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No amount of makeup…
"Sesshomaru… why is the door locked?" She looked at him slowly and cautiously. She knew that she was in trouble now. Before she didn't want to believe it; but now it was becoming increasingly evident.
But maybe it still wasn't true! Maybe he had just locked it accidentally?
That seemed rather unlikely…
He still wasn't talking; only starring at her almost naked body, as she was clad only in a skimpy skirt and leather boots. She felt like she needed to cover herself but what could she use? It's not like she wanted to give him the satisfaction of knowing he was making her feel uncomfortable.
His completely nude form stood up and she tried hard not to lust after his body. She focused on his face as he walked toward her. She would have backed away from him, knowing that that was the smartest thing to do, if her back was not already against the doorway.
"Because I locked it." He put his arms on her shoulders and she slightly flinched.
Her eyes started to brim with tears, "C-can you unlock now?" His hands moved down to her waist as a loan tear made its way down her face. "Should I slap him? Should I run? Not that there is anywhere to run…b-but should I scream or something?" Her thoughts were all cluttered together and it was becoming more and more difficult to concentrate as panic started to overtake her.
"Now why would I want to do that?" He puller her close and licked her ear. His manhood hardened once again as he felt the warmth of her bare breasts against his chest.
"Get away from me Sesshomaru and open this door now," she made no attempt to move; she only hoped that he would follow her request.
No such luck.
She summed up all her courage, "Get the hell off of me…now!" She pushed him away from her and there was a few feet distance in between them… for a split second at least. The next thing she knew a stingy sensation covered the entirety of her face.
Had he… he did. He had f…in' hit her!
Tears were now freely flowing from her eyes as she clutched the side of her face in pain. "Don't you ever push me you got that you f…in' slut!" She grabbed the hair near her scalp and pulled her face toward his own so fast, she could have sworn he ripped out her hair.
He loved the way she just stared at him with pure fear in her eyes. It made him feel all giddy like he just wanted to hit her again and again if he could just enjoy that look for maybe the next hour or so.
"Come on now, don't look so f…in' scared! You know this could be fun if you wanted it to be," he laughed in a mean, taunting way that just made her so angry, well… angry along with being scared out of her mind. How could he just play with her like that and think it was funny?
"Let go of me now or I'll scream and the whole f…in' house will come running," that statement right there wiped that smug smile right off his face and Kagome was so proud of herself. It was her turn to smile at him as he let go of her hair.
Wait… did she win? Would he let her go?
Not even.
The second of bewilderment in his eyes turned to pure rage as he grabbed her by the shoulders once again. She thought he was just gonna shake her or something. But she was in for a rude awakening when he threw her against the door so hard she could have sworn that she broke it in half.
She could hardly move, the pain was so bad, and she felt extremely dizzy; her vision was extremely blurry for about five seconds. She felt the warm trickle of blood escape down her cheeks and she assumed it was coming from her head. She didn't dare try to feel for a gash though. The fact that her head was kind of numb at the moment was a pure blessing in her eyes.
She could see a giant blue bruise appear on her arm as well as on her stomach from were she could have sworn the doorknob actually went through her… that's what it felt like anyway.
Sesshomaru knelt down so he was eyelevel with her, "If you dare scream I'll rip out your vocal chords. You here that you little bitch?" She wouldn't even look at him. "Now stand up before I use your hair as a rope."
She had no desire for her hair to be ripped out so she did her best to stand. It felt like a bowling ball was being repeatedly dropped on her head as she attempted this increasingly difficult task. When she was up she was suddenly extremely interested in a cut that had formed on her lip from before when her tooth went slightly through the top…yea…she was kind of dazed and confused…
She tried his patience.
He grabbed her arm, which by the way was extremely painful to her, and flung her onto the bed he practically jumped on top of her.
Safe to say she was pretty awake now.
She struggled as much as she could but it seemed to be useless; he had her pinned and was now sucking on her neck and making his way down. She whimpered and cried and begged him to stop. She thrashed all of her limbs in hopes to get one loose from his grasp and got one of her arms free for a split second. That only led to him backhanding her across the face. "My God will you just shut up and be still?" He started to unzip her skirt and forced his hand down it.
