the label had been ripped of.
"Hey Kags," Rin looked at her used-to-be best friend and remembered the reason she was having this party in the first place. Sure she was stoned, but she could still remember this minor detail. "Here, drink thisss," she handed Kagome a shot of whatever the drink was, "Drink it stho you can get your gr—groove on baby!" She was totally slurring and it was extremely evident to Kagome that if she drank this shot she'd become an idiotic mess like her best friend was at that moment. And not just Rin… but like almost frikken everyone at that party.
"No thanks, I think I'm ok. Got any beer?" Kagome had never drunk anything other than that or wine at parties before. She could hold her beer pretty well.
"Aww hell noe Kagsss! Beer's f—for chumths!" Rin put her arm sloppily around Kagome's shoulder as she got approving drunken noises from everyone one around them. "Come on Kags. One shot won't kill you missss princthess."
Wow.
She was so drunk it was starting to entertain Kagome now.
"Yea come on Kagome. Don't be a party pooper! Hahaha… pooper…" Yea… Kikyo was drunk too obviously.
"Well I don't—" She was cut off by the crowd around her starting to cheer her on.
"Do it! Do it! Do it!" Well, I guess it can't hurt if I have just one shot. I shouldn't get drunk off one.
"Ok fine. Gosh you guys are persistent!" She said with a little chuckle.
"Good. Good," Rin thought as Kagome agreed. "Trust me Kag, after you have one you won't be able to put down the bottle. And then you'll be such a drunken mess… well… anything is possible."
Kagome looked uncertainly at the shot in front of her. Well there was definitely no going back now that she had already agreed.
Okay.
Here goes nothing!
She downed the shot in front of her and man did it ever burn her throat! She was glad for her promise to only have one.
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"Go! Go! Go! Go Kagome go! You got it going on girl!" She had just finished her fifth shot and she was now the life of the party.
Well.
It was bound to happen sooner or later.
She was on the table she was previously drinking at shaking her hips vigorously to music. She was so drunk she didn't even know what she was doing. She didn't have her shirt on so she only clad in her black lacy bra didn't hide very much at all, her super short leather mini, and her black stiletto boots. Almost every male in the room was practically drooling over the sight at hand. The most gorgeous girl in school with practically nothing hiding her perfect breasts, a super short mini that everyone in the room could see straight up, the sexiest boots a girl could have, and last but not least, dancing on a table.
It was perfect.
Every guy in that room was jealous of her boyfriend at that moment.
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Inuyasha and Sesshomaru had just arrived.
Sess had to give him a ride or he would have made sure he was here long before his older brother to make sure Kagome was alright. She may have been super mad at him, but he knew that this would be the perfect time for his gross older bro to strike. He always did that; he acted like a perfect gentleman in the beginning, making the girls completely let down there defenses. But then no one ever finds out what he does because he actually threatens them that if they do tell, they will be in a world of trouble.
But he knew what Sesshomaru did to girls.
And he refused to let that happen to his Kagome.
Inuyasha saw his brother look wildly around the room. He knew who Sesshomaru was looking for. "Oh heck no, not if I get to her first you stupid jackass."
He was determined to find her first. "Where the hell is she, damn it!" Inu cursed under his breath. And then it hit him, there was never no drunken idiots dancing and/or making out in the corners at one of Rin's parties.
Why weren't people dancing?
He looked over to where everyone was piled around a girl dancing on a table. She was half naked, no wonder she was getting all the stares and whistles and hollers.
Wait.
Wait just a f…in' minute! That can't be. Can it? No! It's not… but…
It is.
"Kagome!" What the hell is she doing? He tried to push his way through the crowd to get to her. He knew that Kagome dancing on the table with her body almost fully exposed like that would make Sesshomaru want his way with her even more and there was no way he was going to allow that. "Kagome!" he realized it was pretty much useless to try and yell her name seeing as how everyone was already doing that. How was he going to get to her before his jerk-off of a brother did?
Well it seems as though neither one of them would be getting to her in this point in time…
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"Here have another one Kags!" Rin handed her up another shot, which would be her 6th one. "Kagome, you make this too easy… I can't wait for tomorrow when everyone is talking about what a f…ing whore you are!"
