Hey guys! Lina here! Im sooooooo sorry I haven't updated in more than a month. But you know how highschool is.. always busy busy busy! Hahah well I a lil bit of writers block but I think tht I fixed it. I have the next chapter all planned out! YAY!
Diclaimer: no. I don't. shut up
So i got like 3 reviews… which is one of the reasons I didn't update as fast as I could have. I like… need reviews to function and think when it comes to writing a story. For me, reviews are motivation. But thank you to my normal reviewers!
Ok well on with the story!
Kagome trusts again
Kagome could hear a stream of voices around her. Not that she really cared what all of them were saying. She made a mental note to not open her eyes as they lifted her onto a stretcher, probably to take her to the office so she could rest.
As she was being transported it took all of her will power to not smile or crack up laughing. Principal Nobunaga was frantic! It was just completely entertaining and she was totally inwardly screaming with laughter.
This was great.
She got out of her violation and class! When they took her into office she heard Koga's voice let out an odd sound of surprise at the sight of her.
He was the office assistant and worked in there during his last period to fill his community service hours.
"What happened to her!" The franticness in his voice made her feel almost happy…
"I don't know! I was talking to her and she suddenly just collapsed! Look there are wounds all over her stomach and her arms. If you look closely there are ones on her face just covered with make-up!" He was hyperventilating as he said this. It seemed as though he needed help more than Kagome really did.
"How did she get this way? We have to help her! Oh my Gosh Kagome please, please wake up…" She could feel that Koga had grabbed her hand in his and it seemed to be shaking she noticed.
"Young man, you must be a close friend of hers to be so worried about her. Do you know anything that might have happened to her that could have caused such damage to be inflicted on her? Is she having troubles at home….?"
"No she lives with her mother. Her mom is the sweetest person I have ever met I am sure there is nothing going on at her home," Koga was so shaky that he was talking so fast it was barely audible.
"…boyfriend troubles…?" Principal Nobunaga looked at him and raised his eyebrows and looked Koga straight in the eyes.
He was thoughtful for a moment, "Not that I know of. Her boyfriend is—" His eyes widened in realization.
No…
It couldn't be!
He would never cause this kind of damage…
Koga knew what Sesshomaru was about but he had never caused any sort of damage that was even close to this.
He looked at her the blood soaked bandages on her stomach and arms. Her sleeves and shirt were slightly pulled up so the nurses could examine her. He cringed at the sight before him.
It almost made him puke.
His Kagome…
In this sort of pain and agony.
If that son of a bitch was responsible for this he would kill him on spot. No questions! But Koga was not the type to spread false testimony. He wouldn't snitch on Sesshomaru if he wasn't entirely sure it was true.
"Yes Mr. Wolf? What about her boyfriend?"
Koga was snapped out of his thoughts, "Oh uhh… I was saying I don't think she has one."
He quickly wanted to change the subject to something, anything, other than this. "Uhh don't you think she is in pain? Shouldn't you give her something for that?"
Principal Nobunaga looked thoughtful for a moment, "Yes I suppose we should. Though the medicine will make her groggy…"
Koga turned to him and shrugged with an I-cant-believe-you-are-really-that-stupid look. "Eh… Principal Nobunaga…?"
"Yes?"
"She's out f…in' cold! I don't think it's going to matter whether or not the medicine makes her groggy! Now give it to her so Kagome can be out of pain!"
Nobunaga looked at him with wide eyes. "Now Koga, you know as well as I that that language is not permitted on school campus. But very well, she can have the medicine. Nurse!"
Kagome listened to their conversation carefully from the second she heard the word medicine. Heck, what was the worst that could happen? She'd fall asleep? So what! That way at least she actually would be fainted instead of pretending to be.
Plus her wounds did really, really hurt.
Medicine didn't seem like it'd be that bad.
She waited for the prick in her arm. That was only way she figured that they would be able to give her medicine. After all, she couldn't very well take a pill while she was supposedly out cold could she?
There is was…
Ow.
That pretty much hurt a lot. She just remembered why she hated shots. But she didn't have too much time to remember because before she knew it, she was out like a light.
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Inuyasha was nervously biting on his pencil in class. Why hadn't Kagome come back yet? She had been gone for forty five minutes already! No one can go to the bathroom for that long…
He looked ever at Sango and she seemed to have a slightly bothered look on her face and Ayumi just had a sad, depressed one on her hers.
He decided that both of the looks were directed toward Kagome's new behavior. He noticed that Sango was starring at him too and for a split second they had eye contact.
He quickly turned back into his seat and was sitting quietly, basking in his own wonder, that is until a note hit him square in the face.
It read: Okay Inuyasha, I know you know what's wrong with Kagome. I haven't been able to get anything outta her. She isn't telling me anything!
I know something's wrong.
I know you know.
Tell me.
NOW.
Or die.