She couldn't take it anymore, "Somebody please he—!" He grabbed her by the throat so fast you'd miss it if you blinked.
"I will kill you if you do something like that again. Got that you little whore? You didn't take my warning the first time; so I guess we'll just have to teach you to take them more seriously now won't we?" Her eyes widened as she gasped for breath. They widened more and then slammed shut as the rest of her face contorted in pain.
He dug his nail into the side of her cheek and slid it slowly but surely down, leaving a bloody gash as the trail. He smiled as the tears streamed down her face and the scent of fear reached his nostrils, "Will you pay attention to them now? No? Well ok then… how about now?" He let out a small chuckle as he dragged three of his nails down her entire arm.
His other hand was over her mouth as she attempted to scream out in pain. He lifted his hand, "Stop! Please stop! I swear I-I won't scream a-again just…please…stop…" She breathed heavily with a red face soaked with blood and tears.
"Ok well if you promise, but just to make sure…" he smiled cruelly as he gently laid his nails onto her stomach and the other over her mouth just to make sure he screams couldn't be heard.
The fact that she was just waiting for the moment of piercing pain when his nails would stab into her flesh was almost worse than that of the pain itself. It seemed like centuries before the pain came and she was so thankful when he lifted his hand. She almost screamed through his hand when he put it back in though, then lifted it again, and then put it back in and drew yet another line.
When he was finally done he looked down at his handy work and took his hand off her mouth so he could hear her satisfying whimpers. He could hardly see what he had done at all since she was so soaked with blood by now. He had written the word: whore, on her stomach in big letters so deep, that they would leave scars forever. "Oh yes, Kagome. That is just what you are… my whore." He smashed his lips on hers for a short time and then said, "All mine… how bout we make it official?" He smiled hungrily and she new what was coming.
In too much pain to hardly move, she just laid there as he pulled her skirt down to her knees then over her boots. He starred, once again, at all that was before him. "This is going to be so much fun…" he whispered to no one in particular as he dove his body into hers.
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Inuyasha pushed his way through the crowd, but when he had gotten to the table Kagome was no longer on it and the crowd was dispersing. "Damn it!" He screamed so loud everyone within a mile radius would have turned to stare had the music not been blasting.
He darted his eyes wildly around the room in hopes to find the gorgeous, silky, raven hair that could belong to no one accept his Kags. He was starting to become frantic because he hadn't seen his brother in a while either.
Had he already gotten to her?
He spotted Sango in the corner making out with Miroku. He felt kind of bad for what he did next but he had no intentions of being courteous in a time like this. He grabbed the back of Miroku's shirt and yanked him off of Sango earning a yelp from his best friend and a "Hey!" from Sango.
"What the hell is your problem Inuyasha!" Sango looked at him rage in her eyes. She was already mad at him for yelling at Kagome on the phone and now, well, who did he think he was to just be able to do that to her boyfriend without saying sorry or excuse me or anything?
"Sango have you seen Kagome anywhere?" He had a look of pure anger and she wasn't exactly sure if she wanted to tell him where she was. What if they had gotten in another fight? No telling what Inuyasha would do to her knowing his temper. But Sango never really thought that he would actually hurt her…
"Answer me damn it!" He put his hands on her shoulders and pulled her face close to his as he said it. Her eyes widened and she slapped him right across the face at this gesture.
"Excuse me but don't you dare lay a hand on me!" Sango yelled. "No I don't know where she is. She didn't tell me, and I don't even blame her for not telling you, you stupid jackass! Why do you want to know anyway?"
She had no chance to get an answer from him because he was already walking away at a fast pace repeating, "Damn it to f…ing hell." over and over again. Miroku walked up to Sango from the sidelines of the quarrel, "What was that all about?" He put his arm around her waist as he waited for an answer. He knew better than to get into a fight between his best friend and his girlfriend so he decided to just wait it out.
"Honestly… I don't really know," she did know but she didn't feel like explaining it to him. Instead she snaked her arms around his waist and pressed her lips against his once again.
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Inuyasha POV
I was so happy when I saw Rin because Sango didn't do anything other than chew me out. "Hey Rin! Rin!" I yelled out for her but she seemed to not here me as she disappeared into the crowd. "Crap… oh uhhh Kikyo!" Is that her name? Hmm… well I see her hanging around with Rin a lot so maybe she knows something.