"Well don't mind if I do!" She downed the other shot. The second she did though, she wished she hadn't. Her head started spinning and sudden realization hit her… "Oh crap… bathroom!" She jumped off the table, that for some reason she was on…she didn't really remember why she was there and all those people were cheering her on. But that didn't matter now!
She ran through the crowd of dispersing people to the bathroom that, after forgetting that one time, she would always know how to find from then on. She didn't even realize her shirt wasn't even on and she was running through a throng of groping, horny males. Safe to say her boobs and butt were grabbed so many times she couldn't even count.
But that wasn't on her mind right now.
She finally got through the mass of people just as she felt bile rising in her throat. She was extremely surprised she hadn't already fallen over and passed out with how tipsy she was.
Finally!
Bathroom!
She didn't even bother to shut the door as she ran inside and bent over the toilet. "Oh Gosh…" It felt like she threw up her frikken stomach along with all that alcohol. But she had to admit, she did feel a whole lot better. And less stoned!
She flushed the toilet and walked over to the mirror and looked at her pale face. As she washed her hands, she realized that she had a straight view of her breasts in the mirror. She looked at her lacy bra that ended just above her nipples. It didn't even matter that the bra covered that part of her; the lace was so see-through it could hardly be called there at all. "What the…where's my shirt?" She asked herself as she dried her hands on a towel.
She couldn't remember anything after that moment other than when Rin and her friend's were pushing her to drink that shot—which she's guessing she did.
She contemplated her options.
She couldn't very well stay in the bathroom for the rest of the night. But she had nothing to put over her exposed breasts. Well… if worst came to worst, she'd just get groped until she couldn't stand it any longer; but she figured she'd just blend in perfectly fine with all the other half naked girls practically having sex with their boyfriend's on the floor.
She walked out of the bathroom and into the party room only to get pushed into a corner the second she set foot inside.
Sesshomaru pressed his body to his girlfriend's and kissed her as hard as he could.
Kagome's back was pushed hard against the wall as her boyfriend's body swayed against hers in the motion of his heavy breathing. He didn't even say anything. It was like he was practically attacking her.
Kagome just thought of it as him being happy to see her though and she kissed him back even though the pressure of her back against the cold wall was kind of uncomfortable.
He moved his hands up and down her bare mid section and moved his lips down to her neck. He sucked hungrily as he heard her moan in pleasure. She was fine with what he was doing; it's not like they hadn't kissed like this before. But she was starting to feel uneasy as she felt his lips move farther down. She squirmed a little bit as she felt his hands on the clasp of her bra.
(WARNING: this next part gets to be sort of a lemon and later on its a bigger one. So if you aren't 14 or over I advise you not to reed this until you get to the bottom a little more. It might not be appropriate and I don't want to get in trouble! Thx! You'll see another sign thing like this when it is safe to read again.)
Her eyes widened as he unhooked it. She thought about telling him to stop… they were in the middle of a crowded room for peat's sake! And she wasn't sure she was comfortable with this whole situation anyway. What was he planning to do? What thought's were coursing through his head as he slid her bra down her shoulder's? She decided to just trust him not to go to far, though.
He licked her neckline as he felt her bra fall limply half on the ground and half on his foot. He moved his lips down even farther and sucked on her breast just above her revealed nipple. He heard her take in a sharp breath.
She was making this easy.
And he needed her.
Now.
He never reached her nipple as he smashed his lips on hers again. He moved his hands down to her skirt and unzipped the front. He started to push his hand slowly inside.
Kagome felt his hand reach the hem of her low rise underwear and fish its way under.
(UN-WARNING: Okay this is the end of the lemon for now. You can read again until… well… I put up another warning…)
"Ok I can't take this… how much father is he planning to go?" Before his hand reached its destination she reached for it and grabbed it out of her panties. "Sesshomaru stop ok? I don't know what you are doing but I don't thinking I'm ready for you to be doing th—ahh!" He suddenly picked her up and threw her over his shoulder.
"Come on you gorgeous girlfriend of mine," he looked at her from her position on his shoulder and smiled a reassuring smile that said trust him.
Kagome giggled and completely forgot what he was just doing. "Okay stud bucket! You overly sexy boyfriend of mine." She noticed he was walking with her up the stairs of Rin's house. "Where are we going?"
"Just somewhere where no one can bother us. I think that you and me need some "us time"." He didn't sound as "trust me ish" when he said that.