XOXO Love Sango!
He looked at the note with mouth wide open. Not really at the contents of the letter but because he knew that the last line of the dispatch would come true if he didn't at least tell her something.
Oh well.
Sango was pondering what Inuyasha would right back and got very excited when a note fell on her desk.
It read: I don't know squat.
Leave me alone.
I'm in a bad mood.
XOXO Inuyasha.
Inuyasha knew he had to put the XOXO, even though the note was kinda blunt, Sango was still one of his best friends. He had to let her know he wasn't mad at her…
Even though she had slapped him across the face at Rin's party…
Yet another note came landing on his desk: Come on Inu. I know you know something. For the sake of your best friend TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER! Maybe I can help in some way?
Inuyasha: Come on Sango will you stop? Believe me, if I knew something I'd tell you.
Sango: Well its pretty obvious I CAN'T trust you because I know that you are lying to me!
Inuyasha: Fine! There is… something… but nothing I can tell you.
Sango: Oh frick no Inuyasha! You are telling me. NOW!
Inuyasha: I don't feel right talking about her.
Sango: Well technically we aren't talking…
Inuyasha: Omgsh just ask her yourself okay?
Sango: Fine… I WILL!
Inuyasha: Fine.
Sango: I'll go by her house today and corner her and threaten her with fiery pain until she tells me! How's that sound? Haha.
Inuyasha: For some reason… I don't think that would be a very good idea. I think she has had enough pain for one lifetime.
Sango: What's that supposed to mean?
Inuyasha: Nothing.
Sango was about to ask him why he was acting so weird through a note again, but then her cell phone vibrated once in her pocket indicating that there was an incoming text message that she needed to check.
It then vibrated once more to show that it was in fact an urgent message. "Oh no…" She said it allowed as she realized it was urgent. It was loud enough for only the surrounding people to hear, but not the teacher.
Inuyasha, suddenly puzzled at why she didn't pass him another note asked, "What is it?" He said this so quietly it was almost difficult for even Sango to hear it.
Sango mouthed 'hold on' with her lips as she took out her phone very discretely as to not draw the teachers attention. She saw that the text was from Koga and it was titled 'Kagome'.
It wasn't odd that Koga was texting her. They were very good friends after all and sometimes they talked on the phone about one thing or another. One time they even talked for fours hours till five one morning.
She had to some up enough courage to read it.
She knew it couldn't be anything good.
It read: sango… kgme is in the hspitl rte nw. she has sum oddly severe wounds n she past out in da hall. I mde thm lt me go wth hr so im wth hr nw. shes out cld. The dctrs wll be in shrtly 2 c wuts rng. i jst tht u shd no.
Inuyasha noted the horrified look on Sango's face and knew immediately it had something to do with Kagome. "What is it, Sango? What does it say? Let me see it."
He didn't get a single response out of Sango. He just saw her busily typing about on her phone. "Sango! Saaangoooooo! Sango! Ahh… What does it say? Tell me! Does it have something to do about Kagome?"
He saw her stiffen at the name, Kagome.
He knew now that is was.
He tried to get her attention all period until finally the bell rang. She just kind of sat there starring at her phone as if she was would be paralyzed until she got the next text.
When Inuyasha hear the vibration he took the phone out of her hands before she could press 'read'. "Hey! Inuyasha give that back!"
He pressed read and read that the text was from Koga Cell: i thnk she is gna b fne she is hre wth me. ill keep n eye on hr 4 the rst of the day. y dnt u cme bi hr house l8r n see hr? we shd b outta the hsptl in a fw hours. Cme bi arnd 6, im gna def stay wit hr til thn cuz hr mom is outta town.
"WHAT THE F…!" Several students turned their heads to look at him when he made that random outburst. "Sango why is she in the hospital! Why is that mangy wolf with her! And why… the FRICK… is he going to stay with her… at her house… ALONE?"
"Give me that!" She read the text from Koga that Inuyasha has to rudely taken out of her hands, breathed a sigh of relief, and decided to calmly answer his questions. "Apparently she has some weird wounds that no one knows how she got and passed out in the hall, Koga was in the office when they brought her in, and last but not least, her mom is out of town and Koga doesn't want her to be alone and so he's going to stay with her for awhile. Apparently I'm supposed to go visit a little later."
Sango could see that anger boiling up inside of him and plugged her ears while waiting for the outburst.
"HE CANT' STAY WITH HER! HE'LL TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HER! The dirty pervert…" His face was red with aggravation.
"What are you talking about Inuyasha? He's just worried about her. I'm pretty sure she is his best friend… he just wants to make sure she is okay."
"You don't get it Sango! I have more self-control than he does! If even I was close to…" He stopped himself mid sentence when he realized what he had almost said.
"Close to what, Inuyasha?"
"Nothing."
She looked at him and her eyes darkened. "I swear to God Inuyasha… what did you do."