"Oh my crap! Inuyasha is t-talking to me…to what do I owe th-thisss honor?"
Wow. Uhh is she stoned or is she stoned?
"I was just wondering if you know where Kagome is?" I looked at waiting for an answer and she didn't seem to know what the hell I was talking about. "Kagome… you know her don't you?"
"Yea… yea I know her. Who doesn't know that little bitch-whore from hell?" It was all I could do not to yell right in her face. Who the hell did she think she was calling my Kags a whore? That's such a horrible word to call someone… especially Kags who is anything but. "But I saw her earlier. Maybe an hour ago?"
Did she magically get un-stoned or something?
"I saw her practically naked in a corner making out that preppy boyfriend of hers. She was just living up to her name as a slut I guess." She just sighed and took another sip of her drink.
Shit.
"And then I saw them both going up the stairs. Why are you looking for them anyway?" I had completely tuned out her last question. I had only a couple one-word thoughts in my head at the moment…
Shit.
Crap.
Damn.
F…!
"Hello…? Wake up sleepy head!" She gave a drunken laugh and attempted to knock on my head before I grabbed her arm and put it back at her side. I guess she was stoned again. Weird. "You-you know that everything isss going perfectly ac-according to plan?"
Plan? Wtf? But I didn't have time to worry about plans or whatever; I needed to find Kagome and fast. If that was an hour ago then no telling what my jerk of a brother was up to now.
I started out of the room running at almost a sprint. I swear to God if he hurt her… but I mean she's probably fine right?
RIGHT?
Yea…
Definitely…
It seemed like I was running around Rin's damn gigantic house for 20 minutes before I finally found the stairs. "Holy crap, finally!" I was so proud when I got to the top of those stairs! Well why not? It was so difficult finding them I might as well get some satisfaction when I got to the top. I was less happy, though, when I saw that there was a crapload of rooms waiting to be checked for possible naughty activity.
I couldn't help it… I sweat dropped big time.
"AWWW come on now! Why you gotta do this to me?" I wasn't talking to anyone in particular; I was just so pissed that I had to yet another guessing game to were something was.
But then I heard something.
I wish I hadn't heard it.
But there was no mistaking it.
I heard the most ear-shattering scream I had ever witnessed before. It wasn't loud, almost difficult to hear in fact because it was so far away. But there was no mistake to knowing that was a scream and one of someone who was in pain, at least to me; I have extremely good hearing. I know that if I was anywhere near her when she made that noise my ear drum could have very well been blown out.
Even if it wasn't Kagome's scream, which I was praying to God it wasn't, I still had to help! What if someone was extremely hurt or something? I ran down the hall as fast as could until I found the general area where I thought it came from.
I turned the knob to the first door and looked inside.
Nothing.
I did the same to the second door, accidentally coming into an extremely drunk girl past out on top of her extremely drunk boyfriend. Wow. That's just… well, wow.
I closed that one, getting rather irritated, and tried the third door, which was the second to last one. "What the hell?" It was stuck or something. "Hey is anyone in there?" I tried the knob again but this time I was sure it was locked. I heard some whimpers and a scream that sounded like it was cut off by something. My eyes widened and I raised and eyebrow as I put my ear to the door to better understand what was going on inside.
I couldn't tell who it was but I could roughly hear a male voice saying: "Didn't I tell you not to scream you little slut?" I then heard the whimpering sound of a female and the sound that only came from fast paced flesh on flesh. Had that guy just hit her in there?
"Hey are you ok?" I asked. They were no other audible voices inside only that of muffled sounds and some possible talk that was too low to hear. But no one had said, "Yes" to my question, that's for sure. "Just hold on ok? I'm coming in. Stand clear of the door!" I stood a little bit back from the door and stood in ready position.
I was planning to kick down the door. I kicked one down before so I figured it should be easy. It even looked off its hinges a bit anyway (probably from when Sess slammed Kagome into the door). I counted myself off.
"One…" I got in position.
"Two…" I got ready for the impact.
"Three!" I…well…kicked it.
I flung my leg at the door and it didn't take that much effort to get it off and onto the ground. The strong smell of blood hit my nose quickly as I darted my eyes around the room as to maybe find the source of it all.