"Well can't we have us time dowstairs?" She didn't really want to be alone with him right now… what she needed to do was find a shirt, seeing as how her bare boobs were bouncing on his back each time he took a step up the stairs.
"No." It was more blunt sounding than she would have liked.
"But I need to find a shirt." What was with him?
"Your better off without one." He was getting pretty irritated now.
"Come on, Babe. Let me down!" She started to fidget and tried to get down from his shoulder but he only tightened his grip.
"Stop fidgeting!" He could tell he was hurting her with the tightness of his grip. And he was going to be doing that a lot more if she didn't f…in' shut up.
"Ow! Let go! I want to get down!" By this time he was getting so annoyed by her whining he would have just thrown her down the stairs if he didn't need her for a little something first. "Hmm… maybe I can do that after I'm done…after all it would look like an accident…"
"No damnit! Now will you just shut up!" She was quiet after that and stopped moving altogether. He finally found the room and opened the door to a giant room with a colossal bed in the middle of it.
He let her down at the foot of the bed. She didn't move at all once she was standing there in front of him. Small tears flowed down her cheeks and she refused to make eye contact with him.
"Honey, I'm sorry for yelling at you. You know I didn't mean it right? I love you more than anything in the world," as he said this he put his hands on her hips but she pushed them down.
"I want to go downstairs," she said in the smallest voice that she had ever used. She still wasn't making eye contact with him and it might have been better for her if she did. That way she might have seen the fury in his eyes.
Okay.
Screw this.
He was through trying to rouse her willingness. But she didn't need to be willing. Most of the other girls weren't. The whole time he knew that Kagome wouldn't be as easy as Rin and he was fine with that.
She was so worth it.
He left her standing at the foot of the bed almost completely naked as he went to shut the door. He came and looked at her, seeing if there might even be a small hint of willingness in her. But no, when she made eye contact with him the only thing in her eyes was pleading.
Pleading he didn't feel like dealing with.
He pushed her onto the bed using brute force not even trying to be gentle. She was taken aback by his rash gesture and laid paralyzed on the bed as he took his sweet time taking off his pants and his boxers.
He was now completely naked as she sat up in the bed and starred at him. She couldn't really help it… he was so gorgeous. That body, that face, those perfect abs of his. For a second she forgot completely forgot all about the fact he had yelled at her. All she wanted to do was jump into that beautiful body of his.
He sensed a spark of longing within her.
This was his opportunity.
He walked up to her. He knew that right now she wouldn't try to run away. Maybe she had even changed her mind and this would be more pleasant than he thought.
(WARNING: the lemon starts up again here. I'll tell you at the bottom when it stops if you don't want to read it.)
He gently laid her down and she didn't push him away. He slowly got on top of her and was straddling her. He felt his man hood harden against her leather skirt as he starred hungrily at her breasts. No shame in having a little fun before she came to her senses right?
He bent down a little a slightly brushed the hair out of her eyes before plunging his body onto hers. He was sucking her lips as his hands moved up her skirt. He was aggressive now and it was waking Kagome up from her once starry daze. She realized that he was moving his body up and down on top of hers and what would happen if she didn't stop this here and now.
Though her mind was telling her to stop the movement she was now synchronized with him and she was eagerly biting his tongue as she wrapped her arms around his back. "Stop now Kagome… you can't let him do this!" Her mind tried to stop her but the pleasure was just too much. He came away from her mouth and started licking and sucking her breast impatiently, like he couldn't get enough.
She let out a small scream as he bit down onto her nipple and then massaged it gently with his tongue. He sucked on her with all of his might; she tasted so good to him. Her eyes rolled back as she moaned at his touch. She couldn't take this. It was too much for her. This feeling would kill her before he was done.
She didn't want to provoke him; she actually wanted him to stop. But her mouth wouldn't bring out the words and her body wouldn't obey the commands of her mind. As he bit her again she subconsciously wrapped her legs around his lower torso pushing his manhood into her skirt even more. That was what was saving her at this moment: her skirt.
He realized this.
But he was having too much fun just playing with her to deal with matters such as that.
As he was massaging her breasts he realized that his hands had nothing to do. He licked down from her breast to the top of her skirt and the bit the zipper and slowly dragged it down with his mouth. Meanwhile his hands slowly inched there way up her skirt and grabbed the sides of her panties and pulled them out from underneath. He slid them down her knees and off her stiletto boots. He didn't bother taking those off because they weren't getting in his way and they were dead sexy on her anyway.