"Nothing."
By this time everyone had cleared out of the room. Even Ayami had left Sango, she needed to go to the bathroom and have a good cry, she had been thinking about Koga and Kagome for the past hour and a half.
Sango walked closer to him and stood on her tiptoes so she was eyelevel with him. "You took advantage of her didn't you?"
"No I didn't…" He was beginning to feel uneasy. He had not really thought about it that way. He hadn't realized how far he had really gone with her… how close he really was to exploiting her… he had taken off all her clothes. He had pushed her onto the bed… he kissed her. He touched her. He tasted her. He had caused her pain… then he yelled at her… insulted her… and kicked her out of his home… he just left her there… standing, crying, and starring after him.
How could he?
He had wanted to help her… but in the end he had done exactly what his brother had done without hitting her.
She was taken advantage of by him…
She was caused pain and even bled because of him and his roughness toward her fragile body…
He had done everything but hit her…
He was no better than his jackass brother…
"You are lying to me aren't you?"
Inuyasha didn't even take a second to think about his answer this time, "Yes, I am. Very much so in fact." His eyes now became so sad… almost death-like… but Sango could definitely tell the grief in his soul was great at this point.
She should have blown up at him. But for some reason she couldn't. Something made her want to sit down and calmly find out all the details of what he was saying before she killed him…
Talk now.
Kill later.
She sat down in a desk in completely silence for a moment and Inuyasha did the same. "So you're telling me that you did take advantage of her? In…in what way, Inuyasha?"
When she got no response, just a pair of sad, agonizing eyes she yelled, "Tell me now Inuyasha!"
He still looked at the ground with a guilty expression. He looked like he might start bursting into tears any second.
A sudden realization hit her. She didn't want it to be true… with her whole heart she wanted more than anything to be wrong. But she had to make it a fact, "Did… did you rape her, Inuyasha?"
He just sat and starred at the wall remembering every detail of what went on between him and Kagome.
"No… just short of that though."
Sango closed her eyes tight and let tears flow down her cheeks. She wanted to hear him out for some reason, instead of pouncing on him and killing him right then and there.
"How… Inuyasha? How could—how did—"
"No I—Sango… it's really not at what your thinking a don't think. Yes, I mean I went farther with her than I would have liked but—"
"But what! It doesn't really matter but what because you still did It Inuyasha! I'm pretty sure that no reason you have will justify what you did to her!"
"How bout this… she told me to." Sango just kinda starred at him with enlarging eyes that willed him to go on. "I feel really guilty for going as far as I did, Sango, you have to understand that. But if it were up to her we would have gone farther. But… I think that I still hurt her so much… I'm almost sure that me stopping pretty much just killed her.
Inuyasha decided it best to tell her everything even though he had been reluctant at first. He explained about the party and how Sesshomaru had locked her in a room and raped her and how beat up she was. There was a fair amount of crying from both of them as he explained that part because Sango being Sango, she wanted to know every detail so she could figure out how she wanted to murder Sesshomaru.
He explained how when she first woke up she was afraid of him and wouldn't let him touch her. He basically filled in all the gaps and filled in some of the key factors of the story about her stay at his house. He seemed to be a lot less of a bad guy once he had explained about how he needed to dress her wounds and, most of all, how Kagome became a mad sex lunatic because of the trauma and told him to do all that stuff to her.
He told her how Kagome thought that by hurting other guys before they hurt her she could save her self the pain. Sango now knew how Kagome thought she was a whore because that was what Sesshomaru had labeled her as, and now she was determined to live up to her name. She figured that by having sex she could forget the pain of Sesshomaru and focus on something new.
So basically… Sango now knew why her best friend was being so odd…
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Kagome POV
Wow that medicine must have really put my out… I opened my eyes to see an all white ceiling.
Wait… all white… I sat up with a start and didn't even bother looking around. I knew were I was all right, and I definitely did not want to be there.
I jumped out of my bed and ran towards the door. Gosh the light was so frikking bright. I had to keep my eyes shut; it was like starring at the sun after being in a completely dark room.
I squinted so I could see the general direction of the door. I ran that way and almost got there until BAM! I ran into a muscular chest… and muscular arms that wrapped themselves around me…
I remembered the last time that happened…
Me running toward the door…
Me not making it because those arms wrapped around me tight…
Not letting me go no matter how much I struggled…
"No! Let me go!" I started struggling with all my might and shaking frantically as the images of his face started coursing through my mind.
His hands…
Around my neck.
His nails…
In my skin.
"No stop it please!" I started hitting his chest with my fists as much as I could. "Not again… please not again… just let me go!" I started shaking, and even screaming and crying as the images of him were still making their way through my head.
"Didn't you get enough of me last time?" The arms let go of me and I could vaguely see a person back away slowly from me. As for me I ran to a corner and hugged me knees to myself, crying.