When my eyes stopped at a bed I froze.
I knew I couldn't keep looking at the sight before me, yet I couldn't look away. I wanted to cry so badly as I noticed the blood soaked sheets. I saw a poor young woman naked, crying, and bleeding as she just laid, in what liked like terrible pain, on the bed. I starred at the cuts all over her body and the many bruises that covered the skin that might have looked so delicate before this mess happened.
I could hardly see her from where I stood, but I felt paralyzed in that one spot. I gazed at her face; it looked so distorted it could hardly be called a face at all. There was a huge gash across her head and a lone, deep cut going down her cheek. Blood soaked tears were still streaming down her face and they covered almost the whole entirety of it.
I had to stop looking.
I was going to literally throw up if I kept on watching the sight before me.
I looked down for a few seconds before I realized something. Didn't I come in here to help whoever I heard screaming? Damn it what kind of idiot am I!
I quickly went to her side and tried hard to not smell the blood that surrounded her. I noticed that she was shaking, probably out of shock at whatever had happened, and was just starring straight up at the ceiling. Did she even know I was there? Though I was sad for the girl, the half of my brain that wasn't concentrating on that was with the guy that was here before. Where did he go? I don't see him anywhere…
My thoughts were interrupted as I saw her eyes, still beautiful in the midst of her distorted face, slowly make there way towards me and just stare with a look of hopefulness.
They really were gorgeous eyes. I noticed that as she kept watching me with that same look of hopefulness. I kept studying; there was just something about them that I couldn't put my finger on. If Kagome were here I'd ask her to help me, she's always been good at reading people. Just something about—my breath caught in my throat.
—those eyes… only one person had those eyes…
My God.
That was Kagome.
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Kagome's POV
I never knew it could hurt this much. I always thought my first time would be special and fun. I thought it would be with someone I loved dearly and we would be happily married on our honeymoon.
I never imagined it would be like this.
It was so hard not to scream. I think that by now I have used up all the tears I could possibly have shed. I had to focus on something else because it pain was just too much to bear.
I wondered how my face would look after this. I wondered if I'd even look half human with all of the scratches and bruises. There was a great gash on my head, down my cheek, and on my lip where it had been split open. I could feel my nose bleeding too from all the times he had hit me. No amount of makeup will be able to cover the scars that will be left…
What happened to the Sesshomaru I loved? I can't believe I fell for this when Inuyasha even told me that he was dangerous… and yet a yelled at him like I had never yelled before.
Poor Inu.
He was trying to help me and yet I treated him like that. I hope he doesn't say I told you so when I tell him what happened, if I tell him what happened… that is if I get out of here alive. This pain might kill me before he's done.
My thoughts diverted back to what was happening to me.
Bad idea.
The pain overwhelmed me so much that I just let out the loudest bloodcurdling scream. I was waiting for him to slap me or something, but instead he just looked at me and smiled.
"So there you are! I had thought you were dead for a second," he continued to stare at my bloodstained face and my cried-out eyes, "You know, in the midst of all your pain your eyes still really are beautiful. Haha just imagine… if I could screw your eyes I would."
My Gosh he is disgusting. And not the worms kind of disgusting. The other kind that makes you sick just by looking at their despicable face. In fact… well there's not much more he could do to me… "You disgust me." It came out in hardly a whisper because I was hurting literally all over. I wish it had sounded stronger… but I still felt proud of myself nevertheless.
I thought he'd be mad and hit me or whatever. To be honest I didn't care anymore, I couldn't move and I couldn't even turn my head anyway. My mind was cloudy and my vision was blurred… I was probably in shock because my thoughts were getting more distant but I knew I was still awake.
Instead of hitting me like I expected, he turned to look at the door. The question of the day would be why? It was getting increasingly difficult to concentrate and I figured it was probably on account of the blood still seeping out of my head.
Maybe I imagined it, but I could have sworn I heard a voice other than Sesshomaru's. Maybe that's why he was looking at the door! Maybe someone was there! With the last bit of my strength I tried to scream, this was going to be my only chance to get away from him for maybe hours.
I hardly got my mouth open until he backhanded me again. "Didn't I tell you not to scream you little slut?" Damn it he really needed to stop doing that. My face was going to fall off; I honestly didn't think it could withstand any more pain.