"Oh my Gosh I have to tell him to stop now. In a few seconds it will be too late! Come on mouth… speak! Come on body… react!" Kagome was only clad in her unzipped skirt and boots now and that was not much more to take off before he would have complete access to her.
She couldn't stop herself from enjoying every bit of it and every time she would tell herself to stop she would just go harder.
He started to take down her skirt gently and he threw it on the ground. He just stared at what was before him.
Holy crap she was beautiful.
He couldn't take just looking; he needed it. He lunged toward her and started sucking her inner thigh. He trailed kisses higher and higher; the heat rose in Kagome's body until his mouth reached its destination. His tongue entered in her as he massaged her thighs, which were now tightly around his neck, with his hands.
As he sucked vigorously on her wetness she then knew what she had to do. She had to make her body react to her commands. They were almost past the point of no return. As he bit her she screamed. But this time it wasn't a pleasureful type of pain. It was a scream in realization of what was happening. "Sesshomaru stop now." She didn't move from her position and he didn't react to her words. It was all she could do to make her mouth form words and not moans. "Stop it now!" She still made no try to move because as long as he was doing that there was no way her body would do what she commanded.
But this time he removed his mouth and got on top of her again so his face was right near hers, "But you love this don't you?" She couldn't reply as he inserted his finger into her. "You like being a dirty slut," He inserted another finger in her as she moaned. He got extremely close to her ear and licked it, "You love being my whore…"
(UN-WARNING: ok it stops here. I'm pretty sure that you'll be fine and you'll understand everything if you didn't read that part.)
That was it.
Her eyes opened and she sat up.
How dare he call her his whore! His whore? What the hell was his problem? She pulled his hand out of her without so much as a second thought. "I'm so out of hear." She got up from the bed.
"You better not be leaving," he looked at her dangerously.
"Oh and why the hell not?" She glared at him angrily. How dare he take advantage of her like that!
"I'm not finished with you yet," he made no attempted to move. He just sat on the bed and stared at her as she pulled up her skirt not even bothering with her underwear.
She looked at him with mixed expressions in her eyes. "Your not finished with me? So what you think I'm your property and you can just use me for your own sick pleasures when you want them? You shouldn't have made me go as far as I did! You should have respected my wishes when you knew I wasn't willing to have sex with you."
"Who ever said you had to be willing?" He said this in as expressionless voice and she wasn't sure how to take it. "Is he threatening me?" She didn't care anymore. She just looked at him with a look of pure disgust and walked toward the door. She put her hand on the knob but it wouldn't turn.
No.
She tried again, this time more fiercely. It wouldn't budge.
No.
"Please, God, please make it turn… I really don't want to ask Sesshomaru to help me get the door unstuck after I just told him off… that would really suck." But then it occurred to her… the door wasn't stuck…
"Sesshomaru, why is the door locked…"
TBC…
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Yea yea yea I noe that I'm mean. Well YOU SHOULD HAVE REVIWED! The only reason this is such a horrible cliff hanger is because I asked for 20 reviews… and how many did I get? 8! Come on I noe that you guys can do better than that! Man… 8 reviews… your lucky I'm updating at all. Im jussssssst kiiiiiiiidding! You know I love you guys! But I guess that this mean irritating cliffy can be the perfect punishment! Hooray for fun punishments!
Wow I never imagined those words would come out of my mouth…. ;0)
PREVIEW OF NEXT CHAPTER:
…"Get away from me Sesshomaru and open this door now," she made no attempt to move; she only hoped that he would follow her request…
…"Don't you ever push me you got that you f…in' slut!"…
…"Excuse me but don't you dare lay a hand on me Inuyasha!" Sango yelled. "No I don't know where she is. She didn't tell me, and I don't even blame her for not telling you, you stupid jackass! Why do you want to know anyway?"…
..I heard the most ear-shattering scream I had ever witnessed before. It wasn't loud, almost difficult to hear in fact because it was so far away. But there was no mistake to knowing that was a scream and one of someone who was in pain…
…What happened to the Sesshomaru I loved? I can't believe I fell for this when Inuyasha even told me that he was dangerous… and yet a yelled at him like I had never yelled before…
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