"Kagome I—I'm sorry… I… didn't mean to scare you." Wait that wasn't… I cautiously looked up and peeked through the hair that was sprawled over my face, as if it could protect me from anything.
"K—Koga?" He started slowly walking toward me and I realized it really was him. "Oh my Gosh Koga!" I jumped up and threw my arms around his neck. I could tell he was making an effort to not freak me out again as he slowly put his arms around my lower back.
"Kagome…" He breathed as he buried his face into my hair. It was an odd feeling… but it felt so right having it there.
"Koga I'm sorry, I didn't mean to freak out like that. I thought you were someone else."
I thought that he'd look at me weirdly or something like that. But he just kept his face buried in my hair as he said, "I was so worried about you… please don't ever do that to me again."
Wait…
He was really worried about me... And something just told me he wasn't lying. He actually did care that much… "You really care about me don't you?"
"More than you could ever know Kags." He took his head off my shoulder and looked at me with a small smile. I could tell he would be unsure of my reaction from what he just told me. But surprisingly enough to myself… I welcomed it. I just don't even know right now… but all of my heart really wants me to trust Koga and I could tell that.
As a response to what he said I leaned in and gave him small kiss. It was to quick for him to react, but it was slow enough for him to get the message. "Koga I need to get out of here. I can't stay here you don't understand."
He got a serious look on his face and he let me go, "You have to Kagome. You have very serious wounds and they need to be treated."
"No they are fine Inuyasha already treated them." Holy crap why did I have to go and say that? I knew it was wrong of me from the second the look on Koga's face changed drastically.
"The son of a bitch dog had something to do with this? I swear to God… I'll kill him the next time I see him."
"No he didn't. He's just the one who found me—" Crap why can't I stop doing that?
"Found you? Wait… so who did give those nasty wounds to you?"
"Look Koga can we please just get out of here?"
"No! You have to get them checked." He moved in front of the door as to prevent my escape. I looked at him and tears starting welling up in my eyes.
"Please… you don't understand… I need to get out of here." I looked at him with pleading eyes.
If the doctors ended up seeing my stomach and arms… they would ask questions. And they would call my mom, she would have to come back from vacation, and I'd have to tell her everything. Something I was not looking forward to.
"Uhh… fine." He reluctantly moved out of the way of the door and opened for me so I could get out.
"Thank you." As gratitude I turned around as I walking out and gave him a small smile. He smiled back and something about his smile made me freeze in my tracks. All I could do was stare at his perfect face. I started to lean into him. I looked at him for a second longer before a pressed my lips onto his once again. This time he was able to react. He put his arms around my back and deepened the kiss. By this time my arms had made their way around his neck.
He moved his mouth down to my neck and sucked on it hungrily. But this feeling was different form the one I felt with Inuyasha. It was… better… I was really enjoying this. Tch… Inuyasha…
The jerk.
He never cared for me.
He was only there to use me like his jackass brother!
But Koga… he truly cared for me. And that was something I could tell. But Inuyasha did care for me as well. But he seemed so much like he didn't when he just left me there…
Oh wow I'm totally confusing myself now. Did Inuyasha care for me or not? But hey! The better question is… why was my mind on Inuyasha when I was with Koga…
…In the doctor's office…
"Hey Koga? Maybe you want to take me home now? And we can continue this there? We are in a hospital full of people you know…"
He looked up and let go of me. His cheeks completely reddened with blush and I couldn't help but smile at how cute he was.
I could.
I could trust him.
And I'd make myself if it was the last thing I ever did.
TBC…
Hey good BroadwayBaby here! Sorry yet again that I haven't updated. But it isn't my fault! No one reviews anymore! And I can't stand it! Im gonna cryyyy. Well not really hahaha but ya noe. I know that this chappie isn't that good.. but no flames plzzz I have good things planned for the next chapter. So review and tell me what you think!
…He didn't give a second thought to it as he started to turn the corner. "Boo!" Koga almost screamed like a girl as Kagome came shooting from around the corner and completely jumped on him…
…She kissed him back as hard as she could as she felt the wall hit her back. Her legs were still around his waist but now it was the wall and the pressure of Koga himself, instead of his sturdy arms, holding her up…
…Though Inuyasha had only been trying to get her shirt off to dress her wounds. He didn't really want her. The jerk. "He totally played me…" She thought with annoyance…
…"Why are you doing this Kagome? This isn't right… it's not like you at all. So what is making you act like this?"…
…"No! Goddamn it! No! You don't!" She started yelling almost frantically which startled Koga to say the least…
…"Please, Kagome, tell me what's wrong with you, tell me why it's so hard for you to believe that I love you."…
…She looked thoughtful for a moment. "Deal." Why not tell him? He could be trusted. She knew that now. Thought it would be plenty hard for her to get out the words…
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