I closed my eyes and tried hard not to cry again. Of course I was already crying and it was more of a plea to stop. It proved to be too much effort, so I just let the tears flow. I was so drained of energy to do much of anything at the moment.
I opened my eyes when I felt a great weight lifted from me. I opened my eyes slightly to see Sesshomaru's blurry form getting his clothes on. I heard another voice that wasn't Sesshomaru's but I couldn't tell what it was saying. I couldn't really see, hear, or move much of anything at the moment. He came up to me and whispered into my ear, "If you dare tell anyone, I swear to you, I will kill you." With that he kissed me again and he was gone.
I wanted so much to spit in his face, but I couldn't turn my head far enough to face him….
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Normal POV
As Sesshomaru walked down the balcony steps to the ground he heard a crash, which he assumed was the door hitting the ground. He smiled at himself as he remembered all the aspects of Kagome. Just thinking about her made him so horny…
He waited at the bottom for about two minutes, but when no other sounds were made he figured he should get out of there and go join the party again just as if he had never been away.
Back inside the room Inuyasha just looked at Kagome's hopeful eyes as his own swelled up with tears. He wanted to just die right then and there. "In—Inuya…" Her voice was hardly above a whisper and he could tell she was in great pain. As she said this two loan tears made their solemn way down his face.
"P-please don't talk Kagome," he would have hugged her tight, but he didn't partly because he was in shock and he also knew it would hurt the crap out of her.
"No… I—I have to. I just wanted to tell you… h—how sorry I am for not belie—"
Inuyasha cut her off right then there, "No Kagome! There is absolutely nothing for you to be sorry about!" He was full on crying now, "I should have protected you from this! All of this is—," he stopped dead in his tracks as something hit him, "—all my fault…"
He was so careful not to damage her as he gathered her into his arms in an oh so gentle hug. He knew that he was making her be in great pain, but every time she'd wince it would almost hurt him so much more.
He refused to let her go. He just sat there on his knees and hugged her. He buried his face in her blood soaked hair, "I'm so sorry Kagome. I'm s—so so sorry. P—please forgive me," he just cried and cried into her red-with-blood shoulder.
Sure she was in immense amounts of hurt by being touched, but she felt it was worth it… to be held by someone she knew she could trust.She knew he loved her so much, if only in a best friend way, he was emasculating himself to crying on her shoulder just because of the pain she was in.
Kagome was still extremely out of it but she was sad she was making him feel this way. It was then when she realized something. With her last bit of remaining strength she put her hands on his arms and gently removed them from her sides and softly pushed his body slightly away from hers so there was a minor gap.
She looked down at her blood soaked chest and then looked back up at him. Her eyes looked intent and her lips faintly curved upwards in a slight smile as she said, "I—I don't want to ruin your shirt…" With that she took in a sharp breath and blacked out backwards onto the bed.
"Kagome! Don't worry! You're going to be okay! Your safe with me…" Those words, and the worried eyes of Inuyasha, were the last things she remembered before she fell unconscious into the comforting, painless abyss…
TBC…
Hey guys! BroadwayBaby here! Well I hope you liked this chapter and I am s0o0o0o sorry that it took me so long to update. My cousin was here for two weeks from New Hampshire and I was forced to spend the whole time with her -- but you know, she's cool. I was only able to get in a little bit of writing at night after she fell asleep lol. Well be sure to tell me what you thought of this chapter! If you have any questions or requests on something you might want to happen in this story, tell me in a review! Thankz!
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…"Yea Kags, that's exactly what you meant. Sesshomaru broke you, Kagome. He broke your mind, and your confidence. Now whenever you see what could be a kind, and caring guy that could love you so much for you, all you'll see is a man that wants to hurt and take advantage of you. You won't get to know the guy or learn to trust him or anything… you'll just think that by seducing him first, you won't have to deal with any hurt because you will have hurt him first. And why will you do this? Because you refuse to trust anyone! I was here for you, and you turned into what you were trying to get away from and you took advantage me and my kindness and love for you. He took the Kag I loved, killed her, threw her in a river, and put a weird, creepy, Rin-like, sluttish one in her place. And I don't like her. I don't like her at all…"…
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